The sky is bright, but because of the cold weather, the snow on the ground is still hard and creaks when you step on it.
Fang Yan walked with Qianye Xun on the country road. The two were silent, only hearing each other's breathing and the sound of ice and snow crushing under their feet.
Qianye Xun was dressed in plain clothes and looked tired. There were creases on her knees caused by kneeling for a long time, and there were some fine soot powder on her hair.
The past two days have really tortured this girl, and she hasn't even had a hot bath until now.
"Are all men like this?" Qianye Xun suddenly asked. Although after a long period of hard study, she can already communicate in basic Chinese, but there are still some obstacles when talking about too profound things, so she speaks very slowly. It's like chewing words with great effort.
"What?" Fang Yan thought about it several times before he understood her question.
"There is a big country, but there is no small family? Where there is justice, there is no personal love?" Qianye Xun asked with red eyes. There were many things she couldn't figure out, so she asked her teacher alone for advice. Fang Yan is her Chinese teacher and the head teacher of their ninth class.
"—" Fang Yan was silent, this question was too difficult to answer.
"Teacher Fang, my father - is he really a good person?" Qianye Xun asked.
"Yes." Fang Yan said firmly. He must give a positive answer, otherwise Chiba Hyobu's death will have no meaning. What's the point of being loved by the whole country if you can't get the understanding of your favorite daughter? "He was a good man and a great character."
"So, Teacher Fang - will you be like him? Sacrificing yourself for the sake of the country and justice. Not caring about the loneliness of your wife, not caring about the grief of your children, and saying goodbye to them forever without even saying hello?"
Fang Yan pondered for a long time, but still answered truthfully: "I can't do it. I'm too greedy. I want to grow old with my wife, I want to be my daughter's eternal guardian angel, and I want to provide for my parents and the old drunkard." It’s the end, so—I won’t choose that way.”
Qianye Xun stopped and looked at Fang Yan, smiling silently, like a young chrysanthemum blooming quietly in the wind.
"Teacher Fang, thank you for giving me such an answer." Qianye Xun said softly. "As wives, they hope to have such a husband who never abandons them. As children, they hope to have such a father who relies on each other - my father is great, but he is not a good husband or a good father."
Fang Yan wanted to say something to comfort her, but it seemed that all words had lost their power.
"Don't try to comfort me, because all comfort is useless. Sadness is always just a matter of one person." Qianye Xun saw through Fang Yan's hesitant expression and took the initiative to say: "My father is gone, and my mother is gone." He is going back to China. My younger brother will also go back. In Japan, he will be taught swordsmanship by the seniors in the gym - his father's death will make him mature, and I believe he will be able to become an excellent swordsman."
"I will stay in China and stay with my father. Maybe his soul has gone to the East, to the place where he struggled all his life, to Jiming Mountain where he practiced sword diligently every morning and night. But, his soul The body is still buried here - I want to stay with him. He was not a good father, but I still love him as much as before."
"Will you return to Suzaku?" Fang Yan asked.
Qianye Xun shook his head and said, "I won't go back."
"I knew-" Fang Yan sighed softly. Chiba Kaoru is an excellent student and a hard-working student. Because she had just arrived and had a language barrier, no matter how she learned any subject, she had to first understand the meaning of the square words. In the first few exams, her grades were at the bottom. By the time of the final exam, she was already in the middle and upper reaches.
No responsible teacher wants to lose a good student in his class.
"Teacher Fang, I don't hate you. I didn't leave Suzaku because I hated you." Qianye Xun said. "I'm just - I'm just afraid. I'm afraid that every time I go to class, I'll think of my father when I see you. Until now, I still can't accept the fact that he's gone. I can't bear that kind of suffering, and I'm worried that it will make me I had an emotional breakdown."
"I will leave Suzaku and will not go to any other school. I will learn some knowledge on my own in the future that interests me, and my favorite is tea ceremony - I think this is what my father would like to see. He wants me to concentrate on Do what you like. And I always feel like I still have a lot of time.”
Fang Yan looked at Qianye Xun sincerely and said, "I respect your choice. We will not be teachers and students in the future, but we will still be friends - if you need anything, just come to me."
"No, you will always be my teacher." Qianye Xun said seriously. "Chinese people believe that once you are a teacher, you will always be a father. You are my teacher one day, and you will always be my teacher. And I understand everything you have done for my father - maybe Qianye Haowu doesn't understand it yet, but there will always be One day he will understand. He will know how broad his mind is to be able to fulfill his opponents in this way."
She bowed deeply to Fang Yan, and then trotted towards the dojo.
There, her mother, brother and Guiying were waiting, waiting to leave Yanziwu with her. They will stop briefly in Huacheng, and then fly directly from Huacheng to Dongyang.
For them, this is a sad country.
Her figure is thin and her hair is flying. Her back was so desolate and sad.
