Lin Yu felt very happy when he was a child. He had an elegant and dignified mother and a very capable father who started from scratch. Lin Yu admired his father very much since he was a child. Among his children, there are many children from rich families, but Lin Yu can proudly say to them: "Your father is not as good as mine. My mothers told me The reason why your father is so rich is because your grandpa's family is very rich, but my father's money is all earned by himself, he is self-made." At that time, Lin Yu may not understand what is self-made, But he knew that it meant that his father was very powerful, more powerful than other children's fathers.
But when he was ten years old, all this changed. His proud family was completely destroyed by a young boy who suddenly appeared in his home. Lin Yu found that the father he had always admired would look for women like his friends' fathers, and even had children left. But his mother, who has always been noble and elegant, and always looks like a lady, has become so hysterically crazy.
Lin Yu stood outside the door, and he clearly heard the loud quarrel between his parents in the room. The mother's voice was shrill, she was screaming and cursing angrily, while his father insisted on the decision to keep the child at home from beginning to end.
Mother's useless yelling and father's flat voice without any apology, all these made Lin Yu very sad. Because, he could feel that his home was ruined on this day. The happy life in the past will no longer exist. Even if his father still loves him as before, he still feels that everything has changed. At least, I have changed.
Lin Yu stood upstairs and looked at the child sitting quietly on the sofa downstairs. His face was tight, without any expression of fear in an unfamiliar environment. Lin Yu looked at the child's small and beautiful face with resentment, "She is so beautiful, you can see how beautiful that woman is from him, otherwise how could he confuse Dad." '
Lin Yu has always known that the relationship between his father and mother is not good. He can see that his father does not love his mother. He also knows that his father married her because he took a fancy to his mother's family. But Lin Yu believes that even if there is no love between his parents, they can stay together for a lifetime. They can have family affection, so that their family can live happily. In his opinion, family affection is much more reliable than that illusory love.
But all of this is gone now, he knows that his father's cheating will make his mother hate him. Mother is a very proud person, and he will not allow an illegitimate child to enter the house, so that she will become a laughing stock of others. This is definitely not what she wants to see. Mom can bear that Dad doesn't love her, but she can't bear to be a joke. She would rather the one being laughed at was his father than herself. How can such two people live for a long time
'My home was destroyed by you! I will never let you go! Lin Yu looked at the child downstairs viciously. Even if he was to stay in the Lin family, he would never let him have a good time.
What happened in the following days was exactly as Lin Yu thought, and his parents could no longer be together.
Mom didn't divorce Dad because divorce was a sign of cowardice for his mother. It's impossible for him to leave the Lin family because of an illegitimate child. If so, wouldn't she lose badly
Although my mother did not leave the Lin family, she found a lover for herself. A man who is better than Lin Yu's father in appearance and ability, but this man is her mother's first love. His mother is such a proud person, so naturally everyone in the world should know that she is the one who didn't want that man!
He had seen that man before, with a decent smile, and his gestures showed his extraordinary temperament. But he could also see that when the man looked at his mother, he was not in love, although his mother was still beautiful. Lin Yu knew that this should be an agreement between them, an agreement for his mother to save face.
The child had already settled down with them, and his father tried his best to please the child, but the other party was still lukewarm to him. Although he hated that child very much, Lin Yu didn't act immediately. He had to think about it, and he had to think about how he could make him suffer the most.
Lin Yu's mother naturally didn't make Lin Mu feel better, she never abused Lin Mu, but she chose a more cruel method - cold violence.
Except for Lin Mu's father, no one in the Lin family went to talk to Lin Mu, and directly ignored the other party's existence. Sometimes Lin Mu didn't even say a word at home for a day. But Lin Yu watched all this coldly.
Lin Yu felt very surprised. The five or six-year-old child did not feel afraid and hesitant because of others' neglect, nor did he seek help from his only backer—his father, as he thought. Instead, he stayed at Lin's house very quietly, as if He doesn't care about other people's attitude at all.
Lin Mu's attitude angered Lin Yu, "What qualifications do you have! What qualifications do you have to be so calm, you are just an illegitimate child! '
Lin Yu knew that his mother's method was useless, and that child's psychological endurance was much stronger than they thought.
Lin Yu knows that such a person can only be defeated if you defeat him mentally. And the only people who can hurt him are the people he cares about.
Lin Yu looked at the child reading in the garden from a distance, "I must make you die of pain!" You should not exist! Shouldn't...'
