I have never known the origin of that group of shadows, but at this moment, I saw the shadows have a face exactly like mine.
However, this face is slightly distorted, and it seems to be enveloped in a layer of black air, which looks very gloomy.
At this time, I was suddenly surprised. I asked Sombra before, and he said his name is Bao Shisan, and I still think he is talking nonsense.
Vaguely, I seemed to understand.
Everyone is born with good thoughts and evil thoughts, with good thoughts in his heart and evil thoughts in his heart. Good thoughts are strong, evil thoughts shrink, this person can be regarded as an upright gentleman, evil thoughts are strong, good thoughts shrink, then he is a cruel and unforgivable person.
The thought that the master said to me back then was absolutely correct.
I am also just a mundane person, inevitably holding good and evil thoughts in my heart, but in the previous years, the good thoughts in my heart have always been greater than the evil thoughts.
However, since I got the score of the altered Heshang Music, everything has changed faintly.
My temper is getting irritable, sometimes inexplicably irritable, inexplicably angry. However, I can still restrain myself.
It's just that after I fell to this place this time, under the influence of He Shangqu, I couldn't help myself. The person's sanity was lost, and the evil thoughts in his heart seemed to be awakened by He Shangqu.
This dark shadow is my evil thoughts.
Everything seems to have come to the ground, but this is actually a struggle between myself and myself.
I remembered what the old beggar in Tongchuan had said to me time and time again. In this life, the greatest enemy of a person is not others, but himself.
If you can't even defeat yourself, you will become a slave to evil thoughts.
At this moment, if I really can't fight the evil thoughts and kill the little poor, evil thoughts will always dominate me. At that time, I don't know what I will become.
"Go away!" I figured out all this, and the thought in my heart became firmer again, no matter what, Little Poor could never die.
"You told me to go away, what about you? Can you still live?" The black shadow smiled coldly and said: "People are not for themselves, and the earth will die."
I was speechless. At this point, I was indeed at the end of the battle, unable to withstand the influence and pressure brought by He Shangqu, but my mind had already suppressed the evil thoughts.
Today, there are still two roads in front of me, either I die, or I die pitifully.
"I want to see how big-minded you really are." Sombra said with a mocking tone again: "The knife is in your hand. If the root of the spirit is not dead, you are about to die. Can you rule yourself? You rule yourself, let me see."
I didn't answer his words, I knew he was stimulating me, but the thought in my heart was fixed and unshakable. Since fate can't be escaped, perhaps self-regulation is a way out.
"Even if I decide myself, I don't do this kind of thing." I turned my head to look at Little Poor, and said: "You are a rare spiritual root, with great fortune, and your fortune is better than me. You will survive."
"Brother..." Little poor didn't know what I was going to do, but she could feel it was not good. She hurried over to my side and hugged my leg.
"Little poor, it doesn't matter." I touched her little head. Little poor is kind by nature. I believe that even if she grows up in this world, she will not be too much exaggerated.
"Let me see how determined and courage you are." Sombra urged from behind: "Since you keep her
Death, then you die by yourself. "
I looked at the shadow in silence, and took a deep breath. I really couldn't bear the pain He Shangqu brought me. I dare not think, if I have been suffering from such pain in the future, I will not go crazy.
I took a breath, then suddenly raised the knife, pointed it at my heart, and stabbed it forcefully.
Before the knife really touched the body, the shadow twisted violently, as if wailing.
The sharp blade pierced the clothes, and the moment it pierced into the flesh, the shadow burst suddenly, turning into a thousand strands of black air, and quickly disappeared.
At the same time, my wrist holding the knife tingled fiercely, as if being entangled by something. This knife only slightly pierced the skin a little, and could no longer pierce it.
The knife snapped out and fell to the ground. In such a short time, I suddenly felt refreshed, and the accumulation of depression that seemed to have been stuck in my chest before was also swept away, as if the clouds were rising and the earth was rejuvenating.
The song of He Shang was still floating, but after the peace of mind came down, this song was just like when I heard it just now, it was just a song. Maybe feel tragic and desolate, but will not disturb the anxiety.
All the pain is gone, and it seems that I have never been so refreshed in my life. My vision became clear, and my previously confused mind was completely calm again.
That group of dark shadows, there is no existence. At this time, I saw the Huangquan Corpse Collector, he was standing outside the fence, holding a bamboo flute in his hand.
The river song came to an abrupt end, and the Huangquan corpse scavenger looked at me through the fence. Then, the heavy fence creaked up, and the Huangquan corpse scavenger stepped in.
