Song Yu took a deep breath. After all, he wasn't the straight-headed type he used to be when he was a child. He calmed down the anger and panic in his heart. He almost gritted his teeth, and two words popped out from between his teeth: "Let go."
Hearing this, Xie Sui chuckled lightly, took a step back, pressed his finger on the wall, and turned on the light.
His departure took away the sense of oppression that suffocated Song Yu.
The solidified and ambiguous air began to flow again.
The room was bright, Xie Sui stood up straight, cold and elegant, put away the desire and rambling, and said, "Sorry, that was my misunderstanding."
Song Yu laughed angrily at him, and gritted his teeth, "Are you so casual with everyone?"
Xie Sui's dark eyes stared at him for a while, then smiled, and suddenly changed the subject and said, "Do you want something to drink?"
Song Yu drank a hammer and was full of anger. With a cold face, he refused directly: "There's no need for this, it's late, I should go back."
Xie Sui suddenly said, "Song Yu." His eyes fell into his eyes and he said, "Stay here and talk about something."
Song Yu's words stopped in his throat, he raised his head, his light brown eyes were full of surprise.
Xie Sui paused, added another sentence, and said lightly, "I can't find anyone to talk to now except you."
The tone is understated, but there is a subtle loneliness.
Song Yu was stunned.
Yes, no matter how lighthearted he behaves, the situation of the man in front of him is not optimistic. He is underestimating his life. His relatives regard him as a snake and a scorpion. He is alone in this city, and the surroundings are full of malice.
Thinking of his actions just now - so flirtatious, isn't it the same for everyone
Song Yu was stumped in his heart, holding his breath, feeling that he really needed to have a good chat.
"Whatever you want." It was an answer to the "what to drink" question in front of him.
He took off his suit jacket, put it in his arms, and walked into the house.
In the middle of the night, it rained heavily in city a. The rain was heavy, and the vast rain curtain could be seen from the window, blurring the bustling city.
Taking the steaming water glass, Song Yu frowned and asked him, "Are you interested in working for the Song family. I can contact my dad and leave you a position at the headquarters. When you are overseas, you can just avoid Xie Xie. Family."
Xie Sui smiled slightly, "Thank you, but no more trouble."
Song Yu had no name in his heart: "Then don't be as casual as you are today, Aunt Xu also doesn't want to see you degenerate like this." He recalled the rumors he heard and couldn't believe it: "You wouldn't think that I'm here. Looking for you, are you planning to take care of you?"
Xie Sui turned her head and smiled: "Well, do you want to?"
Song Yu said firmly: "I don't want to!"
Xie Sui said slowly, "Oh."
Although he was very depressed by that misunderstanding, out of a complicated mood, he would still go to Xie Sui from time to time. In fact, after they separated when they were young, the first reunion after many years was not warm and romantic, and even at that time Xie Sui was indifferent like a stranger. Song Yu also felt that the two were not in the same world at all, and there was no need to have an intersection. I don't know how things got to this point.
Originally, he was about to leave after attending Song Wanying's wedding, but he stayed for Xie Sui.
His parents couldn't beat him, so they agreed, and they were afraid that he would be bored, so they made him the nominal president of a domestic subsidiary of the Song family. The company's decision-making, he only needs to sign the matter.
During his time in City A, he didn't understand what Xie Sui wanted to do, and he didn't look for a job. He was idle every day, and even raised a cat.
Have a cat? ! Do you want to plant a few pots of grass! Do you have a sense of a low point in your life
Finally one day, Song Yu couldn't bear it any longer: "Where did you get the money to pay the rent?"
Xie Sui's slender fingers were teasing the cat. Hearing his words, he suddenly laughed, his eyes seemed to be meaningful: "Yes, it seems that I will be driven out, what should I do?"
Song Yu: "..." What should I do? He felt that for the love of the bamboo horse, it was enough!
Xie Sui moved into Changting Mansion and lived in his house.
