Song Yu was dumbfounded by the question.
"I'm afraid I like him?" Would a normal person ask? A normal person shouldn't be "afraid of me being deceived by him" or "afraid of me being bullied by him"
But Xie Sui asked what he was most worried about by mistake. Is he the protagonist
As for being jealous, stop it, if Xie Sui really likes Qin Mo. The consequence was definitely not that he was jealous, but that Qin Mo was stabbed.
Song Yu's mind turned dully, and his tone was surprised: "Your question is a bit interesting."
Xie Sui smiled: "Really?"
Song Yu started his oral education time: "What did you think about all day long? You didn't listen to the last psychology lecture? Forget it, it's almost time for class, don't talk nonsense." He deliberately avoided this topic and took Exam paper, go down the stairs.
Xie Sui followed slowly, raising the corners of her lips.
The question that has been lingering in my heart for a long time has an answer, and at the same time I suddenly understand, it is like a flower in my heart, which is hot and sweet.
The last class on Wednesday afternoon was music class, and it was rare that the class was not occupied by other teachers. When the teacher walked in, the whole class cheered and clapped. The sports meeting is tomorrow, everyone is restless, and the whole classroom is filled with anticipation and joy. The music teacher just played a few songs on it and let them study by themselves.
The sports committee went to the podium to count the athletes with the roster, and by the way said the time of each competition.
Song Yu was arranged on the afternoon of the first day.
"Are you nervous?" Xie Sui asked suddenly.
Song Yu raised his eyebrows: "What's so nervous about this, I went to win glory for the class."
Xie Sui smiled: "Then I'll wait and see."
Song Yu said, "You are waiting for me at the finish line. I want to drink iced black tea."
Xie Sui rolled her eyes: "Okay."
The bell rings, school is over.
On the way back out of the teaching building, two boys next door walked in front of them, discussing the sports meeting.
"I'm really out of luck. I won a long-distance race by lottery. Damn, do you want to go to the bottom of the special class?"
"It doesn't matter, I heard that Song Yu also participated. It's not a loss for you to lose face with the school bully."
"Also, a good fight is not necessarily a good sports. I don't think Song Yu looks like a good sportsman - I hope that when the time comes, all the shots will be given to him, not to me."
"Hahaha, cowardly."
The person involved was behind, Song Yu raised his ears and listened, rolled his eyes, threw the mineral water bottle into the trash can, turned his head and commented on the group of people with Xie Sui in a flat tone: "When I was in the Shushan Building, they said I saw It doesn't look like a big fight; before the monthly test, they said I didn't look good. When will they realize their problem and go get their eyes treated. I'm really tired of face slaps, I don't know and thought I was looking for something all day."
Xie Sui smiled lightly.
Song Yu also found it interesting when he thought about it, turned his head and said to him, "Blame my decathlon?"
Xie Sui blinked, and said with a long voice and a smile, "I blame you for being too good."
Song Yu was taken aback for a moment, realizing that this was a compliment from Xie Sui's mouth, the corners of his lips raised, and he couldn't hold back no matter how hard he pressed.
He coughed and nodded: "This classmate, you are really insightful."
The lawn below the teaching building was full of white flowers and trees, and the autumn wind rustled on the shoulders of the boy, passing his eyebrows. He laughed and his expression was particularly vivid. So for a moment, the dusk became gentle, and even the dead leaves scattered on the ground came to life.
Xie Sui thought, how could he miss such a star in his last life.
One China Forum.
[Found a funny thing, Brother Yu is actually afraid of dogs?]
Main Building: I took a photo of a senior in the sports stand. It may not have been very good. Forgive her. After all, the woman was so excited at that time that her hands were shaking.
1l: [Picture]
2l: [Picture]
3l: ! This fucking! Is my husband afraid that dogs look so cute
4l: Hiding behind the school grass and clinging to the sleeves, what is this peerless cute little cute [manual funny]
5l: At the scene, when the dog ran over, the person seemed to be really frightened for a second.
6l: Tsk, are the class 1 students here? I heard that Song Yu participated in the long-distance running. I will teach you a way to record the barking of the dog with a loudspeaker. Let the dog bark when others shout come on, and long-distance running is the first thing to do.
7l: Hahahahahaha I'm a talent upstairs
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12l: Can it be done? Asking God to thank God at the end will not work. How to say that sentence, can inspire all my potential to run hard, there are dogs behind, or you are waiting in front
13l: ? ? Smash it out a little sweet
14l: Bring a cappuccino to my sister upstairs [applause] [applause]
Xie Sui didn't sleep all night.
He was carefully sorting out the memories of his previous life, trying to find clues about Song Yu's appearance.
With this expectation, those dark past events are not so resistant to recall. It's like walking in a dark forest full of silt, looking for sporadic light.
Completely different mood.
The node of the previous life is returning to Xie's house.
But before that, he experienced a lot of unpleasant memories.
In fact, for Xie Sui, birthday is not a happy day. It is mixed with the rainy night and tangled into a wet, dull and irritable night.
The birthday cake candles haven't been blown out yet.
The beautiful and weak woman couldn't hold back her emotions any longer. She squatted down and hugged him like rain.
"Asui, Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but I really can't take it anymore, I'm sorry."
Her body was shaking and her breathing was hot.
There was a happy birthday song next to it.
There was a moment of confusion on his cold and white face. He opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he was too sensible to say anything.
That was the most gentle night his mother came to Jingcheng to treat him. Little by little she told him about her childhood. Gently humming a song to coax him to sleep.
He had eaten the sweet and greasy cake, and he was always tense, and fell asleep immediately.
But in the end, it was the uneasiness and struggle in his heart that he woke up hazy in the middle of the night.
