"Okay." Unconsciously, the word had already spit out from Jing Wan's mouth.
After a while, Jingwan slowly stretched out her hand and hugged Li Hongyuan's waist. She knew very well that in this matter, this man was not at fault, and should not question his feelings for her and thus hurt him. She was the one who got into the horns by herself. However, emotions cannot be controlled by reason. Because they care, they worry about gains and losses. Because they love deeply, they can't tolerate the slightest flaw. Even "myself" can overturn the vinegar jar. At this moment, Jingwan also deeply realized that she really, truly fell in love with this man, and many things could no longer allow her to retreat.
And the evil in Li Hongyuan's eyes did not dissipate because of the word Jingwan or her actions, but became more intense. He has never been a generous person. On the contrary, he is very careful, greedy, and graceful. There's no doubt about loving him now, but it's not enough, at least until she loves him no matter what, without the slightest thought of being eccentric, what he wants is everything, and what he wants is absolute.
"Wanwan won't leave me, right?" No matter what his face was like, what emotion was in his eyes, there was still caution and a trace of grievance in his voice.
Jingwan felt distressed again, stroking Li Hongyuan's back one by one, "Of course not."
"But just now, I just opened my head, Wanwan got up and was about to leave, did you ever take into account my feelings in the slightest?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's me who's wrong, I'm just very flustered and scared, I'm afraid that you don't love me, I'm afraid that I will collapse if I continue to stay, I don't want to find out that I never got your love at the same time , even the last self-esteem is folded in, obviously I was wrong, fortunately you hold me, forgive me, okay, I promise, this will never happen again in the future, I promise."
"As long as Wanwan doesn't want to leave me, anything is possible, everything is fine." Li Hongyuan seemed to put himself in the lowest position.
"Stupid, we are husband and wife, and you are the prince. As your princess, where can I go? Don't think about it."
"Could it be that in Wanwan's eyes, is it just because of this rebirth that forced you to stay?" Li Hongyuan let go of Jingwan, grabbed her shoulders, and stared at him with red eyes, looking unusual of excitement.
If it were any other time, when Jingwan saw his "sick" appearance, Jingwan would secretly give him two eyes and spit in his heart, but now it's not the same thing at all, and I understand that he used to be from time to time What is the reason for his nervousness, because the shadows left by his previous life are too heavy, so any disturbance may make him uneasy, it's her fault, it's her fault, it's her fault, it's her doing it It was far from enough to settle him down.
"That's not what I meant, I just wanted to tell you that I can't leave you, A Yuan, where you are is where my heart belongs."
Li Hongyuan's emotions eased a little, and he embraced Jingwan in his arms again, "Wanwan, I said, if I change my mind, you can kill me, but if you change my mind, I probably won't. I will kill you, only imprison you for a lifetime, and let me exist in your life, and I believe no one will want that day."
"A heart has already been tied to you, how can it change? I hold my heart and can't divide it. My feelings will not change because of the passage of time. I believe that there will be no one in the world. You are better to me, even if there is, I only want you."
Li Hongyuan snorted, "How could someone treat you better than me."
"Yes, I believe it."
It can be seen from this that Jingwan's emotions were actually led away by Li Hongyuan, because he showed weakness, because of the little emotion he leaked, Jingwan couldn't care about herself at all, she just wanted to appease him and follow him. , Obviously, in her heart, everything about him actually surpassed her. The simplest thing is, can she still remember her original emotions? So, in the face of such a scheming Prince Jin, how is Jingwan an opponent? In this relationship, it seems that she is the dominant one. In fact, she has always been in his hand, and she can't escape that. scope.
However, although Li Hongyuan played tricks, it was still the true love that held Jing Wan down. In this way, even if Jing Wan was "stupid", it didn't matter.
"My lord, my princess, do you want to refill the tea?" Because there was no movement for a long time, Mama Gong spoke in a timely manner outside.
Obviously, in their current atmosphere, it is good to have a third person to calm down, at least it can calm them all down.
