The breeze in July blows in my face under the hot sunshine, with a hint of anxiety.
Lin Qingxue, feeling a little tired, took the train from Rongcheng and rushed back to Jian'an City.
The train station in Jian'an City was bustling with people, but Lin Qingxue felt as if she was a passerby, about to leave this city, this beautiful city where she had interned and worked for four years.
"Old Wang! Wait for me, this bag is too heavy, and you won't help me lift it..."
At the entrance of the train station, an old woman with gray hair was holding two large black bags in her hands, calling out to her husband in front of her.
"Where do I have the hands to carry things for you? Look at the big and small bags on my body. You are too. You have to go home. Why are you buying so many things? If you don't leave quickly, the train will leave. ." The man called Lao Wang, who was already covered with bags and bags, urged a little impatiently.
"Didn't I see that the baby is on summer vacation? I'm going home, so I bought him some more clothes and toys."
"Then... hurry up... the baby is waiting impatiently at home..." The man didn't say anything more, walked back a few steps, and then struggled to pick up a big bag in the woman's hand. In this way, he was alone The man was already carrying three or four large packages. Kong Wu's powerful muscles are tanned, and he looks like a strong and strong man at first glance.
Lin Qingxue looked at the two people, and in a daze, she heard their laughter again, discussing how happy her children would be when they saw so many beautiful clothes and fun toys.
Such a scene. Lin Qingxue had already seen several scenes at the entrance of the train station. The sun is shining now in July, and it is also the time when schools are out for summer vacation, so many migrant workers with children will choose to go home at this time.
This is the crystallization of husband and wife sharing joys and sorrows, for a family, and for family love. Traveling across mountains and rivers to undertake hard work. Use the money exchanged with sweat and blood to buy the daily necessities for your children.
This is life!
Lin Qingxue walked out of the train station. But this seemed to ignite a glimmer of hope in my heart.
"The beautiful things in the world are never obtained without hard work. If you want to get happiness, you must fight for it yourself. Even if you have to do hard work, sweat and sacrifice. In the end, you can do it for the people you love. For yourself. I have made a small contribution to the family and love that I protect. Seeing their smiling faces and hearing their laughter is worth it."
This time I went back to my home in Rongcheng. Lin Qingxue thought a lot. After her lies were exposed by her parents, and they knew that Su Lin was just her student, not her boyfriend, the beautiful bubble in Lin Qingxue's heart was completely burst. .
Although the boyfriend-girlfriend relationship between him and Su Lin was just a pretense, it was just to perfunctory his parents. But Lin Qingxue has long been unable to distinguish between reality and fantasy. She would rather indulge in fantasy. She would rather such a lie never be exposed, so that she can always have a boyfriend like Su Lin. Although in the final analysis , still pretending.
"Qingxue, Mom won't say anything anymore. She only wants to say one thing to you. You are still young now. If you really like Xiao Su, then go for it. Your age gap is not a problem. There is still a gap. She's a teenager! Let me tell you secretly, before she married your father at your age, Mom also liked a young boy in the village who was five or six years younger than me... Hey... "
The night before returning to Jian'an City, Lin Qingxue slept with her mother. They basically didn't sleep and just talked like this all night. Lin Qingxue gradually figured out that if she didn't strive for her own happiness, could she really expect pie in the sky
"Su Lin's college entrance examination results this time will definitely allow him to attend Qingbei University. It is the highest university in the country. Su Lin and Qin Yanran will spend the four years of their youth there... "
In the taxi back home, Lin Qingxue looked at the familiar streets outside the car window and recalled her college life in her heart. That should be the most beautiful and memorable time for a person, especially a woman! But why, my college life was uneventful. Until now, no one has been able to tap into the deepest part of his soul.
However, at this moment, that person appeared at an inappropriate time.
Lin Qingxue now deeply understands the helplessness of the four words "meeting late". Time is always the biggest enemy of love. Whether it's the feeling that fades away due to the passage of time, or the lack of meeting the other person at the right time due to the asymmetry of the timeline.
A little sad, Lin Qingxue felt that her most beautiful years had passed in vain. And now, why can I pursue my own happiness
After getting out of the car, she was wearing a white dress, which Su Lin had given her. She was very beautiful. She stood tall and tall on high heels, walking in the community where she had lived for more than three years.
"Teacher Lin, I haven't seen you for several days. Tsk tsk...Teacher Lin looks really beautiful when she wears a skirt. Whoever marries Teacher Lin in the future will be blessed for a lifetime!"
Before she even reached the downstairs of her home, Lin Qingxue bumped into an old neighbor. Listening to the other party's praise, Lin Qingxue just smiled.
yes! In the eyes of others, she is a beautiful high school female teacher with a stable career. If I go on a blind date now, the conditions will be not only the best, but also one of the best. Her mother had already scouted many young men for her in the relationship circle, but she had no interest in them at all. Seeing that I am getting older year by year, in the past few years after graduation, many of my classmates have gotten married and had children, but I have never made any move.
