Tomorrow Psychology Clinic

Chapter 48: I can't bear to look back on the past

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When I heard her words, I felt dizzy again. However, this time it was not because of dizziness, but as a graduate of a medical university. Although it was only a psychology major, I knew what Xiaoxuan's situation meant.

She probably won't wake up again!

Xiaoxuan is now lying in the ICU and her life is still in danger. Even if the condition stabilizes, it may become a vegetative person.

There was a pain in my heart, and I couldn't help holding my chest and sitting piled on the ground.

"Gao Xin!" "Senior, what's wrong with you?" Wang Nan and Xiaofeng saw me like this, and quickly helped me sit down on the bench by the window.

"Doctor Gao, are you okay? This is a mess!" Suddenly, Boss Hao's voice came. I looked up. He was asking me with an anxious expression at this time.

"It's okay," I replied faintly, "What the hell is going on?"

"Oh!" Boss Hao sighed and began to tell the story.

Boss Hao said that since Xiaoxuan visited my clinic last time, she has become very cheerful, hardworking and enthusiastic towards others. He thought that Xiao Xuan would be fine, and he was happy for her from the bottom of his heart. He was afraid that Xiaoxuan's treatment would require a lot of expenses, and he even gave her a salary increase.

This has always been the case, and everything went smoothly, until one day, a kitchen helper in the restaurant lost his mobile phone. Everyone actually heard Boss Hao talk about the past, and they all sympathized with her. So no one suspects that Xiaoxuan took it.

But the phone was not found at the end, the kitchen help did not call the police, and everyone didn't think about Xiaoxuan's body. The matter was over, but it still left a shadow in his heart.

To this day, two guests come to the restaurant for dinner. They seem to be paying for the goods, and they carry a lot of cash with them in a bag. Unexpectedly, after turning around, the bag would be gone.

There was a monitor in the restaurant, and when I called it out, I found that Xiao Xuan had taken it. This is not like the time when I helped the kitchen lose the phone. It was in the back kitchen and there was no monitoring. Everything that happened in the front hall was recorded in the video.

Later, Xiao Xuan handed over a huge sum of money and cried. Still saying that I regret it, but the two guests insisted on calling the police. When Boss Hao saw that the matter was serious this time, he couldn't speak for Xiao Xuan anymore.

Then the police came and asked Xiaoxuan briefly about the whole process. She actually cooperated with them very well at the time, telling the truth, including the fact that she herself suffered from theft.

But who knows, just when the police were about to take Xiaoxuan and the two guests back, as soon as the handcuffs came out, Xiaoxuan lost control, and ran away from everyone like crazy and ran outside the restaurant. Before they could figure out the situation, they heard sudden braking and collisions outside. Everyone hurriedly chased out, only then saw Xiao Xuan hit by a car and fell to the ground.

Boss Hao said that he saw me swaying on the ground, and then fell to the ground, thinking that I was also injured and nervous. Dial 120 quickly, and we were sent to the hospital.

The doctor performed an emergency operation on Xiao Xuan, but the injuries were too serious and she was eventually sent to the ICU. But I have been in a coma and can't wake up. After the doctor checked, he understood the situation and said that I was not in a serious condition, except that I was dizzy, and Boss Hao felt relieved.

"I asked the young couple who came with you to go back to your family, so I found them!" Boss Hao said at the end, pointing to Xiaofeng and Wang Nan, and said.

It turned out to be like this. After listening to Boss Hao's account, I couldn't help feeling like a knife. A feeling of remorse spontaneously arises. It's all my fault, why Xiaoxuan didn't come to see the doctor, but I didn't follow up in time, it was all my fault!

But I didn't say these words, just beating my head in pain.

Seeing me like this, Wang Nan quickly grabbed my hand and said, "Gao Xin, you can't blame you. It's impossible for us as doctors to know everything about every patient. The patient doesn't come to see you. It's not your fault!" Wang Nan It seemed to see through my mind and comforted me desperately on the sidelines.

"That's right, senior, don't get angry too!" Xiaofeng, who has always been acrimonious, is also persuading me at this time.

Although I am very grateful for their comfort, I still can't get through this hurdle in my heart. At this moment, a past that has been deliberately sealed in dust for a long time came to my heart.

That was an incident that happened when I was in junior high school.

The heroine of this story is called Xiaobei. She is my childhood friend, my friend who grew up together. If you don't criticize us as a puppy love, I can say that she is the first girl I like in my life.

Maybe you can recall what Wang Kunpeng and I said when we met again: Why did you become a psychologist? Is it because...

In the ellipsis, the one he swallowed and didn't say was Xiaobei's name.

Xiaobei is in the same situation as Wang Kunpeng. His father is also a worker in Fenghua Machinery Factory. Therefore, our children live in the same compound and are playing partners.

Because of the school district, we even go to school in the same school and class. In fact, it is not only the three of us, but also a few children, all in the same situation. One of them was a girl who, when she grew up, played a role in the famous comedy TV series "Wulin Gaiden"!

From a very young age, Xiaobei took special care of me. Some delicious foods were also willing to share with me; some interesting ones, he also took me to play with.

You may be wondering, why is a girl taking care of a boy? Because we are the same age, girls are generally more mature than boys, both psychologically and in height. Xiaobei was actually half a head taller than me at that time.

Although we are the same age, she takes care of me like a big sister. I have been bullied (especially Wang Kunpeng! Always bully me!), she will stand up for me. After a long time, I gradually became dependent on her and I am willing to play with her.

So, before I went to elementary school, I hardly played anything with boys. Children’s games were all playhouses, jumping rubber bands...

Later, after going to elementary school, our relationship changed. As I grew older, I surpassed her, and I didn’t spend much time with her if I had male classmates to play with. However, the intimacy she gave me in my heart has never disappeared.

I treat her as my own sister.

Later in junior high school, I found that she was no longer just a sister in my heart. At that time, I was ignorant and felt that I fell in love with her.

But Xiaobei still treats me like his brother. Once, when we were alone together, I once veiled her attitude. But she said that she likes mature and safe men, and it is impossible to find a younger brother.

After learning about her thoughts, I really felt uncomfortable for a while. However, when we were in school, most of the so-called love affair was mostly secret love. Even if two people really like each other, at most it is as simple as going to school together.

Therefore, I silently hid this feeling in my heart, and treated her like a sister.

When we were in the second grade of junior high school, we were 15 years old. Although I treat her as an older sister, I don't pay much attention to her. I found that she suddenly loves beauty and often has a stunned expression on her face.

Although I didn't know anything at that time, I was still a raw egg. But it is still speculated that Xiaobei may be in love! At first, I observed among my classmates to see which boy was approaching her, but found no signs.

But I was very worried. There is no denying that I am a little jealous. But more importantly, in that era, puppy love was a very special thing, and I was afraid that her affairs would be discovered by the teachers and parents. In addition, I am also afraid of her being hurt by bad men, and want to protect her.

So, I asked her roundly. At first she was embarrassed to admit it, but then she couldn't hold back my hard work, so she still admitted.

I asked her who the man was, and she hesitated for a long time before telling me that it was a student in a vocational high school called Afeng.

Listening to her saying this, my heart fell for a while, and I quickly reminded Xiaobei not to be fooled by the bad guys, but she said it was okay, and that Afeng treated her very well.

Seeing her addicted, I couldn't persuade her anymore, so I was angry and left. Afterwards, I ignored her for a long time.

However, terrible things finally happened! (End of this chapter)