Since the relationship with Zhang Shuang ended, we have never met or contacted again. And to be honest, I still blame her a bit.
She deliberately created that kind of illusion at the beginning, which made me think that we had a special intimate relationship, which caused me a lot of trouble, and also caused me and Wang Nan’s relationship to take a detour. Although I was also at fault, the responsibility was not entirely on her. , But I am still quite grudged in my heart.
Also, during the months she was hospitalized, everyone saw how I treated her. But she actually broke up with me resolutely just because I kindly concealed her physical condition that she could no longer be a criminal police officer. There was no room for change, which also made me still have lingering fears!
When I was with Zhang Shuang, I thought she was a good policeman with a sense of justice, and also a good girl with rich emotions, gentle and virtuous. But after these things happened, my view of her changed a lot.
I thought I was very accurate in seeing people, but I didn't expect that the boat was overturned in Xiaohegou. In fact, I didn't see Zhang Shuang clearly. She was not the kind of person I thought.
Zhang Shuang's life experience is very pitiful. She has lost her parents since she was a child. It was Team Zhang's family who brought her up. However, this life experience also created her personality different from ordinary people.
The adoptive parents treated her very well, and Team Zhang loved her as if she were a sister, but her young heart still had some shadows that children growing up in ordinary families shouldn't have. Fear of losing love and fear of betrayal is only one aspect, but the other aspect is that she is extremely selfish, cold and ruthless, and can do whatever it takes to achieve her goal!
For example, in the two arrests of the suspect, she charged forward. This seemed to be brave and fearless, but in fact she was unscrupulous in order to achieve the obsession in her heart, even if she sacrificed her life, she would not hesitate!
Of course, many people may think that a criminal policeman is so brave, shouldn't this be praised? How could this be unscrupulous? There may be people who think that Zhang Shuang's personality is reckless, and that's why he was hurt, but in fact, I tell you that it is wrong to think so.
Whether it is a soldier, a policeman, or a fire fighter, bravery is of course an advantage, but you have to analyze the true psychological roots behind this bravery!
Zhang Shuang’s father was a martyr who sacrificed bravely, so she aspired to be an excellent policeman since she was a child. Excellent may be a little lower. She wants to surpass her father! This has always been her obsession, and, in order to realize this ideal, she can sacrifice everything, even her own life!
From the perspective of the profession of the police, of course there is nothing wrong with it, but from the perspective of human behavior, it is problematic.
In the Ming Dynasty, there were two scholars traveling together. Passing the cliff, only the vines could pass. Scholar B did not dare, but A was very brave. He took the risk and almost fell down.
Cliff. From then on, Scholar B broke off diplomatic relations with Scholar A, and his comment to the other party was: How can a person take others seriously if he doesn't even cherish his own life
Later, the scholar A finally passed the Ko A and became the first minister of the court, but he was extremely bloody along the way. Not only did countless competitors fall in a pool of blood, but many innocent people also lost their lives. Eventually he became a famous treacherous official in Chinese history!
This example is the same on Zhang Shuang's body. She has a high spirit and is determined to surpass her father. With her character, she will do everything possible! Bravely charging ahead is a means, and it may harm others in the future, and it is also a means! For yourself, you can easily abandon everything, it is a means!
She is selfish and cold. If I continue to be with her, if one day, she can get closer to her goal by giving up on me. She will definitely not hesitate! If killing is not illegal, she will not even blink!
I am not maliciously evaluating her because I was dumped by Zhang Shuang. In fact, there are such people in my life. You only need to savor and find out! Maybe Zhang's family, especially his parents, had already seen Zhang Shuang’s personality, so they tried their best to prevent her from becoming a police officer, and even refused to give her a chance to investigate the case. What she feared was that she could even kill her by such unscrupulous means. The practice of exemption!
Later, because she suddenly learned that she could no longer continue to be a criminal police officer, she seemed to vent her anger for a while, but in fact her thinking was very clear, that is, if she continues to be with me, I will become her and realize her dream. A stumbling block on the road!
For the obsession in her heart, she doesn't even care about her own life. Even people who really like it can easily give up. Is there anything she can't give up? If you stay with such a person, or even get married, it will be a tragedy in the future.
It may be that our psychiatrist sees things too thoroughly, so we are really tired of living, but because of this, we avoid detours. What Zhang Shuang is doing today is actually not intentional. It is caused by her life experience and growth environment, but this can’t change. The fact that she will one day hurt the hearts of those who love her, including her adoptive parents and even her future. Lover.
Everyone is a book, and you have to read it!
Today, I saw Zhang Shuang, and all that I had always thought came out of my mind. However, I am also puzzled. Isn't Zhang Shuang a news spokesperson, why did she appear here, and she will also participate in the case analysis meeting
Obviously, Zhang Shuang also saw me. She was a little surprised at first, but immediately turned her head, as if she hadn’t seen me, her indifferent and indifferent look, unlike her before, or so to speak. This is the real Zhang Shuang!
Moreover, I can see that she is not pretending at all, but real!
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Soon, I understand why Zhang Shuang appeared here! She is no longer the police spokesperson, she has become Director Liu's secretary! This was arranged by Team Zhang’s parents, or she did it herself, I don’t know!
However, as the secretary next to the director, there will be more opportunities to become a criminal police officer in the future. Although she can no longer be a criminal police officer, on the other hand, she left the business department and embarked on an official career!
I hope she can realize her ideal of surpassing her father, and hope that in this process, she will not be sorry for too many people!
I thought about it and walked into the venue.
"Doctor Gao is here, Xiao Feng has already told me, please sit down!" Director Liu greeted me with a smile on his face when he saw me. "It's just that this guy hasn't arrived by himself yet!"
I have met Director Liu of the Municipal Bureau several times. The first time was at the scene of Zhang Jianhua's kidnapping case. Later, when the police presented the award, I also met him. Therefore, we should also be considered acquaintances.
However, for a leading cadre such a big man and being so polite to me, I still felt a little flattered. I quickly nodded and bowed, then found a corner and sat down.
Director Liu was polite to me. After he greeted me, he was busy talking to others and ignored me. And Zhang Shuang, who was always by Director Liu's side, didn't even look at me!
This Nizi seems to be truly unfeeling!
After waiting for a long time, it was past nine o'clock, but the Feng team still didn't come. Director Liu looked at his watch and said anxiously, "What did he do with Xiao Feng! Why didn't he come by now!"
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"Zhang Shuang, call him and ask, where is it?" Director Liu waited for a long time, but did not see the figure of Team Feng, urging Zhang Shuang to contact him.
Zhang Shuang immediately left the meeting room, as if he was making a phone call. Of course, it is impossible to make a call like this in front of the people in the congregation.
In this way, we waited for a while. Suddenly, Zhang Shuang came in from the door of the conference room, hurriedly rushed to the side of Director Liu, and whispered a few words to him.
Director Liu's expression changed drastically after hearing this, he stood up suddenly and went out with Zhang Shuang.
"What's the matter?" Captain Zhu, who had a straightforward personality, asked with a puzzled expression when he saw Director Liu had left. He didn't ask anyone specifically, he just looked around and asked everyone.
"I don't know, what's the situation?" Team Qi was also at a loss, not knowing why.
"No! Something happened to Old Feng!" Suddenly, Team Zhang looked at the phone and exclaimed in surprise.
Um? problem occurs? What happened? I was full of question marks for a while! (End of this chapter)