For more than a year, no one knows better than Chen Jianan the changes in Qiao . It's just that he has never wanted to face it seriously, or he really can't think of the reason. He just feels that this change surprises him. , makes him feel better.
After all, people have the instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.
Until Qiao said those words—outsiders might think it sounded unbelievable, but to him, it was like a blow to the head, and he suddenly became sober.
Yes, how could a person change so much overnight, how could a boy who had been timid and weak for more than ten years suddenly become so brave and calm, even able to take bullets with a gun and even dare to kill people.
There will be no other reason than to completely change another person.
He enjoys the benefits brought about by Xiao Qiao's change. He enjoys changing from a brother who takes care of and protects him to someone he protects and takes care of. Even because of this change, his feelings for Xiao Qiao have changed from his younger brother The same liking becomes nostalgia for the lover.
He even instinctively avoided the time when the two grew up together—because the little Qiao in his memory was really different from the current little Qiao.
Now that the answer is revealed, he has to face the reality. The younger brother he protected for more than ten years has long since left him, and he is enjoying a happier life because of his departure, and even has to forget the real Xiao Qiao .
That's the little Qiao who he grew up with and loves each other!
But what's wrong with Joe? It wasn't because he was so good that I fell in love with him. He didn't mean to replace Xiao Qiao on purpose.
Thinking of Qiao's saying that he wanted to return to his own world, Chen Jianan's remorse and guilt for forgetting Xiao Qiao turned into the fear of losing Qiao's.
The person he loves, he has already lost his younger brother, if even the current Qiao is gone, then what is the meaning of this world to him
He gritted his teeth tightly, endured the pain in his heart, and punched his head hard a few times, just wanting himself to wake up quickly.
At the same time, Qiao , who was standing inside the door, heard the slight movement outside, stretched out his hand to hold the doorknob, but hesitated for a while, and finally did not open it.
The next morning, Joe got up after not sleeping well and came to the balcony to prepare for exercise. Just as he raised his hands high, a sound of "Goodmorning" suddenly came from beside him, which broke the tranquility of the morning.
Because the sound was too loud, it almost scared him to death. He turned his head subconsciously, forgetting to put down his raised hands.
I saw Chen Jianan resting one leg on the balcony, facing him, pressing his leg while waving at him. He put on a pair of panda eyes that were obviously deprived of sleep, and showed an exaggerated smile, because it seemed that this smile was deliberately squeezed out, so it looked very unnatural.
Qiao responded with a wave of his hands without a word: "Good morning."
After finishing speaking, he thought it was funny again, but he couldn't pretend to be laughing at him, so he could only turn around and bend the corners of his mouth silently.
After exercising for a while, he returned to the house to wash up and go out. It's not too early, and the elevator is almost empty. Just as I walked in, I had to press the door close button, when a figure suddenly rushed in.
Chen Jianan stood beside him, pressed the elevator button, and stood up straight, as if he suddenly thought of something, moved to the side silently, and whispered: "I'm sorry!"
Qiao looked at him in bewilderment, and quickly understood, shook his head amusingly, stretched out his hand and rubbed his slightly lowered head: "Although I am not the little Qiao who grew up with you, but Over the years, the days we have experienced together are real, whether you blame Anan or not, you are my good brother."
The two of them had been close before, but after completely accepting that Joe was someone else, Chen Canaan felt his whole body go limp when he patted his head like this, and a blush quickly appeared on the base of his ears. He hesitated and replied in a low voice: "I don't blame you, I blame myself."
Qiao laughed: "No one would have thought that there would be such a thing in the world, so you don't have to blame yourself."
Chen Jianan was silent for a moment, then asked in a low voice: "Do you really want to go back to your world?"
Qiao looked at him and said, "Actually... I don't really think about it."
Chen Jianan heaved a sigh of relief when he heard the words.
The elevator door opened, and the two walked out side by side. Qiao asked casually, "Have you had breakfast?"
Chen Jianan shook his head: "Not yet."
Qiao : "Then go to the tea restaurant to eat together?"
Chen Jianan nodded vigorously.
The two left the building and crossed the road together. When a car sped by, Chen Jianan subconsciously stood in front of Qiao .
Qiao Qian watched his movements silently, and the disappointment of several days was swept away, and he shook his head amusingly.
The tea restaurant had already passed the dining peak, but there were not too few people. The two walked in, greeted the grandma at the cashier, and sat down in an empty seat in the corner.
Aunt Chen, who was holding the order list, came over, first greeted Qiao with a smile, then slapped Chen Jianan on the back of the head twice, and said, "Xiaozi, finally know to come to eat? I thought you Want to be a fairy?"
Chen Jianan glanced at Qiao's mouth, who was on the opposite side, touched the back of his head, and muttered, "Auntie, I'm starving to death, let the kitchen make me some Niuhe."
Aunt Chen called out to the kitchen, and then asked Qiao: "Awen, what do you want to eat?"
Qiao : "Fish porridge is fine."
