So I'm afraid no one expected that this highly anticipated game would end with Shen Ye and Cui Xuezhi's panicked explanations, and Qin Jue blushing and bowing his head.
The screams spread from the inside to the outside, and they continued for a long time. After the game, the jokes and discussions about "IS team winning the championship" also became heated: Spring comes from dead trees, and iron trees bloom. After all, this is the number one troll in Asia. What a great job. , or is the G-spot position of our cool little flower different from others
It’s true that officials are forced to die together, why should I write anything? I will now perform a beer pouring on my head and ascend to heaven on the spot.
Even if one or two people occasionally said that it was disgusting that Fan Hua actually fell in love with a man, at this juncture, the replies were basically all about them.
After all, in this world, as long as you have good grades, cheating and cheating on your fans won't be a big deal. Who cares which hole the champion penetrates - a mere confession in disguise is nothing more than a side conversation, plus it's not cooked yet, so for the time being. Nothing.
"Xiao Qi, you know you can't do this?"
However, on the way to the hotel for dinner after the game, Shen Ye and Cui Xuezhi took two young players into different cars.
In the black Porsche running in front, Shen Ye was like a parent criticizing his son who made a mistake: "Are you sure about your own thoughts? Are you going to say this publicly? What if Qin Jue doesn't like being said like this by you? , how much trouble do you have to cause him?”
Qi Ji, on the other hand, was like a junior being beaten with a stick. He just lowered his head and played with his fingers helplessly and replied: "The host asked that, so I couldn't help but tell the truth... I really... didn't force the senior to be with me. mean."
After a moment, he looked up at Shen Ye with sincere eyes: "Captain, I promise not to delay training. I just want to fall in love sometimes."
"Talk -" Shen Ye was speechless, and then he remembered that this guy seemed cold and cold, but in fact he was only eighteen or nineteen years old, which is the most restless age. "Then, you find a girl you like to talk to, why are you talking to Qin Jue? You were just impulsive that night, are you sure you like men?"
Qi Ji sat up straight and said seriously, "I'm not sure if I like men, but I'm sure that senior is the only person who has interested me in so many years."
Shen Ye covered his face. He could neither stop a young man's impulse nor tell him directly how many difficulties he would have to face if he took this path. He could only say euphemistically: "Then... is it possible that he likes men? Don't forget it. , he is the person who owns two hundred pornographic websites."
The silence in the air made Shen Ye think that this had effectively persuaded him to retreat. Unexpectedly, Qi Ji suddenly said after thinking for a while: "This is something I have never known how to say..."
"What? Just tell me, I will keep it a secret for you." Shen Ye pretended to be calm, but he had an ominous premonition.
Unfortunately, this premonition came true, and soon he began to fall into complex thinking about life amidst Qi Ji's hesitant description.
It turned out that Qi Ji, who was silent on the surface, was quite concerned about Qin Jue's affairs.
-According to his "intelligence", Qin Jue, who is the biggest troll in the Asian server and licks girls in the game every day, actually has too many unreasonable things.
The simplest and most difficult to find blind spot is that such a high-player among high-players, although his quality is extremely low on weekdays, he can talk a lot in front of girls and can make people happy. Therefore, if he is really as he shows Like that, if you want to engage in online dating in the game, there is no reason to keep failing.
To put it bluntly, with Qin Jue’s gaming skills that can almost dominate the entire server, if he really wants to pick up a girl, he doesn’t need to ask for it himself. I’m afraid that the little e-sports girl who kneels down and licks him can queue up and send his semen to his death. .
However, the fact is that Qin Jue spent the whole day shouting "Are there any girls, are there any girls" in the rankings, but he never really had any follow-up contact with any female players he met.
Secondly, after Qin Jue joined the team, he has always liked playing all kinds of AV in the dormitory.
Nothing else is important. The important thing is that you must scream so loudly that if you don’t know, you might think you are performing a stage play. In this way, even if you don’t take off the headphones, the sounds of um um ah ah can still be heard from inside. It seemed that he was announcing for Qin Jue: This straight man is ready to charge.
