Respect my humiliation!
Respect my anger!
Respect my loneliness!
Also respect my strength and bravery!
Those days in her heart, she was going crazy from being held back, and she felt like she was about to explode.
Like a vacuum-packed fish, she breathed desperately and struggled again and again. At first, she could helplessly spit out bubbles. Her body became weaker and weaker, and her consciousness became increasingly blurred.
She begged to die!
She knew she wanted to die if she didn't do something.
"What kind of woman is he?" Jiang Zai took a big gulp of wine in his heart, slapped the table in front of him and looked at Fang Yan who was walking on the wrong side and shouted loudly: "Is he the woman of the general family? Who is the general family? ? A general will be a general, a general that everyone will envy, or a general that everyone will be afraid of -----"
"As for the members of the general family, I must not be the illusion that everyone envies, and I must not be the illusion that everyone is afraid of. No matter how beautiful or ugly I am, or whether I have a high IQ, I will always be at the top of society. Existence----Don't believe the nonsense that there is no hierarchy in the world. Those people who are high up in the world have terrible connections and influence. They don't need to move their legs, just frown or look at them. As a signal, those little people who offended them will die without a burial place-----"
Jiang Zaixin glanced sideways at Fang Yan and said, "General Ling - General Ling doesn't like me very much. Originally, he thought that he would just use his eyes to indicate that someone would get rid of me, but he didn't expect that I would be like a fight." The immortal Xiaoqiang - his vitality is quite tenacious, and he has been defeated and made a fool of himself time and time again -"
"Evil cannot defeat good." Fang Yan said seriously: "He is on the side of justice, so he cannot defeat him."
Jiang Zai laughed crazily in her heart, making her flowers tremble, laughing so hard that her plump breasts swayed several times, begging to break through the prison of her shirt and stand up in front of Fang Yan.
She pointed at Fang Yan with her legs and fingers painted in black ink, and said in an extremely contemptuous tone: "Fang Yan, what I said was nonsense. Do I believe such nonsense? There are good people in the world who have been wronged. How many more? How come no one was wrong at that time when they said nonsense like evil prevails over good ----- It was a society where strength was respected. Whoever has a big fist has the right to shut up loudly ----- "
Jiang Zaixin moved his legs and arms sideways, pointed at the two fists and legs fighting fiercely in the ring, and said: "Let's look at them, who is evil and who is not righteous? Will the righteous side be able to defeat the evil side? ? The difference is, they are working hard in Taiwan, and countless people are working hard in Taitung-----"
Fang Yan smiled and said, "I have my own ideas, and he also has his persistence. Their lifestyles are different. Once I entered a rich family, it was as deep as the sea. I lived in such an environment, and everything I saw and thought was different from those powerful people." Those influential people use all kinds of legs to win one victory after another-----"
"He lives in a small village. Except for a few people he doesn't like, most people there have good intentions, and they are willing to throw their lives away for an ideal that seems a bit silly and nihilistic to outsiders. Hot blood----passed down from generation to generation, lasting for thousands of years."
"When he was young, he had been thinking about how could such a group of people exist in the world? Until now, he had not figured out the answer to Hong's question. Why did such a group of people exist? But no, since Already exists, then there should be a reason for his existence ----- More importantly, he is desperate for his life, and he has respect and admiration for those sages who have given their lives and those who have sacrificed their lives - ---"
"He thought, if it was his turn one day, what choice would he make? Without even thinking about it for too long, he already got the answer in his heart - if it was his turn one day, what would he do? Make the same choice as them-----"
"His ancestors made that choice, his great-great-grandfather and grandfather made that choice, and his father and uncle also made that choice - how could it be broken by his generation? Their There is a custom here. Whenever a descendant of a family is killed in battle, the whole village will hang up red flags - whether there have been disputes or quarrels in the past, whoever knocks out whose front teeth will be held back. It doesn’t matter who’s arm is broken—on that day, all the grudges and grudges will be put away, and the biggest casualty will be—"
"For him, those people are not righteous. They are even afraid of death, so how can they be afraid of the brief dark clouds covering the moon?"
Jiang Zaixin did not expect that Fang Yan would mistakenly say what she said. After being stunned for a while, he asked: "The place I mentioned - Yanziwu?"
"Not bad." Fang Yan nodded. "The general is on horseback, and the prime minister is getting off his sedan chair——Yanziwu."
"If you have the chance, I must go and see it." Jiang Zai said with infinite longing in his heart. "Because of me, he knows that there is such a place and knows its various legends - but he always feels that those legends are too far away and the stories are too old - feels that everything is exaggerated and Fiction. It turns out that there really is such a group of people."
"Remember to park your car at the threshing floor at the entrance of the village." Fang Yan said with a smile: "Except for the cars of people in the village, all the cars going out are parked there."
"He has forgotten." Jiang Zaixin said: "Am I wrong to extend the invitation to him? If he goes to Yanziwu, am I wrong to entertain him?"
Fang Yan smiled and asked, "Do I believe that evil can never defeat good now?"
Jiang shook his head inwardly and said, "He doesn't believe it."
"--------"
"As I said, he has seen too many good people being cleaned and buried. It is a fact that in a society that can eat people, some people will really open their mouths to eat people. -----Just like me, I come from such a magical place, am I confident that I will defeat General Ling? Even if I defeat General Ling, there is a huge general behind him——Fang Yan , I am very ignorant, I will fight alone with the general now. If the general says I am a bad leg, if the general says I am a stone for them to sharpen their edge ----- The knife will become sharper as it is polished by the stone. The stone will make a small hole in the knife. At worst, I will change the knife and continue sharpening it----"
"Have I ever thought about it, when my stone knocks off the generals' knives one after another, when I make the generals feel threatened, they will come in force, the sky will collapse and the earth will fall apart, and the mountains and rivers will flow backwards - ----At that time, will I be able to bear it?"
