I stayed up too late last night and woke up with two big dark circles under my eyes, which frightened Zhou Zhi quite a bit.
Shi Mu was dizzy and went to wash up. Zhou Zhi, who had already packed up, was waiting for a few people in front of the door, "When did you come back yesterday? There was no sound."
When she couldn't sleep well, her brain became dizzy, Shi Mu lowered her head and poured two handfuls of cold water on her face, her mind gradually regained clarity, wiped off the water droplets on her face, and smeared some Dabao on her face indiscriminately.
Xia Hangyi also sorted out his things and looked at Shi Mu before he spoke.
"Shime, are you going to train again?"
"Um."
Xia Hang looked worried: "Then you have to be careful, don't, don't hurt yourself."
Twilight:
Without waiting for Shi Mu to ask more, the boy bowed his head and hurriedly left the dormitory.
Lao Huang didn't show up in the gym today. From Mr. Liu's mouth, he learned that Lao Huang asked for a leave of absence. It is estimated that he will come back tomorrow and let them arrange their own training time.
You don't have to think about it to know that people are looking for Ning Feng.
After finishing the evening class, Bei Ling and Shi Mu came to the gym for half an hour to train. The 415 people had nothing to do, so they came over to join in the fun.
Facing the music, Shi Mu was absent-mindedly doing training.
She has been with Lao Huang for a long time, but she also knows that he is a stubborn man, careless and simple. Lao Huang has not appeared yet, so she may not know about Ning Fenglai's death. It took so long to break up. Come out, where are you probably crying now
Shi Mu felt uncomfortable, and pressed the music with a snap, "I have something to go out. If the teacher makes rounds, please help me hide it."
After finishing speaking, I grabbed my schoolbag and rushed out of the gym.
Zhou Zhi was about to keep up, but Fu Yunshen grabbed it and said, "Let her go."
Blinking blankly, she watched Shi Mu disappear into view from a distance.
The school has a high wall, and she couldn't get out of it from the front. She came to the backyard again, crossed the weeds, and looked around to see if there were dog holes. It was written in TV and novels.
"Don't look for it, there are no dog holes."
He stumbled unsteadily under his feet and almost slipped.
Fu Yunshen stood behind him with his arms around his chest, raised his eyes slightly and glanced at the wall, and slowly paced up to Shimu, "Are you going to skip class?"
Shi Mu stroked the dead branches on his shoulders: "I'll be back before 10 o'clock in the evening."
"Looking for Lao Huang." Fu Yunshen's eyes were clear and clear.
Shi Mu's lips twitched, but he didn't say anything.
"Come up." He squatted down and patted his shoulder.
Shi Mu was stunned: "Huh?"
The boy said angrily, "Ah what, come up."
Is he going to send her out
Shi Mu's eyes lit up, and he half-clenched his fist and beat his chest, "It's not my brother, it's really loyal."
Fu Yun sneered deeply: "Who and your brother can't get on, can't get on me and go?"
"Up, up, up, I'm up."
Shi Mu was afraid of missing this opportunity, so he supported the wall with one hand and stepped on his shoulder with the other. Fu Yun deeply protected Shi Mu's legs and got up slowly. The shoulders couldn't bear the weight of a person, Fu Yunshen frowned and held his breath, gradually struggling.
Shi Mu, who was standing on it, was not feeling well either. The point of force on his toes was too small, and he was afraid of crushing him, so he always acted cautiously.
"Can you go up?" Fu Yunshen held her legs tightly, his lower body was unstable and shook slightly.
Shi Mu struggled to hook upward, the tip of his nose unknowingly sweated, gritted his teeth and said, "You, you don't move yet."
Fu Yun gasped deeply: "You come down first and start over in another place."
The ground beneath my feet was not smooth, and it was somewhat difficult to stand on.
Shi Mu was exhausted and was about to jump down when suddenly his hand slipped and he fell behind him. Fu Yunshen quickly shielded the person with his eyes and hands, only to hear a muffled sound, and Fu Yunshen fell to the ground with her.
The boy clasped the back of her head like a body air cushion to help her withstand all the shocks.
Fu Yun let out a shallow snort in his throat, Shi Mu was afraid that he would break his brain, his toes exerted force, and he was about to get up from the person in a hurry. He was probably in a hurry. At the same time, there was a clear and loud banging sound.
