They are all men, and they must have done such things as masturbation.
When Chen Qianqing helped Lu Zhengfei get it out with his hands, he comforted himself, he was actually masturbating. Facing the same face, it felt very strange. If it wasn't for the fear that Lu Zhengfei couldn't hold back his suffering, Chen Qianqing would never have made such a proposal.
After Lu Zhengfei got on Chen Qianqing for the first time, Chen Qianqing has been insomnia until now, and he can count on one hand after sleeping for a few hours at night.
Lu Zhengfei didn't notice that Chen Qianqing was different. He only felt that Chen Qianqing had compromised a lot compared to before, and was not as stubborn and sharp.
If something happened, I was willing to tell him that I wouldn't keep it in my heart alone.
The former relationship between Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei was not normal at all. The two of them were torturing each other rather than falling in love. Chen Qianqing's greatest joy was seeing Lu Zhengfei in pain.
The same is true now. Lu Zhengfei became Chen Qianqing, but it was more like Chen Qianqing's revenge. He asked Lu Zhengfei to experience all the torture he suffered.
In fact, that Chen Qianqing was right. Lu Zhengfei, who became Chen Qianqing, had to endure some nightmares that he never thought of - for example, being violated by himself.
The young Lu Zhengfei was very energetic. Chen Qianqing held his organs in his hands, lowered his head, and frowned slightly, looking very distressed.
"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei wanted to reach out and hug Chen Qianqing, but was avoided by Chen Qianqing.
"Lu Zhengfei." Chen Qianqing squinted at Lu Zhengfei, whose breathing was getting heavier and heavier, and said coldly, "Sit and don't move."
The person in front of him looked exactly like him, Chen Qianqing didn't dare to look up at all, and he even had the illusion that he was blaspheming in front of the mirror. Following Chen Qianqing's actions, Lu Zhengfei finally shot out.
"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei said, "I want you."
Chen Qianqing's body froze instantly. He knew that helping Lu Zhengfei to do it with his hands was just an expedient measure. He couldn't keep rejecting Lu Zhengfei's courtship, even for a month or two.
The young Lu Zhengfei also ate soft and not hard, until Chen Qianqing's death shattered all his pride and made him understand the importance of compromise.
If Lu Zhengfei, who was in his twenties, turned into Chen Qianqing, who was in his twenties, he would probably only fight with himself at that time and fall into a worse situation.
But at this moment, in the face of Lu Zhengfei, who was begging for love, Chen Qianqing just wanted to drag on for as long as he could, so he said, "Lu Zhengfei, can you give me some time?"
Chen Qianqing rarely spoke to him in a negotiating tone, let alone such words. After Lu Zhengfei heard the words, his eyes filled with surprise, and he said, "Qianqing, are you willing to accept me?"
Chen Qianqing didn't speak, just pulled a napkin and wiped off the liquid on his hands.
"Qianqing?" Lu Zhengfei held Chen Qianqing's shoulders and turned him around. He looked at Chen Qianqing's face and said, "Are you willing to accept me?"
Chen Qianqing's eyes have always been calm, he saw Lu Zhengfei's excited appearance, a little sad, yes, he was young and asked Chen Qianqing's acceptance, but unfortunately, Lu Zhengfei would never get what he wanted.
So, Chen Qianqing said word by word: "Lu Zhengfei, I will never be able to fall in love with you." - This sentence represents himself and the Chen Qianqing who was hurt by him. He disdains to deceive Lu Zhengfei's feelings, so Even when the starlight in Lu Zhengfei's eyes was instantly annihilated, he still said this sentence.
Lu Zhengfei stopped laughing, just looked at Chen Qianqing silently, the eyes of the two were surprisingly similar at this moment.
Lu Zhengfei said, "Even if you lied to me, wouldn't you?"
Chen Qianqing said lightly: "Do you want me to lie to you?"
Lu Zhengfei didn't speak. In fact, the answer was very clear to both of them. The originally ambiguous atmosphere suddenly dropped to freezing point, and the gentle things on Lu Zhengfei's face gradually disappeared, and finally turned into a coldness.
Lu Zhengfei said, "That's it."
After he finished speaking, he got up and tidied up his clothes, turned around and walked out.
Chen Qianqing sat on the sofa and looked at Lu Zhengfei's back, and suddenly felt a little breathless. He hurt Chen Qianqing, so now he will hurt himself in a more cruel way.
No one knows better than Chen Qianqing how to make Lu Zhengfei feel ashes.
Lu Zhengfei closed the door with a bang, and Chen Qianqing slowly stood up and went back to the bedroom.
During the long summer vacation, Chen Qianqing devoted most of his energy to the rehabilitation of his legs. He did not want this incident to leave any sequelae to his body, so even if it was very painful, he persevered.
Since that conversation, Lu Zhengfei has less time to go home. He comes back to live about three or four days a week, and he doesn't know what he is busy with at other times.
Chen Qianqing was not worried that Lu Zhengfei would cheat at all. No one knew more than him how much Lu Zhengfei's obsession with Chen Qianqing was.
