Turns Out I’m Crazy

Chapter 40: to achieve yours

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From the moment Chen Qianqing pressed Lu Zhengfei's face to the mirror, he didn't speak, and stared stubbornly at the broken mirror on the ground.

Lu Zhengfei had no choice but to tie Chen Qianqing's hands and hold him in his arms. When he knew the doctor was coming, he untied Chen Qianqing's hand and let the doctor deal with the place where Chen Qianqing's hand was cut by the glass.

Seeing Lu Zhengfei like this, Ruan Wenhong sneered, "Lu Zhengfei, your head is still dripping blood."

Lu Zhengfei said impatiently, "Don't talk to me, if it weren't for you, how could so many things happen."

Ruan Wenhong said, "Do you think I want to take care of it? All right, go home and come out of the closet. How about love?"

Lu Zhengfei didn't speak when he heard the words, but his frown revealed his mood.

Chen Qianqing's hands were covered with bandages, and she sat silently in Lu Zhengfei's arms, as if she could no longer hear the conversation between Lu Zhengfei and Ruan Wenhong.

After Chen Qianqing's wound was treated, the doctor came to check the wound on Lu Zhengfei's head and said, "I need to do a detailed examination, I don't know if there is a concussion."

Lu Zhengfei said impatiently, "Pack it up first and then talk about it."

When the doctor saw this, he couldn't say anything else. He sterilized the ground scratched by the mirror on Lu Zhengfei's head and bandaged it again.

Lu Zhengfei really wanted to ask Ruan Wenhong what he said to Chen Qianqing to stimulate him like this, but because Chen Qianqing didn't dare to ask directly, he had to put on his clothes casually, and went out with a gloomy face holding Chen Qianqing.

Ruan Wenhong was a little helpless when he saw Lu Zhengfei's back, and he said, "Lu Zhengfei, if I knew you had today, I would take you abroad no matter what."

Lu Zhengfei's mother basically lived abroad and rarely returned to China.

Ruan Wenhong saw that Lu Zhengfei was indifferent to what he said, and wanted to smoke a little irritably.

Chen Qianqing felt very tired, the whole figure seemed to be put into a mess, constantly being stirred and stirred, everything around was blurred, and the ears seemed to be blocked by something, and the people around were talking. The sound was just a humming roar to his ears.

This feeling is better after I know that I get in the car.

Chen Qianqing was lying on Lu Zhengfei's lap, her eyes were half closed, her face was pale, and she looked very bad.

Lu Zhengfei saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart. He touched Chen Qianqing's face in cold sweat, lowered his head and kissed Chen Qianqing's forehead, and comforted in a low voice, "Qianqing, don't be afraid, I'm here."

Chen Qianqing said nothing, as if the soul had been separated from the body.

Lu Zhengfei took Chen Qianqing home, put him on the bed, went out and called Xu Shaoren.

Xu Shaoren listened to Lu Zhengfei's description of Chen Qianqing's situation on the phone, and hesitated: "He must have a serious psychological problem, but I don't know if he has a split personality... Lu Zhengfei, haven't you taken him for an examination?"

Lu Zhengfei smiled bitterly: "Do you think he might be willing to check with me?"

Xu Shaoren hesitated for a while, he knew that the best psychological treatment institutions were abroad, but according to Chen Qianqing's temperament, it was absolutely impossible to agree to do this kind of treatment with Lu Zhengfei.

Xu Shaoren sighed: "If I knew it now, why bother in the beginning."

Lu Zhengfei still had a headache and was a little dizzy. While smoking, he said, "Forget it, if his condition doesn't improve, even if he is tied up, he will be tied up abroad."

Xu Shaoren was silent for a moment: "What about your family?"

Lu Zhengfei wanted to say confidently that I could protect him, but Ruan Wenhong's arrival was telling him the fact that he was too naive.

A single Ruan Wenhong can stimulate Chen Qianqing like this. If his family is determined to hurt Chen Qianqing, he is afraid that he will not be able to protect him.

Xu Shaoren said: "Lu Zhengfei, you really don't think about breaking up with him?"

Lu Zhengfei squeezed the phone tightly in his hand and said nothing. After a long time, he firmly spit out two words: "Never."

Xu Shaoren sighed lightly: "Where are you now, let me come and see."

Lu Zhengfei snorted and hung up the phone. He threw the cigarette butt into the trash can, turned around and went into the bedroom where Chen Qianqing was lying.

Chen Qianqing slowed down.

Those excited emotions had been pulled out of his body. At this time, he had become the calm he was on weekdays, but his face was a little paler. Seeing Lu Zhengfei walking in, Chen Qianqing said, "Are you alright."

Lu Zhengfei reached out and touched his tightly bound head, shook his head and said, "It's okay, how do you feel?"

Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei's face and said, "It's okay."

Lu Zhengfei said, "What did Ruan Wenhong tell you? Qianqing, that woman really has nothing to do with me. Do you trust me? I can beat you if you feel uncomfortable, but don't hurt yourself."

Only then did Chen Qianqing realize that his hand was injured. He looked down at his bandaged hands, and there was a pain in his eyes.

Lu Zhengfei thought that Chen Qianqing had a sore hand, and said, "Don't worry, it will be fine soon."

Chen Qianqing was afraid of pain, he was just sad that he hurt this body.

Lu Zhengfei said, "Qianqing, can you accompany me on a trip abroad if you have time?"