Jing Wan withdrew from Li Hongyuan's arms, sat aside, lowered her head, and pressed the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief.
And now Li Hongyuan, except Jing Wan, no one can make him show any special emotions, even if there is, it is probably pretending. Naturally, there is no emotion at this moment. If there are outsiders, it is absolutely free to move in. "Come in."
Gong mama came in, quickly put on hot tea, and swept over Li Hongyuan and Jingwan's faces with a vague look. What kind of eyesight did she have, did she really quarrel
Before they entered the study, Li Hongyuan instructed everyone to retreat far away and not approach without permission. It had been fine for more than an hour before, and suddenly there was movement from behind. Because they were far away, only slight noises could be heard. But no one dared to approach.
"The slaves retire."
Afterwards, Li Hongyuan poured a cup of warm tea for Jing Wan, stood in front of Jing Wan, and gently brushed her fingers under her eyes. "Drink of water."
Jing Wan looked up at him, gave a soft hum, took the cup, and took a shallow sip.
"Wanwan can ask anything she wants to know, and I can tell you anything."
Jingwan opened her mouth and seemed to have a lot of things she wanted to ask, but at this moment, there was nothing she wanted to ask, and it didn't seem to make any sense. From what he said just now, many things were already known. Those things, It wasn't really what she wanted to see.
Marquis of Wu'an, the object of her sighs before, on another line that she didn't know, her relationship with the family was so close, but the family's love for her was unchanged, then, in Ming Dynasty Knowing the situation of the Marquis of Wu'an, why did he marry? There is also the situation of the Luo family, especially the grandmother, not to mention the experience, thinking about the scene, Jing Wan's heart throbbed.
According to Jingwan's understanding of someone, as far as he is careful, mentioning the Marquis of Wu'an Mansion is actually a very dangerous topic, so Jingwan wisely did not ask it.
However, Li Hongyuan is so poisonous, seeing Jingwan hesitant, he basically knew what she was thinking, and his face suddenly turned dark, "Want to know how I got married to the Marquis of Wu'an? Li Ruyu calculated in Dingguo Gongfu You fell into the water, Fu Yunting saved you, as for the reason, it seems to be related to Sun Yilin, are you satisfied?"
In a word, it involves two people who are in his minefield. Jingwan, who was still in distress a moment ago, is a little bit dumbfounded at this moment. She didn't mention anything about that. It was he who had to be uncomfortable , and, to be reasonable, according to what he said, during this period of time, there was no interaction with this man at all, so how could this account be put on her head, no matter what relationship she had with Fu Yunting in his memory , Fu Yunting has nothing to do with her at all. Hasn't everything been cut off by this man
"Wanwan is very loyal. Even if she became my woman and gave birth to my son, she would not enter the imperial mausoleum because she felt sorry for Fu Yunting, and she would not even enter the Fu family's ancestral grave." Li Hongyuan's face became darker as he spoke. He started to be irritable again, "Fu Yunting is still kept, and the Fu family is preserved? This king should have killed them sooner rather than later."
Jingwan didn't answer. After all, everything she said could be wrong, making this man more ill, so she looked at him and was angry with herself. However, her expression was always gentle, because she instantly understood why this man would protect her. Go to the Fu family, because "she" "used to" wanted to save the Fu family.
It's just that "myself" is someone else's wife, but became his wife and gave birth to a son? Either he was robbed or robbed by this man, or threatened by him. If you don't feel embarrassed to do this kind of thing, forget it, and you have to ask others for trouble. Jingwan really wants to know what his shame is. Yes, steel and copper bones can't compare.
"What is Wanwan thinking, think this Wang Baofu's family should be?"
"I was just thinking that someone like Li Ruyu was tricking me. 'Myself' is really stupid." Jing Wan said subconsciously.
What kind of temperament Jingwan is, he naturally knows it, and he also understands how he reacts when he says something wrong. What he says and what he thinks are definitely not the same thing, and it's not the first time. What he cares about is, "Stupid? Li Ruyu is the county owner after all. She has someone throw you into the water neatly. Is it something your small body can avoid?" He usually said that Jingwan was stupid, but, When Zhen Jingwan said that to herself, he was not happy again.
