Ji Rang would tear down a small star every day, and that became all his motivation to persevere.
He even couldn't bear to dismantle too much, even if Little Star was dismantled one day, but she still didn't wake up, then what should I do.
He bought two glass bottles, folded the opened little star, put it in another glass bottle, and watched it increase with the day, but Qi Ying still showed no sign of waking up.
At the end of the month, the college entrance examination results came out.
There is no suspense in Qi Ying's scores. Ji Rang is a bit worse than her, but he can basically let him choose from major domestic universities.
Everyone did well in the exam. Yue Li's score was enough for the director department of the School of Media where she applied for, and even Qu Dazhuang would have touched the second grade.
At this time, they should have celebrated together.
He should have given her a unique, unprecedented confession.
But no one is happy. Class two classmates sent a lot of greeting cards and fruits to visit. Yue Li heard Qi Ying say that Hexi Temple made a great wish. She didn’t like sports and climbed the mountain for a few hours and climbed to Hexi Temple to make a wish. I hope it’s good. Friends can wake up sooner.
In a blink of an eye, it was the day to fill in the volunteers. Qu Dazhuang ran to the hospital holding the computer and asked him, "Brother, which school are you going to? I'll report it for you."
Ji Rang didn't even look at him. He lowered his head and folded the little star, his voice indifferent: "No."
Qu Dazhuang is anxious: "It can't be like this. You can only get the scores that you worked so hard, and you tried so hard to get into the university, so you can't just give up!"
Ji gave his finger a pause, and after a long while, he whispered: "I worked so hard, never to get into college."
But for her.
I don't want to go to college, I just want to go to college with her.
…
When Qi Ying became conscious, she found herself standing in the courtyard of an old community.
The parasol tree flutters all over the sky, and there is a group of children in front of you who are chasing after me, raising their heads, playing with parasol tree cuffs.
The game stipulates that whoever falls first will lose the parasol.
All the children had a great time, only one little girl with a double ponytail and a mask stood timidly under the plane tree, looking at them enviously.
A chubby little boy suffocated a big breath and blew the phoenix tree high up. Taking advantage of the flying gap, he turned and shouted at the little girl: "Yingying, come and play together! Those who win have strawberry candies. !"
Qi Ying was stunned for a moment, and looked at that little self blankly, not knowing if it was a dream or what.
The little one was shaking his head with a soft and soft voice: "I'm sick, and my mother said that I can't let the phoenix tree flocs get into my nose, otherwise it will be more serious."
Another naughty little boy made a face at her: "It's so squeamish! We won't play with you anymore."
When she heard this, she suddenly became embarrassed, worried that no one would play with her in the future.
After hesitating for a long time, he took off his mask and joined them.
But it didn't take long to play, those phoenix trees got into her nasal mouth, and she bent down, coughing and sneezing, and her face was full of tears.
The children panicked and stopped playing the game. They surrounded her not knowing what to do.
There was a sound of horns outside the community, and the man in police uniform returned from get off work on an electric car. The children were very nervous when they saw him. Xiao Pangdun said, "Uncle Qi is back! If he sees Yingying crying, he will arrest us all!"
The little girl rubbed her eyes and nose with the back of her hand, retorted softly: "No, my father only catches bad guys."
The electric bike rode to the side to stop. The man in the police uniform saw the girl's red eyes from coughing, pretending to be majestic and said: "You stinky boys, are you bullying my family Yingying again?"
A group of children stood in a row, shaking their heads nervously.
The little girl pulled out a small handkerchief and wiped her eyes, ran to the electric car, and said softly, "Dad, they didn't bully me. It was the parasol tree that got into my nose like a bug." With that, he sneezed.
The man stretched out his hand to brush the sycamore flocs from her hair, laughed and kissed her on the forehead: "I will cut all these sycamore trees tomorrow. Go, go home with my dad for dinner."
The little girl responded, climbed into the front of the electric car and stood up, and waved obediently with her little friend.
Qi Ying chased for two steps, trying to shout something, but couldn't make a sound.
She realized that she was indeed dreaming.
Dreamed of the past.
That ordinary and warm family of three.
Those scenes that would tingle the heart after a moment of recollection, like a slide show, reappeared in front of her eyes one after another.
She saw the little girl grow up little by little, have all the love of her parents, soft and kind, and have never experienced pain in the world.
She saw that police dad cracked one drug case after another, and the family he saved would come to visit each year during the New Year, and she was grateful for his kindness.
She saw that her mother took good care of the family and handled everything inside and out properly. Dad only needs to work with peace of mind, and she only needs to go to school with peace of mind.
Until that accident happened.
Qi Ying watched the explosion, she was like a bystander, heartbroken but there was nothing she could do.
She knew that next, the owner of this body was going to die.
The little girl who always smiles gently has no vitality in her eyes, as if her soul has been crushed out of thin air, and she has become an empty puppet. One day, I swallowed all the sleeping pills that had been secretly saved.
Qi Ying was very anxious, even if it was a dream, she couldn't help but rushed to stop her.
Suddenly it went dark in front of my eyes.
The whole world was plunged into darkness, quiet and silent, like a vacuum universe.
She heard sad sobbing behind her.
Turning around, the little girl exactly like her squatted on the ground crying.
Qi Ying walked towards her and squatted down in front of her.
The two people looked up and saw each other in each other's eyes.
"Who are you?"
"I'm Qi Ying."
"I am also Qi Ying."
"Why are you crying?"
"I lost my parents and I have nothing in this world. I'm so scared."