Aunt Chen nodded, hating iron and steel, and slapped the unlucky nephew on the head before turning and leaving.
Qiao Xi couldn't help but raise his eyelids to look at the young man opposite him. However, just as he met those dark eyes, the person who had been secretly looking at him immediately lowered his eyes like a guilty conscience.
Joe: "..." What the hell is this guy doing
In fact, it’s not Chen Jianan’s fault. Ever since he accepted that Qiao is no longer Xiao Qiao, his mentality has completely changed, and he can’t face him as calmly as before—because this person didn’t grow up with him younger brother, but a man who made himself fall in love with.
So much so that he didn't dare to look at him for a while.
Qiao knew that he was still awkward now, but after breakfast, the guy always looked at him quietly, and when he looked up, he quickly looked away, it was a bit dumbfounding.
After eating the porridge, he put down the spoon, looked up at him, and sure enough, the guy immediately lowered his head again.
"Brother Nan, I know you need time to get used to it, but we've been together for more than a year after all, I'm a little sad that you have the same personality!"
Chen Jianan quickly shook his head and looked up at him: "I just..."
"It's just what's wrong?" Qiao simply reached out and grabbed his cock on the table. Sure enough, the other party wanted to break free subconsciously, but he held on tightly, "Isn't it a birthright?"
Ever since he realized that he loves him, Chen Jianan has had many unclean thoughts towards him, but they all need the right time, place and people, and the two hug each other on weekdays, but his mind is still very pure.
But at this moment, just being held by him, Chen Jianan couldn't resist anymore, and his whole body burned from head to toe: "I... I..."
He hesitated for a long time but couldn't say a complete sentence.
Because for more than a week, he lived in the martial arts hall and kept away from the sun, and he was a bit of a loser, so it was easy to be seen when he blushed.
Qiao Qin not only saw that he was blushing, but also felt that the grip he was holding suddenly became hot, so he was slightly taken aback, and let him go.
The guy is shy with himself
He didn't know whether to laugh or cry for a moment, touched his nose, pretended to be pitiful and said: "Brother Nan, I came to this world, and everything is strange to me, except grandma, you are the only one who gets close. Without you , I don't even know how to live here, you are like this... "
Chen Jianan suddenly grabbed his crotch, raised his voice and said: "Little Qiao, you are also my closest person, don't worry, I will continue to protect you and take care of you!"
Because the sound was so loud that it seemed to be roaring, it almost scared the other guests. Aunt Chen walked over quickly when she heard the movement, and slapped him on the head again: "Baby boy! You've been startled for a few days, what's wrong with you?"
"It's okay!" Joe laughed.
Aunt Chen sighed, and said with a bitter face: "Ah Wen, you don't know something, the guy is really like bumping into a ghost for a few days, first he stays in the martial arts hall and doesn't go home, and he doesn't know what he did in the martial arts hall , the little brothers came to report that he was crazy. After returning home, they cried and laughed and refused to eat, which scared Hao Zai so much that he dared not sleep in the same room with him, and asked him nothing. We adults can't control him, so please take good care of him."
Joe nodded: "I will."
Aunt Chen glanced at her silly nephew, shook her head and left.
Qiao 's eyes fell on his tight grip. Because of his movement, Chen Jianan wanted to let go, but Qiao grabbed him: "Since you want to continue to protect me, then Don't have sex with me."
Chen Jianan didn't struggle anymore, but his face was still as red as a monkey's butt, like a shy big girl, his eyes dodged, he muttered for a moment, and whispered: "Are you going to work? I'll drive you .”
Joe nodded: "Yeah."
The two said goodbye to the elders in the restaurant and went to the garage to pick up the car.
After getting in the car, Qiao said while fastening his seat belt: "Brother Nan, although I am not the little Qiao from before, I will take his part in this world and live in his identity. I was originally I don't plan to tell others, because it's too unbelievable, but you are different to me, so I don't want to deceive you forever, I have to let you know who is the person who is with you every day."
Chen Jianan nodded, feeling a little sour for a moment. That's right, Qiao can indeed choose not to say anything, so that he can live forever in the joy of self-deception.
But he would rather take the risk of blaming him, telling himself the truth, just not wanting to deceive him.
He was so kind to himself that he even avoided him before.
Fuck, I feel like crying again.
But no matter how embarrassing to cry in front of Qiao , a manly man, he tried his best to suppress the surging emotions in his chest. After a long while, he suddenly seemed to think of something, and asked in a muffled voice: "Little Qiao, why are you treating me? how good?"
If he was still the little Qiao who grew up with him, it would be reasonable to treat him well—because he had taken care of and protected him for so many years. But the current Qiao was originally a stranger to him, but in the past year, he has thought of him in everything, and his status is even more favorable than the little Qiao in the past.
Qiao turned his head to look at him, was silent for a long time, smiled lowly, reached out and rubbed his head affectionately: "Silly boy, because you deserve my kindness to you!"
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