In fact, there is no difference in life, just try to hide it from his brother.
His brother has a mysterious hostility towards Xie Sui, like facing a flood of beasts, although Song Yu doesn't understand it, he doesn't dare to step on his brother's anger.
It's just that every time Song Xu called, Xie Sui would make some noise by the side, whether it was intentional or not.
Song Xu's ears were very sharp: "There is someone in your family?"
Song Yu said in his heart: "Ah? Yes, no, you must have heard it wrong."
Song Xu was suspicious: "Did I hear it wrong?"
Song Yu was determined: "That's for sure."
After hanging up the phone, Song Yu gritted his teeth and stared at him directly. Xie Sui hugged the cat and smiled at him on the sofa. The peach blossom eyes were bent, and the bottom of his eyes were cold and melted, which was outrageous.
By the end of the season, Song Yu was still busy, from work to home.
One time, I didn't know if it was because the weather was too cold and I caught a cold, so I fell asleep in the study alone.
After being pushed by Xie Sui, he became conscious.
Half awake, his head hurts, and he can't open his eyes, he murmured, "What time is it?"
"Eight o'clock." The cold and slender hand covered the forehead, and Xie Sui's cold voice beside his ear, helplessly: "I am so tired?"
Song Yu's throat was very dry, like a child's tantrum: "Don't go to the hospital." He hates hospitals.
Xie Sui said, "Okay, I won't go."
Song Yu was confused, but still did his due diligence: "I still have a report that I haven't read yet."
Xie Sui gently kissed his eyebrows: "I'll help you see."
The kiss was so gentle that when he woke up the next day, he still had the impression. The fever subsided when he woke up, but his face was still hot when he woke up.
I hurried out of the house, rushed to the company, and did not return to my senses during the meeting. When he wanted to start work and turned on the computer, he found that Xie Sui finished his work last night. The emails are answered one by one, and even the reports of various departments are sorted out for him, and the important ones are specially picked out, clear and neat, which saves a lot of trouble.
The secretary was shocked by his work efficiency last night, but still reported the schedule to him in a business-like manner: "Mr. Song, there is a charity dinner tonight."
Song Yu: "Push it."
The secretary nodded: "Okay, I'll make arrangements now."
Very crisp. After all, Song Dong has explained it clearly to them. Of course, he depends on everything for this prince.
It is estimated that no one blames Mr. Song for bringing down the company, not to mention that he is so responsible.
Song Yu sat in the office in a daze, and began to look back on his feelings for Xie Sui. The more he thought about it, the more confused and startled he became.
It was dark outside and in the rainy season, it soon started to rain heavily.
Song Yu was so annoyed that he wanted to avoid Xie Sui, so he decided to send him to the Song family's old house for one night. As a result, when he walked to the door, he saw Xie Sui holding an umbrella and waiting for him by the car.
He stood there like a painting, peaceful and distant, with his sleeves rolled up, revealing his cold white wrist bones, and wearing a precious watch, he seemed to look down at the time.
No one in the company is unfamiliar with this face that has repeatedly appeared in financial magazines.
Everyone was so frightened that they almost fell when they went downstairs.
Song Yu paused, trying to avoid him.
As a result, a black car suddenly rushed over, the wheels splashed with white flowers, and after it stopped, the door was suddenly opened, and a man in a black suit with a grim expression walked down. Qin Mo.
"Xie Sui!" After closing the car door, the gentle and polite fourth young master of the Qin family was like crazy now, with red eyes, and stepped forward, "Do you know how long I have been looking for you?"
Xie Sui's gaze shifted to his face, with a half-smile but a loose tone: "Looking for me?"
Are you tired of living
Qin Mo approached him, and his whole body was on the verge of madness: "You go back with me now, I will not let the Xie family hurt you."
Xie Sui smiled and looked behind him, but his sarcastic expression restrained a little.
He stepped forward with his long legs, walked up the steps, the umbrella was slightly tilted, and he smiled and said, "Go home."
