Nangong Lengyu sat back on the bed, his head lowered, his eyes were empty and blurred, his face was as gray as paper, and he didn't know what he was thinking or looking at.
Wen Ruoshui walked over, put the dinner plate on the table beside the bed, and then called her warmly: "Yu'er."
Nangong Lengyu slowly raised his head and looked at her in a daze, his voice hoarse: "Shui Shui, why are you here."
Wen Ruoshui was so distressed that she didn't know what to do. She was like this. Why didn't she come over and see her? He sat on the edge of the bed and hugged her gently: "If you are sad, just cry!"
A Mo said that since the baby left until now, she has not eaten, drank, cried, or said anything, just like a walking zombie.
"Tell me, where has she gone?" Nangong Lengyu seemed to be muttering to himself, and seemed to be asking her: "It's raining outside, will she be cold?"
Listening to her words, Wen Ruoshui's eyes were sore and his throat felt uncomfortable: "No, she went to heaven to become a little angel. If you keep doing this, she will feel sad and distressed."
How could things become like this? How could a good baby suddenly disappear!
The last time she came here, she accompanied Yu'er for a prenatal check-up. The baby was healthy and lively, and he often did Tai Chi in her belly.
At that time, they also said that when the baby was born, he would be a lively and active little cutie, and they even bought clothes and shoes for the baby together.
Just thinking about it now, she feels that she dare not accept this fact, let alone Yu'er, a mother!
"Shui Shui." Nangong Lengyu hugged her, her low, suppressed cry filled with extreme pain. She didn't want to believe that her little angel had left her and was no longer here.
As long as she doesn't admit it, she will still be there.
She couldn't feel anything, couldn't feel her heartbeat, couldn't feel her stretching her hands and feet in her belly, how could she be willing to leave her like this.
"Cry, just cry." Wen Ruoshui patted her back gently.
It was time for her to recognize the reality and accept it. She couldn't go on like this forever. She had to continue living even though the baby was gone.
Nangong Lengyu didn't know how long she cried. She gradually stopped crying and touched her belly: "Shui Shui, she's gone. She doesn't want me anymore. She must be complaining that I said I didn't want her at that time."
When she was just pregnant with her, when she had an angry talk with Huo Ci, she said she didn't want her. She also went to the hospital and entered the operating room. She must have hated her and blamed her, so she would punish her in this way. .
"No." Wen Ruoshui's voice was hoarse, and he comforted her in a gentle voice: "How could it be? It's not too late for her to love you, and she won't blame you. Don't think too much. The baby loves you very much, and she also knows that you love her."
It turned out that she thought so, it turned out that her heart was so knotted, how could she think so!
"Shui Shui, it's my fault, she doesn't want me anymore." Nangong Lengyu only repeated one sentence desperately and painfully.
She doesn't know what to do? I don't know how to get out, I don't know how to accept this desperate fact, I always feel that she is still there.
"Good boy, stop crying. How could she not want you? She knows you are a good mother and she knows you love her very much. She just went somewhere else." Wen Ruoshui wiped her tears, not knowing what to do. How to persuade her so that she won't be so hurt.
(End of chapter)