She is smart, beautiful, and a girl who lost her father.
Fang Yan couldn't bear to look anymore and turned his gaze in another direction.
"Hey, are you stupid?" A girl with a rosy face shouted to him.
No matter how bad the haze weather is, when you suddenly see two bright and beautiful faces, your mood will suddenly brighten up.
This is a common problem among men.
Two beautiful girls appeared in front of Fang Yan. They were wearing white clothes, white pants, and white casual sneakers. They were Ye Wenwen, whom he had not seen for a few days. The other one was wearing a red down jacket, white jeans, and a pair of black leather boots.
They are equally young, equally beautiful, one is elegant and quiet, the other is delicate and cute, they are both scenery in the world.
Seeing Fang Yan looking at them without speaking, Ye Zi shouted impatiently: "Hey, I'm talking to you, didn't you hear? I really didn't expect that such a shameless man could be liked by such a beautiful girl - now There are so many idiots.”
Ye Zi obviously misunderstood the relationship between Fang Yan and Qianye Xun, and regarded Qianye Xun's behavior of hiding his face and escaping as Fang Yan's ruthless betrayal of the girls by a heartless man.
Ye Zi studied at Yanziwu for enlightenment. Because his parents had been working in Yanjing for a long time, he transferred his school status to Yanjing City. Although she lives in Yanjing City, she often likes to go to Yanziwu. Her growth history is almost the history of Fang Yan's crimes.
The annual competition between cousin Ye Wenrou and Fang Yan is the annual drama she looks forward to most. She started watching as a little girl of five or six years old, and now she has become a young girl of fifteen or sixteen years old. She almost grew up watching Ye Wenrou and Fang Yan competing in martial arts.
As a result, she saw all kinds of ugly faces of Fang Yan, all kinds of rogue expressions, all kinds of ridiculous ways of begging for mercy and ways of escaping.
This almost subverted her outlook on life and values, making her still wonder why a man has such a shameful side.
Therefore, when she said that Fang Yan was a shameless man, she did not just say it out of hand, but it was the result of her impression after watching the competition for ten years.
Moreover, because she is the most die-hard live audience, she gnashes her teeth at Fang Yan's behavior every time. She has a sharp tongue and likes to make sarcastic remarks about Fang Yan. Fang Yan was not someone who was willing to suffer losses, and the way she fought back made her liver hurt.
Fang Yan actually escaped from the match a year ago, which made her extremely angry. Why should a guy like this who has no chivalrous spirit be his sister's opponent
Fang Yan became a little angry and said, "You can call me shameless, but don't call your sister - what's wrong with her liking me?"
When it comes to talking skills, ten leaves are not as good as one Fang Huohuo.
Sure enough, Ye Zi was ashamed and annoyed, and said angrily: "Why are you so shameless? I'm not talking about my cousin—my sister doesn't like you."
"How do you know your sister doesn't like me? What if she likes me? You said everyone who likes me is an idiot. Doesn't this mean your sister is an idiot?" Fang Yan looked at his calm face and indifferent eyes, as if he was in a fugue. Ye Wenwen, who didn't care about anything, said.
"Of course I know. How could I not know?" Ye Zi reached out to hold Ye Wenwen's arm and said, "How could such an outstanding, elegant, and beautiful woman as my sister like you, who is so classless, faceless, and has such a vicious mouth? A man? Do you think my sister is blind?"
"Only the person involved knows about this kind of thing. What qualifications do you, an outsider, have to say such a thing?"
"Okay, then I will let the person involved tell you personally -" Ye Zi turned around and took Ye Wenwen's arm and said, "Sister, tell him - do you not like him?"
Ye Wenrou looked at Ye Zi and remained silent.
"Sister, just tell her." Ye Zi used his coquettish skills again. The girls in Yanziwu don't know how to act coquettishly, but they can roll up their sleeves and fight. Ye Zi has lived in Yanjing City for a long time and has learned this powerful skill. She shook her petite body and said: "Sister, you speak. Speak quickly - I will convince him that he loses."
"I like it." Ye Wenrou said softly.
In an instant, the wind stopped and the clouds dispersed, and everything stood still.
(ps: 1. I attended an event in Beijing and had various social activities, so updates were interrupted. Stop scolding me and just give me a slap.
2. I posted photos of the event on the WeChat public platform, follow liuxiahui28 and check 'History' to find them.
3. Thank you to the handsome young man Xing Yexie for the millions of rewards. It’s not Lao Liu’s cassette tape, but his daily reward. Thanks to the kids from Natural Source for the 10,000 yuan reward. This is an old friend of ours. I will always remember this ID.
4. There is a Tianlai karaoke video event tonight, and there is an event post in the book review area. Lao Liu will appear, of course, I know you don't pay attention to this. Yes, there are also various prizes such as ipadmini, Polaroids, JD.com cards etc. )