Song Yu said naturally, "Yes."
He has a fire in his heart now.
Qin Mo was drenched in the rain and was in a state of embarrassment. Seeing this scene, the whole person felt like his heart was being pulled. His lips were white, and his eyes staring at Song Yu could not wait to eat him: "Song, Yu?!"
Thinking of those rumors, the corners of Song Yu's lips taunted: "I'm stuck at the door of my company, is there anything wrong with Qin Shao?"
Qin Mo's eyes were red, but he was looking at Xie Sui, and he was so angry that he didn't say anything: "You have been with Song Yu for the past few months since you disappeared? You are not very aloof and capable? "
Xie Sui hasn't spoken yet.
Song Yu was already annoyed and said, "Are you mentally ill? Who told you that you are taking care of it?"
Qin Mo's teeth were shaking.
Song Yu said, "I didn't see our love and affection? Hurry up and get out of here. You are already blind, and it will be bad if your brain gets watery."
Xie Sui laughed beside him.
Qin Mo was full of anger and despair, tearing it to pieces gently, and he looked at Xie Sui in pain.
"Why is he! Why is he! Obviously I knew you first! I know you still hate me, I blame me for letting you down in the first place, and now I know I'm wrong. I even fell out with the Wang family because of you! Xie Sui! You What the hell do you want from me?"
Song Yu felt that he was mentally retarded, turned his head, put his hand around Xie Sui's neck, and asked him to lean over.
Then in the rain, he took the initiative to kiss his lips. The sweetness of mint is between the lips and teeth.
It was pouring rain, and the two kissed.
Qin Mo's whole body is like falling into an ice cellar.
Song Yu ended the kiss. Then he immediately tilted his head and said to the madman, "Have you seen it? Get out when you see it."
Qin Mo's expression was extremely painful and desperate, as if he could hardly breathe.
Song Yu has already dragged Xie Sui into the car. He closed the car door and drove directly. He held his breath and drove home. Song Yu didn't say a word, and Xie Sui was silent.
Walking into the elevator, Song Yu just wanted to explain, staring at the number of floors that were changed, without squinting: "I just played it for him, and I don't want him to pester you any more."
Xie Sui: "Well? What did you play?"
Song Yu: "Just... act as a lover."
Xie Sui tilted her head with a smile in her eyes, and said slowly, "Acting? Haven't we always been lovers?"
Song Yu tilted his head in astonishment, a wave of heat rushed into his head, and his mind went blank.
Ding, the elevator has reached the top floor.
He almost fled out.
... Is Xie Sui crazy, or is he crazy.
Maybe he's crazy.
The ambiguous atmosphere was thin to a piece of paper, but no one pierced through it.
These days at home, they are habitually communicating, and Xie Sui also behaved very naturally, as if to tolerate him patiently.
Song Yu was completely bewildered, so he turned to Song Wanying, who was on her honeymoon, for help to explain the situation half-truth.
Song Wanying couldn't help laughing: "Everyone lives in your house. Is it a lover relationship or something? Don't think about it so much, just go to her room tonight and make this relationship real."
Song Yu: "...Forget it."
When the company was on vacation, Song Yu and Xie Sui proposed to go to Jingcheng.
In fact, when he asked this question, his whole heart was uneasy. He wanted to know more about Xie Sui, but he also knew that Xie Sui's boyhood was not good, and Jingcheng might be a nightmare memory.
He looked at Xie Sui tentatively, but met a pair of dark and smiling eyes.
The man opposite smiled and said, "Okay."
Song Yu raised the corners of his lips happily.
He followed Xie Sui's life trajectory, from Lianyun Street to Jingcheng No. 1 Middle School, and watched them one by one. No. 1 Middle School renovated the school gate, and the outside wall was repainted to cover up the graffiti.
Xie Sui's former classroom has been abandoned.
It's just that in every location, he has nothing to remember.
