184 one eighty four
Chapter one hundred and eighty four:
In March, Jiang Mochen's previous film "Flowers and Dreams" was officially released in China. Because this film won an award at an international film festival, it has a good reputation, and the pre-sales have been rising all the way.
As the leading actor, Jiang Mochen naturally had to go on a road show for publicity, but he left Yan Qingchi a movie ticket for the premiere, and the two of them watched the premiere together in the cinema.
"Moving Flowers and Connecting Dreams" tells the story of Lin Yunhui, who is a teacher, wakes up and prepares to go to work as usual, but his wife asks him at the dinner table how the design is going. Lin Yunhui said that he is a teacher, how can he draw design drawings, but his wife said that he is obviously a designer. Lin Yunhui felt that his wife was joking with him, so he didn't take it seriously, and left home to go to school, but there was no teacher like him in the school. Instead, his boss called him to ask why he didn't come to work today, and why the design draft was still there. Do not pay
Lin Yunhui felt surprised, he didn't understand, he was obviously a teacher, why did everyone say he was a designer? He searched for clues in his doubts, and finally discovered the truth that shocked him.
This movie has many climaxes and wonderful reversals. Under the interpretation of Jiang Mochen, Lin Yunhui vividly presents a pitiful and sad image who refuses to admit defeat. The audience can't help but follow his emotional changes in the story. The change, finally turned into a sigh.
Yan Qingchi felt emotional for a long time after watching it, feeling that life is like a dream, and dreams are like life, true or false, false or true.
While he was sighing for Jiang Mochen, there was good news from "Wulin in the Mist" over there. "Wulin in the Mist" was successfully nominated for the Jinyan Film Festival.
After the news of the official announcement was released, the oats exploded, and they reposted the lottery on Weibo, praying for good luck for "Wulin in the Mist". Yan Qingchi was also a little surprised. Although he made this film to compete for awards, he was really shortlisted just like that, so he couldn't help but feel a little stunned.
He looked at Jiang Mochen, "Why do I feel that this time it's not so real?"
Jiang Mochen hugged him in his arms with a smile, "It's normal, when I was nominated for the best actor for the first time, I didn't think it was real, just a few more times will be fine."
Yan Qingchi leaned into his arms, but still couldn't believe it.
His excitement arrived a full day later than everyone else's. On the second day, Yan Qingchi got up earlier than usual. After running on the treadmill for a long time, he stopped and sat on the ground, feeling his heart beating faster. . He couldn't tell whether it was the quickening of his heartbeat after exercising or the joy of being shortlisted, or maybe something else. However, when he realized so clearly that he was only one step away from his goal, he couldn't help himself. I can't help but have some emotions similar to the feeling of being close to home.
For the first time, Yan Qingchi began to worry seriously, what if he didn't win this time? If they don't win the award, then their relationship will be made public, so do they still need to delay
Yan Qingchi sat quietly on the ground and thought for a while, then went back to his room and took a shower. Jiang Mochen was woken up by him, looked at his watch, and it was time for him to get up. As soon as he sat up, Yan Qingchi walked up to him and sat down.
"Good morning." Yan Qingchi kissed his eyebrows. @无限好文, all in
Jiang Mochen smiled, kissed him too, and asked him, "Why did I wake up so early today, and I can't even hug you."
He knew that Yan Qingchi got up, and around five or six o'clock, he hugged Yan Qingchi and wanted him to sleep longer, but Yan Qingchi didn't agree to him like before, but just kissed him and let him sleep. Keep sleeping.
Jiang Mochen habitually accommodated him, so he obediently let go, and fell asleep again under the trend of sleepiness.
Yan Qingchi looked at him. When Jiang Mochen just woke up, he always had the feeling of a big lazy dog. He looked very close and wanted to be close, so he leaned forward and hugged him. He whispered softly in his ear, "Then I'll let you hug me now."
"Am I arguing with you about this?" Jiang Mochen said, also hugged him, and asked him, "Is it because of being shortlisted?"
Yan Qingchi nodded, looked at Jiang Mochen, and said frankly, "I'm actually a little panicked."
"Panic?"
"Yes, I'm a little worried. I was shortlisted, but I didn't get any results." He looked at Jiang Mochen, "When I played Meng Luo, I just entered the entertainment circle. At that time, I just wanted to make money, so for Meng Luo, Did I put my heart into it? I did, but only with my heart. Including his nomination, I was in a very sudden state of ignorance, that feeling, like a pie fell from the sky, so beautiful It’s not true. So even though I wanted to win an award, but I didn’t get it, I don’t feel too sad.”
"However, this film is different. From the very beginning, I aimed to win prizes for this film. It was indeed shortlisted for the main competition unit, but the higher the score, the harder the fall. I am afraid that this film will fail. I am afraid that I will sit on the chair again, but I can only applaud others. Of course I know that I have been very lucky this way. Even if I fail this time, I still have a lot to come. However, the loss of success and the desire to win , but it made me unable to calmly face the possible failure this time. So I thought a lot in the morning," he looked at Jiang Mochen, "I decided, no matter whether I won the award this time, this film Whether we won an award or not, we will make it public this year."
