It was already ten o'clock when Yu Baizhou came home, Fu Xia only thought that he was staying at He Yan's house, so he didn't ask too many questions, and only told him to go to bed quickly.
Yu Baizhou hummed and went back to the bedroom, closed the door, and there happened to be a message on the phone, it was a voice message.
He Yan: "Are you home?"
He Yan seemed to have calculated the time.
Yu Baizhou turned down the volume and played the voice again, then lay down on the bed and buried his face in the pillow.
Before, Yu Baizhou always thought that he was influenced by his two fathers. Until now, he had to admit that he seemed to really like men, and... just like what 008 said, he seemed to really have a little affection for He Yan. Good impression.
Even though he wasn't sure how much that good feeling was, it could be explained that he didn't reject He Yan's touch.
When Ruan Ya came to pull his arm, he would feel uncomfortable, but if it was He Yan, he would only feel the strength of that hand, and even his heart beat faster because of it.
008 reminded him at the right time: "Why don't you send me a message first?"
Yu Baizhou came to his senses and hurriedly typed to tell He Yan that he had arrived home.
But after he finished typing a long string, his hand paused on the send button, and then he asked 008: "Xiao Ling, you said he only said four words, would it be too reserved for me to reply a long string? "
008: "..."
008: "What is restraint? Can it be eaten?"
Yu Baizhou confirmed: "Then I'll send it like this?"
008: "Besides, you both kissed, so why do you care if he is reserved?"
Hearing this, Yu Baizhou's face turned red, and 008's words brought back his memory to more than half an hour ago.
In the alley past the gate of Xingyin, he thought that after He Yan said something, he planned to break up with him, but he didn't expect He Yan to speak again, but said that he wanted to chase him again.
The misunderstanding between the two began with that love letter, but now, there is no misunderstanding, just pure pursuit.
He Yan kissed his eyes, and the movement of pressing his lips up was very light, even the fingertips touching his cheek were very light. At that moment, Yu Baizhou didn't expect it. He felt as if he was drowning in the water and wanted to suffocate, but he was protected by others The feeling of living, but the heartbeat is fast.
He seems to like this feeling.
As Yu Baizhou recalled, his face turned red again. When he came back to his senses, he patted his face and deleted the long string of words just now. The last reply was - "Just arrived."
Yu Baizhou finally decided to be more reserved.
Since He Yan said he wanted to chase him, he still had to give He Yan some room for pursuit. More importantly, he attaches great importance to talking about feelings. If the two really get together in the future, He Yan will be his first love. The two may have to face many problems in the future, so he wants to Take more time to make sure that He Yan's liking for him is not just a passing interest. At the same time, he also needs some time to recognize his feelings for He Yan, so that he won't let him down.
Yu Baizhou went to wash up after returning home, and when he came back, He Yan said good night, and he also said good night, and then went to sleep happily.
Two weeks passed like a rocket, whoosh.
On the weekend again, Yu Baizhou slept until nine o'clock.
The weather in December could no longer wear short-sleeved shorts. When Yu Baizhou came out wrapped in thick pajamas and stretched out, before he could fully open his eyes, he was knocked down by a golden mass on the ground.
Yu Baizhou opened his eyes suddenly, and when he saw the grinning dog face sticking out his tongue towards him, he was so frightened that he almost cried out.
A few minutes later, Yu Baizhou was sitting on the ground, holding the golden retriever in his arms, and while giving him the back, he heard Fu Xia say: "The old man can't stand the winter here, and he went to a warm place for vacation. Before leaving, put the steamed buns Sent here, let us take care of it for two months."
The old man of the Yu family is notoriously self-willed. Even if his family has a big business, he still leaves as soon as he says, especially when he is getting older, everything in his life is mainly about leisure and health preservation.
Mantou is the old man's favorite pet for eight years. He brought it back when he was very young, and now he has jumped as high as an adult, and the old man has put a lot of effort into it.
Fu Xia looked at the person and the dog sitting on the ground, and said with a smile: "I remember that Mantou didn't like to be hugged by you before, but now he is very clingy to you."
Yu Baizhou raised his eyes and smiled, and deliberately nonsense: "Maybe it only saw my appearance before, but now it sees my soul through the appearance."
Fu Xia smiled and shook her head.
Mantou seemed to be able to understand, sticking out his tongue and slobbered Yu Baizhou's face again.
After eating breakfast, Yu Baizhou told Fu Xia, changed into his equipment and went for a run with steamed buns.
Tired of running around in the yard, this time Yu Baizhou took the steamed buns and went outside.
The outside side is full of villas, and there is a good distance between the buildings, so the road is very quiet, and occasionally cars are far away.
Yu Baizhou ran for a while with the steamed buns when he ran into Li Bei. Li Bei's family was also in the villa area, and the two families were not too far apart.
Looking at the equipment on Li Bei's body, he also came out for a run.
Seeing the steamed bun Yu Baizhou was holding, Li Bei squatted down and rubbed the steamed bun's head in a good mood, then raised his head and asked Yu Baizhou, "When did the steamed bun come?"
"The old man sent someone over this morning."
Whenever the old man had something to go out, he would send steamed buns to Yu Chen's house, because he often stayed with Yu Baizhou, so after a long time, Li Bei and steamed buns became acquainted.
"Mantou has been gone for so long, but he is still so handsome."
Mantou seemed to be happy too, he let out a breath, and in response, he licked Li Bei a few times unceremoniously.
The two were walking on the road together, and the sun was hanging gently in the sky, adding some warmth to the vegetation at a glance.
Yu Baizhou saw that Li Bei would take out his phone to look at it every once in a while, and asked curiously, "Why are you staring at your phone all the time?"