Song Yu sometimes walked across the playground, as if he could see the silent, withdrawn, grayish boy who was always alone more than ten years ago.
His grandmother's house was in Jingcheng.
When one day passed, the old man's eyes were red with excitement, and after a while, he smiled tremblingly and wiped away tears, inviting them in.
Summer in Jingcheng is hot during the day and cool at night.
Grandma is getting old and likes listening to opera. While they are waiting for dinner, "Suo Lin Sang" is playing on TV, babbling and babbling.
Song Yu sat on the sofa, stunned for a long time, and suddenly sat up like some upper body, tilted his head and said, "If you had told me when you moved to Jingcheng with Aunt Xu, I should have come too. ."
Xie Sui never liked to make assumptions, but just smiled and said, "Yes."
Song Yu said, "Then my mother should agree, after all, my grandmother is here."
Xie Sui: "Yes."
Song Yu was also amused by his childish thoughts, and said jokingly: "Then I will transfer to your school, transfer to your class, and be the same table with you."
Xie Sui chuckled: "I can't ask for it."
Song Yu jokingly said, "I will definitely be very kind to you at that time, and protect you from those bad things, those bad people."
Xie Sui laughed, the light fell, and the gentleness was in his eyes.
Song Yu said, "Then maybe we'll be together in high school."
"Well," Xie Sui could no longer hold back the tenderness in her heart, and Xie Sui kissed the young man's lips with a smile: "Love at first sight."
Song Yu was frightened to death and pushed him away, crying and laughing, "Don't make trouble, my grandmother is still here."
Xie Sui laughed hoarsely.
The stars outside the window are dotted on the night, and the TV sings tactfully, as if passing through the time like water, slowly coming. Sing slowly, "He taught me to let go of the remaining hatred, to avoid jealousy, to renovate, to change my feelings, to take a break from the water, to turn around from the sea of bitterness, and to realize Lan Yin early."
Kuhai turned around and realized Lan Yin early.
Song Yu felt cold all over.
It was as if the whole person sank into the depths of the sea, the headache was splitting, and he couldn't even breathe.
The suffocation and coldness, the unspeakable sadness and regret made my heart tugged together. By the end of the dream, all the content of the dream was completely forgotten, and only the words of the play were resounding in my mind.
He was totally miserable.
There was even a faint smell of blood in the mouth, very faint, filling the nasal cavity.
The thinking is thick and rigid, and the brain seems to be filled with heavy black mud.
Finally, I was awakened by a complex voice.
"Host."
Song Yu woke up suddenly, opened his eyes, sat up, and gasped for breath.
Sweat wet his hair, and the sadness in his heart could not go away.
A bluish figure floated in front of his bed, "Song Yu" in blue and white sick clothes, 008 who disappeared for some unknown time.
Song Yu has no time to talk to him now.
Covering his head, he tried desperately to recall the contents of his dream, but he couldn't remember anything.
008 sighed, his expression extremely complicated, he stepped forward and reached out and touched Song Yu's eyebrows.
The bluish light is very faint.
The smell of blood in the mouth gradually faded, the sadness and regret in my heart were expelled by some reassuring force, and the brain returned to clarity.
Song Yu slowly put down his hand, his light-colored eyes gradually no longer painful, he calmed down, and the first sentence he asked when he raised his head was: "What did I dream about."
008 flinched and hesitated: "It's nothing. It's a nightmare, I'll help you eliminate those negative emotions."
Song Yu's eyes were extremely cold.
008 gritted his teeth and said, "You see, I'm useless. You forgot it when you woke up. I can't help you find it."
Song Yu stared at him for a long time, and the dream that he had been repeating for a long time was finally approaching.
He was too lazy to talk nonsense, and said calmly: "It's just right when you're back, I've always wanted to ask you."
008's expression suddenly stiffened.
Song Yu said frankly: "Actually, I am Song Yu."
008's weak and pale face panicked for a moment, but he quickly let out a smile: "What, I'm Song Yu."
