what! I see! Don’t blame Cheng Ming for saying me, as a psychologist, how could I fail to understand Zhang Guofeng’s psychological roots!
In other words, Zhang Guofeng went to the scene of the Murdering Case after Li Si murdered and found the boy. He remembered how miserable he had been as an orphan for so many years, and he also thought that this boy will probably suffer as much as himself in the future. So, he simply ended the boy's life and let him go on the road with his parents and relatives!
However, there seems to be a good reason to do so, but it is an extremely extreme idea! This is a typical practice of treating good for evil. A mentally healthy person would not have this idea. Just to save the child from the suffering of orphans, he deprived him of his life? If you think so, can Zhang Guofeng, Zhang Shuang, and Liu Yan survive
"This is fallacy!" I was angry and expressed strong opposition. "Why does Zhang Guofeng decide the fate of others? What right does he have to deprive the boy of his life and make his life choice for him?"
"He is also kind..." Cheng Ming was still quibbling.
"It seems like a good intention, but it is really evil! How does he know that a boy is an orphan and he will definitely not have a happy life in the future? His approach is tantamount to depriving the child of the right to survive and choose. It is an extremely cold and selfish idea. Fortunately, you are still arguing for him, are you so unsure of right and wrong?" At the end of my speech, I simply brought Cheng Ming into the army.
"This..." Obviously, Cheng Ming in front of him is not as extreme and extreme as Zhang Guofeng, his mind is still normal, so my words also touched him.
"Don't argue for Zhang Guofeng, he is a cold-blooded killer, and no matter how white he is, this fact can't be changed!" Finally, I concluded.
Cheng Ming was silent. As Zhang Guofeng’s uncle, he did sometimes see Zhang Guofeng’s pitiful and compassionate side better. However, even if Zhang Guofeng is very pitiful, even if what he did later was forced, I treat him The evaluation can only be like this!
"Doctor Gao, in fact... Xiaofeng's heart is also bitter... He loves a woman, but he can't give her happiness, so he can only silently bless her..." Cheng Ming's thinking seemed to change another direction. I heard that the so-called loving woman, Refers to Wang Nan.
"You mean that he was ill and didn't live long, so he sent the diamond ring to our engagement banquet? Is it a sincere blessing?" I questioned.
"Yes!" Cheng Ming replied. "And... the reason why he chose to betray that counterfeit and help you catch him is also for... beloved woman..."
"How do you say this?" I asked puzzledly.
"Although Xiaofeng doesn't know what the black hand behind the scenes is doing, he also has an insight into what is wrong. From the so-called "human beings", he can see the clues. He is afraid that what the black hand behind the scenes will do will hurt. To your beloved, so...
Betrayal also has such factors..." Cheng Ming explained.
After hearing these words, I fell silent. Indeed, I can't deny this point, because I had speculated before that Zhang Guofeng's feelings for Wang Nan were true, but the method was extremely sloppy.
"I partly approve of what you said, but was he helpless when he prescribed medicine to my wife?" I questioned.
"He told me about this. At that time, he took the initiative to approach your wife. It was actually... the task assigned by the black hand behind the scenes... He didn't expect that he would really fall in love with her..." Cheng Ming replied.
"What? The mission behind the scenes?" I was a little surprised.
"Yes, Vice Governor Wang is an upright person. He is opposed to Wang Chunyu who has been protecting the black hand behind the scenes. This is not conducive to his realization of the plot of his conspiracy. So he came up with the idea to let Xiaofeng pursue Wang Nan to monitor and control Wang. Deputy Governor, but just because he really fell in love with this girl, he didn't have the heart to start, let alone deceive her..." Cheng Ming explained.
"Prescribing... How to explain?" I asked.
"If your wife talked to you about this, I believe you should know that she actually felt good about Xiaofeng at the time, and she had really liked Xiaofeng before? If Zhang Guofeng really wants her to subdue, let the flow go, well. Just behave, why bother to pretend to be self-defeating?" Cheng Ming explained, putting the word "pretending" very heavily, as if it was emphasizing something.
