What is the saddest thing in the world
For Chen Qianqing at this time, knowing the truth is the saddest thing.
You pursued your lover for ten years, you imprisoned your lover for ten years, and after destroying him, did you realize that he had tried to accept you—what could be more tragic than this? There will be no more.
After the sex was over, Chen Qianqing got up and took a shower. There were bruises all over his body, and there was even white turbidity left between his legs. However, compared to the confusion when he was assaulted by Lu Zhengfei for the first time, he could be said to be indifferent now.
Lu Zhengfei felt that something was wrong with Chen Qianqing. He looked at Chen Qianqing's back, but in the end he couldn't say anything.
Chen Qianqing entered the bathroom and turned on the hot water.
The smoke rising from the hot water blurred the mirror facing him, and the face in the mirror also looked a little dull.
Chen Qianqing stretched out his hand and wiped away the water vapor little by little, staring at his face in the mirror without a single glance.
After a while, his fingers slowly rubbed the mirror surface, as if stroking the pale face, and he said, "Chen Qianqing, I'm sorry."
No one responded.
He put his forehead on it, and he started to sob softly. He thought he was strong enough to face this weird thing, but when he realized the truth, he realized that he couldn't bear it at all, he couldn't bear it. The weight of truth.
"Qianqing, I'm sorry." Chen Qianqing closed his eyes, and in a trance, he saw the man lying on the bed and looking at him resentfully. The man said, Lu Zhengfei, my death is the best revenge for you. what.
Chen Qianqing's death is not the best revenge for Lu Zhengfei. His best revenge is to make Lu Zhengfei become Chen Qianqing and let Lu Zhengfei see with his own eyes how he destroyed everything in Chen Qianqing with his own hands.
Chen Qianqing squatted on the ground, buried his face between his arms, and the hot water poured down from the top of his head, but it made him feel even more cold.
There was a knock on the bathroom door, and Lu Zhengfei's voice came from outside: "Qianqing, are you okay?"
Only then did Chen Qianqing regain his senses, and then he found that the water in the water heater had long been cold.
"I'm fine." Chen Qianqing's voice was a little hoarse. He turned the water heater on again and said, "I'll come out immediately."
Lu Zhengfei didn't ask again.
Chen Qianqing hurriedly cleaned the traces on his body, wrapped in a towel and walked out of the bathroom. He looked at Lu Zhengfei and said, "Go wash quickly, my mother is coming back."
Lu Zhengfei originally thought that Chen Qianqing would be emotional, but he didn't expect to be so calm.
Lu Zhengfei responded and went into the bathroom.
Chen Qianqing sat in the chair with a sore back and wanted to smoke again. He couldn't hold back after a while, but he still took out a cigarette from Lu Zhengfei's pocket and sniffed it in his nose.
Ten minutes later, Lu Zhengfei quickly finished taking a shower and walked out wiping his wet hair.
Chen Qianqing didn't lift her head: "Go wash the sheets, don't let my mother see them."
Lu Zhengfei: "..." When I see such a calm lover, sometimes I feel so sad.
Chen Qianqing raised her eyebrows: "What? Want me to wash?"
Lu Zhengfei didn't say anything, pulled the sheets, turned around and went into the bathroom.
Chen Qianqing knew that even he had a very small chance of escaping from Lu Zhengfei's hands. First, it was an unequal contest. Chen Qianqing was an ordinary person, but Lu Zhengfei had a lot of resources to use. If he escapes, the price to pay will be huge. He knows that Lu Zhengfei can tolerate everything, but the only thing that cannot be tolerated is... Chen Qianqing left him. In the end, if he wasn't with Lu Zhengfei, how could it be considered torture? He deserved all of this.
Chen Qianqing smiled, threw the cigarette in his hand into the trash can, and turned on the computer.
There were many people who dared to bully Chen Qianqing in the past life. Whether it was Liu Jingyang, who had dropped out of school, or Lu Zhengfei's sister Lu Yiqin, they could easily hurt Chen Qianqing, but now it's different. Chen Qianqing promises that if anyone shoots at him again, he will absolutely It was a terrible death for that person.
Lu Zhengfei washed the traces on the sheets with difficulty. As soon as he got out of the bathroom, he saw Chen Qianqing lying on the chair and looking at it. He said quietly, "Qianqing, where is your washing machine?"
Chen Qianqing didn't turn his head back: "You go to the balcony to have a look." In fact, he didn't know where he was, so he said it casually.
Lu Zhengfei looked back and said, "There's nothing on the balcony..."
Chen Qianqing: "Go and see in the kitchen."
Lu Zhengfei looked at it and came back: "I still haven't..."
Chen Qianqing: "Oh, that should be in the toilet."
Lu Zhengfei: "..."
Luckily, the washing machine was indeed in the toilet. Lu Zhengfei washed the sheets with his hands and washed them with the washing machine again. When he was about to dry, he heard Chen Qianqing say, "Wash your clothes too."
