Lu Nan said it very plainly, but Lin Yuhe was stunned when he heard it.
He also understands that if Lu Nan told him about it after the two got married, even if Lu Nan told him about it when he went home to pick up memories during the Chinese New Year, he would definitely be preconceived by the emotion of gratitude as Lu Nan said.
Because at that time Lin Yuhe hadn't confirmed his relationship yet.
He is like a person walking a long distance in the desert, any gust of wind may change his direction before reaching the end.
Lu Nan bowed his head again and kissed Lin and He's eyes.
He has kissed every inch of skin.
"So, luckier is me."
"I just caught up with you."
Lin Yuhe blinked the kissed eyes.
He saw himself in the other's eyes again.
Lin Yuhe feels like a very difficult game, and my brother worked hard to pass the level.
I finally got my prize.
The dinner was finally eaten before it was allowed to cool down. Although they chatted a lot, the two of them didn't continue to do anything—Lin and He still have class tomorrow.
When resting at night, Lin and He fell asleep soon after going to bed. His sleep quality is much better now than before, and most of this should be attributed to Lu Nan. In addition to keeping warm, the man also took on the task of helping him fall asleep when he had difficulty falling asleep.
But tonight, Lin Yuhe had a dream.
He dreamed that he was back in his large hospital gown, with a thin wrist protruding from the empty sleeve, and the back of his pale hand was full of blue needle holes. His fingers were bloodless from the cold, and his nails were unhealthy white.
That was the time when Lin Yuhe was the thinnest. The adolescent boy weighed less than a hundred. At that time, he felt very cold every day, and his chest was often burned red by the hot water bottle.
He could hear his heavy and difficult breathing, the oxygen tank beside him was bubbling and bubbling, and his thin chest heaved deeply again and again, which was the largest movement Lin Yuhe's body could make.
Lin Yuhe rolled his sour eyes, the surroundings were gray and white, the roof wall was weathered, and the white lime skin was rolled in pits and hollows, and it might peel off at any time.
Hit him.
The family members on the next bed came to accompany them again. The freshly cooked chicken soup wafted a strong aroma. The family members surrounding the bed divided the ward into two halves with clear boundaries, one half for comfort and encouragement, and the other half for silence and loneliness.
Lin Yuhe closed his eyes tiredly.
He can't sleep. When the human body lacks enough energy, it will enter a dormant state and try to maintain life as much as possible. But Lin Yuhe's self-protection mechanism is not enough, he is too cold, the air flow brought by someone passing by beside the hospital bed can blow him, even if he falls asleep, he will be woken up by his numb hands and feet.
He's just ticking the clock, second by second.
Gradually, the lively talking and laughing in my ears became a little blurred, and this hour may pass slowly.
There was a cool breeze beside him, which was the trace of people walking by. Lin Yuhe didn't open his eyes. At the beginning, he had expected it, but now he has understood that at this time, no one will come for him.
He continued to lie silently until his ankles felt a little cold, and the underside of the quilt was lifted, and then something was stuffed in, cushioning his cold toes.
Soft and warm.
It's a warm water bag.
Lin Yuhe opened his eyes and saw a doctor in a white coat. His face was very strange, and he was smiling and talking to Lin Yuhe, but strangely, Lin Yuhe couldn't hear clearly. He looked at the other party blankly, trying to distinguish, but suddenly saw a pair of dark eyes outside the glass of the door.
Lin Yuhe woke up suddenly, the sound of heavy breathing was particularly obvious in the night, it was still dark in the room, Lin Yuhe fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, but heard a "beep".
Warm yellow light came from the other side of the bed.
The man beside him held his sweaty wrist and asked in a low voice.
"What's wrong?"
Lin Yuhe panted heavily and looked at each other in a daze.
Look at those dark eyes.
His voice was hoarse, and his voice changed a little: "You... have you visited me?"
Lu Nan reached out, took out a warm disposable towel from the bedside incubator, and gently wiped away the sweat from Lin Yuhe's forehead.
"What?"
"That's when I had surgery."
Lin Yuhe coughed twice before recovering his voice.
He said: "I dreamed that I was in the ward and saw you through the door..."
After Lu Nan wiped his forehead, he spread out the towel again, folded it backwards, put it in his palm, and wiped his face carefully.
The towels are hot and rubbing against the skin is very hot. After Lin and He raised their heads to cooperate with each other, they reacted belatedly.
The elder brother's actions seemed to be coaxing a child awakened by a nightmare.
Lu Nan's voice was also very low.
"I've been there."
Lin and He had a meal.
"I also followed a group of doctors into the ward to see you, and you smiled and said thank you to me." Lu Nan said.
Lin Yuhe was a little dazed: "Ah..."
He recalled the dream just now, and said in a low voice, "I must have had a bad complexion at that time."
"Extremely bad."
Lu Nan said in a low voice.
He put away the towel, held Lin Yuhe's ten fingers with both hands, and used his body temperature to help warm him up.
"You're so skinny that you can see your protruding ribs when you auscultate."
The whole person is so thin and small, and after eating for more than ten years, he is still the same as when he was a child, without gaining any fat.
She wanted to hug him, but if she couldn't touch him, her heart would bleed from that too thin body.
People are the same as when they were young.
"I don't cry out in pain, I just smile at people."
At that time, Lu Nan thought, why
Such a good boy, why did he have to suffer so much
Lin Yuhe stared blankly at Lu Nan, then suddenly raised his head and kissed the man's forehead.