But the problem lies in that Qi Ji always finds that after the other party watches the movie, he often turns over and plans to go to sleep, with no intention of getting up to go to the toilet.
- It stands to reason that the skills passed down by the ancestors are best used at this time, but Qin Jue always yawned and remained unmoved.
It was as if during these 10 minutes he was watching a documentary about the animal world and listening to a lullaby.
Once or twice is okay, but if it happens more often, people will inevitably be filled with questions: Is he really interested in this
There are two hundred movie-watching websites, and the movies you watch may be a 30-day sprint to get a TOEFL score of 110.
In addition, Qin Jue's private appearance is not as full of fangs as usual and bites people everywhere. Instead, he warms people's beds and burrows into people's arms. He obviously doesn't blush when watching AVs, but always gets nervous when looking at Qi Ji. Redness, evasive eyes, sometimes she would hug him when she had nightmares, and dreamily ask him to coax her with red eyes—instinct does not lie, at least, this is not like the behavior of any straight man.
So maybe... they still have a chance to fall in love.
"Guigui, have you two progressed to this point?" Shen Ye also suddenly felt that he missed 100 million, "I thought you were impulsive that day."
Qi Ji pursed his lips, and recalling that night, he always felt itchy in his heart, with a feeling of complete dissatisfaction: "Well... so the most important thing is that I am sure that senior is also interested in me. Otherwise... a man To comfort another man, would you take the initiative to kiss him?"
—Didn’t ask him to open two bottles of Lafite from 1982, saying that it would be good to get rid of all the worries after getting drunk.
"..." Shen Ye tied his tongue and forced a smile, "... Yes! Why not? If a man can have children, the entire e-sports world will be my seed. You Cui Shen might still be sitting here now. It’s confinement.”
His voice was harsh, but his head sank, and he leaned against the car window in despair: "...fuck, forget it, let's wait and see what Juexue says."
Outside the window, there was still a steady flow of vehicles even in the middle of the night. On the Maybach following the Porsche, Qin Jue posted a short question mark on Weibo, "?" Cui Xuezhi’s own answer: Xiao Qi is young and it’s normal to be a little impulsive. I won’t argue with him. I’ll call him and have a 3P with him when I have time.
Cui Xuezhi gradually narrowed his eyes when he heard this, and finally just hooked his hand: "Well... come here."
Although Qin Jue was full of doubts, facing this guy, he still moved his position without hesitation.
But he didn't expect that Cui Xuezhi would take advantage of him being defenseless, reach out and unzip his jacket and hold his chest, frightening him so much that his whole body was tense.
- This gesture was too ambiguous and forceful. Of course, Qin Jue immediately wanted to distance the two of them. Qi Ji's face even flashed in front of his eyes for half a second, as if he was cheating on her behind Qi Ji's back.
But Cui Xuezhi used brute force to hold him down and refused to let go. After a few seconds, he said: "Brother, your heartbeat is so fast that it will explode. Is it because I am holding you down now, or because... you are still thinking about me?" Qi said he wanted to pursue your affairs?"
Those peach blossom eyes were as clear as the melting spring snow. They looked at Qin Jue as if all the bones in his body had been torn apart. He didn't even have the strength to argue, so he could only say, "I... I have a fucking heart disease, can't I?"
"Heart disease?" Cui Xuezhi smiled meaningfully, then let go of him and sat upright, "Then you have to pay more attention to your health. Our little sister is only 19 years old, and her physical strength is not very good."
Qin Jue's chest felt like he had been hit hard twice more, and his heart beat faster and it hurt and became hotter. Fortunately, Cui Xuezhi didn't seem to notice anything: "It doesn't matter, we all know you are a straight man. If you want to blame it, blame Xiao Qi." She is so beautiful, even if one day you agree to his pursuit and are willing to play with him, it will be understandable."
After hearing this, Qin Jue just rubbed his lips quietly and replied, "That... of course."
***
So late at night after the game, several team members had their own thoughts and were quickly taken to a magnificent river view hotel.