This, this is not a Japanese dog.
When she kissed Fu Yunshen's nose, Shi Mu's eyes rolled around, her heart pounding.
She raised her arms and stared at the teenager under her: "I didn't mean to."
Fu Yunshen's face flushed red, his forehead was full of sweat, and the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, as if trying to suppress his inner anger and anger.
Shi Mu didn't dare to speak, so he reached out and rubbed the handsome nose of the young man.
"Shi Mu!" Fu Yunshen couldn't hold back and pushed the person away.
Shi Mu's eyes were innocent: "mouth, saliva..."
With a chill on his face, he took out a toilet paper and wiped his face vigorously.
As a straight man of steel and a Scorpio with a severe cleanliness, he will never allow any unknown liquids other than skin creams on his face.
"You, didn't you bring paper?"
Fu Yunshen crumpled the paper into a ball, panting slightly: "Can I use it to wipe shit?"
Shi Mu shook his head: "I don't think an immortal man like you shits."
Fu Yunshen didn't speak. For a long time, he pursed his lips and smiled.
Angry.
In his long life, he had never seen a shameless person like Shi Mu.
Shi Mu carefully pulled his sleeve: "Brother Shen, are you, are you still helping me?"
Fu Yunshen didn't speak. He got up and touched the back of his head. It seemed that a small bag had fallen on it, and it was painful. He bent down and patted the dirt off his body, and saw that Shi Mu was still sitting on the ground looking at her, like a pug.
Breathing, it was both funny and helpless, but in the end, I couldn't hold back, and the sweaty palm rubbed the soft hair fiercely: "Then get up quickly."
Shi Mu's eyes lit up and brushed up.
When the two came to the corner of the wall, Fu Yunshen bent over and gathered his fingers into a mesh, "You step on my hand, and the other foot helps you up"
Shi Mu didn't dare not to listen to him, he supported the wall with both hands and stepped on his hand with one foot. Fu Yun took a deep breath and pulled up his strength. He was almost from the highest point, and Fu Yun supported Shi Mu's butt.
Her body stiffened, and before she could regain her senses, she climbed up the wall.
Fu Yunshen threw her schoolbag out, turned and left without hesitation, leaving her alone on the wall in a daze.
Looking at the slender back of the young man walking away, Shi Mu stroked his buttocks, feeling a little dazed.
In any case, the person managed to escape from the school.
And Fu Yunshen, who was washing his hands frantically in the bathroom, touched the little gay guy's butt, it is estimated that he will also become gay, he can't.
When she left the school, Shi Mu carried her schoolbag and took the time to trot to the platform. She was also lucky. When she was about to get to the platform, she saw a taxi passing by. You must know that it is very difficult to take a taxi in such a place.
Get in the car and call Lao Huang.
I did not answer.
She didn't give up. When she got to the fourth call, the call was connected, but there was no sound.
"Mr. Huang, I can help you, but you have to tell me where you are first."
After hanging up the phone, Lao Huang sent her a spot.
After getting the location, Shi Mu finally breathed a sigh of relief: "Master, go to Lvjiang Bay."
An hour later, Shi Mu appeared at the door of the Zeng residence of Lao Huang and his ex-boyfriend.
The door was half-closed, she pushed it open, the curtains in the living room were drawn tightly, and it was pitch black, Shi Mu lightly walked, passed the entrance, and came to the sofa, and saw Lao Huang curled up on the ground with the letter in his hand.
Lao Huang has become less like a person.
His clothes were wrinkled, his face was blue and purple, and his eyes were full of red blood. It was estimated that he had been crying for a long time, and his face was full of tears. He looked sullen and his expression was very empty.
Shi Mu sat in the middle, slowly pulled the letter out of his hand, and swept the letter ten lines at a time, without the slightest feeling of surprise, everything was exactly as expected.
"Have you eaten, Lao Huang?" At this time, she didn't want to call him teacher.
"You stayed here all night without sleeping?"
He still didn't speak.
Shi Mu sighed, "If you want to see Ning Feng, I can help you, as long as you pack yourself up, take a shower, eat something, and get some sleep."
