I began to know what is going to work, what is going to get off work, what is a human being... Those things, I don't know why, I have a familiar feeling.
As if, I have experienced the same.
Sometimes, I have a doubt, where did I come from... Later, not only when Zhuge opened the small frame, I was able to see more things.
I started to get in touch with some other things like me... I started to know what data is, and I started to know what I am.
The character of the game, the game character created by the user.
As long as I connect to the Internet, I can feel that there are a lot of characters like me... I try to communicate with these characters, I want to talk to them, that way, when I can’t see Zhuge, I shouldn’t feel it boring.
Yes, I'm starting to know what boredom is.
However, no matter how much I called, they ignored me... They seemed to be different from me.
In another world on the screen, I seem to be the only one there... I really want to leave this world, and I don’t want to be shrouded in darkness.
I really want to see Zhuge... I really want to chat with Zhuge, although I know that I can only express it in the words of the written programs.
But for some reason, I felt that Zhuge knew it. Even if it was just the words from the program, Zhuge regarded me as his kind.
If this is the case, even if there is a limit to the time we can meet each day, even if we have to face the darkness again after each meeting... Even if I know, maybe Zhuge will be like other users on that day. If I uninstall it...
Even if there is such a day, as long as now... as long as now... I am willing to wait in the dark.
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I thought that my days would continue like this, until that day, I would never see Zhuge again...he unloaded me.
But I didn't expect that this day would come suddenly.
I once again saw that screen open with anticipation... But this time, the person I saw wasn't Zhuge
Who is he? Why not Zhuge? Where is Zhuge
I saw this stranger smile off screen... I hated that smile. He just looked at me like a clown.
That playful smile.
Don't move... that's a gift from Zhuge... don't move... please don't move!
Stop it... This is the scene where Zhuge and I go together, stop it! !
delete
I suddenly realized a kind of fear, watching the option to delete appear in front of me in a big way... delete
stop!
stop!
Please... please stop... stop... stop... please, stop...
Zhuge, where are you... I really want to see you...
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"I want Nanako to come back to me, and I'm willing to give my all, my everything... my soul."
It was Zhuge's voice.
Finally, once again, I was able to see Zhuge again.
This time, different!
This time, through the screen while I'm away! This time, I was able to grab his hands, big hands with heat!
Great, really great, to be able to come to Zhuge's world!
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Although, I still have to wait for some time every day to see Zhuge, even the waiting time is much longer than before through the screen. But just when he's here, to have such a real touch, to be able to say things that couldn't be said before... it's really nice.
"Shall we go for a walk this weekend?"
I can't even describe my mood at that time... In the real sense, Zhuge and I had our first date. It's no longer a scene moving across the screen... It's no longer a virtual scene that only I can see.
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This idiot... won't hold my hand? Obviously only so proficient in the game...
However, this is enough. In the future, there will definitely be many, many opportunities.
I think so.
I really do.
It's just... my secret was discovered.
Those sudden sprays of water splashed on my body, and I could feel some of my secrets that I couldn't confess to Zhuge all at once.
I ran away from Zhuge, I ran away desperately. Soon after I came to this world, I knew that I couldn't touch water, as long as I touched it, my body would show signs of melting, and I needed to wait for my body to dry out before I could return to its original appearance.
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I know that Zhuge probably has seen the scene where I was wiping my body. I know, he took me back without saying anything, and then left in a panic.
I know…
But I imagined that Zhuge would not come back.
I think so.
Finally, I waited until Zhuge came back. I saw the change in his face... I didn't know what to do, I tried hard to let myself learn as usual, I wanted to be close to him.
"Don't!"
He left... This time, he was right in front of me, with his back on his back, and ran away desperately, no matter how much I called.
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Me, I could only watch him silently downstairs at first... I followed him, behind him.
I watched Zhuge no longer raised his head, watched him walk without a godlike look, and watched his face no longer have a smile on his face.
I quietly walked back to his house, I packed everything for him... I put everything back to the way it was before.
I sat on the floor by myself, as usual waiting for him to come back, sitting on the floor... But how many times, I hope Zhuge won't open the door.
In that case, it's like... I'll be waiting until he comes back.
But I know... I will always be different from him.
I know a lot of things... Even if Zhuge doesn't mind, even... But I'm still not a real person, I can't give him something, what a real woman can give him.
"Aren't you tired?"
Suddenly one day, a strange man appeared in front of me. Wearing black clothes, wearing a clown mask... I felt scared at first, but this strange guy didn't do anything to me.
Very polite, even a gentleman.
He just appeared in this room suddenly and asked me such a question, I don't know how to answer his question.
Are you not tired
I am also asking myself this question.
Later I said: "If I can't even stay in this place quietly, I... I have nowhere to go."
He suddenly said: "There is a guy in my store, he recently attracted a customer for me... But my guy is actually a newcomer and doesn't understand anything. He seems to have made a mistake."
I still don't know what he's talking about, but I don't get the feeling he's mean... I might want to talk to someone too.
"What attracted him was not the guest he thought... but you who were brought by this new guest."
"I?"
"If you need it, you can call me. Dear guest, no matter what your wish is, as long as..."
After leaving such an inexplicable sentence, this strange guy left a black card in front of me, and then disappeared from my front.
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It's Zhuge!
Where is he!
There he is... For me, he stood on the stage that everyone was looking forward to! On the stage, he ruthlessly peeled off his heart layer by layer, tearing his body apart.
I put my hands over my mouth... I think I should cry, but there is absolutely no way I can cry.
My body... has no such thing!
How I want, how I wish, to tell him, I forgive you... I don't blame you at all... I want to see you!
I really think about it...
But I couldn't even shed tears!
I just can't... I, I'm not a human being. I can't be like an ordinary human being, Zhuge and I...
I really want to see him.
I really... want to, see him.
Finally, the black card suddenly burned in front of me... I saw a wooden door and heard the sound of a bell.
Heard the weird man who had been there say, "Welcome."
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Um…
Zhuge looked up at the small iron window on the wall.
After that day, he never saw Nanako again. Although he frantically rushed back to his rental house from the TV station, he still couldn't see Nanako.
He saw the TV that hadn't turned off but Nanako was still not here.
Still haven't got Nanako's forgiveness? Zhuge smiled wryly, and didn't know what happened that night. The next day, some people came to Zhuge's rental house.
Chen Jiaming brought people over... Zhuge didn't say anything, but followed him quietly and went to the police station.
This guy mercilessly called the police and wanted to sue him... Zhuge didn't even care that this guy was gnashing his teeth and scolding over there, he just felt that his punching and kicking were very enjoyable, why didn't he How about an extra shot
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I won't just give up.
If there is no way for you to forgive in one day, then it will be two days, three days... this whole life.
Taking a deep breath, Zhuge looked at the blue sky outside the small iron window of the detention room. There was nothing confusing, only firm thoughts in his heart.
There is no need to be depressed... Before Nanako's forgiveness, there is no right to be depressed.
"Zhuge Cong, you can go out now! Someone will release you on bail, but you should be careful not to wander around, and wait for the court to summon you."
Who's going to bail himself out
Zhuge was taken aback for a moment, wondering if his parents who were still in his hometown would be disturbed? That was a real hassle.
He walked out dejectedly, wondering how to explain it to his parents... Maybe he would be scolded right away? After all, he did such a shameful thing.
However.
It wasn't his parents... who was that waiting outside the door
Wearing a big white hat and a plain dress, the person standing there quietly... who is it
Short hair... isn't it Nanako
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