I understood. Indeed, Wang Nan also told me that Zhang Guofeng, a senior, was really her first love at the time. She had always loved him secretly. If Zhang Guofeng let it go, Wang Nan’s heart might be captured by him, but Zhang Guofeng didn’t do that. According to Cheng Ming, he deliberately pretended to be very dirty and made Wang Nan hate himself. In this way, he can go back for business and say that he failed and failed, and secondly, he won't hurt his beloved woman!
"So, the medicine..." I seemed to understand, thinking thoughtfully.
"Fake, it's just eye drops, and he also deliberately let others see..." Cheng Ming sighed and said helplessly.
The truth is revealed! It turns out that behind the incident, there are such secrets and Zhang Guofeng's complicated mental journey!
Zhang Guofeng's feelings for Wang Nan are true. He really fell in love with her, but he knew that he was sick and couldn't give Wang Nan happiness at all. He couldn't bear to see that she was also reduced to a tool and puppet used by the black hand behind the scenes, so he did it. There is such a choice!
If all of this is true, then Zhang Guofeng is also an infatuated man! It is rare to see people who can make such sacrifices for love. You must know that in order to prevent Wang Nan from being harmed, he betrayed the black hand behind the scenes, which is tantamount to actively choosing death and giving up life!
I suddenly remembered that diamond ring
The engraved words: I wish you happiness! Maybe Zhang Guofeng was really not here to disrupt the situation, he was very relieved to hand Wang Nan to me, and he also believed that I would give Wang Nan real happiness!
But, is all of this true? Should I believe Cheng Ming's one-sided words
"Are you true?" At this point, I was also very hesitant, not sure.
"There is no need to lie to you. Actually, I shouldn't have asked you out, let alone explain all this. I just go back to Shanxi and continue to live my own life, but... I won't live long..." Cheng Ming looked away again Moved to the distance and said sadly.
"You... What's the matter?" I was surprised and asked quickly.
"Occupational diseases of miners... the dusty environment all the year round, you should understand when you are a doctor..." Cheng Ming said, still not looking at me.
Of course, I understand. Workers who work in dusty environments all year round are very likely to have lung problems. Maybe Cheng Ming is already suffering from lung cancer! This disease is also very easy to spread, almost impossible to cure, no wonder he would say that his life will not last long.
People are about to die. His words are good. He said so, and I began to believe what he said. Indeed, he has no need to answer my questions, and there is no need to clean up Zhang Guofeng, who is already dead. …
"Zhang Guofeng... Is he really dead?" Thinking of this, I want to confirm again.
"Of course, his grave is in the Eastern Suburb Cemetery!" Cheng Ming replied.
"In this city? Are you actually in this city?" The so-called Dongjiao Cemetery is a public cemetery in the eastern suburbs of the city under the jurisdiction of the Civil Affairs Bureau. I was surprised when he said that Zhang Guofeng was buried there. Does it mean that he has been in this city all the time!
"Always? Are you talking about the past five years? No... After that time, Xiaofeng quickly became ill and in pain..." Cheng Ming said while telling what happened in the past five years.
It turned out that after the Resident Evil, Zhang Guofeng, who had taken off the drug, began to become ill. That kind of genetic virus acts on him, and if it is not effectively controlled, it will quickly become ill. At first, the whole body was ulcerated and sore, and it was unbearable, and then it was pus and blood from the thinner part of the body, and the whole person would be stinking.
What's more frightening is that this virus will gradually erode the internal organs, causing internal ulcers and lesions, which makes Zhang Guofeng's whole person miserable!
**Since then, Cheng Ming and Zhang Guofeng have actually been living in a rented house in this city. He took care of Zhang Guofeng personally and was not eager to return to Shanxi. Because there is no cure for this disease, there is no need for him to go to the hospital. And the most dangerous places are often the safest. Whether the police or the security bureau, no one thought they were still in the city, so they have never been found. (End of this chapter)