It was impossible for such a high-end place to be open at this time. However, Master Ou, who was far away on the other side of the ocean, heard the news that the score was not bad, so he put down his paper and called the hotel BOSS to reserve a table for his team tonight. Otherwise, he would lose his status as the number one domineering president in the e-sports circle.
The entire coaching staff was immersed in the excitement and joy of winning the championship. They didn't even care about the team members' love affairs. The manager and head coach just wanted to wait for the celebration banquet. It's just for today. As for the young people's affairs. Son, you can handle it yourself. As long as it doesn't affect the game, we're still brothers. Well, remember to wear condoms.
After all, if they could really get together, they wouldn't be the first same-sex couple in this club.
Soon, the car stopped at the hotel gate. Qin Jue grabbed the door handle and was about to jump out for some air when he felt someone opening the car door from outside.
Two seconds later, he and Qi Ji met face to face, and then he realized that Qi Ji's imitating those mature men in their 30s and helping to open the door with grace was the first step in launching a clumsy "pursuit" .
"... Are you a Didi taxi driver?" Of course Qin Jue blushed, leaving him and running away, but the other party caught up with him: "Senior... you don't mind if I say that on stage, right?"
"Of course I mind it very much...!" Qin Jue didn't dare to look at him, "How do you ask me to raise my upper head and lower head in front of a girl in the future?"
The temperature was freezing, and Qi Ji's footsteps slowed down a little in frustration. The voice of apology when he caught up was also a bit uneasy: "... I'm sorry, senior, that... I didn't do a good job. Maybe I also misunderstood."
Qin Jue's chest suddenly became sore and he couldn't suppress the distressed feeling. He immediately stretched his hand back and unconsciously pulled him forward: "...I'm kidding you, how come I have such a muscular man's heart? Maybe I care about this with you?"
Qi Ji was stunned for half a second, then grabbed his arm with his backhand. His mood changed as fast as a child's. Now he was happy: "Then... I'll continue, senior?"
Qin Jue's heart was bubbling with sweetness as if she were boiling sugar water. He finally suppressed the trembling in his voice and replied: "What, why continue? I don't know what you want to continue!"
The two of them were chatting and were the first to enter the store, causing Shen Ye behind him to sigh with abandon: It's so good to be young. When I was this old, I was still masturbating to the dress-up game on 4399.
The misty light of the hotel shrouded the dark blue tablecloths and seats, making the atmosphere of the big table by the window as elegant and deep as the ocean. The aroma floating around was very light, but after a group of people sat down, the lively conversation was It was very hot, and soon, the dishes carefully prepared by the chef were served one after another, making the gradually spreading wine smell even stronger.
Needless to say, Qin Jue was definitely the most uncomfortable person in the whole table. Qi Ji buried his head in peeling the shrimps and throwing them on his plate. He smashed the crab meat and threw it on his plate. Although the others laughed at him, he kept a cold face. Looking at him, he seemed to have no intention of giving up.
After all the joking, the topic finally returned to today's game itself.
"Shen Ye, you have really made progress. Are you really not afraid that I will deduct 10% of your bonus as compensation for mental damages?"
The excitement of winning the championship is obviously far from dissipated. Even Yanagisawa's critical voice is filled with smiles: "Come on, come on, China E-sports Polaris, come and sit down and chat - I'm talking about two fucking games, the first Where did you jump in the third game? What about the distribution of supplies? Believe it or not, I can shoot you out of the sky right now?"
"Brother, what you mean is that there are two rounds where you can't take risks and compete in the early stage, but I'm 100% sure that they don't dare to come, so it's in line with your idea." Shen Ye smiled apologetically while pouring two glasses of wine, which was meaningful. Said, "As for the distribution of materials, I believe in Qin Jue's explosive power as a newborn calf who is not afraid of tigers - just bet on a bicycle and turn it into a Land Rover. This is the essence of our team spirit. Besides, we win if we win. In the future... we will be easy to operate, right?" "
Hearing this, Yanagisawa pointed at his nose, smiled, and took a few sips of wine with him: "Have you finished talking? After talking about it, you are still only allowed to drink and not eat today."