Lu Zhengfei: "...Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
Chen Qianqing turned her head and glanced at him, her eyes full of contempt: "You don't wash yourself, do you still expect my mother to wash it for you?"
Lu Zhengfei: "..." Forget it, don't say anything, just take the clothes and wash them obediently.
But this time, Lu Zhengfei learned to be obedient, and took Chen Qianqing's clothes to wash together, but only halfway through the wash, Chen Qianqing's mother Liu Huamei came back.
As soon as Liu Huamei entered the toilet, she saw Lu Zhengfei who was washing clothes. She was surprised: "Little Lu, why are you washing clothes? Leave it alone. I'll wash it for you tomorrow."
Lu Zhengfei showed a naive smile: "Auntie, it's okay, I washed it easily."
Liu Huamei turned around and entered the bedroom, and said to Chen Qianqing who was still playing Lianliankan, "What did you do, kid? Let the guests do the laundry?"
Chen Qianqing didn't lift his head: "I told him to put it in the washing machine, who knew he wanted to wash by hand." - In fact, he knew that Lu Zhengfei had not come in for a long time and knew that he must be washing by hand. Some of Lu Zhengfei's clothes cannot be washed in the washing machine. The servant washes, I can only rely on myself here, but this is definitely not the main reason why Lu Zhengfei doesn't use the washing machine. Chen Qianqing glanced at Liu Huamei with an angry face, how could he not know what this guy Lu Zhengfei was thinking.
Liu Huamei said angrily, "Then you can't sit and play here either."
Chen Qianqing pretended to be pitiful: "Mom, don't my legs still hurt, I can't stand for a long time."
When it comes to legs, Liu Huamei has nothing to do. She sighed: "You tell Xiaolu not to wash it next time. I'll just wash you both together tomorrow. Alas, how embarrassing it is that they have helped you so much."
Chen Qianqing was too lazy to speak and continued to play his own game.
Liu Huamei reached out and patted Chen Qianqing's head lightly, then turned around and went out.
Chen Qianqing sighed, closed the interface of Lianliankan, and clicked on a movie to start watching.
After Lu Zhengfei finished washing and drying his clothes, Chen Qianqing happened to watch half of the movie.
"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei came over, holding the fresh hawthorn Liu Huamei just bought: "The fruit your mother bought."
Chen Qianqing glanced at the hawthorn and was not very interested: "You can eat it."
Lu Zhengfei said: "Didn't you like eating hawthorn the most before? Why don't you eat it?"
Chen Qianqing said lazily, "Ass hurts."
Lu Zhengfei: "...Okay."
So Chen Qianqing sat in a chair watching a movie, Lu Zhengfei nibbled hawthorn beside the bed, and the two were in unusual harmony.
Lu Zhengfei gnawed on the hawthorn for a while and suddenly said, "Qianqing, please accompany me home during the Spring Festival this year."
Chen Qianqing's movements suddenly stopped, he turned to look at Lu Zhengfei: "Are you sure?"
Lu Zhengfei spat out the hawthorn core, looked at Chen Qianqing and said, "You don't want to?"
Chen Qianqing laughed: "Okay." - What will happen after Lu Zhengfei comes out of the closet, doesn't he know? Lu Zhengfei was almost broken by his father's leg, locked in the house for half a year, and then kept under strict surveillance by Lu's father and Lu's mother. Until Chen Qianqing was about to graduate from university, Lu Zhengfei finally succeeded in counterattacking in their house, and had the opportunity to continue the scourge Chen Qianqing.
Well, Chen Qianqing's mood suddenly brightened when he thought that he would not see Lu Zhengfei for nearly three years.
Lu Zhengfei thought that with Chen Qianqing's character, he would definitely refuse it, but he didn't expect him to agree so easily, and he smiled so brightly.
Lu Zhengfei felt a chill on his back inexplicably, and he said, "Qianqing, do you really agree?"
Chen Qianqing nodded indifferently: "Why don't you agree?" It's not that he came out of the closet, Lu Zhengfei wants to do whatever he wants, as long as he can't be involved.
Lu Zhengfei said, "... Qian Qing, are you really willing to go back with me?"
Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei with contempt in his eyes: "Lu Zhengfei, aren't you particularly cheap?"
Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing dumbfounded.
Chen Qianqing said seriously: "As long as you don't let my family know about my relationship with you, it's your business how you make trouble, understand?"
Lu Zhengfei nodded obediently.
Seeing Lu Zhengfei like this, Chen Qianqing was satisfied. He tapped the space bar and continued watching the movie.
Lu Zhengfei originally thought that his proposal would be strongly opposed by Chen Qianqing, but he didn't expect to be agreed so easily. Not only did Chen Qianqing agree, but he seemed quite happy.
Lu Zhengfei would not be stupid enough to think that Chen Qianqing was happy because their relationship was made public. He looked at Chen Qianqing who was watching the movie with relish, and suddenly felt that he had brought Chen Qianqing home, and he needed to think carefully about it...