I forgot how many times I was disappointed... In my memory, there have been several times where my heartbeat had accelerated on a sudden whim like this, even though they were all disappointments.
After 'suicide', the character will automatically return to the resurrection point in the city. As for the loss caused by such a death, it is meaningless to her.
She chose the original offline.
After staring blankly at the screen for a while, she lay down on the table... After a while, she still lay on her stomach, but reached out and opened the drawer.
The arms and palms were shaking slowly, and there were items inside that could allow her to escape from this loss and pain in a short time.
It was a fine knife.
She held the knife in her right hand, and then pulled away the rest of her left arm bit by bit, pressing the cold blade against the skin of her arm. This is almost flawless skin, if those lines on it If the long and thin scar can be erased.
It's always like this... Ever since that person left, one night, she found that this kind of cutting pain could relieve her a little.
Her gaze gradually lost focus, and the sharp blade began to slantly draw a small gash on the pale skin, and blood began to spread out along the edge of the blade to both sides.
But she couldn't go on, and for a split second the pleasure of the act was lost by the sudden knock on the door outside the room. She heard the voice of another man she hated but could not leave.
"You haven't eaten again, have you? Xiaorou! Did you hear me! Answer me!"
She looked at the door of the room silently, and subconsciously walked to the door.
"talk!"
"Is that why you don't want to see me? Don't you know if the door is locked or not?" She... Xiaorou covered the wound on her arm, and then quickly pulled down her sleeve.
"I'll ask the servant to warm up some food for you, remember to eat." The man was silent for a while before he said something calmly.
But just when the man was about to turn around and leave, the door of the room was suddenly opened, and Xiaorou behind him said angrily at him: "Lan Kai! Are you so unwilling to see me?"
Her voice almost resounded through the entire floor. When the servant who was cleaning downstairs heard it, he ran away quickly, quickly opened the glass window door of the living room, and walked into the garden outside.
Lan Kai stopped here, then turned around slowly, his pupils contracted slightly.
Xiaorou sneered, at this time she pushed her hair away little by little, on the left side of her face, a scar that stretched down from the corner of her eye to her jaw was like a ferocious centipede, crawling on this originally delicate face, "Do you dare to watch it again?"
Lan Kai took a deep breath, then exhaled heavily, turned his eyes to the side, and said calmly: "If you want, these injuries can be repaired at any time. The current plastic surgery technology is very good, and it will soon be the same as before. No difference."
Xiao Rou looked at Lan Kai, sneered, shook her head, and retreated into the room, like a ghost, with a pale expression embellished by the scar on her face, this smile was extremely cold.
She bit the words: "I won't let it go away, I want you forever. How did you treat me... forever, forever!"
It wasn't until the door of the room was closed that Lan Kai seemed to have exhausted all the strength in his body. He held his forehead with one hand, panted heavily, and leaned against the wall.
After a long time, Lan Kai seemed to have regained some strength, and slowly walked down the stairs. The servant outside the yard peeped at this moment, and quickly opened the window and walked in, "Sir..."
The servant hesitated to speak.
Lan Kai shook his head and waved his hand, "Get some food and send it up, whether you want to eat it or not."
"I see." The servant sighed and took it from the kitchen silently.
Lan Kai took a bottle of red wine and went to the study by himself... Sometimes, he really didn't want to come back to this cold place.
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Qianxiu watched Xiaobao silently for a while, the resurrection point flickered several times, some people left in a hurry, and some people went offline.
Just when Qianxiu was about to say something, Xiaobao suddenly said: "Forget it, if you don't want to say it, don't say it. Boss, are you still doing the task? If you don't do it, I will be offline! I have been online for several days Ben didn't go home, I want to go back tonight."
Qianxiu nodded silently, and then said softly: "Okay."
Before going offline, I said, "Seeing each other is worse than seeing each other, but what if you can't forget it?"
Qianxiu was taken aback, Xiaobao had disappeared.
He looked up at the sky, which was more real than real. Under the setting sun, the world was a quiet orange-red color, and he finally understood why he wanted to come here.
Because I can't forget, but I can't meet each other... I can't meet each other.
After escaping into this world, there is no need to suppress this crazy longing that cannot disappear, because if two different worlds are separated, I know that there is no possibility of seeing each other again.
Find something to do, the more trivial and troublesome things are the best, when you are too busy to think about it...
Qianxiu remembered his original plan to rebuild a weapon.
