Zhang Shuang cried. This is the first time I have seen her, no, on the phone, I should have heard her crying.
She has always given me the impression that she is a strong female figure. After all, she is a criminal police officer, which inevitably makes me feel this way. But now, on the other end of the phone, Zhang Shuang cried very sadly.
In fact, the cry of a girl is really an all-inclusive weapon. As long as a man is not extremely cold and ruthless, seeing a girl crying because of himself will make his heart soft. Naturally, I am not exempt from vulgarity.
At this moment, my heart is like a knife! On the one hand, Wang Nan broke up with me, which made me very sad; on the other hand, Zhang Shuang’s crying made me a little entangled. But I still don't want to just accept Zhang Shuang's feelings.
Although I have been emphasizing the "first plot", the unspeakable feeling in my heart prevents me from accepting her like this.
Therefore, even if my heart is softened, my breath has only eased a bit, but I still don't let go, and I still insist that I can't accept Zhang Shuang.
She was crying, as if she was very sad. I couldn't see her through the phone, but she could only persuade her, and said a lot of theories that she didn't believe in. However, it finally comforted her temporarily.
Later, Zhang Shuang stopped crying and hung up the phone. But I was suffering from insomnia this night. When I closed my eyes, there were two scenes. One was Wang Nan crying silently and the other was Zhang Shuang crying loudly.
I was holding my hair in pain, wishing that time could go back! I even think of the plots in many novels, hoping to repeat it.
However, the reality is cruel, and what has happened cannot be repeated. I hate myself in my heart, how can I hurt both girls in a muddle!
I love Wang Nan, but I slept with other girls! Zhang Shuang loves me, but when I can't give her any promise, I touched her body, and I am a sinner!
In this way, I didn't close my eyes all night until my mother came to wake me up for dinner in the morning. I beat myself up, washed my face, and sat down at the dining table. I didn't eat last night, and I still don't have any appetite.
My mother saw that I was wrong, but she was like that. She never asked directly, but went around slowly!
"How is the clinic these days?" My mother asked such a question first. "Eat, don't froze!"
"Uh, it's okay... I receive more than ten patients a day..." I replied absently, picked up the chopsticks and took a bite of pickles and stuffed it into my mouth, but felt dull.
"That's good!" My mother seemed very happy, "Don't be too tired, it depends on your mental health!"
Being a mother, in fact, it doesn't matter to her, she is relieved if only I am good. At the moment, the decadent appearance of me staying up all night makes her look worried.
"Got it..." I can't say anything, I can only respond like this.
"Wang Nan girl, why haven't you been here recently? I miss her a lot!" Suddenly, my mother said such a sentence, and I was so excited.
"She... busy..." This answer made me hesitant, and my mother immediately saw the problem.
"Xiaoxin, what's the matter? Are you divided?"
Jiang is still old and spicy. Although my mother is only a housewife, she always knows the problem accurately! People eat more salt than I eat, can't you tell
"Um... um..." I lowered my head in shame, and hurriedly picked up a steamed bun, as if I wanted to hide behind the steamed bun, a bit of a concealment. Since I was young, I have always told the truth to my mother and never lied, so I was embarrassed when I was asked by her at this time.
"You little bunny, how good is Wang Nan's girl, how did you divide it!" My mother obviously likes Wang Nan, let alone her, I like it too, but things are counterproductive, and I can't help it!
"Did you do something to be sorry for others!" My mother, an old lady, is really good, maybe she knows my son too much, and she got the point in just one sentence.
When I heard this, the mouthful of porridge I had just swallowed choked on the trachea and coughed constantly.
Seeing me coughing, my mother slapped me on the back. At this moment, I don't know if she was angry and patted too hard. A fierce pain came, and the pain made me scream.
"Early in the morning, what are the mothers doing!" At this time, my dad suddenly came back. He was on the night shift again for the whole night and had just returned home from get off work. As soon as he entered the door, he saw the scene of my mother beating her son, he asked curiously.
"Your son, I'm parted with Miss Wang!" My mother was furious, complaining. At this time, the temper went to my dad unexpectedly.
"Come on, you, when my son had something good, he took a bite of'my son', and now he is'your son' again?" What my dad said is true, and my mother is indeed like that.
Whenever I have something to make her proud of, she always patted her breast and said: "What's the matter with my son." When I got into trouble, I said to my dad: What is your son
It feels as if the good is inherited from her, and the bad is followed by my dad. Really an interesting old lady.
"Don't talk so much nonsense, Xiaoxin splits up with Xiao Wang!" My mother obviously didn't want to entangle with my dad, chasing this topic into a stalker.
"It's not what I want to divide, but she wants to divide it!" At this point, I still pleaded for myself.
"Why!" my mother and my dad suddenly asked in unison. Obviously, the old couple lived together for a whole life, and they even spoke so tacitly.
"No, you don't understand about young people!" I became a little impatient, and hurriedly swallowed a bun, frowned and said.
"Why don't we understand? Your dad and I also came here when we were young, thinking that..." Well, my mother began to recall the glorious history of the two of them. These words, I heard the cocoon in my ears.
"I'm done eating, I'm going to the clinic!" I simply put down the tableware and stopped eating, so I was about to leave.
"Xiaoxin, Xiao Wang is a good girl, no matter what you want to divide, you have to fight for it, and come out with a bit of stalking!" I was wearing shoes at the door, and my mother's voice came from behind. I didn't respond much, and said: I know, I will go out.
After going downstairs, my mother's words made a deep mark in my heart. That's right, she said, just divide it, why am I so obedient? Stalker? Yes, I will try at least a few more times to try to save her!
By the way, I took out my mobile phone, instead of calling Wang Nan, I called Lao Qi.
"Hey... early in the morning... What are you looking for grandpa!" The voice of Lao Qi talking over there was not very clear, as if he had a toothbrush in his mouth.
"Fuck! Grandson, let me ask you, what class is Wang Nan in today?" I asked while answering my lips.
"I... Day shift... She night shift... Bah!" Old Qi seemed to be answering, while spitting out the toothpaste in his mouth, and then quickly said:
"I heard that your kid embroidered a policewoman flower outside! What's the matter, Wang Nan ignores you! I really haven't seen it, your kid has today? Come on, look good on that policewoman flower!" Old Qi It was teasing me without a word.
How did he know? Did Wang Nan tell him? Impossible, with Wang Nan's character, she would not tell others about her personal affairs.
I thought about it, it must be Xiaofeng that Nizi said! She saw everything that happened in the clinic yesterday. Although no one explained what she said, she was so smart that she understood the outline of the matter at a glance. It must be her, I told Lao Qi when I got home! This quick-mouthed girl, let's see how I clean up her when I see it!
"Don't be serious, you are envious or jealous!" I didn't have any mood to make trouble with Old Qi, but I was used to it, so I replied.
"Envy, really envy, why do you have so many girls rushing to follow you!" Listening to Old Qi's tone, he seemed to be really envious.
"Come on, I don't have time to make trouble with you, tell you, don't talk nonsense when you see Wang Nan!" I quickly told Old Qi. This guy, without a word, don't talk about it with Wang Nan in person, let her think that I'm telling it so soon!
"Ah... I know, don't tell, don't tell!" Old Qi agreed. Although he didn't have a proper line when he was teasing with me, he was still reliable. "However, I can tell you kid, hurry up and find a chance to recover, don't pretend to be cool!"
Old Qi's suggestion coincides with what my mother said. (End of this chapter)