The day after the little girl stayed in Yin Yiliu and Jin Yang's small house, Yin Yiliu coaxed her to name her name with a box of puddings. Her name was Yan Wen, and she was only five years old this year.
After taking a bath, Xiao Yanwen's messy and tangled hair suddenly became much smoother, and her hair that was dirty and knotted because of the dust also drooped slightly. She looked more like a little girl. Yin Yiliu turned from her space. Yan Wen piled up the unfinished new clothes that had been hoarded in the supermarket.
She finally knew why Jin Yang was so keen to buy beautiful clothes for her childhood self, because when a cute little beanie was wearing the little skirt you put on, staring at you with watery eyes and saying thank you, No one can withstand such a crit.
They did not wait to come to Yan Yongguo all day, but went to a small shop opened by Yan Yongguo in the market.
In the past, the bustling and bustling market did not change because of the lack of one old and one young. There were merchants selling first- and second-level mutant plant seeds on both sides of the street and grabbed Yin Yiliu's hem, "Look, miss. Look at these top-ranked mutant plant seeds, once you feed one, you will win the grand prize!"
The seeds of these mutant plants are not difficult to obtain. They are all dropped from the mutant plants outside the city. Some are because the seeds have fallen too much, and some are blown by the wind. Those with low evolutionary ability or ordinary people go out to pick them up. , a first-grade condensate can be exchanged for a large amount.
As long as one seed grows into a mutant plant, the price will more than double. Many people are looking forward to this seemingly lucrative transaction, just like a lottery ticket in peacetime. But if you buy them back, you will find that the growth conditions of these seeds are extremely harsh, and it is almost impossible to raise them artificially.
Yin Yiliu Wanyan refused, and together with Jin Yang, they came to the store they had visited before.
At this time, no one passed by here. It seems to be deliberately alienating to avoid suspicion. The store door was smashed with a big hole. Through the hole, you can see that it is very messy. All kinds of armor hanging on the wall have been thrown on the ground and trampled. The parts were scattered all over the place, and most of the tome was secretly taken away by the people who watched the show yesterday and took it for themselves.
And Yan Yongguo seemed to disappear out of thin air, without a trace.
Next door to this armor shop is a middle-aged man who sells brown rice cakes. He seems to be a little disabled, and his mouth is a little crooked when he speaks. Yin Yiliu asked him about Yan Yongguo's whereabouts, but he squeezed his eyes and couldn't say anything clearly.
Yin Yiliu had no choice but to discuss with Jin Yang that Yan Wen should be placed in his home first.
At this time, the clouds in the sky were getting thicker and thicker, gradually blocking the sunlight overhead. A cool wind blew rustling into the alley of the market from a distance. Yin Yiliu looked at the sky in shock when she heard that there were people who were selling stalls. The dark cloud murmured, "It won't rain, will it?"
Someone smiled and said disapprovingly: "What are you thinking, there is no rain in the wasteland era."
What he said is true. The post-apocalyptic fog seems to have completely drained the water on the earth. In the past three years, Yin Yiliu has not seen much rain. Even if there is rain, it is because the fog is too humid. It turned into a misty drizzle, which gradually stopped after a while.
Although there is no rain, plants can absorb the moist moisture of the soil in the air to keep themselves hydrated. This is the saying that there is no rain in the wasteland era.
Yin Yiliu was stunned by the sudden change of sky, turned around and said to Jin Yang, "Let's go home first, it seems that Yan Yongguo is not here, and the news that we detain Wenwen does not count in Rongcheng. If he knows the secret, he will definitely come to find it."
Jin Yang nodded, and silently untied the cloak on his body. He draped his body temperature and breath on Yin Yiliu's shoulders, and wrapped the rabbit half a head shorter than himself in the cloak. .
When the warm awning was draped over her body, it immediately blocked the gloomy cold wind outside. Yin Yiliu felt warm, touched Jin Yang's fingertips, and found that his body temperature did not change from taking off the awning. Cold, he grabbed his fingertips with his backhand.
"Let's go, pick up Wenwen, and go home quickly."
It is inconvenient for the two of them to go out and take an eye-catching little girl by their side, but it is also dangerous to leave Yan Wen and a little bean in an empty house. Wen sent it to the middle-aged man who had given them a reward to Ling Guolu and asked him to take care of it.
