181 one eighty one
Chapter one hundred and eighty one:
In the special forces unit, everyone is excellent and works hard. Yan Ling feels a sense of urgency here. He has always been used to putting himself at the top, so he began to train more diligently, but this time, he failed to create a large distance from everyone. He is still the best, but he may be surpassed at any time.
Yan Ling started to perform missions with other teammates. Although he was high-minded and poisonous, he was the person who gave everyone the most sense of security besides the captain. So everyone tolerated his beauty, respected his character, and even laughed and quarreled with him. Yan Ling felt comfortable in this place for a long time, so he didn't mention the matter of leaving again, but he gradually forgot his doubts about whether he should join the army or not.
When the weather turned cold, Yan Ling received a mission. This time the mission was different from the previous small fights. This time, there were arms dealers smuggling across the border. In the team this time, Yan Ling almost witnessed the death of his teammate. He rescued his teammate, killed the arms dealer, and returned to his other teammates in a panic at the bottom of his heart.
He slept for a day, and thought for another day. He looked back on his journey, and finally saw clearly the wind and rain along the way.
Before joining the army, although he also felt that everyone took him for granted and felt that he was out of place with others, but because he was in an open external environment, he did not need the attention and approval of others, because He will always have the concern and recognition from his parents, and the affirmation and praise from his teachers. Therefore, his living self is peaceful.
However, in the relatively closed environment of the army, he would have a psychological gap if he sealed himself here at once. After comparing with Ma Jun, he felt out of balance. @无限好文, all in
Later, when he joined the Special Forces, because everyone was of the same level, they didn't take special care of someone, so they were treated equally, and there was no gap. His mentality was out of balance and he gradually adjusted.
At this time, Yan Ling realized how difficult it is to hope that people who are weaker than you understand that you care about you and even affirm you. Because they may not understand at all, you are already so powerful, why do you still need their affirmation? But humans are social animals, and living in groups requires the attention and affirmation of others. Therefore, only those who are as strong as you will understand you, affirm you, and work with you towards new goals.
He was finally relieved at this moment, let go of his concern for Ma Jun and the monitor at that time, and turned the sigh that had been pent up in his heart into a sigh.
It was also at this moment that Yan Ling finally found the meaning of coming here, and decided that she would continue to stay here in the future. He thought, compared to the step-by-step work outside, he still likes the excitement of force competition and mission execution. He enjoys every victory and is also happy for the success of every mission. He has been in the army for such a long time, and he has felt the difficulties of these soldiers, and he also knows that there are always some things that need someone to do it, and some capable people need to do it.
He has never been a calm person, he is used to being at the top and accepting the envious eyes of others, so what he wants is never ordinary. Yan Ling felt that if possible, at least after his death, someone could remember his name; if not, at least his death would be meaningful. Life is easy for him, so he wants something more valuable. He wants the time he is alive to make a qualitative change for some people, even if they don't know it, but as long as he knows Will suffice.
In the last scene of the play, Yanling opened the curtains of the dormitory, and the sun shone on his face, and he finally smiled happily. And downstairs, his teammates called him, "Yan Ling, wake up, wake up, the flowers you raised are all blooming."
Yan Qingchi and Jiang Mochen watched the drama with inexplicable emotions in their hearts.
Probably because of the same surname as Yanling, Yan Qingchi could even substitute himself into him by looking at him, feeling his mood changes in different situations, and feeling his loneliness and confusion.
Jiang Mochen was a little surprised, "It's not that military movies don't have such strong characters as the protagonists, but more of them focus on the plot and conflicts, and these strong people will not have the psychological changes of Yan Ling. To be honest, this is the first time I have seen this kind of protagonist. Normally, ordinary people are more likely to be confused. We are also ordinary people, so it is easier to understand, but I forgot that the strong also have their own pain. It’s just that if he doesn’t tell, no one will find out.”
"I think this may be intentional by the screenwriter." Yan Qingchi looked at him, "The audience of this drama is ordinary audiences, but Yan Ling's identity is not ordinary people, he is almost a genius, It will make people feel a sense of distance. That's why the screenwriter added a series of psychological changes to him, don't you think, the problems he faces are actually the problems that modern young people are most likely to encounter." @无限好文,all in
"Yan Ling joined the army because of her father, just like the current students who applied for their major because of their parents' preferences, but they themselves don't know if they are really suitable for this major? Yan Ling's thinking in the army, I don't know Is it right or wrong to enter the army by myself, like today’s young people can’t find the meaning of their life and work, and they keep asking themselves, should I really do this job? Why should I choose this career? Jun’s gap is something we often have in our lives. Until the end, Yanling found the meaning of joining the army and decided to stay in the army. He finally showed a sincere smile. This is the best ending, for Yanling Yes, to everyone."
"So are you going to pick it up?" Jiang Mochen asked him.
Yan Qingchi smiled, "I haven't acted in this kind of role yet, to be honest, if I could, I would also like to be a genius, but I don't want myself to have so many changes in his mental journey, I still keep my character, make yourself happy."
