When Li Xiao said that name, Song Song thought a lot in his mind in an instant. He hoped that Li Xiao could avenge him, but he didn't want Song Ge to die too happy. He dragged his Song Ge back and let him die clearly.
But at the same time, a great grievance rushed into his nose in an instant, leaving him unable to say anything.
Li Xiao got the answer from his eyes. He leaned in and hugged the person in his arms, stroked his lover's hair, soothed, and said, "How do you want him to die?"
"I think, I want to beat him..." Song Song forced the tears in his eyes back, and stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around Li Xiao's waist: "I don't want him to die, but I'm afraid."
"Then beat him first." Li Xiao hugged the person tightly, and neither of them asked each other why they attached so much importance to what happened in the dream. Li Xiao was not in a hurry to beat him now. Holding my arms, I heard Song Song say softly, "The porridge shed..."
"I didn't kill anyone, I'm very awake." Song Song was still holding on to him when he was in a coma. Li Xiao did feel that he was a little out of control, but it was a little different from usual. His heart was on Song Song's breathing and heartbeat, and he was worried that Song Song would be motionless in his arms.
Song Song exhaled a long breath. It seemed that he thought what he saw was just a nightmare caused by worry.
He rubbed against Li Xiao's arms and said, "That's good."
"You have something to tell me later."
Song Song nodded and said softly, "Your Highness, do you want to talk about dreams?"
"What do you want to know?"
"I dreamed that after meeting with His Highness for the first time... you don't want me anymore."
Li Xiao raised his eyebrows, looked down at the guy in his arms with only half of his face showing, and said, "I dreamed that I had a spring night with Song'er that night, and Song'er had always been afraid of me, and asked me to be gentle..."
Song Song immediately covered his mouth and said, "I, what I said later."
"Later..." Li Xiao thought for a while and said, "Later I heard that you were having a hard time in the palace, so I ordered people to pick you up to come to the palace. They all said that Song'er ran away because he was afraid of me."
"..." Song Song thought about it and asked, "Have you been looking for me?"
"I was worried that I would scare you. I secretly sent someone to look for it, but I found nothing. It happened that there was news from Texas in those two days, so I went there myself."
Dezhou is the news of the former queen's murder. Between Song Song and this matter, Li Xiao must put the news first, not to mention that Song Song in his previous life really wanted to hide from Li Xiao.
Li Xiao continued: "I was a step behind in the dream, and when I arrived, the man had already been killed."
"Is it the one you brought back that day?"
"Um."
Song Song hugged him silently, not knowing how to comfort him, but Li Xiao did not ask him to comfort him, and continued: "Afterwards, I was recommended to lead troops to the front line, and someone wanted to take the opportunity to kill me."
Butler Qi said that Li Xiao refused to go to the front line in this life. The time is probably around the time of the big wedding. Once he goes out to fight, it is not a matter of coming back in a day or two. .
Song Song hugged him tightly, and Li Xiao asked in a low voice, "Guess who that person is?"
Song Song thought of Empress Qin, pursed her lips, and said, "I, my dream is not over yet, and I don't know who it is."
Before things were clear, he didn't dare to speculate, after all, she was the current queen, and there are some things, it's better not to know.
Li Xiao never forced him, he kissed Song Song's ear and said, "The biggest regret in my dream is you. Now that I have you, I will have no regrets in this life."
"His Royal Highness..." Song Song couldn't help but ask that question after all: "Why did I only meet once, but..."
Li Xiao sighed and said, "About eight or nine years ago in winter, you once rescued a little beggar, do you remember?"
Eight or nine years ago, at that time, the Fu mansion had not yet run out of water, and Fu Xiang had not yet been seriously ill. Although Song Song was a concubine, he should have the best food and clothing. When Fu Xiang went out, he often received small snacks from adults, because Fu Guoshang was a kind-hearted person and had a good reputation.
Fu Xiang also often made porridge and ordered maids to give some clothes to the refugees in winter. Fu Guoshang even built a refugee camp at his own expense, but he experienced a refugee crisis and he was targeted by the officials. , almost became the bandit leader who was about to start an uprising, but fortunately someone protected him and he escaped death.
And Song Song was often by Fu Xiang's side at that time, and was taught to help others since he was a child.
It was the first winter day after Li Xiao was poisoned. At that time, it was not well known that Li Xiao went mad. Emperor Hongren invited countless genius doctors to diagnose and treat him, and put him in the Taishi Mansion to hide the news. Seriously.
Li Xiao was insane most of the time, until a magical doctor gave him a powerful medicine, and he regained a brief sobriety, but he couldn't accept the truth that he killed his biological mother with his own hands. It happened to be a heavy snow in winter, and people's footprints went out, and soon he was gone. Buried by the heavy snow, he escaped.
The eleven-year-old boy, unkempt himself, mixed with the beggars, ready to leave the city. At that time, Li Xiao was not completely used to killing people, so he took a rope to tie his hands and feet, leaving only three feet of space to move, so as not to go crazy and hurt innocent people.
He wanted to go all the way north, to a place where no one could find it, to fend for himself, so as not to be ashamed of the royal family.
It was snowing heavily in winter, and he slept in a random place, only to wake up and be beaten and kicked because he slept on another beggar's place.
He was still awake at that time, and the crime of killing his mother was almost out of breath.
Until a crisp voice came: "It's making porridge! It's time to eat!"
The beggars were afraid that they would be late and couldn't find anything to eat, so they ran out in a hurry. Li Xiao curled up on the ground and coughed lightly. Then he saw a pair of white boots. The boots were made of exquisite materials. .