I used to think that I was the kind of person who would obey my mother's arrangements in a year or two, find someone to marry, and then live a life of caring for my husband and raising children. However, that person appeared. But it completely disrupted his peaceful life.
Su Lin!
Why did this little boy, who had been in his life for more than two years without any trouble, hit his heart directly and touch something that had never been touched by anyone in the past twenty years during this final time of separation? Touch the deepest part of your heart
Returning to the house she had rented for three years, Lin Qingxue looked at every detail in the house.
living room!
bedroom!
bathroom!
sofa!
…
Memories were rolling around. Lin Qingxue couldn't help but think about it while tidying up the house. It was as if Su Lin was watching him happily.
Lin Qingxue looked at the frosted glass door of the bathroom. His face turned red. That night. It was on the other side of this glass door, listening to Su Lin's careful guidance, that he actually did such a thing.
So shy!
The body felt a little strange.
Looking towards the bedroom, Lin Qingxue thought of the nights she spent with Su Lin.
"Teacher Lin...can I hold you?"
Su Lin's voice was filled with a smirk. The words are still in my ears. Lin Qingxue hurried into the bedroom. She would rather believe it. At this time, Su Lin was sitting on the bed, waiting for him. Then he stared at his breasts with a smirk on his face, squinted his eyes in fascination and said with a smirk: "Teacher Lin. I haven't seen you for a few days, but your breasts are so beautiful again." You’ve grown up a lot!”
Su Lin, this little pervert, always stares at her breasts every time in class. Those pair of salty pig's claws, when rubbing his breasts, he never wanted to put them down. However, it seemed quite comfortable when being kneaded by Su Lin.
But now, looking at the empty bed, the empty bedroom, and the empty house, Lin Qingxue felt that her heart was also empty.
So many memories!
Obviously, the actual contact time with Su Lin was not particularly long, but now that Lin Qingxue thought about it, why was it that her mind was full of memories of being with Su Lin
With a straight face, he behaved like a homeroom teacher. He always liked to wait at the school gate to catch Su Lin, who was often late. And Su Lin, a little pervert with a pair of sneaky little eyes, thinks about how to eat his own tofu all day long.
Throughout the whole day, Lin Qingxue kept tidying up in the house, putting her belongings into cardboard boxes. She also collected all her memories bit by bit and treasured them deep in her mind.
Yes!
She is leaving Jian'an City!
Lin Qingxue is leaving the city where she has lived for more than three years.
After walking out of the house, Lin Qingxue walked to Jian'an No. 1 Middle School. This high school where I have taught for three years, this teaching classroom where I have left countless memories.
"What? Teacher Lin, you want to resign? Why so suddenly?"
Li Jianhua, the director of the Teaching Office, looked at the resignation letter handed over by Lin Qingxue in surprise and advised, "Teacher Lin, you must know that two top scorers in the college entrance examination have just emerged from your class! Now the school is considering giving you a promotion title and You got a salary increase, why do you suddenly want to resign?"
"Director Li, I have decided to resign and go to graduate school. I want to continue my studies and further my studies."
Lin Qingxue's attitude was very determined. She had already thought about it. After resigning, she would study hard and strive to be admitted to Qingbei University as a graduate student in the graduate entrance examination in the second half of the year.
"Teacher Lin wants to continue his studies, which is a good thing. But, Teacher Lin, have you ever considered it? Now you have been working for three years and teaching for three years. Moreover, our Jian'an No. 1 Middle School has also placed a lot of hope on you. If you have high hopes, just quit your job and study for the exam, isn’t the opportunity cost a bit high?”
Li Jianhua still wants to keep Lin Qingxue. Let’s not talk about Lin Qingxue’s brand effect on Jian’an No. 1 Middle School. Even if such a beautiful female teacher stays in the school, it will be much more comfortable to come to class every day!
However, no matter how Li Jianhua tried to persuade her, and even informed Lin Qingxue in advance of the conditions for her award from the school board, Lin Qingxue remained unmoved and had already made up her mind to resign and prepare for the postgraduate examination.
"Director Li, thank you for retaining me. But I have been contacted now. My tutor at Beijing Normal University has helped me find a job as a school counselor. I am going to go to Beijing to work as a counselor while reviewing my postgraduate studies. The content of the exam.”
This was Lin Qingxue's final plan after thinking about it for the past few days. For this reason, she also specifically contacted her former tutor at the Normal University to help her find a job as a freshman counselor in the school. In this way, she can work part-time while studying, and can also take advantage of the excellent learning environment in the normal university to review for exams.
"Teacher Lin, this year's graduate entrance examination is less than half a year away. Are you starting to prepare now, are you afraid... it's too late?" Dean Li Jianhua still made his last effort without giving up.
"Director Li, where there is a will, there is a way. I believe that I will work hard to realize the dream in my heart."
Without too much explanation, after completing the resignation procedures, Lin Qingxue took her file and walked out of the office.
The sunshine outside is very bright.
The outside world is wonderful. (To be continued...)
ps: First update! Five updates today!