When Lu Zhengfei entered the bedroom, Chen Qianqing was already asleep.
His body curled up unnaturally, like a boiled shrimp, his long hair hung down, covering his pale face, and he was as thin as a piece of paper.
Five years ago, Chen Qianqing was handsome, elegant, and played a beautiful piano. When he laughed, he had beautiful dimples on his face, just like a prince in a movie. Everything was so perfect.
But now, Lu Zhengfei walked over and touched Chen Qianqing's face.
Chen Qianqing was too thin, and the shape of the bones could be vaguely seen on his pale face. When he was touched by Lu Zhengfei, he reflexively wanted to shrink his body and let out a slight whimper.
But in the end, he didn't wake up, or he did wake up, but he didn't want to open his eyes.
Chen Qianqing has beautiful eyes with thick eyelashes and clear eyes. When he stares at you, it's like he's talking to you. Lu Zhengfei likes Chen Qianqing and prefers his eyes, but Lu Zhengfei will never get Chen Qianqing's attention - because His lover is blind.
Chen Qianqing's quality of sleep is not high. He has been suffering from insomnia recently and has to rely on a lot of sleeping pills to fall asleep. Once this medicine has formed inertia, it is difficult to change, so that if there is no sleeping pill, Chen Qianqing can't sleep at all.
Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing had a bad relationship. Chen Qianqing didn't like Lu Zhengfei. He didn't even like men. It was Lu Zhengfei who used all his means to lock Chen Qianqing by his side, watching him go from blooming to withering, and finally dying.
It was Lu Zhengfei who made Chen Qianqing become such a culprit, and now, he regrets it.
Looking at Chen Qianqing, who was dying and could leave him almost at any time, Lu Zhengfei regretted it. He regretted using those means against Chen Qianqing, and regretted making things irreversible, but there has never been a regret medicine in the world.
Lu Zhengfei was about to die with regret, but he could do nothing about Chen Qianqing's departure. He could grab Chen Qianqing from others, but he couldn't compete with Death for Chen Qianqing's life.
"Hmm..." Chen Qianqing woke up. He couldn't see anything, but he could still blink. Those eyes that should have been clear were gray, and with his pale face, they looked particularly terrifying.
"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei called softly.
Chen Qianqing froze when he heard Lu Zhengfei's voice. The person in front of him was his lifelong nightmare. He couldn't break free from confinement, couldn't stop the harm, and could only be dragged to hell by this man named Lu Zhengfei.
Chen Qianqing said, "Lu Zhengfei, am I going to die?"
The word "death" is so sensitive at this time, Lu Zhengfei froze after hearing it, and then forced a smile: "Qianqing, don't worry, you won't die."
Chen Qianqing was silent for a moment, the bloodless lips evoked a mocking arc, and he said, "I wish I was dead."
The reluctant smile on Lu Zhengfei's face disappeared in an instant, and Chen Qianqing could not see Lu Zhengfei's expression. If he could see it, he would only feel joy in his heart.
Lu Zhengfei was not happy, but Chen Qianqing was happy.
Chen Qianqing's physical condition no longer allowed any tossing, and even if Lu Zhengfei was angry, he could only bear it.
Seeing that Lu Zhengfei was silent, Chen Qianqing continued, "I'm also glad that I'm blind, so I don't need to see such a disgusting thing like you again."
Lu Zhengfei clenched his fists.
Chen Qianqing said: "Go away, I can't sleep here if you are here." Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing, and after a long time said hoarsely: "Qianqing, don't do this."
do not do that? When Chen Qianqing heard this, he just wanted to sneer. Lu Zhengfei was the initiator, but he always wanted to look like a victim. In this relationship, Chen Qianqing was the victim. Any emotion—except hate, of course.
In order to get him, Lu Zhengfei not only threatened his family, but also imprisoned him as a pet. For Chen Qianqing these few years, almost every day was a torment.
But it doesn't matter, everything is over now.
Chen Qianqing knew that he was about to die. Lying on the bed, he could feel his life being pulled away from his body. If a person really wanted to die, no one could stop him.
Lu Zhengfei found the best doctor, used the best medicine, and even threatened him with his family, but Chen Qianqing was still getting weaker day by day.
Lu Zhengfei knew what Chen Qianqing was thinking, but he had no choice but to say: "Qianqing, you just died like this, how can you get revenge on me?"
Chen Qianqing coughed a few times when he heard the words, but his face opened with a smile, but the smile was extremely vicious. He said, "Lu Zhengfei, isn't my death the best revenge for you?"
Lu Zhengfei said: "Do you really think that your death is the best revenge for me? If you die, I can still find the next lover. I have money and power, and I can't get anything."
Chen Qianqing chuckled: "You can't get me."