Therefore, he has said everything, and it is best to remain silent.
Li Hongyuan knelt down halfway, facing her eyes, "There is one thing that needs to be explained to my husband by Wanwan."
"what?"
"Have you ever cared about Fu Yunting?" This was actually what Li Hongyuan cared about the most.
Jingwan blinked, following him, or... Jingwan chose to tell the truth, "A Yuan's words are so unreasonable, how could I know."
"The current Marquis of Wu'an passed away. You entered the door during his filial piety, and you and Fu Yunting never got married. More than a month later 'today', Fu Yunting still set foot on the road to the northwest border because of the result of the multi-party game. A few months later, the person on the throne, because he underestimated Fu Yunting, decided on food and grass. It was you who ran around in various ways, then knelt in front of the palace gate for several hours, begged for food and grass, and then sent it to the border in person, and then stayed there. On the border, until Qiyuan killed more than 200,000 soldiers, Fu Yunting was charged with treason and escorted back to Beijing, and all the people in the Marquis of Wu'an were jailed. If you want to rescue the rest of the Fu family, you have no choice but to ask me for it. I admit that I am despicable and shameless. I took the opportunity to take your body, but you are still perfect, so tell me, have you ever cared about him? You don't know anything, but, what is your situation, you must know the answer."
Jingwan was silent for a moment, then put her hand on Li Hongyuan's face, "I can tell you very clearly, never." Jingwan knows very well what she is like, she has always been more rational than emotional, and it is impossible for her. There is love at first sight, if it is true as he said, then, there is no doubt that "she" may have some very special feelings for Fu Yunting, but it will never be a love between men and women. Then in those days when there is no tomorrow, if she falls in love, she will never let herself remain perfect, and, I also know, the war on the border continues, and everyone may not touch the ground. Fu Yunting must have met pitifully few times, so she might have cultivated some kind of relationship, and she would never fall in love with her because of a heroic complex. Respect is one thing, love is another.
Li Hongyuan reached out and hugged Jingwan's waist, burying his head in her arms, "Wanwan, I'm very happy, really."
Jingwan's fingers rubbed in his hair, feeling a little sad, even if she didn't want to experience those things in his memory, she also missed the first acquaintance with him, but let's just think about this kind of thing, after all , If she is really someone else's wife, then, no matter how good he treats her, she will not indulge herself, and she will restrain herself in every possible way. To care about the flowers and plants around him, without the life he has experienced, then, even if they become husband and wife, the possibility of their final love is extremely low, because he is a prince, a man who is male-dominated in a feudal society, why? Maybe she didn't get through the room before marriage, and she was alone after marriage.
Although he has regrets, he should be content. This man has experienced too many unknown things, and his heart is full of holes. He should be cherished and healed.
Jingwan looked at the door in a trance, and suddenly thought of something, "A Yuan, Gong mama, is the one you arranged by my side?"
"Yes," Li Hongyuan did not deny it, "the imperial concubine was kind to her originally, and her allegiance was actually the imperial concubine. Later, although she served with me, but in fact, because of some of my ways of doing things, she did not like her. It's just doing her duty, and there's no more. No, I let her go to Qi'an to serve you. After two or three years, after returning, my former master has lost the slightest position in her eyes. "
Jing Wan chuckled, she really wanted to say that someone deserved it, but she didn't mean to anger Mama Gong, even though Mama Gong should have passed a lot of information about her to someone, who made her inseparable from this man now Now, I can't get up after being "spied on" for a long time. If I don't get tempted, I will be angry. Of course, I won't be angry. After all, Mama Gong really does her best to herself and sincerely. it is good.
"Where's Heimei Bai Shao, you also sent it to me?"
"Yes, but these two were prepared from the beginning. They don't even know who is training them, and there is no other master."
Jingwan nodded, "You must have interfered in my marriage. According to your temperament, how could you allow me to marry someone else?"