Yin Yiliu prides himself on seeing people accurately. Although this man looks sophisticated and cunning, his heart is not bad. His words are full of admiration for the Yan family and disgust for Shen Zhiyu. He really takes good care of Yan Wen. . When Yan Wen left, she was teased and reluctant to part, and she had a smile on her face when she waved her hand to say goodbye.
When I just got home, a flashing thunder in the sky seemed to suddenly split the sky above the entire earth, and the white light slanted down from the clouds in the distance.
A gust of cold wind seemed to be carried by a thunderstorm, and suddenly the gust of wind suddenly blew the broken signs piled up on both sides of the street. A small flag on the door of a hotel was raised high by the cold wind. Wuping's catkins, after taking off the eaves, were instantly rolled up and flew out of the sky more than ten meters away.
After this thunderbolt fell, Yin Yiliu could hear the exclamations of everyone in the building not far from the next door, and was obviously taken aback by the sudden huge thunderbolt just now.
Rongcheng, a small town, has never seen such a big scene, as if the sky changes color, and what unpredictable catastrophe is coming.
The faces of the people on both sides of the road who didn't take it seriously also changed their faces. They were frightened by the white electricity that covered the sky, and they hurriedly packed their things and prepared to rush to their residence.
"Is that a thunder just now? How can there be such a big thunder?!"
"Slot! There won't be any more monsters, right? Let's go back and avoid it!"
Just after this thunderstorm, the clouds and mist that had originally covered the sun became even thicker, and the entire sky darkened for a while, and there was not a shred of sunlight that could break through the thick haze and return to the earth.
The gloomy weather of this vast soup immediately frightened the young Yan Wen. She unconsciously clenched the clothes of the people around her, not even noticing that she was grabbing the brother she used to be afraid of.
Yin Yiliu keenly heard the whimper of the little girl, squatted down, carried her into the living room, and lit several homemade lamps in the room.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."
She was patting the little girl's back lightly when she suddenly noticed something was wrong, and immediately turned around and looked in the direction behind her.
I saw Jin Yang just standing there, with a transparent window behind him, and a thick and dark sky reflected in the room through the window. , it's so depressing that you can't breathe.
Yin Yiliu trembled in her heart, feeling that something was wrong with Jin Yang, she called out tentatively, but saw the man raised his eyes slightly to look at her, his eyes were gentle and puzzled, "What's wrong?"
His expression was no different from usual. Yin Yiliu thought she thought too much. She shook her head and said nothing, but just as she spoke, another thunder that pierced the sky blew up the whole sky.
This time, the thunder was so loud that it immediately covered up her voice. Jin Yang could only hit Tutu's cheek with a white light, her complexion was pale, and her lips were closed and she didn't know what she was saying.
He couldn't help but walked two steps in Yin Yiliu's direction, and walked right in front of the woman.
There were ticking sounds outside the window, like the ticking of water droplets falling on the bricks and tiles, Yin Yiliu looked out of the window in surprise.
It's raining.
The pea-sized raindrops fell on the windowsill, and soon formed a dense rain curtain, and the whole world was connected by the rain. In ancient times, an old man said that the heavy rain was due to dragons and immortals. soar.
But in today's wasteland era, such a heavy rain is the first time since the end of the world.
Outside the window, except for the mottled rain marks that are constantly updated, I can't see anything, and I can't see anything really.
Yan Wen was so frightened that she was finally coaxed to sleep by Yin Yiliu. There were soft nursery rhymes and faint yellow lights coming from the crack of the door. After being covered by the sound of "crashing", it was almost impossible. heard.
Jin Yang was lying in the darkness, the curtains by the bed were drawn tightly, but the sound of rain outside the window was difficult to block. He carefully discerned the voice of the rabbit in the next room, it was him in this monotonous rainy night. only desire.
I don't know how long it took, his consciousness gradually blurred, and Yin Yiliu's voice gradually disappeared. The sound of "gudugudu" was buried.
He saw a rainy day, in the open yard of Nuoda, the voice of a woman's high-heeled shoes stepping on the flaky mud into the small room.
There was only a little boy in the room who was playing with toys. He raised his face, revealing a delicate and handsome face, his eyes were innocent and innocent, and he looked in the direction of Jin Yang.
Jin Yang groaned in his heart, he looked blankly at the rain outside the window, and a voice suddenly sounded in his ears.
"Master, Madam is here to see you."
