"What the hell am I... doing?"
Wandering the city streets at night, Zhuge suddenly lost his target. go back? Still not going back? This question has been entangled in his mind.
Walking aimlessly to the nearby commercial street, Zhuge sat on the bench where the customers were resting, and habitually unscrewed his mobile phone.
After the game app was deleted by a colleague last time, he didn't download it back and he felt that he was not weak anymore.
And now, even more irritated.
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Although the game has been deleted, the software of the discussion platform of the game itself is still there. It's full of diehard fans of the game. Originally, he himself was also a member of this discussion platform.
The new version of the game will be updated and maintained next week. Players are requested to prepare for data saving and log off early. This update will add a new character named Monster Girl...
On the top is a content about the game update, and below it is a line of extremely excited comments.
Monster girl? ? ah ah! ! I'm going to die!
I want to pinch a slime girl! ! !
After Zhuge pulled down the slider a few times, he suddenly lost interest, and suddenly felt a little disgusted, "It sounds nice... the monster girl, if it really appeared in front of my eyes... after all, reality is still reality, no matter how cute it is, When two-dimensional becomes three-dimensional, it’s horror.”
But... if it was before today, maybe I would be one of the happy faces, right
Zhuge laughed at himself, just sitting like this in a daze, until the commercial street became completely deserted, except for the 24-hour convenience store, there was no other open shop. shop.
Sure enough, there is no such thing as a free lunch.
Zhuge shook his head, hesitated, and finally rushed home... He came out in a hurry after returning home at noon, and he didn't bring anything with him except his mobile phone. Even if he wanted to stay outside, he didn't have an ID card to register.
Only bite the bullet and go back.
Thinking about Nanako... But at least, she won't hurt herself.
He silently returned to the downstairs of the rental house, and when he walked to his own floor, he found that the door of his unit was only ajar.
Zhuge was stunned for a moment, and carefully pushed open the door without even turning on the light.
Zhuge swallowed his saliva, and turned on the light in the room with a snap. The room in this unit is so small that you can basically see everything clearly at once.
But... Nanako is not here.
Not in the shower, not on the small balcony, not in the kitchenette Nanako is no longer here.
Zhuge sat on the floor dumbly, with his head down, neither happy nor disappointed, just felt blank. He tried hard to recall the scene when he slapped Nanako's palm away...the scene when he left her sight.
Zhuge looked at this, looked at that, looked at the door, looked at it, suddenly stretched out his hand to wipe his face, then continued to look at this, looked at that, looked at the door, his wooden expression suddenly twitched up.
His shoulders trembled slightly, and for some reason, he felt that Nanako seemed to be disappearing from his life.
Maybe this is better... I have no way to show how I treated Nanako that way at the beginning.
Maybe this is better... Nanako must have become sad because of her actions, right
Looking back, when he ran down the stairs, the voice calling his own name was clearly anxious, hesitant, frightened...
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Didi, Didi, Didi.
Zhuge opened his eyes with a headache, and subconsciously turned off the phone's alarm. His head was groggy, and his whole body was sore and uncomfortable. It turned out that he just slept on the floor, and the night passed without knowing it.
Zhuge subconsciously looked towards the door, and was a little disappointed when he found that he was still in a state of concealment.
He didn't know what he was expecting.
Maybe, after waking up from the dream, you have to go back to reality again
After that day, Zhuge never saw Nanako again. As usual, he got up in a hurry in the morning, failed to catch the first bus, and could only be the last one to rush to the office in time.
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"Pigge! The ink cartridge for the copy is gone, go to the warehouse to get one!"
Repeating the same work every day, busy, I don't know what I'm doing.
"Zhuge, send this sample to the factory, it can be put into production next month."
Just an ordinary errand in the office, with no dreams, no future, and no friends.
"Tell you guys! I frankly participated in the TV station's diamond 120 seconds and was shortlisted. I will perform in two days! Remember to watch TV and cheer for me! Such a popular show, don't you watch people?! Come on Come, I still have tickets for the family and friends group!"
Listen to that... the guy who deleted his game was smug and just feeling 'oh, that's it' kind of thing. There is nothing to be happy about, and there is nothing to be unhappy about, anyway, it is not my business.
Anyway, this kind of thing won't happen to me.
"Zhuge, it's almost time for you to lose weight! If you continue to gain weight, there won't be enough seats for us."
I have always been the object of teasing, it has been like this in the past, and it will probably be like this in the future... Anyway, I'm used to it, aren't I
Anyway, I'm used to it.
