On such a night, the men and women of the Su family were divided into two groups. Su Lin and his father Su Guorong seemed to have become good buddies, while Su's mother and Han Lingling and Han Xiaoxiao also talked happily.
In the conversation with his father Su Guorong, Su Lin gained a deeper understanding of his father, his mother, and his family. From my father's teachings, I learned that a man should also be cautious about his feelings. The most important thing for a man is the word "responsibility" on his shoulders.
On the other side, Han Xiaoxiao and Han Lingling were laughing heartlessly during Su's mother's narration, all laughing at the embarrassing things that happened when Su Lin was a child. Especially some things, Han Lingling also knew, so she danced and reenacted them for Han Xiaoxiao.
The night is already deep.
But at this time, at the Furong City Railway Station, more than 300 kilometers away, Lin Qingxue dragged her tired and restless body, carrying a small suitcase, and anxiously took a taxi at the train station exit.
After receiving a call from her parents today, Lin Qingxue knew that her mother had exposed her affair with Su Lin. She booked the earliest train back to Fulong City, but it was also the train at 6 or 7 pm. After more than four hours of train ride, Lin Qingxue finally returned to the hometown where she was born and raised.
It was already early in the morning. Although it was the scorching summer day, the cool breeze blowing so late made Lin Qingxue, who was only wearing a white skirt, shrink back and hide behind the bus stop sign next to her.
Several taxis passed by, but Lin Qingxue couldn't get a taxi. Several trains have just arrived at the station, and there are many passengers waiting to take a taxi. Therefore, the arrival of these taxis undoubtedly caused a dispute, and in the end they were overtaken by a few passengers with a tough attitude.
Seeing this scene, Lin Qingxue felt a sad feeling in her heart for some unknown reason. Lonely and cold nights always make people so sentimental. Lin Qingxue felt a sense of sadness, not just because she couldn't get into the car.
It was because from this taxi dispute, Lin Qingxue saw the epitome of her own life. Ever since she was a child, Lin Qingxue has been a relatively gentle girl. a lot of things. She just muddles along. Even if it’s something you like, you won’t be too obsessed with pursuing it.
For example, a doll that you like but can’t afford, or a concert that you’ve always wanted to go to, even though you really like it. But Lin Qingxue would not be too pushy. In almost all cases. Lin Qingxue always wronged herself. Then go to fulfill and satisfy others.
Indisputable!
This is Lin Qingxue's own attitude towards life. First, be yourself and avoid arguing with others. Is there any place where I would rather give up love myself than force others to do it? Seeing the taxis in front of her that were being scrambled to get in, and the cold wind blowing, Lin Qingxue could only hug her shoulders, huddle up, and hide behind the bus stop sign. No one would care about her, and at this time, she could only rely on herself to keep warm.
"It's so late, maybe my parents are already asleep?"
I took out my phone and looked at it. It was already past 00:40. Usually at this time, Lin Qingxue knew that her parents had already fallen asleep. So she didn't plan to call her parents, since she had the keys to her home anyway. Moreover, going home at this hour also made Lin Qingxue feel relieved: "It's okay if my parents are asleep, so they won't ask about Su Lin and me all night long. I can postpone it until the next day." Think carefully about how to tell your parents."
The bitter fruit you sow, after all, you have to taste the bitterness last. However, Lin Qingxue did not regret letting Su Lin pretend to be her boyfriend. At this time, as she looked at Fu Rong City under the night sky, her heart seemed to be lingering in Jian'an City, which was called Zhicheng. Holding her shoulders with her hands, Lin Qingxue recalled that when Su Lin hugged her, the warmth spread from her body to her heart.
"It would be great if Su Lin could be here at this time!"
When people are in desolation, they will inevitably think of some warm scenes. But such memories often lead to a strong contrast between reality and memories. Reality is often so unfair.
"Why am I alone now? Why don't I know how to fight for many things and people?"
For the first time, Lin Qingxue reflected in her mind. While she was imagining the warm memories Su Lin had given her, she was also struggling with the ideological struggle between fighting and not fighting.
The night was quiet, but in front of the train station it was very noisy. Another taxi came. Lin Qingxue had already given way to other passengers three or four times, but this time, she did not give in. She rushed forward with her suitcase, stopped the taxi, opened the door, put the suitcase in, and sat down. Go in and do it all in one go.
Fight!
Why do we have to tolerate everything
When it's yours and it's time to fight for it, just fight for it with all your strength!
After getting into the taxi, Lin Qingxue felt a warmth in her body. After telling the driver her home address, Lin Qingxue felt uneasy again. This was probably the first time that she had made up her mind to fight for something like this, even if it was just a small taxi ride. But things in the world are all small and big. Although many events appear to be different, the truth is actually the same.
The reaction to a small incident often has a profound impact and change on a person's entire personality and behavior.
Fu Rong City is not lively at night, and many food stalls and night markets have closed their stalls. Sitting alone in the back seat of a taxi, from the train station to my home, I traveled almost across the entire urban area of Fulong City. Lin Qingxue looked at the streets outside. The noisy downtown during the day was as quiet as a black and white world at this time. There are no pedestrians, no busy traffic, and no inherent noise of the city.
Quiet!
There were only traces of a taxi passing by. The driver was an older, middle-aged uncle. He was very quiet and not as talkative as some taxi drivers. He never said a few words to Lin Qingxue from beginning to end, and just drove quietly. , staring intently at the road ahead.
Very deep, with a hint of sadness from the years. This was the conclusion Lin Qingxue came to after observing the uncle driver. From this, she thought about herself again. She wondered what she would be like if she reached this age. What kind of person will you be with
All this time, Lin Qingxue had no time to think about her own problems. In other words, she was deliberately avoiding this problem, but now, it seemed that it was time for her to face it and consider it.
People without courage always push things back and don't dare to face them, so they remain unresolved. (To be continued...)
ps: Chapter 3 is here! Thank you for the 100 starting coin reward from passing through the world, and the super monthly ticket for those who long for love! I believe, super super, you will definitely get your own love!