Death is sweet to Chen Qianqing.
Before he left this world, the thing he regretted most was meeting Lu Zhengfei.
The young Chen Qianqing played the piano well, and would take the initiative to help girls carry heavy objects. When they saw a thief, they would come forward to stop them.
He is proud enough, but this pride does not separate him from the world, but makes the people around him more attracted to him.
The meeting between Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei was a mistake. If they didn't know each other, Chen Qianqing might find a wife, give birth to a few children, and just live out this life indifferently.
Unfortunately, there is always no if in the world.
Lu Zhengfei met Chen Qianqing and completely destroyed him.
For a long time, Chen Qianqing didn't believe that Lu Zhengfei loved him. In other words, this belief was ground into powder by facts.
When Chen Qianqing saw the lipstick print on Lu Zhengfei's neckline, he couldn't ask. His relationship with Lu Zhengfei was already very strange. If Lu Zhengfei was willing to give him more patience, maybe it wouldn't be like this between them.
Chen Qianqing did not accept Ruan Wenhong's provocation and test like Lu Zhengfei after his rebirth, but for him, who was just 20 years old, a seemingly trivial matter was enough to defeat him.
When Chen Qianqing's classmate said he was a kept duck, and when Lu Yiqin insulted him with Lu Zhengfei's back, Chen Qianqing found that he couldn't even find an excuse to refute.
Because what they say is the truth.
Chen Qianqing has been educated since he was a child. Even so, his mother told him that boys don't eat what they want, and this world is worthy of your love.
Chen Qianqing was tightly imprisoned by the circle drawn by Lu Zhengfei.
Does Lu Zhengfei love Chen Qianqing? Of course he loves it, he can't wait to show all of his things in front of Chen Qianqing, but what he gives is never what Chen Qianqing wants.
It's like a thirsty half-dead person wants to drink water, but the person who gave it gave the person a few meals of gold, and said while giving it: "Look how much I love you, so many precious things, I gave you , why don't you want to give me a smile?"
Gold couldn't quench his thirst, so Chen Qianqing died of thirst.
They are two completely different people.
Lu Zhengfei lives in a desert full of thorns. He knows that the surroundings are full of dangers, and he also knows how to protect himself. But Chen Qianqing has always lived in an oasis. From childhood to adulthood, he may meet people who are malicious to him, but more, it is the sunny side of this world.
When Lu Zhengfei forcibly transplanted Chen Qianqing to the desert, it was doomed that this relationship would have no results-or rather, no good results.
During the years when Lu Zhengfei was locked up at home, Chen Qianqing had a good life. He felt that this was the life he wanted, living an ordinary life, making a few friends, marrying a girl he loved, and having two lovely children.
But this happy life is destined to be short-lived.
When Lu Zhengfei nirvana and saw Chen Qianqing again, he ruined the life Chen Qianqing wanted again.
Facing Chen Qianqing's struggle, Lu Zhengfei was very angry. He bluntly said, Chen Qianqing, don't even want to leave me in your life.
Lu Zhengfei did it, and Chen Qianqing could not leave Lu Zhengfei until he died.
The death of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang was an accident, but this accident was linked to Lu Zhengfei. After they knew about Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei, they hurried to the city to talk to Lu Zhengfei, but they left the airport expressway. On the way, there was a serious car accident.
Chen Qianqing was almost overwhelmed by this incident. It was hard for him not to anger Lu Zhengfei, because without Lu Zhengfei, his parents would not have flown to the city, and naturally he would not have suffered a car accident.
Facing Chen Qianqing's resentment, Lu Zhengfei didn't say anything, and suffered all in silence.
In the following days, the relationship between the two gradually eased, until Chen Qianqing's eyes were blind.
Lu Yiqin was the culprit in this incident. She took advantage of someone who wanted to kill Lu Zhengfei, passed wrong information to that person, and then used a fire to completely destroy Chen Qianqing.
Lu Yiqin was successful because after becoming blind, Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei had absolutely no possibility of reconciliation.
Another disaster of Chiyu, Lu Zhengfei should have suffered this, but Chen Qianqing suffered it all by accident.
Is Lu Zhengfei guilty? Of course he felt guilty. After finding out the truth, he ignored Huang Yuping and Lu Chonggan and locked Lu Yiqin directly.
But at this point, it seemed that it was too late.
Lu Yiqin stabbed Lu Zhengfei fiercely. The stab was ruthless and accurate, and almost didn't kill Lu Zhengfei directly—Chen Qianqing was Lu Zhengfei's life.
After Chen Qianqing became blind, his mood became very bad. He even started to try to kill Lu Zhengfei. What Lu Zhengfei did would not help.