This year, Jin Yang was five years old.
The woman with similar eyebrows and eyes as her son was born very beautiful, her body was slender and soft, her ankles exposed outside her skirt were so thin that they could be twisted off, but her eyes had some morbid stubbornness and sadness, and The ultimate beauty, contradiction and fusion, can make any man fascinated by it.
It's no wonder why the eldest young master of the Jin family has been pursuing the daughter of a small businessman when he was a student, because not only is she good-looking, but her quirky and arrogant temperament also makes her look like a star in the sky.
Lin Yan has been gone for two years. In fact, Jin Yang can't remember what his mother did to him when he was young. He just longs for a gentle mother who can hold him tenderly like Jin Rumeng's mother. Kiss yourself on the cheek.
So the little guy looked away from the nihilistic Jin Yang and happily threw himself into his mother's arms.
Jin Yang looked at this rare tender scene with cold eyes. He was familiar with all the plots that followed, disputes, quarrels, beatings...
Endless screams and weeping, mixed with coagulated dirty blood.
The little guy was hugged by Lin Yan and patted and coaxed. He sang softly in a soft voice that he had never heard before. The singing was mixed with the sparse sound of rain, and he suddenly felt that he was the happiest person in the world.
He raised Bai Dudu's little face and asked innocently, "Mom, can you not leave in the future? I promise to eat obediently every day, sleep on time, and be an obedient child."
There was a trace of sadness and desolation in Lin Yan's eyes, she didn't say anything, just put a light kiss on the little boy's forehead.
Suddenly, a strong force pushed the door open, startling the little guy.
He saw a wet man in the direction of the door, his hair was fitting to his handsome face, and his eyes were red and bloodshot, like a ghost crawling out of hell, staring at the mother and son.
In fact, he is a little afraid of his own father, but he also admires him very much and has always admired him.
Whenever he sees his father holding Jin Rumeng high, he is sincerely envious, but the little guy tells himself that it's not that his father doesn't like him, it's just that he is an older brother and needs to be mature and stable.
He timidly called out to his father in the pouring rain, feeling a little scared for some reason.
The man walked towards the mother and son step by step, his eyes were red and bloodshot, he walked to Lin Yan's side, suddenly grabbed the woman's long hair with wet hands, and pulled it forward fiercely, drenched under him. Water stains all over the place.
The little guy was frightened and cried loudly. He stepped forward with his short legs and wanted to hug his father's legs and tell him not to treat his mother like this, but he was kicked by the man on his soft stomach, and he fell to the ground in pain. Can't get up.
His tiny body lay on the ground and wept, but with tears in his eyes, he watched the furious father and mother fight together.
"You are such a sinister heart, you actually gave me five years of medicines! I want you to die, you slut can't be happy!" The man's roar echoed in the empty yard, and the open door was pouring. It was raining heavily, and the cold wind blew into the house with the slightest raindrops, and it blew on the little guy's face, which was chilly.
Lin Yan stared at the man in front of her with mad and resentful eyes, she smiled madly, and said madly: "Do you remember what you said, if you are sorry for me, your Jin family will never be rooted, and You were hit by a car when you went out!"
As soon as she finished speaking, a slap landed on her face, and blood spurted out of her nose and splashed on the ground.
Jin Dashao did say these words, he was a arrogant Cinderella who loved him miserably, but after he really caught up, the white moonlight in his heart became sticky cooked rice grains, and Lin Yan's morbid desire to control made him He was unbearable and irritable.
On the night he cheated on her, Lin Yan had a big belly with a knife in her hand, desperately wanting to die with him. He almost thought he was going to explain it that night.
After the incident, the man sent Lin Yan to the hospital. After the diagnosis, Lin Yan suffered from a mental illness and had a family history. The wife of the head of the dignified Jin family was a lunatic, and the mother of the heir of the Jin family was a pervert. This made the man intolerable. .
Since then, Lin Yan has been kicked out of the Jin family, but men with the concept of bone and blood do not allow Jin Yang to stray outside. After all, he is his own son, and even if he dies, he will die in the Jin family's house.
After the man inherited the family business, he suffered from not serious heart rhythm anxiety, and often took some related drugs for several years.
If he hadn't been able to reproduce another one, he might have been kept in the dark if he went to the hospital for examination.
Lin Yan bought a drug and changed his pills. Taking it all the year round has made his sperm activity extremely low. For an old family that regards children and inheritance as extremely important, there is nothing more cruel than this.