"This king's reputation is so bad, can you marry me if your reputation is not bad?" Li Hongyuan replied with a righteousness.
"You have a bad reputation, you made it yourself, who is it?"
"This king's reputation is not bad, can it be your turn to be the concubine of the Prince Jin? The backyard of the Prince Jin's mansion is already full." Li Hongyuan stared at Jingwan with an expression of "who am I all for?" Jing Wan "doesn't know what to do" is quite dissatisfied.
"So, you still deliberately let me get married and then quit, betrothed and quit, just to ruin my reputation?" Jingwan agreed with his logic, "But it's only twice, no matter how bad it is, it can be compared with you. ?"
"It was originally planned for four times, but Chen Zhengmin and Sun Yilin both have deep-rooted feelings for you..." Li Hongyuan's face became fierce, and his murderous intentions began again.
Doing things on her own, but angering others, if she has never had a marriage contract with those two people, even if the two of them have a relationship, it will not be deep. After all, if there is no hope, then maybe they will stop thinking earlier. "Because of this, your next two plans have been put on hold?"
I'm dying of jealousy, how can I continue! "So I went straight to your grandfather. Anyway, it must be the family of Princess Jin's wife. It doesn't matter if you are dragged into the water earlier."
Jingwan rubbed her forehead, "But you have done so much, we got married with things." Give him a knowing blow.
Regarding this point, while Li Hongyuan is very happy, it has also become a black history in his black history.
Seeing that someone's face was almost dripping with ink, he hurriedly lowered his head and kissed him, "It doesn't matter how the process is, as long as the result is satisfactory."
Li Hongyuan's expression improved a little.
A person who is usually very powerful, cold, taciturn, domineering, in front of her, just like a child.
Later, Jingwan asked other things, about many people and things she cared about, but Li Hongyuan was vague about many things, and did not "know everything without saying anything". Those, basically They were all dark and cruel. Li Hongyuan tricked Jingwan into pity. It was really too dark, but he didn't want to tell her.
Jingwan also understands that those are things that he can't forget. "I'm fine here."
Li Hongyuan naturally understood what she meant, but, "Qiyuan is not yet settled, the world is not at peace, and the most important thing is that Wanwan's 'death calamity' is not over."
Therefore, when the overall situation is uncertain, his heart will not be at peace? "Then, no matter what A Yuan does, think about me more, okay? Besides, A Yuan has done so much and changed so much, and there will be no death. We will all be fine and slowly change together. old."
"Of course it will be fine." I don't know when, Li Hongyuan's posture has changed from half-kneeling to sitting on the ground without image, with his head resting on Jingwan's lap, "There is one more thing, I have to tell Wanwan, The reason why I will do it again is because the imperial concubine, what Master Luchen said is basically true, the imperial concubine is indeed special, but the origin is unknown, and her spirit is indeed still alive, only But she wasn't wandering. Before I came back, she was trapped in the jade pendant, the special jade pendant found in the Jade Palace. After I came back, her spirit entered the body of Concubine Qin Shu, who was closest to her numerology. The last time Concubine Qin was poisoned , She briefly grasped the body of Concubine Qin Shu, because she sent me back, she wants to lose her soul, eighty-one altars, the world prays for blessings, just to prolong her existence, at least, to fulfill some wishes."
Although she had been stimulated enough today, Jing Wan was still quite surprised. "It's a pity that the imperial concubine fell into your father's hands."
"If she didn't fall into the hands of that man, I would be gone." Li Hongyuan said angrily.
Jing Wan choked for a moment and was speechless.
So, what I can do now is to do my best, at least let her go without regrets? !
There is absolutely no room for mistakes in matters of the altar.
"I've almost finished what I need to say. Now, shouldn't you just say it?"
Jing Wan was not surprised by this remark. After all, when he had nothing, he was able to counterattack all the other brothers and ascend to the throne. In addition, he had a similar experience, how could he not be noticed by him
"My situation is different from A Yuan."