In August, the weather was very hot, and Lu Zhengfei specially hired a rehabilitation expert for Chen Qianqing to help Chen Qianqing recover.
Chen Qianqing said thank you to Lu Zhengfei, and Lu Zhengfei just nodded. The two of them have been in a cold war for a month. To be precise, it is Lu Zhengfei's unilateral cold war. Chen Qianqing's sentence "I can never fall in love with you" seems to have had a huge impact on Lu Zhengfei.
The former Chen Qianqing also said these words, but usually they shouted out when he was angry, and Lu Zhengfei preferred to take this kind of words as a vent of Chen Qianqing's emotions.
But that day, Chen Qianqing was very calm, so calm that Lu Zhengfei had to believe this sentence, which came from Chen Qianqing's heart - he would never fall in love with him.
Nothing made Lu Zhengfei feel more frustrated than this. He wanted to deceive himself like before, but he couldn't do it.
Chen Qianqing just pretended that he didn't know Lu Zhengfei's recent situation. He was doing rehabilitation seriously and only wanted his legs to get better soon, but because of this incident, he forgot an important day.
Chen Qianqing's birthday is November 7th, and Lu Zhengfei's birthday is August 19th.
And now Chen Qianqing only remembers his birthday, and forgets Lu Zhengfei's.
On the 19th, Lu Zhengfei got up very early, Chen Qianqing got up at 8, and as soon as he entered the living room, he saw Lu Zhengfei who had finished his breakfast.
Chen Qianqing greeted Lu Zhengfei, and as usual, Lu Zhengfei ignored him.
In fact, Chen Qianqing didn't care about Lu Zhengfei ignoring him, and he was even a little fortunate that he didn't have to talk to Lu Zhengfei.
Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing who was drinking porridge, and said for the first time in a month, "Qianqing, I want you to play the piano."
Chen Qianqing's movements froze, he can play Chen Qianqing perfectly, because he knows everything about Chen Qianqing, but there is a huge flaw - he can't play the piano at all, not at all.
Lu Zhengfei said, "Just today, can you play a song for me?"
Chen Qianqing put down the spoon, wiped his mouth with a tissue, and pretended to be calm: "What's wrong? Why do you suddenly want to hear me play the piano." - Yes, he didn't remember that today was Lu Zhengfei's birthday.
Fortunately, Lu Zhengfei didn't expect Chen Qianqing to remember what day it was today, he just looked at Chen Qianqing and said, "You don't want to play?"
Chen Qianqing discovered the dangerous factor in Lu Zhengfei's eyes. Although Lu Zhengfei's expression was calm, Chen Qianqing knew that he was about to get angry.
Provoking Lu Zhengfei's birthday is definitely not a wise thing, especially Lu Zhengfei who has been in a cold war with him for a month, but Chen Qianqing can't agree to Lu Zhengfei's request, he can't do it.
Sometimes, silence is the best answer. Lu Zhengfei said coldly, "Are you sure you don't want to play the piano?"
For some reason, Chen Qianqing felt a little tight in his chest. He sighed slightly, looked at Lu Zhengfei with an indifferent expression, and said softly, "Lu Zhengfei, are you mad at me?"
Lu Zhengfei said, "Chen Qianqing, I'll ask you one last time, can you play?"
Failing to change the subject, Chen Qianqing could only face Lu Zhengfei's question directly. He even suspected that if he continued to refuse, Lu Zhengfei would directly smash the piano. Without a tacit understanding, there is no value in existence.
Chen Qianqing looked into Lu Zhengfei's eyes and decided to tell the truth: "Lu Zhengfei, I can't play the piano anymore."
Lu Zhengfei's expression did not change. He felt that Chen Qianqing was lying, and perfunctory him: "Can't play?"
"Yes." Chen Qianqing did not flinch: "After I woke up, I found that I couldn't play."
Lu Zhengfei smiled: "So you mean, that piano has no value in existence?"
Before Chen Qianqing could react, he saw Lu Zhengfei stand up directly, turn around and walk towards the second floor with a stool. Almost in the next second, Chen Qianqing knew what Lu Zhengfei wanted to do - he wanted to smash the piano.
Chen Qianqing's head exploded with a bang, and there was only one thought left in his mind - Lu Zhengfei, you little bastard, can you touch this piano? !
Then, before his brain could react, his body rushed towards Lu Zhengfei.
Chen Qianqing couldn't beat Lu Zhengfei. No matter his height or size, he was not Lu Zhengfei's opponent at all, so as long as Lu Zhengfei wanted to, it would be difficult for him to stop Lu Zhengfei's behavior.
The two pulled all the way from the stairs to the second floor. Seeing that Lu Zhengfei had lost his mind and didn't listen to what he was saying, Chen Qianqing had to resort to a last resort. He shouted at Lu Zhengfei, "You fucking don't. Do you just want to fuck me? What a hero to get mad at the piano, come to Lao Tzu if you have the ability, fuck!"
After hearing Lu Zhengfei's actions, some red eyes from anger moved from the piano room to Chen Qianqing: "Are you sure?"
Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei's beast-like eyes, and his mouth felt bitter.