As the crown prince, Li Xiao knew a lot of noble people. He was worried about being recognized, so he didn't lift his head, got up and was about to leave, but suddenly he heard him say, "Are you a prisoner?"
"Yes."
He continued to move forward, there was a creaking sound around him, and the pure boots came to him again. He found that Li Xiao was hunched over, his head lowered and refused to look at himself, so he put his hands on his knees and bent his head up, facing upwards from below. Look, the bright eyes met him at once: "The prisoner won't say that he is a prisoner. Did they tie the rope in your hand to you?"
With a gloomy face, he said, "Go away."
His words made the other party stunned for a while, he stood up straight, Li Xiao made sure that he was not the little boy he knew, so he stood up straight, and then found that this guy barely reached his chin, he seemed to be scared by that roll, some Frightened, Li Xiao walked out of the alley, ready to hide in a hidden place.
But soon, he found that the guy was following him again. He brought the steamed buns with the meat and squatted down in front of him, "You must be hungry, right?"
He was really hungry. Under the temptation of meat, he couldn't hold back. He grabbed it and took a bite. The young man immediately grinned and sat obediently watching him eat, holding the meat in his two hands. His cheeks, softly said, "Don't be afraid. If they bully you again, I'll call my mother."
Li Xiao's hand holding the food gave a slight meal. Since childhood, no one has ever dared to bully him, and he has long passed the age of being bullied and calling his mother, although in the future, he will not be able to shout if he wants to.
He squeezed the steamed bun in his hand and took a slow and hard bite, without continuing to let this well-meaning little guy get out of the way.
The guy was chattering in his ears, maybe he didn't think he was so scary, but what made Li Xiao laugh the most was that he repeatedly emphasized: "I know you are a good person, it's okay, don't be afraid, wait. I'll tell my mother later, and you can follow me in the future."
Before he went mad, he was His Royal Highness the prince of the stars and the moon. After he went mad, he was a devil that everyone avoided. No one had ever regarded him as a weak person, not even his own biological parents.
The matter of his escape was soon discovered by the Grand Master's Mansion, and the whole process was searching for traces of him. Before Xiao Song Song left, he handed him his cloak and waited for him to come again with the good news from Fu Xiang. When I looked at him, I saw a hand sticking out from the door of the alley, and was caught back in an instant.
Song Song walked in suspiciously, and at a glance, he saw that the cold boy from yesterday was frantically breaking his subordinate's arm, his bones were exposed, there were bloodstains on his face and cloak, and there was a blanket on one side. His tongue was bloody, and several beggar teenagers older than him died in his hands without exception.
He walked towards Song Song little by little, his palms dripping with blood, and he was a man who killed completely with his bare hands. The rope that tied him yesterday had been completely broken. Song Song watched blankly and stepped back cautiously. Seeing the unnatural twist of his neck, he seemed to be suppressing his crazy killing intent—
Song Song's legs were weak, but his survival instinct made him turn around and run, but before he had time to turn around, the young man swept up in front of him like a ghost and caught him by the neck. Looking at the boy staring at him in front of him, tears couldn't stop rolling down, "Mother, save me..."
But his voice was almost all stuck in the trachea, and he could only make a gas sound.
However, Li Xiao seemed to be suddenly awake. Song Song was thrown out by him, and the blackness in front of him moved on the ground, and he stopped moving after a few moments.
Later, people from the Taishi Mansion arrived in time. Yan Tianya subdued Li Xiao and ordered someone to put an iron chain on him. Li Xiao was stabbed in the head. Put in an iron cage, staring straight at each other, he wants to ask, is he dead
But he couldn't say anything, the blue veins in his neck bulged, and his body seemed to be completely out of his own. If he used it forcibly, it would only be more terrifying in the eyes of outsiders. Immediately afterwards, the iron cage was covered with a layer of black cloth, and he never saw the little boy again.
Later, he asked his uncle: "How is the child?"
"It's dead."
"..." Li Xiao swallowed 'who is the little son of his family' and never mentioned it again.
Until one day, he saw Song Song in the mansion of the prince. He was so familiar with those eyes that he recognized him at a glance. His first sentence was: "What's your name?"
"Song Song."
Song Song…
Since then, the name has been completely in his heart.
He thought he had killed him, but he was still alive. Li Xiao in his previous life was full of joy. He wanted to come to propose marriage when he came back from Dezhou, but he never thought that what was lost was found, and what was gained was lost. For various reasons, he missed his whole life.
When Li Xiao told him, he naturally avoided the details that he was taken back by the iron cage and that he had thought about committing suicide. Song Song gradually got a little impression under his gentle voice. He thought hard for a long time before finally Remember the details of that time.
What happened in that alley was a nightmare for the little Song Song at the time. He experienced another death himself, and after waking up, he had nightmares every day, lingering and burning for several months. Fu Xiang prayed to God everywhere, and finally let him. Get better.
But the shadow left on his mind that time was too great, and he was completely forgotten.
He looked at Li Xiao's face, and slowly confronted the terrifying guy in his memory, his expression finally realized.
Li Xiao knew what he was thinking at a glance: "This king has remembered you for so many years, you little conscience..."
"You have no conscience. I kindly gave you food, but you actually strangled me to death!"
Knowing the origin of the other party and himself, Song Song is finally no longer confused. He suddenly felt that the distance between himself and Li Xiao was suddenly shortened, and after glaring at him, he couldn't help laughing: "There is such a thing, No wonder Your Highness is so kind to me, is it to repay?"
"But the kindness of a steamed bun..."
"And a piece of meat!"
"However, eating your steamed buns and a piece of meat is still not enough for a living husband like you?"
The author has something to say:
Cowardly: ... Who wants you to pay it back.
Crazy: Tsk.