When Chen Qianqing died, he was only in his thirties. He was still very young, but just from his face, he felt that this person had lost all his anger.
Lu Zhengfei asked the best doctor and used the best medicine, but he failed to save Chen Qianqing.
When he left this world, Chen Qianqing suddenly had an epiphany, and found that Lu Zhengfei seemed to love him, because if Lu Zhengfei didn't love him, he would never indulge him like this.
But just because of love, can you hurt unscrupulously? Shouldn't love be inclusive, gentle, and beautiful
When Chen Qianqing understood Lu Zhengfei's feelings, he suddenly felt very happy - not because Lu Zhengfei loved him, but because he could use Lu Zhengfei's love to retaliate against him.
Chen Qianqing died peacefully. It seems that he has suffered too much in his life. After losing his parents and light, he has long lost his attachment to this world.
Before Chen Qianqing died, he always thought that death was like a lamp, but after he died, he found that he was still conscious, not only conscious, but even saw a black shadow.
The shadow turned against the light source and stretched out his hand towards him, with a gentle tone, he said, "I give you three wishes."
Chen Qianqing stared at the shadow fascinated, and after a long time, she said hoarsely: "Who are you?"
The shadow did not answer, but just repeated the words just now, he said: "I give you three wishes."
Three wishes? Chen Qianqing said slowly: "My first wish is..."
In the end, two of the three wishes Chen Qianqing made were related to Lu Zhengfei.
After he made the first two wishes, the shadow began to shake violently, as if the light source was unstable. After a while, it calmed down again.
Chen Qianqing said, "Who are you?"
The shadow didn't answer, but just walked forward slowly. It wasn't until he walked in front of Chen Qianqing that Chen Qianqing saw clearly that what was in front of him was really just a standing shadow.
Black, like a shattered void.
"Who am I?" The shadow suddenly began to change, and a face belonging to Lu Zhengfei appeared in front of Chen Qianqing. Before Chen Qianqing could react, the shadow began to ask again, "Who am I?" However, Lu Zhengfei's face changed to Chen Qianqing's face.
Chen Qianqing looked at the person in front of him who looked exactly like him, and involuntarily reached out and touched his cheek. That's the feel of the skin, and it's real except a little cool.
Shadow said: "I can be anyone, as long as you like."
The confused look that appeared in front of Chen Qianqing did not seem to understand the meaning of the shadow.
With a wave of Shadow's hand, a light curtain appeared in front of him. On the light curtain, was Lu Zhengfei, who was lying on the bed with a blank face. He turned his head to Chen Qianqing and said, "As you wish."
Chen Qianqing followed the shadow's gaze, saw himself, and said, "This is me?"
Shadow laughed and said, "This is Lu Zhengfei."
What happened next confirmed Shadow's statement. In the dark, endless black tunnel, Chen Qianqing sat down on the spot and watched it together with Shadow.
Shadow said, "Are you happy?"
Chen Qianqing did not speak, but remained silent.
Shadow said: "Are you unhappy? How can you be happy?"
Chen Qianqing couldn't answer Shadow's words. He was only in his thirties, but he had no expectations for this world.
Shadow said: "Let you go to another world, are you willing to go?"
Chen Qianqing said, "Another world?"
Shadow said: "In that world, your parents are still there, you are not blind, and you have not even met Lu Zhengfei." Everything can be done all over again.
Chen Qianqing said, "What about you?"
The shadow was stunned for a moment, as if he did not expect Chen Qianqing to ask such a question. Then, his eyes narrowed, and a gentle smile appeared on the same face as Chen Qianqing. He said, "Where you are, I will be there." - He just It's just a shadow.
Chen Qianqing finally agreed to Shadow's proposal, and he started over.
It's just that this kind of restart has some by-products before his death. For example, he can see what Lu Zhengfei has encountered in that world. For example, his shadow will occasionally jump out from under him, transforming his look.
Time can heal a lot of things. After Chen Qianqing saw that Lu Zhengfei in that world was stabbed to death by Lu Yiqin, he said to the shadow, "I think, I don't hate him anymore."
The shadow was chewing on a duck's foot, and after listening to Chen Qianqing's words, he turned his head: "Don't hate it anymore?"
Chen Qianqing nodded affirmatively. Hate is more powerful than Aihua. He feels that his life is good now.
Shadow said: "Then do you still want to see him?"
Chen Qianqing thought for a moment and agreed.
In the end, Chen Qianqing gave his remaining wish to Lu Zhengfei. He felt that he was very satisfied and had no unfulfilled desire.
Moreover, the price Lu Zhengfei paid seemed to be enough.
When Shadow kissed Chen Qianqing, Chen Qianqing was thinking that he had a good life and was very happy, so this was enough.