The man was already at the extreme of anger. He beat Lin Yan covered in blood, but Lin Yan didn't care at all. She sarcastically cursed with the most piercing words, and sprayed bloody spittle on the man's face.
So on that rainy day, Jin Yang, who was only five years old, watched his father lift heavy objects and smashed his mother, who had no sound, one by one.
The smooth floor was covered with crimson blood, which slowly flowed out of the door and mixed with the rain outside. The continuous sound of rain mixed with the muffled sound of smashing hits deeply into Jin Yang's heart. .
Whenever it rained, he would hear that ticking sound, and he would think of that bloody afternoon, his father's bloodshot eyes and his mother's staring, stiff eyes.
It was the deepest nightmare in his heart, and it was also the fundamental source of nightmares.
The sound of rain outside the window was still continuous, and it seemed that all the water vapor that had not been rained in the past three years was going to be drained. Jin Yang sank deeper and deeper in the darkness, and a pair of hands in the crimson sea of blood were pulling him to immerse him in hell.
A voice whispered in my ear over and over again: "You are a ghost that grew up in hell, and you will never escape in your life."
His strong muscles were tightly tangled under the thin quilt, and the cold sweat soaked the shirt layer by layer, and then it dries up coldly.
He was hesitant, and it seemed that he had returned to the dark days of his childhood. Mania and anger were pulling on his nerves.
At this moment, a familiar voice suddenly sounded softly in his ears. Ruowu Ruowu floated in his deep consciousness. Jin Yang's heart trembled fiercely, as if a drowning person suddenly grabbed both hands. Wandering on the edge of darkness, a crack that spilled out of Yangguan suddenly opened.
He trembled involuntarily, trying to grab the person who made the noise, but his arm couldn't move.
Suddenly, a slender but powerful palm forcefully opened his clenched fist, and the cold sweat in the palm was blown by the wind, making Jin Yang feel cold.
But then a soft palm unquestionably clasped his cold fingertips, and he felt a scorching flame where the palms were touching, burning from the palm to the heart.
The darkness in front of him was completely burned by a warm flame, and the slightly anxious voice became clear.
Jin Yang's body gradually regained strength, he tightened his palms abruptly, and opened his eyes with tightly clasped fingers interlocked. In front of him was a pitch-black ceiling, no different from the darkness in a nightmare. An annoying sound of rain.
But the softness in his hand was not imagined by him. He gasped lightly, turned his head slightly, and saw a face with anxious red eyes.
It's bunny.
It was the first time that Yin Yiliu was so anxious. She actually always felt that something was wrong with Jin Yang today, but Jin Yang's behavior was the same as usual. Before going to bed, she thought that a man with such a strong golden thigh couldn't be afraid of thunder and rain. .
But after lying down, she listened to the wind and rain in her ears and the wind whistling outside the window. She always felt that there was an empty space in her heart, and all she thought about was Jin Yang's expression tonight.
In the end, she put on some clothes, got up and went to Jin Yang's room to take a look.
In the dark, the man's sleeping posture is very honest, and it seems that there is nothing to do with his eyes closed. Just as Yin Yiliu was overwhelmed by herself, she heard a very soft muffled sound.
Her heart moved, and she walked slowly to Jin Yang's side. Only then did she realize that the man was actually sweating finely. She felt a little anxious, and then touched Jin Yang's shoulder through the quilt, and suddenly felt that he had cramps all over his body. get tight.
Yin Yiliu shouted several times, but Jin Yang remained motionless, she pushed her hand and still no movement, she felt anxious.
In fact, she seldom called Jin Yang with her first and last name, but this time she was really frightened, and she didn't respond even after calling a few times.
"Jin Yang! Jin Yang, wake up!"
She didn't know who was competing with the man's clenched fist, she tried her best to break Jin Yang's palm apart and covered his Leng Jinjin hand, even though the bones of her hand were almost broken, she didn't pull it out. .
Seeing that the golden eyes in the dark night slowly opened, with a fragile feeling of brokenness, Yin Yiliu couldn't help crying, biting her lower lip and crying.
Jin Yang stretched out his hand and slowly wiped away the tears from the corner of the girl's eyes, and said in a muffled voice, "Why are you crying?"