It's just that last time because I broke the relationship that there were other humans coming to this game besides myself, there was still a small part of the materials left that hadn't been collected, so I hurried back.
Since then, he has been in a depressed state because he was afraid of killing a living person, and also because of a kind of fear.
Later, I met Xiaobao by accident, and I have been with him during this time, so I didn't continue to build weapons.
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On the way to the material collection place of Xinshou Village, Qianxiu always felt as if something was missing around him... There was one less chattering guy, but he could always make himself not hate it.
However, there were not many materials left for making weapons from last time. This came again, and it only took more than an hour, and the collection was successfully completed.
Qianxiu was suddenly a little tired of the days of rushing to kill monsters every day... This kind of high-intensity killing life has always made people in a state of excitement, but once it stopped, an unprecedented tiredness, It can get extremely tiring very quickly.
At this moment, he didn't want to do anything, he just wanted to lie down. It would be better if he could fall asleep, but it was obviously impossible in this wild place.
He has already died once, and if it happens twice, it means that Qianxiu will also disappear from this world.
He has asked himself why he is still alive, perhaps the best choice is to end directly.
He also did this kind of action, but in the end he couldn't overcome the fear of death, as if he woke up suddenly in a nightmare, his whole body was cold, he was gasping for breath, his heart was beating violently, and his whole body was trembling... After all, he didn't take that last step courage.
"Mr. Knight over there, can you walk away? You may have stepped on the place where the golden earthworm I want to catch is hidden."
Qianxiu was taken aback, and looked sideways at the guy who was talking to him... a very low level, level four, a mage who couldn't be weaker.
She was still wearing the most basic novice account whiteboard mage robe... It has been so long since the server was opened, and there is such a low-level account
For newcomers, they usually choose a new server. Why would they deliberately come to this kind of service area for a while... Is it someone else's trumpet
lq... the id of this mage.
This mage of lq is indeed squatting on the ground at the moment, holding a small shovel in his hand, and a basket next to him, squatting on the wet soil like this, it doesn't look too dirty... It is indeed Digging for earthworms.
Qianxiu subconsciously looked at the surrounding environment... It turned out that he had reached the edge of the lake without knowing it. He was just planning to find a place where no one was there to stay.
This quiet environment feels good.
Perhaps because this trumpet is only level 4, it is like a little monster of one or two to Qianxiu. Even if he is allowed to attack dozens of times, it is impossible to break his equipment defense, Qianxiu Suddenly asked: "What are you doing catching earthworms?"
lq said: "Fishing, fishing naturally requires bait, doesn't it?"
Qianxiu was taken aback, such an answer was very normal, but he suddenly felt like asking a very unnecessary question, "Are you going to practice life profession?"
lq stood up, "I don't have this plan for the time being, it's just for a task. I heard that this kind of golden earthworm is needed. I don't play for a long time each time, so I haven't finished a single task. Moreover, this game I'm not sure how long I can play."
Qianxiu frowned, "You're not going to catch the golden carp king, are you?"
"Yes, is there a problem?"
Qianxiu said helplessly: "What a lucky guy. No matter how many people want to do this task, they can't find it. On the contrary, you, a person who doesn't play much, have encountered it. The official announcement of the Golden Carp King's task said However, the only one will randomly appear in all service areas, and the rewards obtained are also uniquely limited, and will not appear in the prize pool in the future... Do you think you are lucky?"
lq said: "So it's like this, no wonder it's so difficult to do, it seems that it was a bit of a waste to be touched by me."
Qianxiu shook his head and said, "It's not just a waste, it's a reckless waste."
System: Player lq proposed to you to form a temporary team and share the mission 'Golden Carp King'. Do you accept it
Qianxiu asked in surprise, "What are you doing?"
lq said: "I said it, I may not be playing for long, since such a task comes to me, it is naturally a waste. How many players do you want to meet, including yourself? Enjoy the fun of doing this task, pass the time, rewards are useless to me... How about this? You help me catch earthworms and complete it together, and the reward belongs to you?"
Qianxiu has an instinctive resistance to this kind of kindness... He doesn't believe that such a pie will fall.
He shook his head and said, "No need, the task is yours, and the reward is naturally yours too, I won't snatch it."
Lq didn't force it, just nodded, and then canceled this temporary invitation... Qianxiu had a weird feeling about the speed of his kindness.
