How can I decide? There was a bit of resentment in my heart just now, and for a while, I really seemed to persuade myself to accept Zhang Shuang. But right now, my mood improved a bit, but I suddenly found that this decision is quite difficult!
I just broke up with Wang Nan and Zhang Shuang is about to take over. I always feel very awkward. Isn't it too bad to do this
Before I could react, Zhang Shuang's eye circles were a little red, and he opened the chattering box on his own.
"Gao Xin, you also know that I have been a... orphan..." This sentence pierced my heart and made me hesitate suddenly sober!
Yes, Zhang Shuang’s life experience! I have always ignored this before! She had lost her parents since she was a child. Although her adoptive parents and elder brothers treated her very well, the feeling of loneliness in her heart was beyond comprehension.
Zhang Shuang fell in love with me, and it was an almost fanatical like, probably because of her own life experience. Although the adoptive parents are also her relatives, and even Team Zhang, his brother, are the same, but they have different meanings. So Zhang Shuang hopes that he can have a lover and a happy family.
Because of this, she knew that I had a girlfriend, she still fell in love with me unhesitatingly, and even made things like robbing her boyfriend.
At this moment, I am even more entangled. Because I know in my heart that such feelings are not reliable. It is possible that Zhang Shuang really loves me, or it is just to fill the gap in the emotional world. But on the other hand, thinking of her life experience, I can't bear to refuse her anymore.
In my heart, it seems as if two people are in a tug of war, constantly tearing, feeling like their hearts are about to split.
"Xiao Shuang, give me some time..." I did not explicitly refuse, nor immediately agreed. I think that maybe after a long time, things will change. Then, let the flow take its course!
Zhang Shuang looked a little disappointed, but then she smiled and said: "Okay, you can't get out of my palm even if you measure it!"
Then Zhang Shuang got up and went to the bathroom, leaving me alone in the corner messy.
What does this mean? I'm not Monkey King, nor is she the Tathagata, so why can't I escape her palm? Does she mean... that thing
That incident is what I regret the most, and it is also the one I care about the most. If I had never had a blind date with her, I would definitely reject her kindness. But this is precisely the thing that makes me most undecided.
Maybe you would say, what era are these, just one-night stands, what a! These days, some people who put on their pants and don't admit it, even women!
But I just can't get through this psychological level, I can't think about it. I even admire those who live very smartly and don't want to be so complicated. They have no burden and are relaxed! And I just find it hard for myself!
I was thinking. Suddenly, I heard a "pop" from somewhere in the restaurant, followed by a girl screaming and crying bitterly.
I hurriedly looked around, but I saw Xiao Shuang at a glance, it turned out to be her!
At the moment Xiao Shuang, covering his face and crying bitterly, as if being beaten by someone! I looked at her opposite, it was her boyfriend Xiao Gang!
Seeing this, I was angry. I can't ignore this kind of thing, how can I beat a woman! What's more, it was Xiao Shuang who was beaten as my sister!
I immediately stood up, walked to Xiaoshuang's side, first took a look at her condition, and then scolded Xiaogang angrily: "What's the matter with you, why are you beating her!"
In the quiet western restaurant, many diners were stunned by the sudden scene, and they all looked at it curiously. The restaurant manager also hurried over, and he took Xiaogang to prevent him from continuing to abuse him.
"This stinky woman!" Xiao Gang yelled at Xiao Shuang.
"Keep your mouth clean, talk about things, curse, and give you what you can! Beat women!" I was really angry at this time! How did Xiao Shuang provoke him, he dared to slap Xiao Shuang in the face! If it were not for a hint of reason to tell me not to be impulsive, I would have to beat this kid!
"New brother... it's okay, I'm okay..." Xiaoshuang saw me at this time and cried harder, but still said she was okay and too honest!
"You guy, how can you hit a woman!" A female customer also stood up, pointing at Xiao Gang and scolding. Other diners also interjected one after another, accusing Xiaogang of not.
Xiaogang felt guilty when he saw that he had fallen into the sea of justice among the masses. I wanted to stop him, but Xiao Shuang desperately grabbed me and prevented me from chasing him.
