The ceremony ended successfully, but as Mo Zichen said, after a gap of five years, it may be very difficult for Qian Lan to re-enter Mo Zichen's heart.
It can't be said that Mo Zichen has no awareness of Qian Lan, but his feelings are indeed quite complicated.
Sometimes when I think back, all I feel is complaining.
After the ceremony, Mo Zichen and Qian Lan returned to their high-end apartments, but when they arrived at their respective doors, there seemed to be nothing to say between them.
"I'm going home first, I have class tomorrow!"
Qian Lan nodded: "Tomorrow, I will also go back to the army."
Although they were officially an unmarried couple, the distance between them seemed to be even further apart.
This time, Mo Zichen didn't plan to take the initiative. After returning home, he would prepare lessons as usual. But after taking a shower late at night, Mo Zichen had already pulled out the quilt and got into bed, but at this moment, he heard the doorbell ring.
Mo Zichen was wrapped in pajamas and opened the door, only to see Qian Lan standing at his door carrying luggage.
"I thought about it. Since we are an unmarried couple, can I... move here?"
Mo Zichen looked at Qian Lan and saw that she was as active as five years ago. He felt unspeakably uncomfortable in his heart, but he still opened the door and allowed Qian Lan to enter.
"The guest room is empty, feel free to do anything else. Don't disturb me tonight, good night." After saying that, Mo Zichen entered the master bedroom without even looking at Qian Lan.
Qian Lan didn't force it, but put down her luggage and got familiar with the environment at Mo Zichen's house.
Although Mo Zichen has lived alone for many years, he has always kept his home spotless and his things arranged in order. He is an out-and-out obsessive-compulsive person.
Afterwards, Qian Lan stayed in the guest room. Although she knew that it must be difficult for him to adapt to being forced into Mo Zichen's house like this, or, as he said, he still hated her a little, but after all, he did not give her to her. Kicked out, no
However, for Qianlan, besides being so shameless, what else can she do
Early the next morning, Qian Lan went to the army as she said, so when Mo Zichen got up, she was gone.
There are her slippers and toiletries at home, and her clothes and office equipment are now hung in the originally deserted guest room.
Why bother? Mo Zichen thought to himself, then closed the door, picked up his textbook, and went to school to give a speech.
For a week, Qian Lan didn't appear at home, as if what happened in the church before was just a special dream.
Mo Zichen returned to his normal schedule and was not bothered by Qian Lan's incident. He still went his own way, sometimes staying in the school library for the entire day.
However, after the last class on Friday, Mo Zichen took the materials and went out, only to see students pointing at the military vehicle parked in front of the teaching building and talking about the female soldier.
Mo Zichen saw it was Qian Lan and walked up: "Why are you here?"
"I want to go home, but I don't have the key." Qian Lan replied.
"Teacher Mo, who is that?" A female classmate who had a crush on Mo Zichen couldn't help but come forward to ask Qian Lan's identity. There was a look of hope in her eyes. She probably didn't want to hear any heartbreaking news. , However, Mo Zichen was pragmatic. Since he had promised it himself, he had no intention of denying it.
"This is my fiancée!"
"My fiancée is a soldier."
"How cool!" The students around him couldn't help but sigh.
Mo Zichen said nothing and just followed Qian Lan into the car.
"It's okay from now on. Don't come to school. I'll get a key for you."
"Have I embarrassed you?" Qian Lan asked Mo Zichen while driving.
"I like to keep a low profile." Mo Zichen replied coldly.
"Zi Chen..."
"Go home, I'm tired." Mo Zichen interrupted Qian Lan and was immersed in the information.
Qian Lan had no choice but to take a deep breath, take Mo Zichen back to their apartment, and then enter the house one after another.
"I will cook some porridge in the evening. If you want to eat it, just tell me in advance. I will cook it in advance. But if you don't like it, just cook it yourself or order takeout." After arriving home, Mo Zichen changed his clothes directly, then entered the kitchen and waited After the meal was ready, he returned to his study.
Qian Lan felt like she was a complete outsider, because Mo Zichen didn't think she existed at all.
For this reason, Qian Lan knocked on the door and entered Mo Zichen's study. She leaned against the door and said to him, "Have you lived like this for the past five years?"
"I didn't deliberately protect myself for you, I just didn't meet the right one." Mo Zichen replied calmly.
"So what you said that day in church were all lies?"
"Didn't you ask me to help you that day? And you still owe me a thank you."
"In the past, you wouldn't have been covered in thorns like this."
"It's been five years, everything has changed, let alone me?" After saying this, Mo Zichen raised his head and looked at Qian Lan, "Go to bed early tonight."
"Are we going to continue like this, lukewarm?"
"At least for now, I'm not angry with you." After saying that, Mo Zichen lowered his head again.
Qian Lan felt very sad, but she accepted it.
Because she didn't know what kind of pain Mo Zichen went through after she proposed breaking up, she thought it was for everyone's benefit to cut the knot quickly.
However, if she could have persisted at first, Qianjia would have changed later, and they would not have missed five years because of this.
At that time, Mo Zichen understood her helplessness, but now, he couldn't.
It seems that the older I get, the less I understand why people give up their feelings so easily.
Just looking at the surface, Qian Lan really didn't see that Mo Zichen had such deep complaints against her.
However, she also understood that it was not for you to say sorry, but because I once gave up our relationship because I could not bear the pressure from the family, Mo Zichen should choose to forgive immediately.
What's more, she hasn't made any efforts yet. She must make Mo Zichen rekindle his feelings for her.
So recently, Qian Lan has been observing Mo Zichen's daily routine and keeping his habits firmly in mind.
People with obsessive-compulsive disorder don't like others to break their inherent balance, so Mo Zichen's daily steps are the same.
Soon, Qian Lan got to know Mo Zichen's various habits, and she also knew when she could miss Mo Zichen and when she could meet him.
She even went to learn a few of Mo Zichen's favorite dishes.
It's not that Mo Zichen doesn't know Qian Lan's behavior, it's just that he hasn't figured out yet how to accept it.
He has wounds in his heart that haven't completely scabbed over yet, especially since Qian Lan is as attentive to him as before, he will be even more afraid, afraid that one day he will be given up again.
It’s just that Qian Lan is really getting more and more arrogant at home, even...
Just wearing a shirt, walking around the living room, revealing a pair of slender legs...