Jiang Mochen smiled, "Although you are not a genius, you are already very good, okay?"
"People always hope that they can be better, just like who would think that they have too much money."
Jiang Mochen chuckled, "Yes, anyway, the truth of the whole world shares your surname."
Yan Qingchi felt that he hadn't heard this sentence for a long time, and he still missed it a little bit.
The two quickly settled down and decided to take on the show. Yan Qingchi called Li Bozhong, and Li Bozhong said embarrassingly on the other end of the phone, "It's possible that the salary will not be very high."
"It doesn't matter," Yan Qingchi said, "Anyway, I'm not short of this money."
Li Bozhong was very happy, and told him a time and place for him to come over to fix the makeup and see the effect.
At the same time, the broadcast of "Best Partner" has also entered a climax, except for the most concerned Yan Qingchi and Jiang Mochen, whose popularity has soared all the way. Mo Xiaoxiao and Zhang Ningwei, a pair of good girlfriends who are beyond the audience's expectations, don't tear each other, support and encourage each other, because Midea satisfies the imagination of women in front of the TV about girlfriends, they have become the second most popular combination. Some people even sighed, "It's not easy to finally meet a pair of girlfriends who don't fight each other."
Li Mo also made her debut with this variety show. The combination of her and Li Bozhong made many people see herself and her father, which triggered many topics. And her undisguised fan girl status has brought her closer to netizens, and she has been called a "model of the star chasing world" by everyone.
Compared with Yan Qingchi and Jiang Mochen, the male combination of Yang Xinhe and Yu Haoyuan looks a bit bleak, but they are still young and have many opportunities in the future.
Although the program team has helped Fei Jingyu cut many unfavorable scenes, Fei Jingyu has not become popular. The main reason is that Jiang Mochen and Yan Qingchi are too popular, almost covering everyone. The secondary reason is that netizens do not I don't like his attitude towards Yue Ziming. Those who watch the show and are keen to speak up are mainly women. What girls want is a boyfriend who understands how they love themselves, not a boyfriend who needs to be accommodated every day.
The combination of Fei Jingyu and Yue Ziming's couple group should sell a sweet girl's heart, but Fei Jingyu didn't show it. He wanted to be popular so much, so he only thought about expressing himself, completely forgetting that he still had a girlfriend. In contrast, netizens even said, "Those who know know that they are a couple, but those who don't know probably think they are just friends. This group is not as sweet as Jiang Mochen and Yan Qingchi next door. Did the program group reverse the tag? gone?"
Like him, there is Yu Xiaoyu who has not become popular. Yu Xiaoyu is a growth-oriented character design, and it is true that because of the huge changes in the later and early stages, she has succeeded in some people's hearts, but there are still some people who do not buy her account. . But of course this is not the point, the point is that Yu Xiaoyu and Wei Zhihang created a sense of disintegration for the group at the beginning of the show, and Yu Xiaoyu is a newcomer, Wei Zhihang has a certain reputation, but is not popular, so many people simply skip them , went to see someone else.
With such a result, some people are happy and some are worried, some people try to publish long speeches on Weibo to clean up their own crimes, and some people start to increase the investment of trolls to guide the trend of the forum. But these have nothing to do with Jiang Mochen and Yan Qingchi, because they have already achieved the desired effect, everyone already knows that they have a good relationship, and the cp ranking is also firmly ranked first.
Under such circumstances, Yan Qingchi went to make up and auditioned for Yan Ling.
The director and screenwriter were very satisfied after seeing his makeup photos. The director said in advance, "The filming of this film will be very difficult. It will be filmed in the army, and it will be closed shooting."
Yan Qingchi nodded, "Yes."
"It may take longer."
"I know."
"I've seen your drama and some other shows, and your acting skills are not bad, your skills are very good, have you practiced before?" @无限好文，全在
"Practice a little."
The director nodded, "Okay then, go back and rest first, and see you in October."
"Thank you director."
The director said in Mandarin with dialect, "You're welcome, you're welcome, Bo Zhong has a good eye, you are very attached to this character, if you haven't seen Xiao Liu's eyes, your eyes will be glued to you."
Xiao Liu is the screenwriter of this play. Hearing this, he glanced at Kang Sheng helplessly, and said to Yan Qingchi with a smile, "See you in October."
As a screenwriter, he has written many protagonists, but this is the first time he has written a protagonist like Yan Ling. Unlike the protagonists in traditional dramas who are close to ordinary people and have many common character charms, Yan Ling has advantages and obvious disadvantages. This is his challenge and a change to cater to the current market. Xiao Liu doesn't think it is a wronged thing to cater to the market. The era of Gao Guangweizheng has long passed. Today's young people like more distinctive and lively characters, and Yan Ling is undoubtedly such a character. He hopes that Yan Ling can inject new vitality into the military theme, so that more people can see how difficult it is behind every soldier; understand that even geniuses have their own fragility.
As for Yan Qingchi, judging from the image alone, it looks like Yan Ling walked in front of him from the play. Xiao Liu was very surprised, so he couldn't help but take a few more glances.