Sun Yijia's attention was on the flowers and trees in the courtyard, while everyone else's attention was on her, so naturally they didn't see Jing Wan coming.
Jingwan stepped on a small branch beside her feet. Although the noise was slight, because the courtyard was quiet enough, almost everyone heard it and turned her head subconsciously.
Sun Yijia's dull eyes lit up, she wanted to call her when she opened her mouth, but she subconsciously covered her face as soon as she opened her mouth. The wound, but other than that, she had no other emotions and waved to Jingwan.
And the moment Sun Yilin saw Jingwan, her gloomy eyes finally took on a gleam. It seemed that apart from some minor injuries, she was still intact, but she was happy in the bottom of her heart. He was about to say something when he saw Jingwan. Wan squatted down, greeted him as a courtesy, and then walked towards the room.
Sun Yilin looked at his sister again, and sure enough, she was standing up and turning back into the house.
"Miss Luo..." Sun Yilin stopped him.
Jingwan stopped and looked at him, "Is there something wrong with Sun Gongzi?"
"Even though Yijia and you have only known each other for a few days, in fact, I have never seen her so close to any other girl, she is her own sister, and she only maintains that little affection on the surface. , In fact, she is like a stranger, and you are like a sister. She suffered a great disaster, and in the future... I hope Miss Luo can persuade her."
"Sister Jia treats me with sincerity, and I will naturally treat me with sincerity. You wish her well, and I am no exception. Therefore, I don't need to say anything more, I will do my best."
Sun Yilin nodded and said no more.
Jingwan walked straight into the room, Sun Yijia sat at the table and motioned her to sit over.
Jingwan didn't talk about those etiquette rules, and she didn't even avoid it. She looked straight at her face. It was indeed very rude to people who didn't know each other. Obscure, deliberate indifference will make people more uncomfortable. Most of the half of her face was covered with white cloth, which was fixed with a thin white thread around the top of her head and chin. The white thread was handled carefully and covered up as much as possible. The reason for the traces.
Sun Yijia stretched out her hand and pulled her to sit down, and waved to the group of people who were serving her, motioning them to go out.
Jingwan understood that she wanted to talk to herself alone, and she also let her people retreat outside.
After all, Sun Yijia's nurse was worried, she couldn't help but say a few words before going out, "Girls are not suitable for talking for the time being, so, Miss Luo..."
Sun Yijia stretched out her hand to stop her, obviously, she didn't want to listen to those around her now. Since she was rescued, she has been in chaos all the time. First she cried helplessly, then she felt sorry for her, and she complained again and again, saying over and over what she should do in the future, seeing her expressionless, and again She started to persuade her constantly. From her identity, she talked about how she was favored at home. Not only Mrs. Dingguo, but also the old lady, and the empress also liked her the most, even if she hurt her face and ruined it. Rong, she will definitely have a good marriage, and her husband's family will definitely not dare to treat her badly in the future.
Sun Yijia is not stupid, how could she not know what it means to be disfigured, and what to say, some things are already doomed when the sharp stone cuts through her face. She didn't respond. Others thought she was disheartened and depressed. In fact, it wasn't the case. Her tolerance was not that bad. On the contrary, her heart was almost eerily peaceful. She actually wanted to tell them, She was fine, but she knew that no one would believe her, including her fifth brother, so she chose to remain silent. This silence made people around her feel more distressed and even sympathized with her, thus forming a vicious circle.
Later, under her cold eyes, everyone finally shut up, but it was equally uncomfortable for everyone to be silent together.
The arrival of Jing Wan simply saved her.
"Sister Jia, are you alright?" Jingwan thought it was better when she saw people make mistakes. She always felt that Sun Yijia didn't seem to care that much about her disfigurement. Maybe it's because of concern that messes up, or maybe it's the deep-rooted idea of the world that a girl doesn't care about her appearance, and the people around her will be so nervous and cautious, she doesn't feel Sun Yijia's true emotions at all, but neither does Jingwan. I was sure, so I asked directly.
Sun Yijia nodded without hesitation, except for the pain on her face and bruises and bruises in some parts of her body, she was no different from usual.
Jing Wan breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good."