From then on, everyone in the Lin family looked at the eldest young master of the Lin family in surprise. Lin Yu, who had been ignoring Lin Mu's existence, took the initiative to show his affection to the illegitimate son, which made everyone very puzzled. Did Lin Yu really accept Lin Mu? No matter how puzzled everyone was, this phenomenon made his father very happy. It would be great for the elder son to accept the younger son. They can still live well in the future, even if the woman leaves.
Although Lin Mu resisted Lin Yu's overtures, he finally accepted it. After all, he was only a five or six-year-old child, and he wanted friends very much. Moreover, Lin Mu's mother's education made it impossible for him to refuse the friendliness of others.
Although the following days are still difficult, having someone to talk to makes Lin Mu feel much happier, and Lin Yu has become the person he cares about most in the Lin family. This is what Lin Yu wants.
Lin Yu looked at Lin Mu who trusted him more and more, and was secretly happy. Lin Yu didn't tell anyone about his plan, not even his mother. But his mother is a very smart person, and she also knows Lin Yu very well. Therefore, I am not surprised that my mother didn't ask why he suddenly started to treat Lin Mu nicely to Lin Yu.
Although he wants to show that he likes this younger brother very much, Lin Yu never lets go of making him feel bad. He looked at his younger brother amusedly wondering why his classmates were so hostile to him, he watched his father getting more and more disappointed with Lin Mu, he watched him fail in the college entrance examination because of a mistake in his major, and felt sad because he did it on purpose Made him sick... Lin Yu felt that Lin Mu's pain was his greatest happiness.
He won't let him find a suitable job, but he won't really drive him to a dead end, because in that case, his father will definitely not have the heart to let him go back to the Lin family, which is definitely not what he wants. Lin's belongs to him, so how could he be willing to let others take possession of his own things.
Lin Yu looked at the dying woman in front of him. This was his mother, but she no longer had the noble temperament and charming face of her youth. She will have today because she lost, lost to herself. It was a scene where everyone got what they wanted, but in the end she took it seriously, how ridiculous. Doomed to ask for nothing, doomed to exhaustion. Looking at the old woman in front of him, "Mom, you lost, but I won't."
The content of the will made Lin Yu very surprised and angry. He did not expect that his father would give most of his property to Lin Mu, the son who disappointed him so much. Although he now has his own company, and has never put Lin's assets in his eyes. Lin is just a stepping stone to achieve himself, but even if he doesn't care about Lin's property, he is not willing to give up what belongs to him to others, especially this person who has made him hate for so long.
The extreme anger made Lin Yu more calm, and he did not show the slightest dissatisfaction in front of Lin Yuhui. After all, in the eyes of others, his assets are no less than Lin's. He knew that he was extremely angry, and even lost his former reason, so the idea of killing Lin Mu flashed in his mind. And this idea kept growing. He knew that there was a devil living in his heart, and he kept screaming, "Kill Lin Mu, he shouldn't exist! Kill him!"
After Lin Yu pushed Lin Mu back off the cliff, he felt relaxed all over his body. All the resentment and hatred that had been pressing on him for many years disappeared. He returned to his residence, fell asleep comfortably, and slept until noon the next day without a dream. Lin Mu has always been a thorn in his heart, and now the thorn has been pulled out. His whole body relaxed.
Standing on the top floor of the office building, Lin Yu looked at the night scene outside the glass window. At this moment, he felt that he was living alone in this world. In the past few days, he found something wrong with him. He would habitually call Lin Mu every day, because he wanted to play the role of a good brother. Lin Yu used to call and tell Lin Mu to eat, add clothes, and remember to go out to bask in the sun... These have become a habit, a terrible habit that cannot be quit. At the beginning, when he realized what he was doing, he smashed the phone angrily, but this did not stop him from buying anything suitable for Lin Mu, and calling Lin Mu when he saw something delicious. ... and then found that, in fact, that person had been killed by himself.
He now admits that the person he hated for so many years is the only person he treats nicely to him, even...even if he thinks it's acting.
The phone rang.
"dad."
"Ah Yu, come home tomorrow, I have something to talk to you about." Lin Yuhui's voice was full of exhaustion.
"Um."
The other party hung up the phone.
Lin Yu put down the phone and came to the window again. He knew that his father was looking for someone to investigate Lin Mu's disappearance these days, so he didn't care about it anymore.