"He knows whether the order of the general family is the sword of the general family. He also knows that the general family is very powerful and makes people feel powerless." Fang Yan played with the tall beer glass in his legs and said, "Yes, he can't." Let them bully you without saying anything or doing anything? In that case, he will become another good person who is cleaned up and covered up by the bad guys----"
"--------"
Fang Yan looked at Jiang Zaixin and said, "He knows that my heart is full of anger, and he can completely understand how I feel at this time----"
"I can't understand it." Jiang sneered in his heart. "Those who have not experienced it should not easily say that they can understand anyone - for a patient suffering from cancer, do not tell him that I am as sad as him - I cannot be reconciled He was equally sad, so I just couldn't talk about it. When I walked out of the ward, I could see the blue sky and red clouds, I could breathe fresh air, and I could continue my colorful life-- --The patient can then bid farewell to that world in fear and reluctance."
"------" Fang Yan was speechless.
Let me see, those wealthy women are not only noble in temperament and elegant in manners, but their words are also so sharp and philosophical----
"Fang Yan, I said he shouldn't drink with me, then I tell him, who should he drink with? His brother General Ling? His husband Jiang Zhuliu? Or those who pursue the power of the generals or are afraid of him? Can he tell his powerful friends and best friends that his brother asked his husband to poison his father? Can he tell them that he hates them to the core and wants to force a smile to make everything happen? Don’t you know that nothing happened?”
There is a kind of grievance called nowhere to complain.
My heart is bleeding, but I really want to smile and chat with those who stabbed me. Who can understand such pain
"-------"
He picked up the beer glass in front of him and drank it down in one gulp, shouting loudly: "Waiter, two more beers."
Fang Yan stopped him and said, "No more drinking. I've already drunk too much."
That was the fourth cup that Fang Yan and Jiang Zaixin drank respectively. Four one-liter cups of draft beer was nothing to Fang Yan, but it was obviously too much for a girl.
Besides, if General Qiu is drunk, Fang Yan will be responsible for sending her back in a while - who wants to do that kind of troublesome thing. She doesn't deny her wife.
"No. He's begging for a drink." Jiang Zaixin was unhappy and said, "Let me invite him to drink, and I won't be happy? Where is that? He's just started, and I won't let him. He drank it. That feeling of not being there - do I know how uncomfortable it is? Fang Yan, do I know, he is almost begging to die."
Fang Yan had no choice but to wave to the waiter and said, "Two more draft beers."
When he shut up, he picked up the half glass of beer in his lap and drank it in one gulp.
His principle is that if he drinks a drink in his heart, he will also drink a drink, so as not to suffer any loss or take advantage of others. He is not an old drunkard, and he wants to steal drinks from others.
Thinking of the old drunkard, Fang Yan wanted to have another drink.
The waiter brought over two one-liter glasses of beer again, and the sexy waitress in a bunny girl costume accidentally gave Fang Yan a wink while Jiang Zaixin wasn't paying attention. In her opinion, Fang Yan, who bought eight cups of draft beer in a row, was a big customer.
Jiang Zaixin grabbed a cup, raised it up and said to Fang Yan, "Here, let's toast his father-killing enemy."
"------" Fang Yan had the urge to run away.
(ps: Let me tell you a few words of confidant: the updates in those few days were not very good, no, the updates during that period were not good. Did you celebrate the New Year before? I was thinking about the Spring Festival anyway. People all over the world are celebrating the Spring Festival. , he doesn’t have the shame to use that cover to rest for a few days. Who told him not to ask for face
After the Spring Festival, I was thinking about getting back to work and coding hard. At that time, the web series "Ultimate Teacher" came out. To be honest, he was not very happy when the drama came out. Instead, he felt very stuck in his heart -----
He walked there stupidly all day holding the token, not wanting to say or do anything.
Just quietly read book reviews, post forums, and everyone’s comments on the WeChat public platform—he understands our feelings, but we may not be able to understand his.
Just like Jiang Xixin said, if you haven't experienced it, don't ask for easy explanation.
We don't know how much energy he put into that book and how much emotion he put into it.
He carefully considered every character, carefully considered every line, and pronounced every wrong sentence like a fool's words - and immediately corrected it if it didn't fit the story, scene, or character. This is not a YY novel, but he still firmly believes that just what kind of people can say what kind of things.
He does it all the time!
In fact, he likes actors because he knows that it is also very difficult for them. As long as you memorize your lines in time for the deadline, you can rest for three or four hours every day. They work hard to perform, they work hard to realize the scenes in the story and every line he writes----
He even thinks they are admirable!
But no, that does not deny the "Ultimate Teacher" in his mind, and it does not deny the gentleness of Fang Yanye in his mind.
The ideal is very full, but the reality is very slap in the face. Doesn't it reflect his mood at this time
He thought that the problem was not with him.
Because he is powerful and unable to protect his children.
If possible, he will definitely do a good job in each of his works. Fang Yan in his mind, Qin Luo in his mind, Tang Zhong in his mind, and Lin Fengye, Qiu Fangge, Huang Chu in his mind - he must work hard and do it well.
Of course, most of the copyrights don't lie with his legs. There are a lot of things that are still out of his control.
His mood was a bit depressed in those days, but he still finished watching the released episodes of the TV series. The plot is very original, some wonderful lines are used, and the bald man is very cute.
If interested students can check it out, the collection address is: vod.kankan.v8787148446123.shtml?id=811004.
If you are not interested in the TV series, then continue reading the book.
Also, thank you to Monster Story for the 100,000 reward, and congratulations to the kid on becoming the 120th cute master of their "Ultimate Teacher"!
Bow deeply! ! ! ! ! )
!!