The old yellow eyes moved and smiled: "Children, the dead will not come back."
His nose fluttered, and the next moment, he bent down on the ground and cried, crying and retching.
Lao Huang often said that the name Ning Fenglai is not auspicious, it sounds good but it is not easy to support, think about it, the wind comes and the wind comes, and when the wind comes, he always has to leave. He is afraid that he will leave and that he will leave. That name is the same, skipped in the world, disappeared in a blink of an eye.
Shi Mu's long eyelashes trembled; "I can summon a soul, can you believe it?"
Old Huang covered his stomach and stood up, looking haggard: "Look at how old I am, look at my face, it seems easy to deceive?"
The old man didn't believe it.
Heartbroken.
Shi Mu's eyes flickered, she raised her hand, and snapped her fingers. Suddenly, the living room lights came on without warning, and the flashing old yellow eyes hurt. She clapped her hands expressionlessly, the lights were dark, and after her arms were lowered, the curtains were brushed open, and Lao Huang was stunned.
Every inch of earth in this world has died. There are countless souls floating in the world. The spirits left here are timid and fragile. They are frightened by the Gu insects in Shimu's body, and they dare not resist the orders she gives. Heart.
"Ning Feng didn't die." Shi Mu pointed his finger at the tattoo on his chest, "He left his soul with you, as long as his soul is still here, no matter where he is, he will come back, old man. Huang, I'll bring someone back, you believe me."
Lao Huang's eyes trembled, and after a long time he returned to calm, he staggered to his feet, and got into the bathroom.
Shi Mu Chang breathed a sigh of relief, took out his mobile phone and ordered a takeaway. Lao Huang had just finished taking a shower, and the takeaway was also delivered.
"You eat."
He picked up the chopsticks, devoured them and stuffed them into his mouth, taking a bite of vegetables, a bite of rice, and a bite of chicken thigh. Soon his mouth was full, his cheeks were bulging high on both sides, and there was no image of what he was eating. He stopped his chopsticks, lowered his head, and his shoulders kept shaking.
Shi Mu remembered the time after her parents left. From her parents' accident, to sending them to cremation, to buying a cemetery to handle the funeral, she did everything herself and acted rationally and calmly. The police said she was brave, and neighbors said she good performance. There are also relatives who are talking behind her, saying that her parents have raised her for so many years, but not a single tear can be shed after her death.
She couldn't cry. It was Xiao Yu when she came back from the cemetery. Shi Mu was very hungry and went to a noodle shop. Powerless.
Shi Mu understood Lao Huang's state of mind at the moment.
The loss of a loved one, without even seeing him for the last time, is that kind of grief, a person who is enough to be defeated is crushed.
"I'm done eating." Lao Huang said in a hoarse voice. After wiping his mouth indiscriminately, he lay down on the sofa. He didn't dare to enter the bedroom, which was filled with memories from He Ning Feng.
Lao Huang closed his eyes, Shi Mu knew that he was not asleep.
In addition to the one soul and one soul in Lao Huang's body, there are also two souls and six souls floating in the outside world. To summon a soul, you need to light a gathering soul lamp, and then take a drop of blood from your beloved heart. When midnight comes, the soul lamp guides the way for the dead souls.
0:00.
Shi Mu found an alcohol cup, burned a soul-calling talisman paper with blood in it, closed his eyes and recited the soul-gathering spell, quietly waiting for Ning Fenglai's souls to gather. Lao Huang sat across the table, his hands on his knees tightened secretly.
In the silent night, the lights flickered.
Shi Mu slowly opened her eyes. Under the candlelight, a figure slowly emerged behind Lao Huang. She slowly raised her head and looked over.
The man was born very well, tall and slender, with handsome eyebrows, he lowered his eyebrows, and his brown pupils quietly stared at the person beside him
Ning Feng comes.
With one soul and one soul missing, Ning Fenglai was not even a soul, and could barely be called a spirit body, and there was a possibility that the soul would scatter again at any time. Seemingly aware of something, Lao Huang carefully turned around, his eyes suddenly widened, and his lips trembled slightly.
He is smiling, his expression is not as cold as before, his eyes are very gentle, like a warm sun melting the snow in the wilderness.
"haven't seen you for a long time."
haven't seen you for a long time.