Chen Qianqing didn't lift her head: "I'm not sick."

Lu Zhengfei said: "I know you are not sick, I just want to take you out to relax." He and Chen Qianqing have been together for nearly a year, and they have hardly been anywhere. Seeing Chen Qianqing's appearance, he just wants to take him out. Going for a walk can relieve some of the pressure in his heart.

Chen Qianqing felt sleepy again. Once he was sleepy, he didn't want to talk, but he couldn't sleep, so he could only put a blank face, looking silent and sad.

Lu Zhengfei looked distressed, but had no choice but to hold his breath, thinking that he must find a chance to treat Ruan Wenhong once - if it weren't for him, Chen Qianqing would not have been stimulated like this.

Chen Qianqing said, "Lu Zhengfei, do you really love Chen Qianqing?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "If I don't love you, why should I be entangled with you." His world is much broader than Chen Qianqing's, it's simply the difference between the pool and the sea. If it wasn't for the love of Chen Qianqing, he would have long ago to his world.

Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei with an indescribable sadness in his eyes, and he said, "If you love him, why would you be willing to break his feet."

This is the question everyone is wondering, if you love someone, how can you be willing to hurt him.

Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing, reached out and touched his face, he said, "Because if I don't break his feet, he will leave me forever."

The young answer, the flippant answer, was the one Lu Zhengfei was sure of.

Chen Qianqing smiled bitterly, and suddenly found out why he and the original owner had such an ending—they were not suitable at all. The same stubbornness, the same unwillingness to compromise, and the same like to use the opponent's weak underbelly as armor, the young ones don't know what it means to take a step back and open the sky, just to fight for a breath and make the situation a little bit worse.

Whether it is Lu Zhengfei or Chen Qianqing, if they meet a softer opponent, they will not have such a result.

If Lu Zhengfei was a little more patient, if Chen Qianqing was a little more tolerant...

Chen Qianqing said: "Lu Zhengfei, if I told you that I would never fall in love with you, would you still be willing to be with me?"

Lu Zhengfei nodded.

Chen Qianqing wanted to say something, but Lu Zhengfei's cell phone rang. He escaped to take a look, and said, "Qianqing, I'll go out for a while, you rest first."

Chen Qianqing closed his eyes.

Lu Zhengfei went out, opened the door for Xu Shaoren, and said, "You came so fast."

Xu Shaoren said helplessly: "I'm playing with Sun Baiqi and the others. I heard you say something, so why don't you come here quickly?"

Lu Zhengfei said, "He is resting inside, do you want to go in and have a look?"

Xu Shaoren shook his head and said, "Tell me about the situation in detail first."

Lu Zhengfei and Xu Shaoren sat down on the sofa, and told Xu Shaoren all the things he had doubts about, including the change of Chen Qianqing's attitude and some small details that he didn't pay attention to and only remembered at this time.

Xu Shaoren said: "You said he didn't want to play the piano for you, and he said he couldn't play it?"

He got angry when he mentioned this Lu Zhengfei, he nodded and said, "He's not as easy to get angry as before... His attitude towards me is much better, but... he can't be hard."

Xu Shaoren didn't laugh at Lu Zhengfei this time, he said, "Have you told me anything yet?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "He looked at himself in the mirror and called his name..." He still couldn't tell the story of Chen Qianqing masturbating in front of the mirror.

Xu Shaoren said: "I suggest you observe him for a while. You have been busy recently. It is best to ask a special nurse to guard him. I think his condition is really serious."

Lu Zhengfei said, "Can't hypnotize or treat him without his knowledge?"

Xu Shaoren smiled: "How can hypnosis be so magical, generally do not believe this, maybe people with more mature minds can be hypnotized reluctantly. harm."

Hearing that there was damage, Lu Zhengfei was relieved.

Xu Shaoren said: "I don't think it's easy for you. It's not easy to see who is not good, and fall in love with such a stone man."

Lu Zhengfei said, "That's from my point of view. If you were Chen Qianqing's friend, you would probably only think that I was a pervert." He knew this very well.

Xu Shaoren said: "The advice I give is, after you are busy with this period of time, talk to him straight to the point, but I really think you should reconsider about coming out of the closet."

Lu Zhengfei nodded and said, "I will."

Xu Shaoren said: "Let's go, take me to see him."

Having said that, the two entered the room where Chen Qianqing was. Chen Qianqing was sitting on the bed and closed his eyes, when he heard the voice and opened his eyes, he saw Xu Shaoren unsurprisingly.

Xu Shaoren smiled and said, "Long time no see, Qianqing."

Chen Qianqing said, "I won't go to see a psychiatrist."

How could Xu Shaoren know that Chen Qianqing stopped what he wanted to say as soon as he opened his mouth, he had to smile bitterly: "I didn't come to persuade you to see a doctor, but Lu Zhengfei was worried about you and asked me to come and see you."

Chen Qianqing snorted and said nothing.

After a while, Xu Shaoren said, "Qianqing, do you want to travel with Lu Zhengfei?"

Chen Qianqing said, "Where are you going?"

Xu Shaoren said: "You can go anywhere you want."

Chen Qianqing didn't know where he wanted to go most, but he knew that the real Chen Qianqing wanted to go to D city the most, but in the end, this wish was not realized.

After the atmosphere was silent for a long time, Chen Qianqing heard the voice that didn't seem to belong to him: "Go to D city."