Jiang Mochen didn't expect him to make such a big decision, "Have you thought about it?"
Yan Qingchi nodded, "People's efforts can determine the direction of some things. This is the so-called relying on one's own strength to turn things around. However, there are other parts that are determined by God and are not controlled by human will, such as luck. Take Awards, in fact, also depends on luck. If I don’t win the award for the rest of my life, will we not make it public? Since it is always going to be made public, and the groundwork has been done last year, this year’s situation is so good, why not just choose this year, Taking advantage of enough CP fans, it will be easier for others to accept it and directly disclose it.”
Jiang Mochen smiled and held him in his arms and patted him on the shoulder, "You are just too nervous, so you put too much pressure on yourself. In fact, you don't have to be so nervous. Although I want to make it public, I'm not in such a hurry , between us, there is not such a difference of one or two years."
He looked down at Yan Qingchi, and coaxed softly, "You are a very good person, and you are also very talented in acting. Even if you didn't win the award at the Jinyan Film Festival this time, there are other film festivals, as well as domestic film festivals. The Golden Osmanthus Award. Even if we take 10,000 steps back and this one does not win the award, then the next one, and the next one, will win the award. The groundwork that has been done will not be withdrawn, nor will it be changed. Our The relationship between them is very good, this is something everyone already knows, so it doesn’t have to be this year or next year.”
Yan Qingchi looked up at him, Jiang Mochen's eyes were tender, and he said, "If I want to make it public, then everyone would know about it by now. If you don't have the strength to compete for awards, popularity is your ceiling, then I will also It will be made public a long time ago. But once you are capable and ambitious, publicity will become a kind of bondage to you. People will not see your efforts and progress, and will only imprint my mark on you. And After that, if you win an award, they will only attribute the credit to me, which is unfair to you."
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"Let's do this," Jiang Mochen stretched out a hand, "Let's make an agreement, if you don't win the award this time, then I'll wait for you for five years. If you win any of the awards on the Internet, we will make it public. I don’t believe that the person I’m optimistic about won’t get any awards within five years.”
"Then what if I really didn't get it?" Yan Qingchi asked him. @无限好文, all in
"No." Jiang Mochen said warmly, "You are Yan Qingchi, there is nothing in this world that you can't do."
Looking at him, Yan Qingchi was moved. His panic and feeling of closeness to his hometown not only stemmed from his own gains and losses, but also came from whether they won the award this time, which directly affected whether their feelings could be made public. He watched Jiang Mochen pave the way for their relationship, and felt that he wanted to declare their relationship in front of everyone, and he wanted to satisfy him, but worried that he would not be able to satisfy him.
If the award can be won by perseverance and hard work, then even if he is asked to walk the countless stairs alone, he will keep walking, because he knows that as long as he walks, he can get what he wants. I want it. But things like winning awards are not something that can be solved by man, that's why Yan Qingchi felt flustered.
He has never been afraid of any challenge, but he has always known that he cannot win God's will. Under this kind of self-imposed pressure, he is rare and weak.
Yan Qingchi didn't give Jiang Mochen a high five, but hugged him. Jiang Mochen patted him on the back and asked him, "Did I put too much pressure on you?"
Yan Qingchi shook his head, "It's not you, it's me."
"You are already great, as a lover, you are a very good lover; as a father, Qiqi and Yanyan like you very much; as a son, you are very filial to your parents and mine; as an idol, Your achievements along the way are the greatest pride of fans. You are already great, not to mention, you are still a painter who is loved by children and adults. You are the most powerful person among so many people I have met. If you are under pressure again, what can we do?"
Yan Qingchi laughed lightly when he heard the words, he looked at Jiang Mochen, "Why are you so good at talking?"
"Of course it's because I like you."
Yan Qingchi looked at him with a smile, then leaned forward and started kissing him.
Jiang Mochen was a little surprised, it was the first time Yan Qingchi was willing to kiss himself after waking up early, he tactfully did not mention this matter, and kissed him back cooperatively.
After Yan Qingchi kissed him, he became the Yan Qingchi who was confident in everything again, and he said, "I won't make that promise with you, because I will definitely win the prize this time, even if I don't win it myself , my movie will also get it. I believe it."
"Okay," Jiang Mochen looked at him, "I believe it too."
Yan Qingchi couldn't help but kissed him again, "Why do you believe in everything?"
Jiang Mochen hugged him and coaxed: "It's not that I believe in everything, but I believe in you. I believe in you, so I believe everything you say."
Yan Qingchi smiled, "You look like this, I'm afraid I will like you more and more."
"That's not what I want." Jiang Mochen lowered his head close to his forehead, "What I want is that you like me more and more, and you can't leave me forever."
"It's a long life, and I'm only in my twenties."
"So we've got a long way to go."
Yan Qingchi looked at him and nodded, "Then you have to behave well."
"As you order, Mrs. Jiang." Jiang Mochen said with a smile.