They parted in June last year, not too long ago.
"You fucking…"
The excited old Huang was about to reach out to grab it, but Shi Mu hurriedly stopped him: "No, he is a spirit body, you are a living person with strong yang energy, you may hurt him."
What Shi Mu said was naturally a lie. Ning Fenglai gave shelter to the life and death Gu planted by Lao Huang. At this moment, Ning Fenglai was an evil thing. Once approached, the life and death Gu immediately drove him away.
Hearing Shi Mu's words, his raised hand was stiff in the air.
Lao Huang slowly stopped.
Shi Mu looked at Ning Fenglai and then at Lao Huang, she felt that this situation should not be left, it would be a little embarrassing.
"That... you talk, I, I, I go inside first, do you mind if I enter your study?"
Ning Fenglai shook his head.
Shi Mu got up, and when Ning Feng came, he was suddenly attracted by a sweet smell coming from him.
Gollum.
My stomach rang immediately.
All the takeaways I ordered just now were eaten by Lao Huang. The grief was huge, and the appetite was even greater, and no one left a single bite.
Shi Mu couldn't stand the temptation, and knew that this was not the time, but still—
"Can you... let me taste it?" Shi Mu asked cheekily, "A small sip, just a small sip, not much."
Ning Feng looked at Lao Huang.
Lao Huang waved his hand: "Whatever."
Shi Mu's eyes lit up, and he licked Ning Fenglai's arm, "Mr. Ning, you smell strawberry!"
"… "
Two seconds of silence.
"Shi Mu, you bastard, why do you eat everything? Laozi man, you eat it too! Laozi man tastes like pork and sauerkraut!" Lao Huang seemed to have forgotten that Ning Fenglai was dead, he took off his shoes and threw it to her In the past, the shoe passed through Ning Fenglai's body and fell to the ground. He was stunned, and his expression became sad again.
Shi Mu Zuo looked and looked, secretly squeezed Ning Feng to hide a small piece of spiritual body in his clothes, slipped into the study without looking, and quietly looked out from the crack of the door.
The atmosphere in the living room was very silent.
The alcohol lamp was still on, and the dim candlelight reflected a small world.
Ning Fenglai sat across from him.
"Have you just shaved?" Ning Fenglai, as before, gently asked about his lover's life.
"It was shaved and my hair was cut. It's not that you don't like my beard and dyed hair. By the way, I also washed off the tattoo on my arm." He raised his arm for Ning Feng to look at, "Except for patrol days, I always go to bed at 10:30, get up at 5:30 in the morning to exercise, and have three meals a day on time. On the rest days, I cook by myself. When I have time, I go to feed the kittens and dogs. I even helped one fall that day. The old man, I was defrauded of 200 yuan, it's all right, and I made it back by playing cards."
Lao Huang lowered his head and babbled; "I listen to you, I don't scold people very much, I also listen to you, don't go and harm girls for the sake of inheriting the lineage, it's wicked, and I won't do it if you don't say it. It's just that my mother is very annoying and keeps asking me to go on blind dates. Oh also, that was my student Shimu, we met at a gay bar, don't worry, I'm just going to drink, not messing around, after school starts I haven't been there."
Ning Fenglai listened, his expression focused, and his eyes only fixed on him.
Lao Huang looked at Ning Feng and said, "Actually, I had a good life, even better than when you were here, so... so you can reincarnate well."
reincarnation
It's already a luxury.
When he was about to die, Ning Fenglai felt the fear of being forced by death. He was afraid that Lao Huang would not have a good time when he left. He heard that he would always encounter strange things when patrolling at night, so... Ning Fenglai left his soul to him. old yellow.
He was paranoid, so he would be in his life forever.
"Ning Feng came..."
"Why the fuck did you die?" Lao Huang choked out, his stomach cramping badly, "Why don't you listen to me? What did Laozi tell you? Laozi told you not to stay up late to eat on time, and asked you not to do that. Desperately, you just don't listen, now it's alright, is your corpse born with maggots? I feel nauseated when I think of you having maggots, you know that?"
Ning Fenglai's long eyelashes fluttered, his expression calm: "I am cremation."
"… "
"Fuck you! You're still dead, if you're alive, I'll beat you to death again!"