There were people taking pictures and making noises around, but Qin Jue couldn't help but feel uneasy while eating the shrimp that Qi Ji threw at him without raising his head. He still explained to Liu Ze: "Brother Liu, it's my own idea to use WIN94, Captain." They are not as smart as me, they didn’t think of it, really. Otherwise, we will talk separately later... If the bonus is deducted, mine will be deducted as well."
As he spoke, he clenched his fork tightly, but for some reason, there was silence for two seconds first, and then bursts of low laughter. Cui Xuezhi's voice also sounded like he was pretending to be stupid: "Wow, we are talking nonsense, but we are so smart - Did Captain Shen and Xiao Qi not think of it? I thought they were afraid that telling you directly would put too much pressure on you? "
Qin Jue was stunned. Before he could recover, the excitement at the wine table gradually overshadowed all his complicated thoughts. Everyone raised their glasses as they drank. In a panic, he had to secretly pour some water into the glass to prepare for the occasion - but unfortunately, the tipsy Shen Ye exposed him in a second: the thing in Yanshen's glass was How much alcohol is a cup of aged Nongfu Spring
The people at the table were smiling unabashedly. Qin Jue's neck was stiff and he could only answer: "I... don't drink."
With him wiping his eyebrows and showing a ferocious face, these words were undoubtedly a bit inconsistent.
"You don't drink?" Shen Ye was surprised and seemed to remember something, "Don't you... don't smoke either?"
Indeed, there are few training rooms of e-sports teams that are not filled with smoke, but it seems that no one has seen Qin Jue take out a cigarette since he joined the team.
For this reason, Qin Jue looked around at the several lit cigarette butts on the table, and could only bite the bullet and answer: Well, I don't smoke.
If he said this to outsiders, he would usually not admit it.
But obviously, the atmosphere of doubt in the air became thicker, and Yanagisawa laughed: "You don't smoke or drink? Then why do you make yourself look like a gangster with more than ten mistresses?"
The laughter that rang out again made Qin Jue blush, and he could only answer reluctantly: "I, I just think that smoking and drinking affect the survival rate of sowing!"
But at a banquet table where a group of senior men were in high spirits, he was not allowed to hold up mineral water. After confirming that he was not allergic, the voices of people asking him to clink glasses started to come incessantly, but in the end, it was Qi Ji who helped him stop them. , said: "I'll do it."
"Oh~yo-" Everyone was a little drunk, and now they were more interested, and they started making a fuss: Our little sister has grown up, is this serious, are we all so good at hurting others? The rules of the rivers and lakes, protect your shortcomings twice as much, you can't deny it.
As soon as Qin Jue heard this, he didn't have time to be shy and quickly grabbed Qi Ji's arm, thinking that this good boy would pour half the cup, but the other person still didn't look at him, just rubbed the back of his neck with his left hand and raised his right hand. Wine glass, a trace of confidence hidden in the calm voice: "Okay, double is double. If I don't lie down today, no one can touch senior."
The commotion around him was loud enough to knock down the floor-to-ceiling windows. Qin Jue was stunned for a long time, and could only watch Qi Ji pouring one glass after another of wine, dousing his inner fire even more intensely.
The lights were dim and the banquet was still going on, but the stern face in front of him made Qin Jue unable to take his eyes away. For a moment, he suddenly had a premonition that one day he might not be able to change from the impulsiveness and sincerity of his youth. Escaped from the heat.
****
In the second half of the night, light snow fell in the air, and the weather was a bit scary. Everyone finally returned to the team base in confusion, but Qin Jue discovered that Qi Ji drank twice as much as everyone else, but he was soberer than most.
The other party could even walk back to the dormitory by himself, sit on the bedside, raise his neck, chuckle, and look at him: "Senior... I really want to pretend to be drunk and bully you."