Sun Yijia squinted her eyes and smiled slightly. She found the four treasures of the study from the room. After grinding, she began to write: "It's great that you are all right. - I knew that Sister Wan is different from others. I believe what I say. , instead of thinking I'm pretending to be strong to console you."
"There's nothing to lie about in this kind of thing. If you really lose something you care about, whether it's a tantrum or a sad silence, there's nothing to blame, and you don't need to humiliate yourself and suppress yourself in order to accommodate others. Others tolerate and understand you.”
Sun Yijia nodded and wrote, "Sure enough, you know me best, Sister Wan." She sighed silently, "It's been more than ten years, why is it still far from your relationship."
"Probably the 'so-called confidant'."
Sun Yijia was taken aback, "Yes, it's not just a 'so-called confidant'. There are very few true confidants who are the closest people around."
"How is Sister Jia going to be in the future?" Seeing Sun Yijia's state, Jingwan went straight to the point and pointed to the core.
"Sister Wan's hardened heart is really not an ordinary hurt. The scar has not yet formed a scab, and it is torn open again, so that people must face the cruelest reality."
"I just believe that Sister Jia is not someone who will run away."
Sun Yijia looked at Jingwan's black and white eyes full of seriousness. She cared about herself from the bottom of her heart, just herself, not something attached to her. "Sister Wan, do you know that my face wouldn't have been hurt so badly. I did it on purpose. When I touched the sharp stone, I turned my head in a weird way. I'm not sure about the other one. Whether the direction can avoid it, or maybe it won't hurt the face. At that time, my only thought was that if the face is gone, my value will also be gone, and they don't have to think about how to use me in exchange for the best interests. already."
Jingwan looked at the words on the paper, reached out and rubbed it, and threw it into the incense burner.
Sun Yijia took another piece of paper, "Sister Wan is too cautious."
Jingwan didn't speak, but took her pen and wrote: "Who am I for? If it is seen by others and passed on to your parents' ears, will you have a good life?"
"I didn't expect Sister Wan's handwriting to be good."
Jing Wan couldn't help laughing and crying, "Is this the time to say this?"
"I haven't had a good time, and I can't get any worse." She knew very well how those people in her family would react. The only ones who really cared about her were probably only a handful of them—five Brother, grandmother, nanny, or two more maids who grew up with her, even if she is a mother, for herself, for her children and grandchildren, even if she is her only daughter, she will still give up her, better than others The thing is, probably won't harass her. If there is still a little family affection and a little conscience, he may marry her to a man who is barely able to live, instead of using pure waste to extract the last bit of value from her.
"Is it worth it?" Worth, in order to get rid of the fate of being controlled by close relatives, or to have a little conflict of spirit, to do this and fall into the dust.
"What if I say it's worth it?"
Jing Wan nodded, "It's worth it."
"Sister Wan, you are so kind." This kind of behavior should be severely reprimanded. She is deviant, she doesn't know what to do, she is in the midst of happiness, she does not know happiness, and her fifth brother will not approve of it, and Jingwan, she Said it was worth it, she stood by her side without hesitation.
"The path you choose, you have to finish it even if you kneel. It's fine if you don't regret it."
"Sister Wan is worried that I won't be able to endure hardship? Actually, the situation is far from the worst. The fifth brother will always protect me, and the grandmother will not ignore me. There are more people who are sarcastic, fewer people are called, and more slaves are encountered, that's all. However, I am afraid that in order to protect me, he must be threatened and compromised. have an advantage over others.”
"He is a man, and his talent is not bad. Even if there are some difficult things, he can find a way to deal with it. Besides, a man should be able to bend and stretch. Why should he be afraid of those people outside? Besides, you are his biological sister, protecting you and doing something for you should be done. There is only the kinship in this life. Since the relationship is harmonious, you should cherish it. guard."
"Sister Wan means that he made compromises and forbearance for me. I don't need to feel guilty. On the contrary, I can use him to my heart's content. I can call him for anything. He has done it for me, that's what it should be. , if he doesn't do well, he is incompetent? Is that what he means, right?" Sun Yijia looked at her with bright eyes like a child, with a little excitement of discovering something incredible, waiting for her approval, using her In the words of the past life, it is "seeking praise".
