"I know it shouldn't be like this, but I can't control the disgust in my heart." Jill murmured, suddenly pushed him away, sat up, and said emotionally, "Xiao Qi, they said that without you, I died when I was born. Because you saved me, I know that you have no ill intentions towards me, so I especially like to be close to you. My father wanted to throw me to death, so I feel repulsed by him in my bones and don't like to be with him. Get close. I was still young at that time, so I didn’t understand anything and couldn’t remember anything, but my likes and dislikes would be engraved in my bones.”
"Stop talking, Jill, stop talking." Chu Qi sat up, frowned and held her tightly in his arms, "It's not like that. You can't have doubts about yourself after listening to other people's one-sided words. Otherwise you will fall into someone else’s trap.”
Jill shook her head, "Although those two women brought it up in front of me on purpose, probably with the intention of alienating my relationship with my father, I firmly believe that this is indeed the case. Everyone in the palace seemed to have treated me as a child. When I was a child, I was very taboo, so I rarely mentioned the things that happened when I was born. In fact, I had already sensed something was wrong. Now that I think about it, it must be something that happened that year that my father ordered that they were not allowed to mention. .”
At this point, her little face became obscure, she lowered her eyes and whispered, "It turns out that my birth was not welcomed. They are right. Although I am a noble person, I am an unaccepted existence. My father was so cruel that he wanted to throw me to death. He really wanted to throw me to death. If you hadn't caught me in time, I would have burst my brain."
"Jier, stop talking, don't talk anymore, do you hear me?" Chu Qi pressed her head into his arms to prevent her from saying those terrible words again.
Jill leaned in his arms, her face already full of tears.
No one can accept the fact that when they were born, they were almost thrown to death by their own father.
She closed her eyes, tightly grasped the hem of Chu Qi's clothes, and murmured, "Xiao Qi, so, have you really lost your memory and can't remember that past event?"
Chu Qi's heart tightened, and he raised her face. When he saw the tears on her little face, his heart ached again.
He raised his sleeves and gently wiped away her tears. His tone softened unconsciously, "Jill, do you think I'm pretending to have amnesia?"
Jill looked at him closely, "Do you really not remember? Or do you also think that your father is too cruel and you don't want to think about it, so you lied and claimed that you have lost your memory?" Because Xiao Qi is also considered his father. The child was raised by his father. He also had feelings of admiration for his father.
Chu Qi frowned and shook his head, "It's not like that, I really don't remember." Regarding what happened before he lost his memory, he only heard it from Zhao Qian and Chu Yi, and he himself didn't remember anything.
But it was undeniable that when he saw the emperor, he felt a sense of intimacy in his heart.
Jill snuggled into his arms, "But it was Xiao Qi who saved me one after another. It was you who gave me my life."
Chu Qi felt sorry for her very much, and put his hand on her back, patting her gently.
He didn't remember what happened when Jill was born, and Zhao Qian and the others didn't mention it in front of him.
But from the beginning of his memory, there was Ji'er.
At that time, he and Jill lived at the bottom of the cliff for a while. Later, the emperor found them and brought them back to the palace.
(End of chapter)