The aunt sent two children to school, and Shu Yan and Fang Zeyu were the only ones left in the house.
It seemed that the two of them hadn't sat and chatted for a long time. Shu Yan looked at Fang Zeyu and asked, "Why did that girl come out and apologize?"
Anyway, Shu Yan didn't believe that she would come out and apologize in front of so many people, so much fanfare, it was like acting.
"I have a brother looking for her."
Fang Zeyu was strange at first, but later he found out that Mao Weiping went to Yin Xueqin. As long as she was willing to apologize in front of everyone, the more she repented, the better, she would give her a sum of money. Yin Xueqin, who was already exhausted, agreed. Apologizing soothes the guilt in your heart, and you can get a sum of money, what's wrong.
She really worked hard. She knelt down and cried bitterly. She even pulled her own mother out to accompany her.
As for Yin Xueqin, she took the money from Mao Weiping and took her mother with her, she didn't know where to go. With her appearance and education, I believe that if you find a city or county that is farther away, you can find a good job. I will be able to marry a good family in the future.
Shu Yan nodded, glanced at Fang Zeyu, grabbed a pillow and hugged it, "My family prefers sons to daughters, and I will not read it until the third grade of elementary school. I have been helping my parents with farm work and housework at home. When I was 17 years old , a few people came to my house to propose marriage. Old man Ye’s house in the neighboring village offered the highest betrothal gift, so my parents chose their house. They got married as soon as they met. After two months of marriage, he said he wanted to go out and make a foray. When he left, I found out that I was pregnant. My husband’s family is like son-in-law. After giving birth to Jingjing, I didn’t even give birth. My ex-husband was out of the bakery project and needed a cook, so he thought of me, and then I went to cook for him. After that, I got Tianbao. I was too heavy to cook, so I went back to the country. Later, in order to marry that woman outside, he ignored me for several months, and then he quarreled in various ways. After the law is over, I divorced him."
She felt that there was nothing she could not say about these things. In addition, she also told Fang Zeyu that she had no relationship with her ex-husband, and she was just making up for it.
Fang Zeyu could hear what Shu Yan meant. If he really had feelings, he wouldn't talk about his past like an outsider.
This really surprised Fang Zeyu. In fact, he was not worried that his stepfather would be difficult, but more worried that Shu Yan could not get out of the hurt of the previous marriage.
"You should have heard about me. My father was an educated youth. He went to the countryside to jump in the queue to my mother's village. He couldn't bear the hardship and coaxed my mother to marry him. In 1980, the educated youth returned to the city, and he He also came back, and there is no news. My mother borrowed money to bring me to find him. No accident, he remarried his wife in the city. My mother didn't take me back and left me here. Speaking of being abandoned by his mother, Fang Zeyu's eyes flashed slightly, "I can understand her, I'm a boy, whoever marries my mother has to build me a house and marry a wife. Who would be happy? She can't support me by herself. , it's better to throw me in Nancheng, anyway, I won't starve to death, and having an urban hukou is better than having no way out in the countryside."
Shu Yan listened to him silently, unable to imagine the feeling of being abandoned by her mother at a young age.
"I went back to see her when I grew up." Fang Zeyu turned his head and smiled at Shu Yan, "Married to a neighbor's widower, the daughter-in-law was obstructed, and the child was gone, so she didn't need to be a stepmother. After she got married, she gave birth to two children. My son, the older one is a year younger than me, tall and tall, I heard that the grades are good, the younger one is naughty and unwilling to go to school, he was sent to study woodworking by his father after graduating from junior high school, and they are all good.”
Hearing Fang Zeyu say that his brother-in-law is one year younger than him, Shu Yan was suddenly very sad.
"I have never regretted being that little girl, but... I regret that I didn't see my grandparents for the last time." Speaking of grandparents, Fang Zeyu's eyes were red and the corners of his eyes were moist, "If it wasn't for worrying about me, grandparents They didn't die so early, they were so healthy."
"It's all over." Shu Yan thought of her parents, how sad her parents were when they knew she was dead.
"It's over." He sent those people in one by one.