Jingwan was helpless again. The more she got along with Sun Yijia, the more she felt that she was seriously inconsistent with the rumors. She was arrogant on the outside, but she was actually very rebellious in her bones, and she was a little bad. She had been well hidden in the past or always, even her. She didn't even find out, and Jingwan wasn't sure if she had released such a side of her. If it was, then it was really a sin. Knowing that Sun Yijia deliberately misinterpreted her meaning, and looking at her small expression, the wound on her face made her pitiful, Jingwan bit her head and nodded, "You can understand it this way."
Seeing her squinting her eyes like a little fox, Jingwan mourned for Sun Yilin in her heart, and she will be tricked by her own sister in the future, so don't count her.
Since Sun Yijia was ready to face the future, Jingwan didn't say anything more, it was meaningless.
Jingwan looked at her face again, "In the future, don't do this kind of thing again." It's not good to hurt yourself to achieve your goal.
"This time it's just a coincidence. I just made the catastrophe that I couldn't avoid a little more serious. I never thought of doing it on purpose."
"Sister Jia is good to know."
"Sister Wan is worried about what will happen to me in the future and will do extreme things? No, as Sister Wan told me before, 'It's okay to cry occasionally, but you have to find the right person and know about that one. It is a rationale for those who feel bad for you to cry, without value, you are dead, and some people may not shed a single tear."
"Girl, Mrs. Dingguo's wife is here." Suddenly she thought of Gongmao's voice outside.
Sun Yijia was startled. Although she knew that someone would come from her family, she did not expect that her mother would come in person. If Sun Yijia wanted to come, her sister-in-law would most likely come.
Taking advantage of her work for a while, Jing Wan quickly put away all the paper she had used on the table, and did not hide it. She casually covered it with white paper, and it was over after taking it away. There is no guilty conscience and panic of doing "bad things".
This calm, Sun Yijia also felt ashamed of herself.
Afterwards, the people who were driven outside by Sun Yijia also came in one after another. If Madam came and saw that all the people serving were outside, they would definitely eat at the top.
Immediately afterwards, a large group of people came in, and Sun Yijia suddenly felt that she was thinking too much. She originally thought that her mother actually cared about her daughter, but it was not. Several sisters-in-law are here, what's the matter, are they here to see her jokes? Even if these so-called sisters-in-law want to come in the name of caring about the little sister-in-law, as long as her mother has a tougher attitude, she can completely reject them. Her sister-in-law has no courage to disobey her mother.
"Oh, our sister Jia really hurt her face? How can this be good?" The very solemn and gorgeous young woman entered the room first, her tone and expression were caring, but the gloating in her eyes was not necessary. It was too obvious that the hand with the long nails poked Sun Yijia's face without any hesitation.
Sun Yijia avoided expressionlessly and looked at her fourth sister-in-law coldly.
Obviously, Sun Yijia ruined Rong Du's "arrogant" appearance, and made the young woman mad and lowered her voice, "Sister-in-law, I want to see, the ugly sister Jia can still be so arrogant. when?"
"Fourth younger siblings, my mother is here." That's why it's your turn to go ahead. A group of people came in behind, another woman behind Mrs. Dingguo said.
"Yeah, mother, don't be angry, my daughter-in-law was just worried about sister Jia for a while, never..."
"Enough." Mrs. Dingguo waved her hand impatiently, and then her eyes fell on Sun Yijia. Looking at her face, although there was concern and concern, it was also very limited, and it was more mixed with various emotions complex expressions.
Sun Yijia greeted her with a cold face as if she had seen her mother on weekdays.
Mrs. Dingguo's lips moved, and some words were not spoken after all. Before she came, there had been a fierce dispute with Dingguo about her, and she finally compromised. "Since it's hurt, it's better to take care of it, don't think about it so much."
Mrs. Dingguo was about to ask Sun Yijia's nurse how the injuries on her face were, and whether it was really possible that she could not recover as before, and accidentally discovered that there were outsiders. Seeing that there was also a white cloth wrapped around her neck, she was one of the few girls who had an accident together. "Which girl are you from?" Although Jingwan had been to the Dingguo Mansion, only Sun Yijia's eldest sister-in-law had an impression of her, and she chose to be silent at this time.
