After thinking about it for a long time, I finally took out my mobile phone and did not make a call, but sent a message.
"Are you discharged?" I entered these few words and sent them out.
I thought it would take a long time to get a reply, but Zhang Shuang’s message was immediately replied.
"Hmm..." However, the reply was only one word.
"Why don't you tell me, I'm in the hospital!" I sent another message.
This time, I didn’t recover for a long time. Until I was impatient to wait, Zhang Shuang replied with a few words: "No need to tell you!"
I saw that this girl must have not calmed down yet! Had to bite the bullet and sent out a sentence asking her for forgiveness.
"I'm not hiding it from you, forgive me!" I wrote this sentence for a long time, and after repeated consideration, I deleted it and revised it, and finally sent it out.
To be honest, I rarely apologize to others. I love face and a bit of machismo. Therefore, it is not easy to be able to say such soft words. Besides, I never felt that it was a big mistake to conceal her physical condition.
Who knows, Zhang Shuang’s reply gave me a chill. "As a friend, I can forgive you, as a lover, I will never forgive!"
The meaning of this sentence couldn't be more obvious! In other words, if I want to ask for her forgiveness, I must break up with her and can only be an ordinary friend. If I insist on not breaking up, then she will not forgive me, the same result!
Zhang Shuang said both things in one sentence! I'm not stupid, of course I understand what she means. But at this time, I really have to pretend to be stupid.
"Don't make trouble, it's not easy for us to be together!" I replied in this way, but I was very dissatisfied in my heart!
"Hi-tech, let's end it. The most unbearable thing for me is cheating!" Zhang Shuang's reply revealed a little dissatisfaction.
Seeing her saying this, my heart is also very dissatisfied! I lied to you? Then you didn't lie to me
"Have you not lied to me?" I was also angry, and replied like this!
Seeing that Zhang Shuang had never given me a reply, I wrote another sentence and sent it out. "That night, nothing happened to us at all!"
Yes, because after listening to Guo Ning's speculation, I almost believe in my heart that we never had close contact at all that night!
I also remembered one thing after Guo Ning reminded me. It was when I was in college, a buddy who slept with his girlfriend went out on a date with his girlfriend, and finally opened the room, but nothing was done. The reason is, this The buddies drank too much before opening the room for the sake of alcohol and courage!
According to the memories of this buddy, he said more and more
, But the consciousness is still sober, not to the point of fragmentation, but the guy who is acting can't harden it anymore!
We all study medicine, and we naturally know that when alcohol numbs the nerves, it may cause this to happen.
At that time, this matter was once regarded as a joke by us. How many years have passed, we are still talking about it, making fun of that buddy's dilemma.
Later, I also remembered this incident, and then I suddenly thought that when the buddy was still conscious, nothing was done. I lost consciousness and completely amnesia after drinking. How could it be possible to have a relationship with Zhang Shuang!
So, I decided that Zhang Shuang was deceiving me, and nothing happened that day!
After a while, Zhang Shuang's message finally replied. "When did I say what happened to us! It's what you thought, and it has nothing to do with me!"
This is pure sophistry! It is true that after that night, I did have a misunderstanding, and I didn't say it clearly. How am I ashamed to ask directly about such a thing! But Zhang Shuang, she must have seen that I had misunderstood, but she didn't explain it or clarify it, and she would be wrong. She deliberately created the illusion that what happened that night, and finally convinced me!
On the surface, Zhang Shuang didn't say directly, it should not be considered that she was lying to me, but the consequences of doing so are very direct! I derailed and betrayed Wang Nan because I misunderstood. I also "truthfully" explained my behavior. Wang Nan couldn't forgive me, which eventually led to our breakup.
As for Zhang Shuang, I thought we had a special relationship and always cared very much. It is precisely because of this that my heart gradually favored accepting Zhang Shuang's feelings!
Therefore, even if Zhang Shuang's behavior is not a deception, it is tantamount to deceiving my feelings.
Now, she keeps saying that I lied to her and wanted to break up with me. What was her behavior in the beginning? I just concealed her injury, which was regarded as a deception by her. What about her behavior
Until now, she still quibbleed, saying that I had misunderstood, and she didn't lie to me, she was just trying to find a reason for herself! According to her principle, she can deceive others, and it is zero tolerance for others to deceive her. What is this!
I was very angry and didn't reply at all. I picked up my phone and left the hospital.
Finally returned to my warm home, my brain was almost blank along the way. It is not right to say that it is blank. In fact, I am also constantly thinking about one thing, that is, where should Zhang Shuang and I go. As for other things, including how to get a taxi, what I saw on the road, including how to go home and upstairs, I did not pay attention at all.
"Gao Xin, you little bastard, where did you go last night!" As soon as I walked in, my mother immediately greeted me, and asked in a stunned voice.
"Forehead
… No… I didn’t go where… "I was shocked, thinking in my heart, it’s over, I didn’t go home and didn’t call the old lady to tell it, this is a cause for trouble. How can I explain it? Tell her and walk away Going out to open a room with a new girl
My mother is very traditional. If she knew her son was like this, she would have to kill me alive!
"Did you go to the hospital to see that Zhang Shuang again!" My mother continued with angrily with her hands on her hips.
I must explain here. My mother has been reluctant to accept Zhang Shuang since she knew that I broke up with Wang Nan. Although I also said, she is my current girlfriend, but my mother seems to have spotted Wang Nan. , She said nothing about other girls.
In order to allow her to accept Zhang Shuang, I told my mother about our relationship and Zhang Shuang's affairs. It's okay if I didn't say it. When it comes to details, my mother even disagrees with it.
First of all, Zhang Shuang is a criminal police officer and has suffered such serious injuries. The old lady would not agree on this point. She thinks that the injury will have sequelae, which will affect her future life or childbirth. Although my mother seems a bit selfish in thinking this way, it is probably the same mood as a mother. Who wants his son to marry a faulty daughter-in-law!
Moreover, she felt that it was because Zhang Shuang was in the mess that Wang Nan and I finally broke up. She especially didn't like Zhang Shuang's behavior of robbing someone else's boyfriend, and felt that this was not something a good girl should do.
In addition, my mother may have a very good impression of Wang Nan, and she never forgets when she and me will reconcile. Naturally, she is unacceptable to Zhang Shuang, a prospective daughter-in-law.
Therefore, during Zhang Shuang's entire hospital stay, my mother and my dad never visited. Zhang Shuang once asked about this matter sideways. I used to excuse that she had never come to see the old man. She was not a girlfriend who had officially entered the house. It was unreasonable for the old man to see her first. I persuaded Zhang Shuang to take her to my house once when the injury healed. This made it a matter of course.
In fact, I really made an excuse at the time. The actual reason was because my mother didn't like Zhang Shuang.
Therefore, I usually go to see Zhang Shuang every night and come home very late. Sometimes I didn't go home for one night. My mother also knew that I went to the hospital to see Zhang Shuang. That's why her elderly asked this question.
"Um... Zhang Shuang... has been discharged from the hospital!" I told my mother this fact, but I didn't dare say a word about other things.
It's like the awkward thing between Zhang Shuang and I, and Guo Ning's thing, I don't dare to mention it at all! The old lady was dissatisfied now, that is not adding fuel to the fire!
"Mom! Sit down, I will tell you a good thing!" So, I quickly calmed the old lady's emotions, pulled her to the sofa and sat down, and prepared to tell her about the TV show. (End of this chapter)