The two sat quietly for a long time, and their mood returned to calm.
Talking to each other about their past, I feel a step closer to each other.
Shu Yan leaned lazily on the sofa, clutching the corner of the pillow, "What are your plans for the future?"
"I originally planned to take good care of my grandma next door after I avenged my revenge. After a hundred years from my grandma, I will find a place with green mountains and green waters to live a normal life and be alone." Fang Zeyu stared at Shu Yan and said seriously, "The plan can't keep up with the changes. I met someone who made my heart move. Now I want to marry her and go home and live the life she wants."
Being stared at by him like this, Shu Yan's ears turned red.
"It's not easy for you to marry her as a wife." Glancing at him, when did you learn to speak love
"I will overcome all difficulties. As long as she is willing to be with me." Fang Zeyu kept staring at Shu Yan.
Shu Yan pursed her lips, raised her eyes and stared at Fang Zeyu, "Are you really mentally prepared? I believe that everyone around you has given you advice. It's not easy to be a stepfather."
Fang Zeyu sat up straight and said firmly: "I know that you have children since I met you. I don't think this is a problem. I treat the children with my heart, and they can always feel it. When they grow up, If you want, we can travel all over the great mountains and rivers of the motherland together, and if you can walk, just go Take a look abroad, and we'll come back when we can't move anymore."
Shu Yan's heart was beating violently, this was her dream in her previous life. She hopes to retire at the age of 60, and then have a loved one who can accompany her to travel around the world. When she is old and can't walk, she will return to her hometown.
"Don't you want to have children of your own?" His plans seemed to have no children of his own.
To be honest, Shu Yan wants to have one child by herself, one is enough, but she is a little worried that after she has a child, she will focus on the small and ignore the two big ones, which is a difficult degree to grasp. Not having children is unrealistic. Since he is planning to remarry and the other party is the first marriage, it is too unfair for Zeyu not to have children.
It is a lie to say that he doesn't want his own children. Fang Zeyu was abandoned by his father when he was a child, and later abandoned by his mother. If it wasn't for his grandparents, he might have starved to death. He used to think that if he had children in the future, he would definitely take on the responsibility of being a father, protect her and take care of her. But it doesn't matter now, Jingjing and Tianbao are also very good, he will treat them as his own children.
"It doesn't matter. It's the same with Jingjing and Tianbao." Fang Zeyu said this sincerely.
Shu Yan raised her eyebrows, saying that it was okay, not that she didn't want to.
"If, I mean, if I get married again, I hope to get the consent of Jingjing and Tianbao to have a child."
Fang Zeyu looked at Shu Yan for a moment, which meant that she had not been ligated yet. If Jingjing and Tianbao agreed, would she be willing to have another one
"I have talked to Jingjing and Tianbao about remarriage. Tianbao may be young, so he doesn't care, and he still hopes to have a new father. Jingjing is older and knows more, so I can't say anything against it. But she is very insecure, afraid that I won't want her if I remarry, so you have to be more careful with her." After Shu Yan finished speaking, she didn't get a response from Fang Zeyu, and turned her head to look at him, "Is there a problem?"
Fang Zeyu stared blankly at Shu Yan. After a long time, he stammered, "You... you agree... agree with me... "
"We're not too young, we've gone through so many things, and it's not interesting to play with you, it's not easy to meet someone you like, why not be more magnanimous and brave?" Shu Yan also talked about a few romances , At the age of 30, what I want more is a solid arm and a warm harbor.
"I'm not as brave as you." In terms of emotions, Fang Zeyu felt that he was really not as brave as Shu Yan.
If Shu Yan didn't speak up today, he might still rack his brains to think about how to chase, instead of standing in front of Shu Yan and making a generous confession.
She has already taken the first step, and it makes no sense for him to be a man.
"Shu Yan, I like you, can you be my girlfriend?"
Shu Yan put down the pillow, got up and walked upstairs, "It's almost summer vacation, think about where to take the children to play."
At this moment, Fang Zeyu's heart was as bright as fireworks.
When I get up and go back, I can't even walk.