Song Yu was in an extremely bad mood, and sneered: "Fake, stop pretending."
008 was anxious: "Why do you think like this, host? Don't you remember Song Lan? You have forgotten all your memories of your family in your previous life? And you only came in after reading a book. This is a book. The world inside. How could you be Song Yu."
Song Yu: "Don't. Your acting skills are really bad."
Song Yu stared at it coldly: "If you don't tell me the truth, I'll go to showdown with Xie Sui now."
008 got angry when he heard the word Xie Sui, and the blue light around him exploded violently.
"What's the difference between a showdown and a showdown! What did you do while I was away! The protagonist must already know that you are Song Yu, the Song Yu from City A! I told you not to approach Xie Sui, that is For your own good, what are you doing!"
Song Yu raised his eyebrows: "For... my good?" Isn't his brain ill.
008 gas is about to turn in circles.
"Hey, why did you do it! Why did you come to this step again! Forget it," he said to Song Yu with a dejected head, "Why do you think I've been here for so long? It's not just a good thing you did. If you know how it ends, when you come to Jingcheng, the plot will be completely changed. The development of many things is also irresistible. Now you can only use a dead horse as a living horse doctor. "
Song Yu pulled the corner of his lower lips: "Speak human words."
008 almost prayed to him, collapsed and helpless: "As long as you don't stay with Xie Sui."
Song Yu: "..." 008 was even more stupid to come back.
008: "Just such a small request, let me beg you. The Lord God and I are desperate. Boss, host, father, you can leave after this semester. Xie Sui is not pitiful now, you can I've helped everyone. Jingcheng really has nothing to be missed."
Song Yu frowned: "What the hell."
008: "Boss, just stick with it a little longer. If it's not forbidding, the Lord God wants to let you go directly now."
Song Yu was stunned for a moment, could he leave? He even resisted the question subconsciously.
008: "This semester is over! This semester is over! I beg you not to be with Xie Sui during this time, and don't like him!"
Song Yu looked at the face that was exactly the same as his own, was silent for a long time, and asked the questions in his heart.
"Why do you keep emphasizing that."
008 is about to cry.
"Oh, anyway, you just listen to what I have to say. I'm really doing this for your own good."
The bluish light around the system shines on Song Yu's face. His skin is white to transparent, but he is sickly. He said lightly, "If you tell me the truth, I will promise you."
008 screamed like a cat stepping on its tail, "Impossible!"
Song Yu was right: "Oh, I'll go and confess to Xie Sui tomorrow."
"!!!"
"… "
008 was so angry that he closed himself, "Anyway, it's you who will regret it then!"
After he finished speaking, he didn't care about Song Yu anymore, and burrowed his head into his head.
Song Yu was stunned for a moment and shouted twice, but 008 refused to come out. His heart was messed up by an unknown dream, and he was quieted down by this stupid system.
He thought that he really was Song Yu.
What is it in a dream, I feel that there is a deviation from "Gentle Control"...
His last life? In my dream, my last life seemed to be a sick child.
"008."
Song Yu said softly, "I changed my mind. You tell me what my illness is, and I will promise you."
The slight blue light moved. 008 seemed to be persuaded, and sighed in his mind.
He didn't know how many times he sighed tonight.
008 said: "You are not sick now, and if you are sick, you are also crazy!"
The words "neuropathy" were gnashing their teeth, and I don't know how much resentment it was.
"I said I'm Song Yu, not a fake. You should have a terminal illness on me. It was a big deal. You can talk to Xie Sui in five years, and you can return to reality. It's not because of you. Make it like this."
It murmured: "Also, I'm really not a fake."
But he never denied Song Yu's guess.
Song Yu was stunned: "terminally ill..."
008 said: "The Lord God and I are very regretful, especially regretful. I am so mad at me, why is he so obsessed with it, obviously you are... Alas, it's annoying."
008 shut up in time and continued to shut himself up in his mind.