"Luo's Jingwan, I have met Mrs. Dingguo's wife."
When everyone heard the words, the expressions on their faces were a little subtle, and Mrs. Dingguo's eyes were even a little unkind.
"You are the one who asked Sister Jia out of our family. Why did Sister Jia hurt her face, but you are standing still? Oh, yes, it seems that you fell into the river below, really It's not an ordinary life, nor is it an ordinary life." Those originally beautiful eyes, but with a disgusting scrutiny, looked at Jing Wan as if looking at something strange.
Jingwan is very clear that there is definitely more than one person who has similar thoughts. It is nothing more than anger, so that they have someone to vent their anger. However, Jingwan's good temper is also relatively speaking, if you treat her with courtesy, she will naturally treat her equally. Jingwan glanced at the others, and there were not a few people who wanted to watch a good show, including Mrs. Dingguo, who all looked indifferent, but Sun Yijia's face was a little ugly, and there was anger in her eyes, and she was about to have a seizure. Jingwan spoke first, "Dare to ask whether you said this on behalf of Dingguo Gongfu, or on your own behalf?"
The other party was stunned, obviously not expecting Jing Wan to react like this. "What about what I said on behalf of Dingguo Gongfu, and what about myself?" The expression became contemptuous. In her opinion, what is the difference between the two.
Mrs. Dingguo frowned slightly, but she opened her eyes and looked at Jingwan, she suddenly felt a sense of energy from this indifference.
"If you represent the Dingguo Gongfu, then I will take some time to go to the Dingguo Gongfu to ask your old lady if your family's rules are different from other families, so they are so presumptuous and rude." At that time, his eyes were still very calm and calm looking at Mrs. Dingguo.
In the entire Dingguo Gongfu, the person with the highest status is Mrs. Sun, and it is normal to ignore Dingguo's wife directly, isn't it
Not to mention Mrs. Dingguo, the faces of the large group of people who just came in have become a little ugly. This slap is not the face of a single person.
The face of Sun Yijia's fourth sister-in-law was the most ugly, and she secretly glanced at Mrs. Dingguo's face. She wanted to use the mother-in-law's hand to clean up this bitch who didn't know how high the sky was, but if this happened. Now, she still has to be ripped off alive. "Naturally speaking on behalf of myself, what's the matter?"
"Oh, on behalf of yourself?" Jingwan replied in a low voice, with a bit of indifference, brushing her left hand over the cuff of her right hand, and looked down at her palm.
The intention to hit someone was so obvious that the woman took a step back subconsciously. "Crack..." A crisp sound startled everyone.
The woman covered her face and turned her head to look at Sun Yijia in disbelief. That's right, it wasn't Jing Wan who hit, but Sun Yijia. The woman raised her hand subconsciously and wanted to hit back, but Sun Yijia looked indifferent and even raised her head slightly. , and handed the injured face up to make it easier for her to start. If she really hit it back, anyone who was justified would become unreasonable. The woman had to clasp her fingers tightly and withdraw her hand in resentment.
"Why, don't you dare to fight back?" Sun Yijia's lips opened and closed very small, trying to avoid pulling the wound on her face as much as possible. After he finished speaking, he slapped him again.
This time, everyone was so shocked that they couldn't close their mouths. Although Sun Yijia is usually cold, she is definitely a model of many ladies in Beijing. One day she will beat people, no one dares to imagine, because this scene When it was staged, it was conceivable how strong the shock was.
"Yijia!" Mrs. Dingguo looked at Sun Yijia, her brows furrowed even tighter. Obviously, although Sun Yijia's behavior surprised her, she was more angry. How could her daughter be so rude.
It's a pity that in the past, her daughter, who was what she said, would immediately admit and correct when she was wrong, and be the best and most perfect, but now she doesn't even look at her.
Sun Yijia's eyes were filled with unprecedented strong emotions, and she stared at her fourth sister-in-law like a poisonous snake, "Fourth sister-in-law doesn't know, originally sister Wan planned to come to Bailong Temple today, but I brought the time up to yesterday. In the afternoon, according to what you said, am I not the scourge? I was the least injured among the four people in the carriage. You are all cursing in your heart why I didn't fall to my death. You are disappointed, who told me? I'm not an ordinary life, and it's not my turn if you all die." Because he deliberately lowered his voice, it was a bit of a life-threatening ghost.