Lin Yu walked into the study and saw Lin Yuhui sitting with his back to the door. Lin Yu realized that this man was so old.
Lin Yu stopped beside him.
"You're here."
"Um."
Lin Yuhui paused for a long time, "Mumu... can't come back again?"
Lin Mu thought about it for a long time, but in the end, he only answered the father with a trembling voice with a "hmm".
Lin Yuhui let out a long sigh, which seemed to take away all the strength in his body.
"It's all my fault."
Lin Yu didn't make a sound, quietly listening to his father's self-blame.
Lin Yuhui laughed at himself, "I am an unscrupulous person, and I will definitely try my best to get what I want. In my heart, interests are always above everything else. So, for interests, I married your mother .I don’t think I need love. What I enjoy is the great glory brought by success, which is to make others look up to you. But then I regretted my choice.” Lin Yuhui paused and continued, "Mu Mu's mother is a woman from a small city. When I saw her for the first time, I thought she was as holy as a lily. Maybe a person with a dark heart like me is more likely to be attracted by purity. I fell in love immediately Mumu's mother is not a rich girl, but she is very easy to satisfy. She surprised me that there is such a kind and beautiful person in this world. I tried my best to pursue her , the two of us are dating like the most ordinary couple, we eat the most ordinary roadside stalls, there is no luxury, no elegance, no flattery, but we are full of happiness." Lin Yuhui seemed to think of the happy time that was , with a smile on his face all the time. Perhaps thinking of something, the smile on his face disappeared the next moment.
"I didn't tell her that I was married and had a wife and children, but in the end she found out. The day before we were going to register, she left a letter and left. Later I found out that your mother has been looking for someone Check me, I went to her when I knew I was going to marry her. I know your mother is a proud person, he allows me to have a good time outside but can't tolerate me marrying someone else, she thinks it is an insult to her. I have been asking people to help me find her, and finally found her, and I also found out that she is pregnant. However, he is not willing to come back with me, how could she allow herself to be the person who destroys other people's families with such kindness. She does not allow me to Appear in front of her, or she will leave again. I can only leave. I was very happy when the baby was born, and I went to see it secretly. The wrinkled skin is small, and she is not as good-looking as her mother at all, but I like it very much."
"At that time, you couldn't imagine how hard it was for a single mother to raise a child, but I could only watch helplessly, helpless, she was too stubborn, and she didn't even think about letting Lin Mu know that there was a father like me. If It's not her who died of a serious illness soon, she absolutely doesn't want Lin Mu to have anything to do with the Lin family."
"Everything is my fault. I lied to that beautiful and kind woman. In the end, I didn't even keep her beloved child. This is the retribution God gave me. I shouldn't lie to her, I shouldn't expect Let her be such a kind person with me."
"I didn't expect you to kill him. After all, you have always been so kind to him, and you are the only person he cares about, but...hehe" Lin Yuhui smiled desolately, "How did I forget that you are my son, I am so unscrupulous How could you not be the person you are. Mumu is not like me because she has such a kind mother."
"It's because of the will. I stupidly thought that you were as ambitious as me, so naturally you wouldn't like Lin. I know that what you like the most is earned by your own ability. You are capable and courageous , the company he owns is no worse than Lin's, so you don't have to worry about me. But Mu Mu is different, he seems to be living an isolated life, and he doesn't want him to live a hard life, so he wants to leave him enough money for a lifetime. I Wrong again... I misjudged my son!"
Lin Yu has been silent all the time.
"You go, I won't let the police arrest you, after all, I have already lost a son. But you don't come back again. I'm sorry for Mumu and their mother and son, I will spend my whole life paying it back. You go..." Lin Yuhui After saying the last sentence, he closed his eyes, he didn't want to face everything now, but he had to.
Lin Yu walked out of the room and closed the door, without saying anything from the beginning to the end. Walking outside the villa, looking at the sky, he knew he was wrong, but he couldn't do anything except know.
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Lin Yu was lying on the hospital bed, he knew that his life had come to an end. He has never married anyone in his life, has no lover or lover, nor has he found a woman who is good for his unemployment like his father did. He knew that he had done a wrong thing that made him regret his whole life. Everyone had to pay for what he did. He lived for more than seventy years, which was too long, and this might be his punishment. How can it be a blessing to live alone in the world.
He still remembers what he said when his mother was dying, in fact, he lost too.
"Mu Mu, my brother will compensate you in the next life."