It was raining heavily outside, the lights in the room were off, and his mother was standing on the balcony.
He seemed to sense his movement.
His mother turned her head back with a panicked expression. No matter how beautiful she was before she died, it was actually gray and unsightly.
He was like falling into an ice cellar.
Open your mouth to scream.
It's just that there is a moment of great pain and loss of voice.
He stumbled and ran forward.
But his mother had closed her eyes, turned around and jumped down without hesitation.
He was just barefoot, standing in the living room, staring blankly.
No screaming, no shouting, no crying, like in a dream, confused and unreal,
Even the screams and noises from the back, the police car rang, and the pointing of all kinds of people were very far away from my ears. Until Grandma Chen held him in her arms and comforted him with a sigh in Jingcheng dialect. He just woke up suddenly, his heart trembled, he raised his head anxiously, opened his mouth to ask "what happened just now", but in the old man's pitying eyes, he locked the words in his throat.
I remember when he first came to Jingcheng, his mother kept locking herself in the room, not eating or drinking. He was curled up alone in a dilapidated residential building. Grandma Chen found out that she took pity on him and gave them a little food every day. Grandma Chen said, "Please persuade your mother, in this world, apart from life and death, everything is trivial. Is there anything that can't be done?"
Later, when he was seven years old, he witnessed his mother jump off the building, and found that life and death were actually trivial matters.
What kind of person is his mother.
After a long time, he calmly examined.
Beautiful and proud, innocent and romantic. She is a precious flower that the Xu family has cultivated for many years. She is delicate and fragile, but she has never been able to recognize her own position. Not reconciled to the arrangement of the family, so wantonly pursue his own love, saying it is fearless is also stupid.
Fall in love at first sight with a man who doesn't know anything, dating, falling in love, settling for life, and even giving birth to him without the knowledge of the Xu family.
In the end, the bloody truth was torn apart, and it was found that her pure and flawless love was a joke from beginning to end. After the belief collapsed, there was no desire to live anymore.
She lived in her own fantasy all her life and died in her own fantasy.
seven, and seventeen.
The same rain, the same wet, cold, noisy. Maybe it was the gossip that wiped out the edge, or maybe it was his mother's death that hit him too hard.
Ever since he arrived in Jingcheng, he has always been silent and withdrawn, with malice all around him, and he has been walking in nightmares for a long time, losing many of his instincts.
Otherwise, how could Qin Mo be deceived by a little gentleness.
He considers him his only friend.
Graduated from high school, drugged and trapped in the most disgusting man's apartment.
He smashed the wine bottle directly on Wang Ci's head, blood splashed into his eyes, and in Wang Ci's scream, he felt that everything was boring and ridiculous.
The timeline begins to stretch.
He also attended college once. When he was working in the hotel, he thought it was a gentle boss, but who knew he wanted to take care of him, because of a face similar to the person he liked, he later found out that the person he liked was his dead mother.
How disgusting and boring.
He refused, and all kinds of revenge followed one after another, involving his work, his studies, and his life. It seemed that he would not give up unless he was forced to drop out of school.
It was at this time that the Xie family found him.
Back at Xie's house, he faced a group of brothers and sisters with ulterior motives, Qin Qiuyun, who looked at him as a beast of a flood, and grandparents who were picky and disgusted.
At the beginning of a city's rumors about him, the three words illegitimate son were like a brand, and the shame was engraved on his body.
Of course, these three words never dared to appear in his ears again.
One afternoon, Xie Sinian explained the past to him. The man's voice was calm and distant, but the sadness and regret that could not be concealed between the lines.
"I didn't think about lying to your mother. Qin Qiuyun and I were originally a perfunctory family marriage, just for fun. I wanted to confess to her after everything was done, and marry her back to Xie's house. I didn't expect... She didn't Can wait until that day. Asui, I owe you to make up for it, don't hate your mother."
He bowed his head and thought with a smile, it was really touching
He met Qin Mo later.
at a banquet.
Qin Mo, like a madman, explained to him persistently with red eyes and apologized to him.
Xie Sui smiled. There is really no need to apologize, karma will always come.
The Qin family fell hard on his hand, almost hurting the foundation. The old man of the Qin family looked at him with complicated eyes and sighed.
Qin Mo sent a string of messages and asked him if he was taking revenge on him.
Xie Sui felt that he would be planted in his hands when he was a child, and he was an idiot.
Even the man who adored his mother didn't even have the right to see him again.
Another turning point in things. In his grandfather, the older he got, the more confused he became. Together with his older sister, he put him together.
He didn't have any feelings for the Xie family, and he also wanted to completely solve the group of people in the Xie family, acted in a play, and left the Xie family.
Unexpectedly, during that time, he met those three people again.
In the eyes of outsiders, he was driven out by the Xie family and fell into the hands of the enemy.
The favored son of heaven, once fell to the altar, the more aloof he was in the past, the more ravaged he is now.
A city is very ambiguous.
He has heard all kinds of disgusting remarks.
It seems that since birth, this kind of malice has always been with him.
The memory behind, quickly accelerated.
Xie Sinian died and left the entire Xie family to him before he died. Trapped on a desert island, he shot and jumped into the sea to leave, destroying the three families, and after killing the enemy... He also died on a rainy day, on the road, because of a car accident.
… Song Yu.
never appeared.
He felt that something was wrong with his memory last time, and now he is more certain.
A childhood memory was pulled out by a dog. Before the nightmare started, the encounter was at his cleanest. Romantic and innocent.
He was sure that in his last life, Song Yu should also be an important person to him.
In my memory, they reunited abroad.
It's just that he can't remember anything.
… how could he not remember
- How can I not remember.