People who don't get angry suddenly start a fire, which is really not ordinary.
"Yijia, look at what you look like now, don't stop talking."
Sun Yijia turned her head sharply to look at Mrs. Dingguo, "What do I look like? If I don't look the same as your heart, it's not good. Mother, don't think I don't know what you and my father think, and I want to do it again. What, I'm like this now," he said, covering his injured face, tears gathered in his eyes, "Anyway, there's nothing left, whoever dares to insult me, don't blame me for breaking the jar and breaking the jar and making the Dingguo Gongfu lose face. , make you regret the things of your life."
"Yijia..." Maybe it was Sun Yijia's thoughts that caught her heart, and then she felt sad when she saw her dead heart. She was also her only daughter. But after all, it took a lot of thought, "Don't say stupid things, who dares to insult you? Don't do stupid things, you know?"
Sun Yijia twitched the corners of her mouth coldly, making it clear that she didn't believe it.
Mrs. Dingguo suddenly felt helpless towards her daughter, and couldn't help but soften her tone, "Would you like to go home with my mother first, we'll go back and talk about anything else."
"Go back? Ground me when I go back, so as not to let an ugly person like me go out and be pointed at and embarrassed for you? Or should I just marry me far away and never step into the capital again? "
"Why do you think so?"
"Isn't it? Mother, you dare to swear that you and your father have no plans like that? Swear with the lives of your children and grandchildren, if you lie, you will die."
Mrs. Dingguo's composure could no longer be maintained, her eyes were full of anger, "Sun Yijia, you can say such a vicious word? Your brothers hurt you in vain, your nephews love you so much, you cursed them?"
"I'm vicious? I'm just asking mother to swear by them. If you and your father really don't have those plans, you'll have a clear conscience."
Madam Dingguo was suddenly dumbfounded, unable to say anything.
"No more to say?" Tears fell from Sun Yijia's eyes, telling of endless grievances and sorrows, "You abandoned me first, and you didn't want me first. You used to hold me in your palms. , always give me the best, that is because I am valuable, you are not raising a daughter, it is a precious item, just waiting for that day to give you the best benefits, but after all, you gave birth to me and raised I, I should repay you, so I will do whatever you ask me to do, never complain, but now, my face is ruined and worthless, you not only don't pity me, don't comfort me, but also on my wounds Sprinkle salt. It is said that cats and dogs will have feelings for a long time, and I feel that I am not as good as a kitten or a dog..." The more I talked, the more sad and angry I became, and the more I said it, I tried my best.
Jingwan could still stare coldly before, but seeing that blood started to bleed on Sun Yijia's face again, she hurriedly stepped forward, "Sister Jia, stop talking, stop talking..."
Mrs. Dingguo stood there blankly. She probably never expected her daughter to have such thoughts in her heart, but there seemed to be nothing wrong with what she said. Thinking of herself, isn't that what her life is like? Did you feel wronged at that time? Resentment? Knowing that kind of sadness, or ruthlessly wanting his daughter to repeat the same mistakes
Jingwan's anxious voice awakened her, "Yijia, Yijia, it's your mother's fault, your mother is wrong, your mother will not abandon you, your mother promises you that there will never be that day, do you believe that your mother is good? ?" Mrs. Dingguo couldn't help crying. It's not that she hasn't cried in these years, but she cried for Dingguo to see, how sad and wronged she cried, how cold and hard her heart was at that time But now I really cry, because of her daughter, because of herself.
Sun Yijia shook off her hand and buried her head in Jingwan's neck, "Mother, go out first, I'll be quiet for a while."
"Okay, mother will listen to you, listen to you, stop talking, be careful... it hurts, it's not good to have too much blood." I wanted to say be careful, but I was worried that it would touch her heart again. But she went out like this, and she was worried.
"Madam might as well go out first, and Sister Jia will give it to me, and I will persuade her." Seeing that she was at a loss, she really cared about Sun Yijia at this moment, Jingwan said.
"Okay, I'll trouble Miss Luo."
"You're welcome, ma'am."