"There's no room for you to sit here. You insist on sitting down, are you planning to take advantage of it? Disgusting!"
I was still able to stand and squeeze, and at some point, I walked out of the subway in a daze, and bought some simple instant food at a nearby convenience store.
Anyway, for dinner alone, eat whatever you want.
"Zhuge, you are not young anymore, you should think about your future. When you come back, I will make arrangements for you. Our family knows its own affairs, and I don't have any requirements. Those who can manage the family and live a life can make do with it." .”
I still receive a call from my hometown once a month, listening to the nagging that I can already memorize.
It's still the same nagging for the next month.
"I'm the man who wants to be the King of Hang X!", "This is my... Tao!!", "I protect this smile!"
Going back to the past, turning off the lights and turning on the display, I feel that time will go faster this way, I think this guy with a straw hat is very handsome, I feel that this life of enduring is really long and stinky but still Unknowingly waited.
Log in to your account, from cf to lol to o, from late night to dawn.
"Day!! Are all teammates mentally retarded?" He smashed his mouse hard, and cursed for meeting pig teammates.
but…
"Fuck! Can you fight mid laner? Where are you? Has your house been blown up?" He scolded very vigorously.
but.
"Damn! Hang b!! Report! Report!" Will be angry because of these.
but. but.
"Dragon! Devour my enemies!!" When excited, he can't help shouting excitedly.
but.
but.
But why, I don't feel the slightest bit of happiness.
But... why does it feel like time is longer than before.
Why, it's not dawn yet.
Can't remember how long I haven't looked in the mirror... two days? three days? four days
Day by day.
Day by day, day by day, I am eager to hear 'be careful on the road' when I go out. '
Day by day, day by day, when I longed to be able to come back, I heard 'today is a hard day'
But day after day, climbing up the dark stairs and walking into the empty rental house
Even... Now, I don't even want to go back anymore. Once I go back, there is no way to make myself... happy.
Although short.
Although short.
"Although it was short..." Zhuge realized that he had completely lost the strength to climb the stairs.
completely.
"I... too bad... too bad... ah."
Finally, he sat on the corridor stairs, covered his face, and sobbed alone.
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I don't know how long it took, Zhuge felt someone patting his shoulder, he raised his head subconsciously, saw a figure in the haze, and blurted out: "Nanako!"
"What the hell?" However, there was a hoarse man's voice: "You said that you are a big man, what can't be done, you want to squat here and cry? Are you scared?"
"Landlord..." Zhuge was taken aback, and wiped his face with his hand, "I... I should have paid the rent."
The landlord uncle said impatiently: "I'm not looking for you! The people downstairs have been complaining for the past two days! They say that people can often be seen sneaking around here in the middle of the night, and they can even hear women crying! Labor and management are upright, there are no ghosts and ghosts! I have to check it out tonight."
"You, what did you say?"
"Are you deaf?" The landlord pushed Zhuge away: "Don't stand there! The master who installs the surveillance system will come up later! Go away!"
"What did you say!! Tell me again! Midnight, what?"
Unexpectedly, the timid tenants, like a raging beast at this moment, grabbed his clothes and pushed them to the edge of the corner. The landlady was frightened all of a sudden, "Say... say there is a female ghost wandering around in the middle of the night... cry again..."
But Zhuge let go of the landlord uncle, lowered his head, and muttered to himself: "It's Nanako...it's Nanako..."
she is crying.
That day... when I slapped her hand away and looked at her like a monster...
She...she will be sad...she will be sad...she...she...she has thoughts.
Even so... Still by my side... Silently...
"I'm going to find her! I'm going to find her! I'm going to find her... I... I'm going to find her!"
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Seeing Zhuge descending the stairs in a panic, the landlady patted himself on the shoulder, then shook his head like a bitter melon.
The black smoke flashed past, changing from the landlady uncle to Tai Yinzi.
"Taiyinzi, do you want to continue to make a bet, can Zhuge find Nanako?"
"Master... I..." Taiyinzi's expression suddenly became very ugly... Looking at Zhuge who was leaning against the fence at this moment, and running down the stairs, and looking around in a panic on the main road... club owner.
"During the betting, I added some rules later, to ensure fairness, what did I say?" Luo Qiu turned his head at this moment, looked at Tai Yinzi and said.
"Everything can only be observed, and no secret action is allowed."
"So..." Luo Qiu said: "Then you make one shot and I make one shot. It's a tie, how about it?"
"According to the master."
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ps: Scheduled update (3/3) (.)