Lu Zhengfei couldn't refute. During this time, he had been running for Chen Qianqing, and he was even willing to die for Chen Qianqing, but Chen Qianqing would not waver at all, just put on the coldest expression, looking at Lu Zhengfei's tossing, just like watching a story about to go Sad and pitiful fish hopping in a dry pond.
Lu Zhengfei had no choice. In the end, he said to Chen Qianqing, "Qianqing, if I die, are you willing to live?"
Chen Qianqing didn't speak, didn't move, like a lifeless puppet. After a long time, he said, "Lu Zhengfei, the past cannot be traced back." Your death cannot save me.
Lu Zhengfei's eyes were indifferent. The Chen Qianqing in front of him was so unfamiliar and completely different from the person who attracted him back then, and he was the one who twisted Chen Qianqing a little bit.
The wrong thing, the wrong feeling, the wrong time and the wrong person, Lu Zhengfei finally cried bitterly in a low voice. The cry was extremely desolate, but it did not make Chen Qianqing feel any soft-hearted.
Lying on the bed, Chen Qianqing had disabled legs and blindness. His severe depression made him hate this man named Lu Zhengfei, and he would not be shaken by Lu Zhengfei's cry.
Chen Qianqing should have a bright future, but everything was ruined by Lu Zhengfei.
All ruined.
Lu Zhengfei knelt on the ground and cried, tears wet the carpet, he knew that he was wrong, wrong too much, and he couldn't look back. Chen Qianqing's laughter was soft, but it hit Lu Zhengfei's soul again and again like a heavy hammer. superior.
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In April, spring is in full swing.
Chen Qianqing's funeral was a weekend, few people came to attend, only a few acquaintances, not even relatives.
Lu Zhengfei was wearing a black wedding dress with black gauze on his arms. Compared with before, he looked a lot haggard, and even had white hair on his temples.
"Young Master Lu." Lu Zhengfei's friend patted him on the shoulder: "Sorry."
Lu Zhengfei looked at the brand-new tombstone in front of him in silence, and did not speak.
The friend knew about the relationship between Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing, so he couldn't persuade him any more, but he sighed and walked away.
At the end of the funeral, Chen Qianqing was buried in the ground for safety. After everything was gone, Lu Zhengfei stood alone in front of the tombstone.
"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei said, "I'm sorry."
The green trees sprout new shoots, and the fragrance of flowers and birdsong set off everything so beautifully. Chen Qianqing's smile is inlaid on the cold stone tablet, and his smile on it is like a flower, and a person is like a spring breeze.
Lu Zhengfei's expression was serious. He crouched down, rubbed the stone tablet lightly, and kissed Chen Qianqing in the photo. Then, he took out his gun and pointed at his head: "Qianqing, I'm sorry."
The sound of the touch was the sound of objects shattering, and the bright red blood splattered and splattered on the ground, contaminating Chen Qianqing's photo, but Chen Qianqing's smile in the photo became even brighter because of these liquids.
Death is never the end of the story.
Lu Zhengfei didn't know what the world after death was, but when he struggled to open his eyes, he thought that death was a dream he had done.
Chen Qianqing in the dream lost his life in front of his eyes. In the dream, he picked up a gun and blew his head.
The strong smell of disinfectant on the tip of the nose and the noisy sound made Lu Zhengfei feel uncomfortable. However, the most obvious discomfort was in the legs. Lu Zhengfei felt that his legs were very painful, very painful.
"Qianqing, Qianqing..." Someone was calling a familiar name, Lu Zhengfei really couldn't open his eyes, he only felt the pain all over his body.
"Qianqing, Qianqing." The voice was still calling, and Lu Zhengfei's heart was dull, and he wanted to go crazy.
"Chen Qianqing." The deep voice was angry and cold: "You thought you could run away? Next time, you won't break a leg."
Lu Zhengfei finally fainted from the pain.
When I woke up again, I didn't know how long it had been. Lu Zhengfei opened his eyes with difficulty and saw a snow-white color - the ceiling above his head.
The smell of disinfectant was so strong, Lu Zhengfei turned his head and saw a needle stuck in his right hand, but he couldn't move at all.
"Mr. Chen, are you awake?" A nurse walked to Lu Zhengfei's side and said softly, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"
Lu Zhengfei's eyes were blank, and he couldn't understand the nurse's words for a while.
"Mr. Chen?" The beautiful nurse frowned suspiciously, reached out and shook her hand in front of Lu Zhengfei's eyes. When she found that Lu Zhengfei's eyes were motionless, she was shocked and hurriedly called Lu Zhengfei's attending doctor in.
"Mr. Chen?" Seeing Lu Zhengfei's indifferent expression, the doctor seemed a little anxious, and he said, "Mr. Chen, can you hear us?"
Lu Zhengfei was silent for a long time, until the doctors and nurses were about to go crazy, and then he said hoarsely: "What do you call me?"
The doctor looked at Lu Zhengfei in astonishment: "Mr. Chen... Are you... okay?"