At the moment he walked in, even a fool could have guessed it. For so many days, he had been playing the River Song, which made me uneasy.
After almost a month of painful torture, I am now covered in cuts and bruises, bruises and abrasions all over my body, all of which were involuntarily bumped into when I was suffering. Seeing the corpse hunter in Huangquan, the anger in my heart stopped.
"Before I was so distressed, I called you to come, you refused to come, what are you doing now?" I squeezed my fists secretly, although I was angry, I still know myself. I and Huangquan Corpse Hunter are not the same level opponents. , I definitely can't beat him.
I just feel uncomfortable. I think he is a bit vicious. He must have always been near the cave. Just now when I had no master, the sudden knife was also thrown in by the Huangquan Corpse Collector.
He not only tortured me, but also wanted to pass a knife to let me kill Little Poor at the most critical moment. I looked at Huangquan's corpse hunter, and tried to endure it before I tried my best with him.
"Okay, you're all right." The Huangquan corpse scavenger sat next to the stone table, looked at me first, then looked at the little pitiful, and said: "This kid can escape in your hands, it's hers. Luck is also your luck."
When Huang Quan’s corpse hunter said so, I suddenly remembered the words of the Nine Changes Daoist before his death. He told me very clearly that there must be a catastrophe for Little Poor, but as long as it does not die in my hands, Little Poor will Won't die.
The words of the Taoist Nine Changes came true this time. Looking back on the scene just now, it was really dangerous and dangerous. If it were not the last moment, I would forcibly suppress the evil thoughts in my heart. The current ending,
I'm afraid it will make me unable to face it.
"Is this the result you want?"
"This is not the result I want, but it is a step you must take in your life." Huangquan said: "The evil thoughts in your heart have been induced. If this matter is not resolved, the evil thoughts will sooner or later. Will explode."
I don't have a good impression of Huangquan's corpse hunter, but his words are reasonable. The score that Yaoyue had changed for me at the time, I practiced it for a while, and I felt that it was not right. Come to think of it, since that time, the evil thoughts that have been suppressed by the good thoughts have continued to expand and become stronger, and affect me silently.
When a person defeats himself, it is nothing more than a struggle between two innate thoughts. It depends on who can beat the other. If you can't even defeat yourself, it's even more impossible to defeat an enemy stronger than yourself.
Killing evil thoughts is actually conquering oneself. From then on, no matter how bumpy the road is, you can always keep your original mind while walking.
If the original mind is there, even if the sky collapses, the earth can never go forward.
The corpse hunter Huangquan made an understatement, but what he told was the most critical experience in my life. Fortunately, I defeated the evil thoughts I was born with. From then on, the evil thoughts could no longer dominate and influence me.
It wasn't until this time that I suddenly felt that Huangquan's corpse hunter's behavior seemed to be helping me. If he hadn't been so tirelessly inducing evil thoughts to fight with me every day, the evil thoughts would have been there, and it would have caused catastrophe at some point.
However, the impression of the corpse hunter in Huangquan seemed to have been frozen in his heart, and he couldn't change it anyway. He helped me eliminate the evil thoughts, which may have helped me. But why should he help me? There is nothing in this world for no reason. What is his intention behind helping me like this
Thinking about it this way, I felt suspicious of Huangquan's corpse hunter again.
"When are you going to lock me up? You keep me locked up like this, what on earth do you want to do?"
"This fence has already been opened. Can't you come out anytime?"
"What do you mean, would you let me go?"
"Since I can come, I must be able to leave." Huangquan Corpse Collector paused and said, "These days, you have suffered a lot and you have broken your mind. You can raise your mind before leaving."
These days, I do bother, but I don’t want to stay here, not even for a moment. Moreover, I doubt very much whether the Huangquan Corpse Collector will let me go happily. As far as I know, no one can escape from here without incident.
"Come on." The Huangquan corpse scavenger stood up and said: "After repairing your mind, if you want to leave, you can leave at any time."
"Can you leave at any time?"
The corpse hunter Huangquan didn't explain much, and led me and Little Poor out of the cave, and then walked to the west.
Walking west from here, you can see countless people still working under that huge gate. This kind of work day after day, it seems useless.
From here on to the west, it was the direction leading to the dragon's mouth. I took the little poor hand. The first time she saw the scene here, she was timid and curious.
After walking for a long time, I walked to the vicinity of the continuous big house, which is usually used to survive the corpse.
"You stay here for a few days." The Huangquan corpse hunter took me over and said, "Let them help and restore your mind."
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