In the endless darkness, a white light gradually spread from a distance. There was fear and grief in the little girl's eyes, and she hurriedly hid in the darkness: "I don't want to go out, there is nothing there, I'm so scared." She looked at her pleadingly, as if she had caught some life-saving straw: "You are also Qi Ying. , Will you go out instead of me?"
Such desperate and painful eyes.
Qi Ying heard herself say: "Okay."
White light will cover everything.
She closed her eyes subconsciously, and when her eyes got used to it, she realized that she seemed to be standing in the void, with nothing, boundless, and she couldn't find a way out even if she ran around.
She was a little upset, she didn't know where she could go or where she was going. After a long time, I started to feel bored.
She lay down in nothingness and began to pass the time by remembering the past. She recalled her past life and her present life, with many vivid and bright pictures flashing before her eyes.
She met a tablemate like Little Sun, a group of classmates who entertained herself every day, a police uncle who was as great as her father, and the boy who regarded her as a life.
As long as you think of him, even here, you don't feel scared.
The surrounding area gradually became foggy, and in the white fog, a small figure drifted away.
Qi Ying no longer knew how long she had been here, she hurried to catch up and grabbed her hand from behind.
The little girl turned her head, with exactly the same eyebrows as her, and smiled at her with her eyes bent: "It's you, why are you back?"
She held her cold hand: "I'll come back to find you. Yingying, let's go out together."
She shook her head, her body trembling: "No, there is nothing there, I'm afraid."
"Don't be afraid, someone will protect us."
"who is that?"
"His name is Ji Rang, he is the best and best person in the world, shall we go out and meet him together?"
The white mist dissipated behind him, and a warm light gradually spread over him.
She leaned down, hugged her exactly the same herself, and said softly: "He loves you like mom and dad, he will give you strawberry candies every day, and secretly learn how to make small cakes. He is very smart and promised to join you in the university entrance examination. Sure enough, he did what he said. He is also very powerful and will keep everyone who wants to hurt you out. He gives you all his love. So don't be afraid anymore."
"Really?"
"real."
That boy loves her like life.
She knows that he can live well only if she is alive.
Therefore, you have to wake up as soon as possible, and you can't make him worry.
She took her hand, step by step, towards the warm light.
A tear slipped from the corner of the eye.
Qi Ying slowly opened his eyes.
The heart, which was always empty and painful, finally seemed to fill the vacancy.
She remembered.
She is Qi Ying and also Qi Ying.
It was Qi Ying who once lost his general and committed suicide, and it is also the Qi Ying who died because of the loss of his parents.
In both lives, she chose the same weak method to face the cruel reality.
The intense stimulation in the same situation allowed her to regain the memories of her previous life during the coma.
She couldn't accept the painful reality and escaped from all this, so she closed her self, pushed the memory of the previous life out to take over the body consciousness, self-hypnotized she was not her.
She thought, as long as she wasn't her, she wouldn't be so painful.
This is her demons.
It's finally over now.
She would love that young man to love the world again.
There is a faint smell of disinfected water in the air, mixed with the sweet fragrance of strawberry candy.
She slowly sat up from the bed and saw a lot of strawberry candy next to the pillow. The room was filled with flowers and fruits, and the bedside table had a large pile of greeting cards wishing her.
The window was ajar, and the night wind and moonlight came in gently.
At the ajar door, the boy stood with his back to her.
Outside, Qu Dazhuang hugged the computer for the last time and said: "Brother, the last hour has passed. After twelve o'clock, there is really no chance to apply."
Ji Rang looked indifferent: "How many times do you want me to say it? Go back."
With eyes full of helplessness and sadness, Qu Dazhuang slowly closed the computer.
Ji Rang was about to turn around and go back when he suddenly felt that the corners of his clothes were torn off gently.
When he stiffened, his whole body trembled, but he didn't dare to turn his head, for fear that it was an illusion.
Until the little girl's soft voice came from behind: "What major are you going to study?"
He turned around like a puppet with rusty joints. The little girl was pale, but her eyes were bright and her smile was sweet.
He stretched out his hand, gently touched her cheek, then drew back abruptly, fearing that it was a dream, and disappeared as soon as he touched her.
Qi Ying grabbed his hand and placed it on his face.
The warm touch reached his heart through the palm of his hand.
The shrivelled and dried heart finally came back to life.
Ji Rang wanted to cry a little, but didn't want the little girl to see his tears, closed her eyes, held back the tears, and squeezed out a smile: "You finally woke up."
The little girl curled her eyes and smiled: "We have made an appointment to go to college together." She said, "I can't break my promise."
Ji Rang leaned down to avoid the wound on her head, hugged her gently, with a low and warm voice; "Well, my baby is the most promised."
Qu Dazhuang was so excited that he cried out.
Weeping and shouting: "Quick! Hurry up and fill in your volunteers! You can hug after you fill it out!"
Qi Ying had a favorite school and major, and applied to the University of B Medical School.
Ji Rang stared at the application page, but did not move.
Qi Ying didn't urge him, but looked at him obediently.
After a long while, Ji Rang turned around and asked her, "May I also go to City B?"
Her eyes sparkled: "Of course it's good."
Ji Rang smiled, looked at the computer, and slowly typed the name of the school.
-mother! mother! Today we wrote the composition, we grow up!
—Arang is so amazing, what would Arang want to do when he grows up
-police!
-why
—I want to catch all the bad guys!
—Yeah, Ajan is awesome, mom is proud of you.
He once gave up his dream with his own hands, but now, picking it up again for her.