Yin Yiliu was blaming herself for not finding out Jin Yang's strangeness in time. If she didn't come tonight, would Jin Yang be trapped in this nightmare all night. She sobbed: "I'm sorry..."
Jin Yang sighed softly, and suddenly propped himself up with his sour arms, his cold lips hesitantly approached Yin Yiliu's face.
In the dark night, a string of teardrops hung on the girl's long eyelashes, and when she choked up, she couldn't bear it and seemed to fall down.
In that dark night, Jin Yang had been terrified and prayed, if anyone could shatter this endless dream, and if anyone could give him a little light.
He had watched with cold eyes in countless nights, or had been reluctantly stunned in the rainy night. Every time he woke up covered in tears, he would realize coldly under the blazing morning sun that he was the only one in this dark world.
But now it's different. There is a girl who clasped her palm tightly to his, and would cry silently because of him. His pale lips suddenly curled into an arc, and he couldn't help laughing.
Yin Yiliu gritted her teeth, her heart was sad and angry, she was sad because when she saw Jin Yang's fragile side, her heart was like being held tightly by a big hand and couldn't breathe; Because of various concerns, he had been hesitant to ask Jin Yang's past, angry at his weakness and hesitation.
Jin Yang's lips were very close to the tip of her nose. He propped up his body, and there was a slight rubbing sound under him, which was almost indiscernible in the rainy night.
The cold lips slowly traced the girl's trembling and tightly closed teary eyes, and kissed away each salty tear. His lips and teeth rubbed together with joy, "Don't cry, darling."
He's not worth it, but he greedily wants to learn more.
No one loosened the clasped palms, Yin Yiliu choked up and looked at Jin Yang's heavy eyes, and finally looked into his eyes and said, "Are you afraid of thunder and rain?"
Jin Yang asked in a low voice, "Do you want to hear about my past?"
Even with such an unbearable, pitiful and pathetic past, a suffocating childhood without any light, does Tutu really want to hear it
Yin Yiliu didn't take a half step back, her warm palm clenched the big one in her hand, trying to convey a little warmth to him.
"I want to hear it."
She wants to know about Jin Yang's past, and wants to bear the pain of the past with him.
"Okay." Jin Yang lowered his eyes slightly, since Tutu wanted to hear it, he said.
As if masochistically, he slowly told his sad childhood, deformed parental relationship, and all those things in the darkness. In the darkness, only the unwavering voice of the man was mixed with the tick of rain.
Every time Jin Yang said a word, it was as if he was analyzing his dirty past. He opened up his bloody scars and showed it to Yin Yiliu, telling her that the golden thigh she longed for was just a pitiful and pitiful person. People in darkness.
He watched his life for more than 20 years replay, nothing was in color, and he wondered if Tutu would think he was sad after hearing this, or if his life was just a joke, he would still use pity and pity Looking at him.
Jin Yang felt ashamed, but in addition he had some expectations, looking forward to Yin Yiliu's embrace full of pity, comforting him and pampering him, even so, it was a hundred times better than completely rejecting him and staying away from him.
Yin Yiliu listened quietly, crying while listening, she cried silently without making a sound.
After the voice fell silent, the two didn't speak anymore, only the sound of each other's breathing.
Jin Yang waited anxiously, but after waiting for a long time, he began to panic.
He couldn't see Yin Yiliu's expression clearly, but his heart couldn't stop falling into darkness.
Yes, is someone like him still wanting something extravagantly? He clenched his palms unconsciously, as if to cover up the fear and anxiety in his heart.
But then there was some madness in his heart. If Tutu really hated himself, what would he do...
Suddenly, the girl in front of her took a deep breath, as if suppressing her surging emotions.
Jin Yang's heart suddenly raised, he knew that the trial was coming.
Whether it was pity or disgust, as long as Tutu gave it to him, he thought he could accept it calmly.
But everything he expected did not come, and another hand slowly pressed the back of his other hand, and the silhouette of the girl in the dark night suddenly enlarged.
There is softness and warmth on the corner of the upper lip, very light and very light, as if afraid to scare him, but also like a test.
Jin Yang's heart was suddenly smashed into a boulder, and a pool of stagnant water instantly turned into a torrent. He was stunned, his lips trembling slightly.
The gentle kiss traced his lips to the tip of his nose, and then to his trembling eyelids.
He heard Tutu's hoarse voice: "Don't be afraid, I will accompany you in the future."