Qianxiu felt that this guy was very far away from him... Even more distant than the distance between the screen and the world.
Lq walked towards Qianxiu at this time.
Except for Xiaobao, Qianxiu would subconsciously reject such active approaches from other guys. He quickly took two steps back, keeping a certain distance from the other party.
But the fishing mage just squatted down where Qianxiu was standing, and continued to dig the soil with the shovel, seemingly very happy.
"Well, there is indeed one here."
An earthworm emitting a faint golden light emerged from the excavated soil, and was then sent into the basket. After lq shook the basket with both hands at this time, he walked directly towards the small wooden bridge extending out by the lake.
He took out the fishing rod, stretched out his hand to grab the golden earthworm in the basket, pinned it on the hook, and then threw it out, and sat quietly at the end of the small bridge.
Only then did Qianxiu realize something was wrong...
Many movements of this sorcerer's trumpet seem very natural, as if there are no unnecessary restrictions.
Even though he doesn't have many expressions, at least he has some subtle body movements similar to Xiaobao's, and such subtle and expressive body movements will not appear in front of him.
Could it be that this fourth-level trumpet mage is also...
Qianxiu subconsciously pressed his hand on the hilt of his sword and clenched it tightly, but soon relaxed again.
Last time, it wasn't too late because that guy's behavior completely crossed his moral bottom line, making him furious so he couldn't help but shoot... But this one, he was just fishing and didn't do anything at all.
He has absolutely no position to attack the other party, even if the other party is the same as himself.
Besides, this place does not allow any pk, this is a completely safe zone.
I probably won't be playing this game for too long
Thinking of what the other party said, Qianxiu secretly said: Probably because there is also a certain death limit, after exceeding it, it will disappear
So, if I have this kind of consideration, has this guy also considered the same problem in his heart... After all, if he is really the same type as himself, he should also have noticed his body movements.
Qianxiu frowned. In fact, except for the guy who was killed last time, he never encountered a similar one. Of course, this has a lot to do with his trying to avoid and hide himself as much as possible.
Qianxiu walked to the small bridge, came to the side of the little mage, stood and looked at the small lake, it seemed that he could calm down here all of a sudden. The water vapor gathered in the center of the small lake looked hazy, Qianxiu subconsciously let out a mouthful of stale air, took out a bottle of wine, and sat down on the spot.
The fish mark on the lake sank for a moment, causing ripples in circles, and the little mage pulled up the fishing rod, only to see that the bait on the hook had disappeared. A fish was also biting, but it was obviously not the golden carp king that needed to be caught.
Qianxiu looked at it like this, and found that the little mage just smiled, showing no sign of loss, and reloaded the bait again, and then cast it again.
Qianxiu said abruptly: "Jiang Taigong is fishing, and those who wish to take the bait. If I come here, do I count as the one who took the bait?"
Lq turned around, "I don't catch people, I catch fish."
Qianxiu shook his head and said: "You can't catch anything like this, it's not voluntary, and you won't be hooked."
lq said: "Didn't it mean that the carp king likes to eat this kind of earthworm? Since he likes it, he will naturally take the bait."
Qianxiu still shook his head and said: "But it is also quite smart. If it knows that there is danger, its caution is enough for it to suppress the urge to eat. Besides, it still has too many choices at the bottom of the lake. There is absolutely no need to put yourself in danger for the sake of seduction."
Lq smiled, and continued to look at the still lake, "I have to try, after all, I'm looking for information now."
Qianxiu took a sip, lay down and looked at the sky, "No one would fly to a flame."
lq said: "Then how did this idiom come about?"
Qianxiu turned around, leaned on his arm, closed his eyes, and said calmly: "Who knows...or, in fact, no one has actually tried it, so I thought about it myself."
lq said: "Well... But I still want to try, otherwise the effort of catching earthworms will be wasted."
Qian Xiu said indifferently: "It's up to you, anyway, it's only you who are disappointed, and it has nothing to do with me."
Quietly, quietly, Qianxiu was a little tired and seemed to have forgotten everything.
Mage lq also used up the last bait, but he still didn't catch the golden carp king, so he smiled, "Come again tomorrow."
Looking at Qianxiu, he must have fallen asleep.
The little mage also carried the basket and left slowly.
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Perhaps it was a bit chilly, even when he was asleep, Qianxiu instinctively wrapped himself up.
He had a dream, in which he was transformed into a moth, flying around the fire without fluttering. (… )r