Xiaogang is gone, and the restaurant manager hastened to appease other customers. Although the atmosphere has calmed down for a while, this western restaurant has completely turned into a Chinese restaurant. Everyone is very upset about what happened just now and there is a lot of discussion, so the restaurant seems to be noisy.
I took Xiao Shuang back to my seat, stroked her shoulder lightly, and asked with concern: "Xiao Shuang, are you okay?"
"It's okay... I'm okay..." Xiao Shuang said that she was okay, but she was crying out of breath, how could she be okay.
At this moment, Zhang Shuang came back from the bathroom. She saw Xiao Shuang and me, she was taken aback, and then asked: "Isn't this... Xiao Shuang!"
"Yes, she was beaten by someone just now!" I quickly replied, and by the way, I subconsciously withdrew the hand pressing on the small shoulders. I'm afraid Zhang Shuang saw the misunderstanding, so don't let the jealous jar fall down.
"Who did it!" Zhang Shuang looked very angry, but there was no sign of jealousy.
"Her boyfriend!" I replied.
"What the hell is X, what a shit boyfriend who beats women! What about people!" Zhang Shuang blurted out an swear word, and I was shocked when I heard it, even the crying Xiao Shuang was taken aback.
I don't like Zhang Shuang. A woman always speaks bad words. Probably because of being a criminal police officer, there are more male colleagues, which are adversely affected. But I said to my heart, girl, you are still wearing a police uniform, you have to pay attention to the influence!
"Let's go..." I was shocked by Zhang Shuang's aura, and I didn't have any emotion to answer.
Zhang Shuang immediately picked up a tissue and wiped Xiao Shuang's tears like a big sister. The scene felt a bit like a family of police and people!
I looked at the table where Xiaoshuang was sitting just now. It was empty. Obviously, they hadn't ordered the food yet. The two of them had an unpleasant relationship. Simply, I persuaded Xiaoshuang to eat with the two of us.
Zhang Shuang hesitated a bit, but he didn't object. She naturally wants us to eat alone, and the atmosphere of this western restaurant is also suitable. However, she didn't think too much about such a big event.
"Sister, why on earth!" Seeing Xiaoshuang crying lightly, Zhang Shuang asked eagerly at first.
Xiaoshuang's teary eyes were dim, and when he mentioned this topic, he seemed very hesitant. She looked at the concerned eyes of Zhang Shuang and me, hesitated for a moment, and then whispered the story of the matter.
Originally from when she got along with Xiaogang, at first he always said that he didn't have time to spend time with Xiaoshuang, but recently I don't know what happened, Xiaogang suddenly became enthusiastic.
He drove to the school gate every day to pick up Xiao Shuang out to eat, drink and have fun. Like today, he also came to such an expensive western restaurant.
I can't help but sigh, this kid is really a rich second-generation, he drove in a car before graduating from university at a young age, and he could still afford such expensive western food!
Later, Xiao Shuang said that Xiao Gang treats her well, but there is one thing that makes her a little unacceptable, that is, he always wants to sleep with Xiao Shuang!
Xiao Shuang is a good girl, she is still in high school, of course she feels that it is not good to have that kind of close relationship with her boyfriend now. Originally, I ran out crazy with Xiaogang every night, and my parents were already very reluctant, because she was afraid that her schoolwork would be affected. If something like that happened again, she wouldn't have the face to explain to her family.
Therefore, every time Xiaogang made that request, Xiao Shuang refused.
Today, Xiao Gang deliberately brought Xiao Shuang to this authentic western restaurant, probably because he wanted to create a romantic atmosphere and let Xiao Shuang agree to his request.
It is also the first time for Xiao Shuang to come to this kind of place. The little girl's wasteful nature made her very happy at first.
Seeing that she was so happy, Xiaogang was also anxious, so he proposed to take Xiaoshuang to the hotel after dinner for a while!
Xiao Shuang's good feeling disappeared after hearing this, and he immediately refused. She also complained about Xiaogang, always mentioning that matter, she was a little angry.
Who knows, that Xiaogang was actually even more angry than her, and after a few words between the two, he moved his hands in excitement. (End of this chapter)