Qin Jue's heartbeat suddenly accelerated when he saw those hazy eyes. He quickly turned around and turned on the air conditioner, filled the hot water, and found sobering medicine for him. His lips trembled and he kept saying: "Bulling me? Why don't you ask me?" The name in our area—"
After Qi Ji listened for a while, he stretched out his hands and said with a smile, "Try it and you'll know."
The smell of alcohol around him was so strong that Qin Jue swallowed his saliva. Within seconds, he felt dizzy and walked over uncontrollably like a ghost. And this "try", of course, was Qi Ji hugging him and holding him. He hugged him and successfully "bullied" him into not allowing him to move. He also said: "...I'm so hungry, senior."
Qin Jue leaned on his shoulder, not daring to move. He only knew that he was referring to the punishment given by the team today.
Although the game was won, the team had clear rewards and punishments. According to what the head coach said before, except for Cui Xuezhi, who did not commit any crime, the remaining three people were not allowed to eat "meals" as a punishment - but Qin Jue was so embarrassed at the wine table. In a panic, they stuffed a lot of vegetables and meat indiscriminately, but Qi Ji and Shen Ye really only focused on drinking and only took a few bites of the food to go with the wine.
So Qin Jue took a breath and planned to get up to find him something to eat, but the light and shadow in front of him suddenly reversed, and a soft voice quickly fell, like a spark falling on Qin Jue's ear.
"I'll just take a bite."
Suddenly, the burning smell of alcohol hit his face, completely taking Qin Jue's breath away. Only then did he realize that he was being pressed against the pillow, but he didn't even have time to think before he was pinned down by warm lips.
At that moment, Qin Jue's slightly widened eyes felt uncomfortable due to the strong smell of alcohol, so he had to close them tightly. He almost didn't realize that it was a kiss, and could only instinctively grab the sheets under him, letting the other person's lips and tongue attack him possessively, hollowing out his whole heart.
"Well… "
The immature kissing skills weren't very good, but all the scalding tossing and turning made Qin Jue gradually get lost. He even wrapped his hands around the other person's neck unconsciously, and couldn't help but began to respond quietly with a low moan in his throat. stand up.
"Well... um..."
The ambiguous smell of light and wine gradually filled the entire dormitory, and the fabric under Qin Jue gradually wrinkled into a ball, completely losing its shape.
Wrapped in suffocating restlessness and uneasiness, the kiss lasted for dozens of seconds before it finally came to fruition with a silver thread pulling the corners of their lips apart.
The night was wrapped in layers, so thick that it seemed impossible to wake up. But the moment the kiss ended, Qin Jue came back to his senses, quickly stood up and began to breathe heavily.
Then, before he had time to curse, in order to cover up his panic, he picked up the warm water at the head of the bed and drank more than half of it.
He even flipped his hair coolly and lowered his head to glare at Qi Ji, but when he bumped into those dark jade-like eyes, he was still stung by the concentration in the quiet smiling eyes. Although he didn't feel pain, he was still tense. It was so itchy that he couldn't help but draw back his shoulders, and decided to fight another day: "...Forget it, I'll get you some serious hot food."
Ha, after all, it is never too late for a gentleman to take revenge in ten years, so why should he care about winning or losing at this moment
The big deal...he could just wait ten years.
As a result, all the hustle and bustle seemed to have paused. Qin Jue didn't even have time to go to Weibo to show off tonight's championship, and began to think about where he could get something to eat for Qi Ji, who had his eyes slightly closed. There were security guards and cameras everywhere in the team. , it seems that it is more reliable to buy it when you go out and stuff it in your clothes and bring it back quietly.
So in a short while, Qin Jue wrapped himself up in three layers and prepared to go out. However, there was a knock on the door first, which made him straighten out his murderer's expression and opened the door at the speed of life and death.
Standing outside was Cui Xuezhi.
"Cui..." Qin Jue paused immediately before finishing his sentence, "...what's the matter?"
And if Qi Ji, who was slightly drunk, was ranked second in the team's drinking capacity, then Cui Xuezhi in front of him was definitely ranked first.