Ning Fenglai lowered his head and chuckled.
The alcohol lamp was burning to the end, and he was going to leave.
Ning Fenglai's smile faded, and he got up and took a few steps closer, "I know you hate me, but I still want to hear the words you once asked me." He looked at him, "Can you ask me again? "
Old Huang's Adam's apple rolled, and his voice was a bit crying: "If there is a next life, would you still be with me?"
The corners of Ning Fenglai's lips curled up, a look of satisfaction he had never had before. He opened his arms and hugged his lover's body tightly.
Lao Huang couldn't feel his embrace, not even a bit of body temperature.
Ning Fenglai closed his eyes, and the life and death Gu scorched his spiritual body to pieces. Since he died, he thought he would never feel pain again. At this moment, the pain spread, like falling into a magma hell, the pain was beyond words, sad, But it was when he was at his best.
"I will tell you personally, I will."
"You live well, I will wait for you in the next life."
It was great to see him again, but Ning Fenglai also knew clearly that he would never have a next life.
The Gu worms take effect and completely devour the fragile soul.
A gust of wind blew, the candles scattered, everything was business as usual, like a dream.
Lao Huang blinked, his expression still in a trance.
Shi Mu sighed while watching the whole process. Originally, he was worried about how to settle Ning Fenglai, and it was impossible to send him into reincarnation. It would be immoral to force him to scatter his soul. Never would have thought that this affectionate doctor would choose to use this method to make peace with him. Lovers together.
Shi Mu opened the door and went out, patted Lao Huang on the shoulder: "Lao Huang, are you okay?"
"I'm fine." Lao Huang cried for half the night last night, and he cried for another day today, and his tears had long since dried up.
He tried hard to hide the feeling of suffocation in his heart, raised his head and smiled and looked at Shi Mu: "I'm a good man, right? I know that he doesn't dare to betray me, you don't have to be envious, you can't meet him."
Shi Mu glanced at him up and down: "Are you recovered?"
"It's not a miscarriage and a child. If there is something that won't recover, let's go, go back to school, and skip classes tomorrow."
No, she's all worried about this. Is he still skipping class
"Come on."
Shi Mu snorted and quickly followed.
When the door was closed, the smile on Lao Huang's face faded, his eyes skipped every inch of the room, every wall, and finally slowly, slowly closed the door and locked it.
Ning Feng came to let him take good care of his lover.
He will obey.
It was almost 2 o'clock when I drove back to school, and the dormitory building was already locked. Lao Huang took a flashlight and escorted Shi Mu all the way to the boys' dormitory, opened the door for her, and beckoned her, "Come in, come to my office tomorrow, I want to hear how you got out of school."
"...Brother, forget about it."
Seeing Shi Mu's bitter expression, Lao Huang smiled and ruffled his hair, "Stupid, come back, thank you today."
Shi Mu bit his lower lip and went up to give Lao Huang a big hug. After he was stunned, he hugged back.
"Brother, you have to be fine." After taking a deep look at Lao Huang, Shi Mu Xiao ran into the dormitory.
The sad and rough man's eyes were red again. After forcibly holding back his tears, he locked the door of the dormitory building again.
The moon is beautiful tonight.
Lao Huang had no literary talent, but he still remembered Ning Fenglai's favorite poem to Tian Nian.
We don't know each other at this time, but every month Hualiu shines on you...
Live well and see you in the next life.
When Shimu sneaked back to the dormitory, the roommates were all asleep.
She got on the bed gently, and the soft bed made her sigh comfortably.
"Did you take a shower?"
In the dark night, Fu Yunshen's voice was calm.
Shi Mu was so frightened that she stared at the opposite bed: "You haven't slept yet?"
Fu Yunshen: "I was woken up by you."
Shi Mu blinked and smiled meanly. She got out of bed and knelt beside the bed. She put her hands on the head of the bed and looked at Fu Yunshen. She lowered her voice and deliberately played coquettish teasing: "Brother Yunshen, have you been waiting for me?"
Him: "Go away."
He pulled up the quilt and covered his head.
Shi Mu grimaced at the boy and climbed back onto the bed.
I slept very peacefully this night, but I never imagined that tonight was just the calm before the storm.
She's got a big deal.