"Don't screw it up." Lin Yuhe whispered,
He gently took Lu Nan's hand back.
"At that time, I must have made my brother sad." Lin Yuhe said, "You came to see me, but I forgot you."
It was his brother who made him forget.
The moment I really saw myself who didn't remember anything, what was my brother thinking
Lu Nan was silent.
At this moment, Lin Yuhe was still thinking about the pain of others.
He lowered his eyes and tilted his head to kiss the forehead hair of the person in his arms.
"At that time, I thought it was a good thing for you to stay away from me."
Lin Yuhe was stunned for a moment, not expecting this answer.
"Why?"
Lu Nan said in a low voice: "They all said that my fate is too hard, and I will not end well if I get close to anyone."
Lin Yuhe opened his eyes wide.
He thought of the sudden death of Lu Nan's parents, the smile Lu Guangze said in the hotel in Xiangjiang, "Look at his end", and the refusal of others when Lu Nan first arrived in Baixi Town 15 years ago. Never been close.
Lin Yuhe suddenly realized that in those overwhelming reports, the "Lone Star of the Fiend" and the rumors of "restraining his father, mother, and relatives" could not have caused no harm before the armor was formed. .
Lu Nan didn't care about it at first.
He is a god of plague and will always bring misfortune, so stay away from Lin Yuhe.
Therefore, when Lin Yuhe was injured by the disaster, Lu Nan left alone, so that Lin Yuhe could forget himself decisively.
Lin Yuhe hurriedly wanted to refute: "No, you are not..."
Before he finished speaking, he was gently kissed by the man who lowered his head.
He heard a little laughter, very softly. Even if he couldn't see it, Lin Yuhe could still imagine how gentle the other's eyes were at the moment.
"I know."
Lu Nan said with a smile.
"You still told me."
Lu Nan had been watching from afar before, silently protecting Lin and He, thinking that he was just trying to make up for his original mistakes.
Until the other party suddenly wanted an operation, Lu Nan looked at him through the door, and went in to see him again, getting closer each time, getting closer again and again.
Only then did I realize something was wrong.
want more.
Want to see him, want to touch him, want to see him smile.
I want to show myself in those beautiful eyes.
"Afterwards, when the result of the operation was successful, I knew it."
Lu Nan gently kissed the person in his arms and said.
"You can come back, you are willing to come back, it is a gift, it is my good luck."
"Since then, I have never believed in those rumors of celibacy."
Lu Nan finally had armor.
"Fate treats me well."
They're both lucky, they're each other's luck.
It is the prize of each other's life.
—
Two days later, Friday.
After more than half a week, Lin Yuhe finally received a call from Geng Zhi again, and the tone of the other party returned to normal.
Seeing this, Lin Yuhe was slightly relieved.
"I was worried about you before. I heard that Brother Fang asked for leave. Is he okay?"
Geng Zhi coughed and said, "It's okay."
Although his tone was very calm, but for some reason, Lin Yuhe vaguely felt that the other party was in a good mood.
"By the way, I came to you to talk about the Wu family." Geng Zhi talked about the business, "Did you know they came to Yancheng?"
Lin Yuhe: "Yes."
Shen Huixi mentioned this before.
"They went back this morning," Geng Zhi said, "and took Wu Xin to another hospital, Lin Feng also followed, oh yes, and that Bai Xue."
Lin Yuhe was surprised: "...Bai Xue?"
What is she going to do next
"The Wu family originally said they wanted to settle accounts with Bai Xue, but only after meeting did they find out that Bai Xue and Wu Xin's younger brother knew each other." Geng Zhi snorted, "Then the old acquaintance started talking about the past, and it happened that Bai Xue's company was going to be assigned, so she said in the past It was convenient to contact Lin Feng for business, so we went back together."
It is said that it is convenient for business, but who knows what convenience is.
Lin Yuhe frowned.
How... What a mess.
"You don't have to pay attention to the mess they're making, they can't take care of themselves."
Geng Zhi said.
"When I heard that Bai Xue was going to follow, Wu Xin was so angry that Lin Feng helped Bai Xue sort out her luggage list while escorting her. The news spread in the hospital, so take it as a joke."
"Wicked people have their own grind, let the three of them torment themselves."
Lin Yuhe responded in a low voice.
After hanging up the phone, he stared at the screen for a while.
... Has this always been the case
It's not that Lin Yuhe didn't complain about what happened back then, why can love be given and taken back so easily, and continue to repeat itself with another partner.
Now that they had changed to another partner, Lin Yuhe discovered it.
It turns out that Father Lin has always been like this.
Poor affectionate.
After the phone call and another class, it was time to leave school. There was no class on Friday afternoon, so Lin Yuhe went home directly.
To his surprise, Lu Nan was also there.
"Aren't you going to work this afternoon?" Lin Yuhe asked.
"Yeah." Lu Nan said, "It's the weekend."
"Go wash your hands and eat."
Lin Yuhe came out after washing his hands, and the lunch was already set.
A bowl of ginger duck soup was placed on the table, and Lin Yuhe stared at the soup for a while.
He remembered the meal when he returned the two million to Father Lin.
A porcelain bowl filled with soup was handed over and placed in front of Lin Yuhe.
"What's wrong?" Lu Nan asked.
Lin Yuhe turned his gaze to Lu Nan, stared at it for a while, and asked suddenly.
"Brother, have you thought about the future?"
"A long, long time later," Lin Yuhe said, "when the long time comes to an end..."
Lu Nan said lightly: "Is it long enough for someone to leave first?"
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