He even smelled of alcohol, not drunk, and shook the plastic bag in his hand: "I just bought it on the roadside, you two can eat it, the competition consumes energy, young people, and I don't have to be hungry - I don't have Shen Ye's If you buy it, you won’t be able to kill him if you drink it.”
The corridor was brightly lit. In an instant, Qin Jue's identity turned from pink to black and was almost defeated on the spot, but his mouth still moved first: "I, I don't need you to treat me to dinner..."
It was supposed to be a very fierce sentence, but instead it seemed weak. After the other party heard this, he smacked his lips and calmly opened his phone, poked at it, and then flipped the screen: "Did I say I wanted to treat you to dinner?"
Qin Jue looked up due to the dazzling backlight of his mobile phone and found a QR code on the screen.
Before he could recover, the other party continued: "Why are you standing there? Scan the QR code to pay."
秦玦感觉被人一拳揍了个清醒，只好恨恨地摸出手机点击扫码—出来的数字，是“666”，这让他又是一愣，半天才在崔雪致的坏笑声里， I was so angry that I clicked to confirm the payment.
"Thank you, boss~ The boss is so generous." Then, Cui Xuezhi stuffed the two boxes of egg fried rice into his arms and planned to leave. However, the moment the alcohol smell around him was about to leave, Qin Jue couldn't help gritting his teeth and shouting Stopped him: "Cui Shen—"
This title made the other party turn around in surprise and smiled slightly: "...what?"
Qin Jue's hot palms tightly covered the hot fried rice box, and his throat trembled: "It's nothing, it's just... After joining this team, thank you very much."
The other party was surprised for a second, but soon laughed out loud: "We are all brothers from the same team, why are we talking about this?"
Qin Jue nodded awkwardly and was about to turn back to the dormitory when the other party stood not far away and suddenly spoke again: "Qin Jue, do you still feel... sorry for your former teammates?"
Qin Jue stopped, took a long breath, and couldn't answer for a long time.
Cui Xuezhi looked at him quietly for a few seconds, then walked over and leaned on the railing: "Our team is really good. We give you money, take care of you, and even send the team grass to your bed - are you? Do you think it’s unworthy of them to enjoy happiness here alone?”
Qin Jue met that look, and a sudden heat surged in his nose, reminding him of the stadium under the spotlight, the sumptuous wine table, the bonus amount mentioned by the manager, the gentle care of the two seniors, and the kiss that had just passed. .
Fame, money, and the joy of being liked, everything was lacking at once. He rushed forward like a rocket, but his former teammates were scattered all over the world, and he didn't know what kind of life he was still living.
"You're young, that's it." But Cui Xuezhi smiled, his voice a little cruel, "Do you really think... your former teammates were chasing dreams instead of escaping reality?"
Qin Jue was stunned and blurted out: "Of course..."
"Ha." Cui Xuezhi spread his hands and looked sternly, "You can't lead people - why the hell do you have a career? You should go home long ago. In the e-sports industry, can you just rely on hard work?"
Just as Qin Jue was about to open his mouth, Cui Xuezhi interrupted him: "Do you want to ask me why I say that? Then let me tell you, with the dozens of championships I have won, I can say that - and... you should be more confident than me. Know what level they are at."
But under the white light, seeing that Qin Jue's face looked bad, Cui Xuezhi still licked his lower lip and softened his tone: "...Don't be like this, young man. If they really want to continue to pursue their dreams, they will always find a way to join other small teams. Trial training. People will have setbacks and disappointments throughout their lives. The only one who can be responsible for their own lives is themselves - even if there is something wrong in that matter, it is the fault of the Awakening team, not your fault. Because of your performance, they The price will be paid soon, do you understand?”
Qin Jueju listened quietly on the spot, seeming to be deep in thought.
Cui Xuezhi waited for him for a long time before continuing: "Ah... I just said a few words casually. Just pretend you didn't hear it. The boss is considering buying a league seat for a new game. It doesn't cost much, just a few dollars." A hundred million—you play hard and let the team and Langhua TV make more money. This new branch may be opened soon. If your three teammates recognize the reality and have some ability to do behind-the-scenes work, you can recommend them to Let's take a look at the team. If things don't work out... maybe you can come over and be a driver."