Yu Baizhou thought of something, and asked a little gossip: "Could it be talking about a girlfriend?"
Boys check their phones so frequently, usually to wait for text messages from their girlfriends.
Li Bei was stunned for a moment, and then explained: "It's not really a girlfriend, it's just a stage of chatting first."
During this period of time, Li Bei realized that something was wrong with him.
He always thought of what happened when he was drunk with Yu Baizhou before.
That time, after getting drunk with Yu Baizhou, he looked at him with blurred eyes, as if he was serious, but also as if he was joking, and said to him: "Shall we try together?"
Two men together, this is completely beyond Li Bei's psychological ability to accept.
He didn't reject it, because there were such examples around him, Fu Xia and Yu Chen, but at that time he couldn't accept himself as the party involved psychologically.
At that time, he didn't know how to reject Yu Baizhou. He thought about it all night and didn't fall asleep, but he didn't expect that Yu Baizhou drank and forgot everything that happened that night. people's embarrassment. So he took advantage of the opportunity to hide what happened that night, as if nothing had happened.
But Li Bei seemed to have miscalculated, he thought that as long as he lived like this, his life would return to peace, but what he didn't expect was that Yu Baizhou came out, but he seemed to be trapped again——
Seeing Yu Baizhou and He Yan together, he would have the illusion that something that originally belonged to him was taken away by someone. This feeling made him uncomfortable, so he deliberately confronted He Yan.
Li Bei had only been in love with girls before, and never liked boys, so he couldn't tell whether he was possessive or liking Yu Baizhou for a while.
If you can choose…
Li Bei thought about it many times, each time he chose differently, but for the last time, he chose possessiveness.
This society is not very tolerant of love between men. Even if he is timid, he does not want to leave his comfort zone to set foot in this unknown field.
He still wants to get back on track.
And just a few days ago, when the timing was right, he chatted with the girl who took the initiative to chase him this time.
Yu Baizhou didn't know Li Bei's complicated thoughts going around, he only regarded Li Bei as a good brother, but now that his brother had an affair, his gossip soul was about to burn, and his shoulder was touched. Looking at Li Bei, "Who is the other party? Which class? What does it look like? Tall, short, fat, thin?"
Li Bei held down Yu Baizhou's head, which was eager to move over, and put the phone in his pocket, "Okay, I don't know if I tell you."
"Show me." Yu Baizhou persisted.
Li Bei's attitude is very firm.
Yu Baizhou curled his lips and had no choice but to retract his head.
Li Bei asked smoothly, "What about you?"
Yu Baizhou asked back: "What about me?"
"Pretend to be confused?" Li Bei said, "Don't tell me that you are very peaceful now and have no one to talk to."
Who are you talking about
Yu Baizhou thought of He Yan, although he wasn't the one to talk about...
He said with some embarrassment: "There is no one talking, but there is someone who is chasing me."
Li Bei wasn't surprised by this at first, because Yu Baizhou's popularity in school is obvious to all, but this time, Yu Baizhou's reaction still surprised him.
No matter how ambiguous Yu Baizhou was with others before, it was just a playful attitude, but now, it seems that Yu Baizhou should have the same meaning for the person who pursues him.
Thinking of Yu Baizhou's drunkenness that night, he couldn't help but hesitate.
Is that man a man or a woman
Li Bei asked tentatively, "Which class is that person from?"
Yu Baizhou pursed his lips and said, "You don't even tell me which class of girls you're chatting with, and I don't tell you which girls are chasing me!"
Li Bei caught the key word: "Girl?"
Yu Baizhou looked at him suspiciously, "What are you thinking? Of course it's a girl."
Li Bei was taken aback for a moment, then laughed.
Knowing that Yu Baizhou still likes girls, he immediately relaxed a lot.
He doesn't want to set foot in that unknown and difficult field, and likewise, if possible, he doesn't want Yu Baizhou to set foot.
Yu Baizhou also smiled at Li Bei, and apologized to Li Bei in his heart.
It wasn't a girl chasing him at all, but a boy. He was just afraid that Li Bei wouldn't be able to accept it, so he didn't dare to come out to him yet.
After all, even he himself was taken aback when he realized his sexuality, let alone Li Bei who often stayed with him and slept with the original owner in the same bed when he was still in junior high school.
The two ran for a while with Mantou, and when they were about the same and turned back, Yu Baizhou thought of something, took out his mobile phone and squatted next to Mantou, and took a selfie with Mantou in his arms.
Yu Baizhou has just finished exercising, and there is still some obvious blush on his cheeks. His facial features are delicate and yet youthful. Coupled with the messy hair on the top of his head, he looks handsome and cute.
Li Bei looked at Yu Baizhou from the side, and the corner of his mouth couldn't help but bend.
But after a few seconds, the smile faded away.
He suddenly remembered that according to He Yan's previous actions, no matter how he looked at it, he seemed to be interested in Yu Baizhou.
Li Bei thought to himself, since Yu Baizhou still likes girls, he must not let He Yan lead him astray.
Li Bei silently raised some guard against He Yan in his heart.
Yu Baizhou took a good photo and sent it to Moments with a sentence.
Yuyuyu: "Get up early and run in the morning, the steamed buns are super cute!"
Then there are pictures.
After Yu Baizhou finished posting, he couldn't wait to urge Li Bei: "Hurry up, go and like me."
Li Bei followed him: "Wait."
Li Bei picked up his phone and clicked into Moments, only to find that someone had already liked it, and there were comments below.
He Yan: "The steamed bun is cute, and you are even cuter."
Li Bei, who hadn't liked it yet with his mobile phone: "..."