"Nan Nan... I... like you..." I suddenly hugged Wang Nan from behind and said in her ear from the bottom of my heart. When I hold her, I feel as if I have grasped the happiness tightly, and the haze in my heart will dissipate.
Yes, that period of the past, the shadow that has caused me, has always prevented me from having close contact with girls, let alone falling in love, because I was afraid of losing it!
In the past, Xiaobei ended her life and made me lose her forever. Now I am in love with Wang Nan, and I am also subconsciously afraid of losing her one day.
This is not pessimism, but the fear of the pain and shadow caused by the loss of a loved one. Although I am a psychiatrist, I can't untie my heart knot.
Wang Nan and I have already talked about the relationship and confirmed the relationship between the lovers, but she obviously hasn't adapted to the intimacy between the lovers. She was washing clothes by the pool. I was suddenly hugged from behind. She was shocked and her body was again Tight.
I felt her tension, but still didn't let go, and slowly her body softened.
"Just...I'm washing you..., don't make trouble..." Although Wang Nan said so, I obviously felt that her body was not so tense, and she had begun to cooperate with my hug very well.
"I'm afraid that one day I will lose you..." I leaned my head against Wang Nan's ear, feeling the temperature from her, and said softly with a trace of melancholy.
Hearing what I said, Wang Nan gently pulled away from my embrace, turned around, raised two wet hands, and a round of water droplets popped onto my face.
"Why are so sentimental, go to the house first, don't make trouble!" She said to me with a blushing shy face as if she didn't understand what I was saying.
Her words made me a little more sober. That's right, how can a big man feel so sentimental, just now he feels like Lin Daiyu possessed! That girl Xiaofeng is right. I always think about it, and I really look like a patient. When happiness comes, I have "depression" again!
No way, I left the bathroom and went to the kitchen to pick up a pot of water and boil it. Think about it, after leaving the restaurant, I really didn't drink a sip of water, experienced so many scenes of hot blood surge, making people sweat, and fainted again. At this time, I was really a bit thirsty.
Later, I rummaged around the cabinet again, looking for some tea. Unexpectedly, there was no tea, only coffee. I really don't like to drink this thing. I feel stomach pain every time I drink it.
"What are you doing, ransacking the house?" Wang Nan might have washed my clothes at this time and came to my side. Seeing me rumbling around, he asked.
"I'm looking for tea..." I looked at her and said, "Isn't your home my home? Can I copy it to my own home?"
"The beauty of thinking!" Wang Nan rolled his eyes and said, "Who said that my house is yours? Tell you, today is a special situation, you'd better come here less in the future!"
When I heard this, my face changed. Why? Why didn't you let me come to her house? Is there someone else to avoid
"Come on? Did you bring me with some handsome guy on your back? Afraid of being bumped into?" I asked with a smirk on my face suddenly.
"Nonsense!" Wang Nan looked serious, "I have never been a man here! Even my dad has never been here!"
"What about me? Isn't it a man?" I continued to tease her.
Surprisingly, Wang Nan looked at me up and down, looked at me with contempt, and said: "Is it a man? Who knows if you are a man!"
What do you mean? You don't know if I am a man! I was about to have an attack, and suddenly I realized what she was looking at. At this time, I was still wearing a nightdress!
I rub, judging from this dress, even I have doubts about my gender for an instant!
I blushed, and I was too ashamed, and I quickly said to Wang Nan: "I warn you! This is not allowed to be told to anyone, especially Lao Qi!"
Wang Nan and Lao Qi are colleagues. Once she tells Lao Qi about this matter, it will make me laugh at me forever because of the fact that I am wearing a skirt!
"Haha, you have people who are afraid, just say it!" Wang Nan laughed, looking mischievous. At this time, she was innocent and innocent, and she didn't look like a doctor at all.
After a while, the water boiled.
"The tea is here!" Wang Nan opened a cabinet door and took out a jar. It was a tin can, and the plastic film on it hadn't been opened yet. It looked like a new can of tea. I took it and took a look, and it turned out to be a fine needle tea.
I like to drink jasmine tea, and this fine needle is the best jasmine tea. I didn't expect it to be available at Wang Nan's house! As if I got a baby, I can't wait to open the plastic package.
"Wait!" Wang Nan put his hand on the tea caddy, "It's midnight, are you still drinking tea? Can't you sleep?"
I replied happily, "It's okay, I'm used to it. Drinking tea is not refreshing!" At this time, my mind was all on the pot of tea, as if an alcoholic was holding a bottle of Moutai.
"Tomorrow... No, I will rest today, it's nothing, your clinic won't open?" Wang Nan asked me again.
I thought that the clinic was smashed, and I had to buy a monitor and change the glass of the bookshelf. It didn't work well for a while, so it's better to take a day off. In the past day, too many things have happened, and when I think about it at this time, I suddenly feel a little tired.
"My own clinic, I didn't mean to take a break, then take a break!" I replied stiffly.
"Okay then!" Wang Nan found the teapot, filled a pot of tea on the floor, and brought it to the coffee table.
"Oh, go to bed with a cup of tea!" Wang Nan poured me a cup and said softly.
I took the teacup, and a scent of jasmine came out, and I sniffed it carefully. The scent of tea mixed with the scent of jasmine, refreshing.
"It's really good tea!" I couldn't wait to take a sip, and sighed after tasting it.
"Someone gave it to my dad, let me bring it!" Wang Nan explained while pouring himself a glass.
"Deputy Governor Wang... No, didn't my uncle never accept gifts?" I asked suspiciously. Wang Nan's father was in a high position, but he was clean and honest. The gift-giver could never enter his door. How could he receive such good tea
"This..." Wang Nan suddenly hesitated, as if there was something unspeakable. Seeing her like this, I became more curious and looked at her with piercing eyes, waiting for her answer.
Seeing that I was so curious, Wang Nan didn't hesitate, and said angrily: "He will naturally accept the things that my son-in-law will give in the future!"
What? How come you have a future son-in-law? I remember the last time I pretended to be Wang Nan’s boyfriend, she bought something, and there was no tea in it, then this future son-in-law... who is it
Thinking of this, I can't help but feel jealous! The expression on his face was a little stiff.
"Hehe, jealous, ask you to ask!" Wang Nan saw my thoughts and laughed at me.
"What's going on..." I became more curious, wanting to get an answer.
Seeing my nervous look, Wang Nan had to explain quickly.
She said that in these years, there has been a man who has been pursuing her. That man was five years older than her, and was the child of her old classmate when her father went to the countryside together.
Vice Governor Wang had returned to the city, but his old classmates have taken root in the countryside. Catch up with the good era of reform and opening up, he set up a new agricultural development company and is now a well-known entrepreneur.
It was his son who pursued Wang Nan, named Jiaxing. In fact, the two of them have known each other since they were young. She has always regarded this boy named Jiaxing as an older brother, but she didn't expect that he would not know what was wrong when he was an adult and would have been pursuing her all the time.
Wang Nan said that this period of history can be traced back to when she was in college. Jiaxing had already graduated from college at that time and was a young talent who helped her family run the company. He was not as ineffective as many rich second generations, but gradually became a success. He has taken a unique role, and now he is more than 30 years old, has become the vice president of his father’s company, and is ready to take over at any time.
When he was in college, Jiaxing always went to see her at school. Every time he went there, he brought her a lot of things, which made his classmates think he was his boyfriend, as if he was a fait accompli. ! And he also confessed his heart to Wang Nan countless times.
"Then do you like him?" I asked quickly.
Wang Nan smiled meaningfully without answering. (End of this chapter)