Qin Jue stayed at the door for a moment. He didn't know whether he was surprised by the words themselves or simply by the fact that "a few hundred million is not much." He wanted to thank Cui Xuezhi for saying this to him, but the other party interrupted him again and said : "However, nothing in the world is that easy. The young master must have conditions."
Qin Jue was stunned for a moment and asked: "...What are the conditions?"
If he was asked to take less salary or something, he would totally accept it.
But he didn't expect that Cui Xuezhi would answer him: "Of course I'll take him to eat chicken."
"...Ah?" Qin Jue couldn't react, but Cui Xuezhi patted him on the shoulder sincerely, then turned and left: "Ou Yue, 24 years old, a graduate student, the boss of our team, his dream is to be an e-sports player Hands, SC2 and human-machine go back and forth, DOTA2 and LOL die more than 10 times in a game, CSGO dies when you go out, COD4 map can’t be understood, and the chicken level is 800 points - in short, you... come on."
"???"
Therefore, after that, Qin Jue stayed in the question mark for at least dozens of seconds before he came back to his senses because of the cooling temperature of the egg fried rice in his hands. He quickly entered the room, and with a little joy and excitement, he patted and covered his hands. Qi Ji's abdominal muscles have always been hungry.
The other person sat up smelling the aroma and took several bites before noticing his expression: "...Senior, why are you so happy?"
Qin Jue shook his head. He was in a good mood anyway. After washing, he pulled Qi Ji's head under the quilt and said, "Go to sleep. Don't drink so much next time."
"... Well." Qi Ji was also tired, so he put his arms around his neck and pulled him over, "Thank you, senior... for allowing me to sleep here."
But in the dim light of the mobile phone, Qi Ji, who was gradually falling asleep, had no idea that his words would quickly make Qin Jue's heart sink, and he gradually became a little distracted.
The smell of alcohol around him became lighter. Qin Jue gently held Qi Ji's waist. The warm breath that enveloped his ears made him lower his eyes. Finally, he could only force himself to think that at least now, everything is fine. When you wake up tomorrow, it will be better.
The night that belonged to Qin Jue was quiet, but there were two identical moons hanging in the sky, so Qin Jue knew that he was in a dream.
He was not surprised, but instead just glanced at his open palm numbly and out of habit - sure enough, the knuckles were short and a little fleshy, it seemed that they were recurring old dreams.
In the first scene of the dream, he and his childhood friend were rolling a hoop.
In the familiar teachers' courtyard, the leaves are pink, and five or six boys are all chattering, saying that Sissi, who transferred to another school last week, has really big eyes and beautiful braids. I will marry her and have children in the future.
They had been in high spirits for the pretty little girl for several days, until they realized that Qin Jue had not spoken, so they asked: Qin Jue, aren't you coming with us
The little Qin Jue pouted and refused: No, I will have children with Xiao An in the future.
This little An is the fastest running boy in the kindergarten. This made the children around laugh: You two are boys, who will give birth to the child
Qin Jue thought about it for a while, and the young voice seemed to be natural: "I have a baby, or he has a baby, it doesn't matter."
At that time, Qin Jue seemed to still remember the sweet taste of the sugar in his hand that melted in his mouth.
In the next scene, he was sitting on the floor of the primary school martial arts class, tears about to fall again.
Because what he really wants to learn is not martial arts, but painting - he wants to be an art teacher like his father in the future, but his mother doesn't know why she doesn't allow it. She also says that a real man should learn this.
Although as far as he knew, both Vanguard and Da Vinci were men, but he could only secretly visit the art class downstairs every day, and gradually got to know the boy who stayed until the end.
In the next scene, my mother is always too busy for some reason, and the person who comes to pick him up from school becomes his half-brother, who is a few years older than him.
He has always been a manly man in front of outsiders, but when facing his closest brother, he can't help but throw himself into his arms and express his reluctance full of grievances. The other person rubs his little face and says, Brother secretly brought Would you like to go buy some candy to eat
Every time he burst into laughter and nodded quickly as if he was successful. Once, he raised his arm happily and showed his brother a pattern blurred by sweat on his left wrist: "Look, brother, this is downstairs." The watch was given to me by brother Fei Ran from the art class."
The half-grown boy next to him was amused by him and pinched his soft cheek again. So, he took the young man's hand and walked away while continuing to show off: "Brother Feiran is very good at painting. Even when I went to see him today, he didn't have time to pay attention to me, so of course I was angry... Then, He drew this watch and gave it to me, and asked me not to be unhappy.”
The boy saw Qin Jue clenching his fleshy little fists with pride on his face, so he also laughed: "Oh, Feiran is one year older than Xiao Jue, why are you always bullied by our Xiao Jue?"
"I didn't bully him." Qin Jue jumped like a little rabbit, "He even kissed my watch."
At this time, the young man's steps were halted, and his smile suddenly became very forced: "Xiaojue, how can you let him kiss you so casually?... Tomorrow, brother, can I help you beat him up?"
"Ah? Why?" Qin Jue tilted his head, his innocent eyes full of confusion, "I like brother Feiran to kiss me very much... so before leaving, I kissed him too - we were both happy."
In the blink of an eye, the airtight black clouds seemed to be suppressed, and Qin Jue also forgot how his brother pushed him to the ground, and how he got up in fear and chased him for how long before he finally got there in the summer. In the heavy snow, we can no longer move forward.
Later, the hysterical quarrel between men and women, the red eyes of the boy standing by the wall, and the strange uncle who appeared from nowhere all became the chaotic fragments in Qin Jue's dream. To this day, Qin Jue remembers it most clearly It was still the broken cry in the mother's throat: Qin Xiaofeng, you don't like women, you married me just to give birth to a son for your Qin family, right? !
My father, like most teachers in the world, has a refined voice, but with a touch of coldness: Otherwise, why do you think I would marry a divorced woman with a child
The two vases at the door were torn to pieces. Qin Jue only remembered that his father that day was no longer as gentle and upright as usual, but instead looked hateful. During the fierce tug, his father and the uncle were agitated but did not fight back. Zhi Li's mother was beaten half to death before turning around and leaving.
At that time, his brother was kneeling on the ground crying until his throat became hoarse. Qin Jue stood there blankly. In the end, he only found that when his brother turned to look at him again, his eyes were blood red.
This unfamiliar blood-red color covered Qin Jue's entire field of vision, turning into darkness in an instant. Countless processes of his mother's "treatment" flashed through his dreams, and it also reminded him of his brother's subsequent leadership of other little boys, approaching What he said: Xiaojue, haven't you wanted to give birth to a boy since you were a child? Did you know that the teacher just said in class today that you can't give birth to a child without a thing called a uterus
The little Qin Jue was powerless to resist, only scared. He cried until his whole face was stained with tears, but the other party continued to point the hot stick at his abdomen and smiled innocently: Why are you crying? Let your brother help you see if you have a uterus here, okay
The red light exploded in his mind in an instant. Qin Jue opened his eyes suddenly and felt a sharp pain like heart tearing. The sweat made his back feel cold and made him gasp for air as if he was about to suffocate.
In front of him was an extremely weak backlight of the mobile phone, and Qi Ji's gentle sleeping face finally appeared vaguely in front of him, making him tremble uncontrollably, and his soaked hands tightly grasped the other person's clothes.
"Qi Ji..."
"Qi Ji..."
He knew clearly that the other person was sleeping deeply, but he still couldn't help but shout softly. However, in the lingering warmth, the person who had drunk a lot and would never wake up at this time could not help but wake up within a few seconds. She opened her lips in a daze, and instinctively protected the back of his head with her hands: "Good boy, what's wrong...?"
It wasn't until the coldness on his face was touched by the big hands that were tentatively touching everywhere that there was an obvious sound of gasping for a second in the silent dormitory. Then, the lights immediately turned on nervously and rushed into his hair. Painful eyes.