Lu couldn't breathe.
The boy in his arms didn't show any signs of fear, nor did he have any intention of hiding. He looked obviously not sober, and lowered his head actively. His soft cheeks lightly brushed against Lu Nan's tight jaw, turning his face Buried to Lu Nan's neck.
Although it has been warmed for a long time, Lin Yuhe's body still has some lingering chills. His smooth and cool side face is pressed against Lu Nan's neck, which feels very soft to the touch.
He unconsciously rubbed against that neck, which softened even the heart.
When Lin Yuhe breathed, the cool breath touched Lu Nan's chest, and he asked in a muffled voice.
"Brother, do you want to do it?"
"..."
Lu Nan's hands around the person's waist had to be tightly clenched, so as not to lose his composure and hurt the person in his arms.
In the past twelve hours, he traveled between two places, overcame many obstacles, and signed the contract that was about to cause an uproar before the actions of various forces. But now Lu Nan felt that those thrilling difficulties could not even compare to one ten-thousandth of the difficulty of the decision at the moment.
Lu Nan bowed his head and kissed the hair of the boy in his arms, he had to take advantage of this intimate contact to suspend the terrifying impulse in his heart.
It's just that this relief has very little effect, even like a lost person who is so thirsty that he starts to drink sea water.
So you can only drink more and more thirsty.
the man asked hoarsely.
"Do you want to, Ning Ning?"
Lin Yuhe was still leaning against his neck, nestled in his arms, in a very nostalgic posture.
"Do it," he said, very softly, "brother, don't leave me."
For that beam of light and heat, I would rather fly moths to the flame.
"I won't… "
Lu Nan's hoarse voice suddenly froze.
After a while, he spoke again, with indescribable bitterness.
"I will never leave you again."
The room fell silent.
No one spoke, until after a long time, Lu Nan carefully checked the boy who was still in his arms, only to find that the boy had fallen asleep.
It was as if he had finally found the heat source he longed for, and he could rely on it to his heart's content, so he fell asleep so peacefully.
Lin Yuhe, who was asleep, still hugged Lu Nan tightly, even though he was put back on the bed, he still did not let go.
Lu Nan lay down with the man, wrapped him in a quilt, and tucked in the quilt.
Worried about getting bored, Lu Nan carefully pulled the quilt under Lin Yuhe's chin. But not long after, the boy came over by himself and buried his whole face in Lu Nan's chest.
Lu Nan couldn't help slowing down his breathing.
Through a layer of soft quilt, he gently patted Lin Yuhe's back, and when he lowered his eyes, he could see the bright red marks on Lin Yuhe's thin back neck.
It was engraved by Lu Nan himself, and further down, inside the tightly wrapped pajamas, there are more and more vivid traces.
Like captivity, a unique mark.
Dye a person with your own breath from hair to toes.
I want to make him my own.
How much you want to give him is not enough.
—
When Lin Yuhe woke up, he didn't know what time it was.
He had a vague feeling that he had slept for a long time, as if he had slept through the morning. But this sleep was so comfortable, his whole body was warm, like soaking in a hot spring, so comfortable that he didn't even want to open his eyes.
Lin Yuhe, who rarely stays in bed, finally opened his eyes until his rationality gradually returned to his cage and told him that he could not continue to sleep.
The field of vision was a bit dark and there was no light. Lin Yuhe moved, wanting to turn over and touch the phone beside the bed.
But before he could raise his arms, the pain in his waist took away his breath.
"Hiss..."
Lin Yuhe gasped, half of his body was numb with pain.
But soon, he discovered that the numbness was not only due to the lower back, but also the wound between his legs.
Thinking of what happened last night, Lin Yuhe froze immediately.
He, and Mr. Lu...
Before he could recover from the unbearable memory, Lin Yuhe's lower back suddenly felt warm. A big hand was covering his waist, and the heat was still transmitted through a layer of clothing, and gently massaged and kneaded his sore muscles.
This kind of massage is more comfortable than the feeling of sleeping in a hot spring just now, but Lin Yuhe, who has woken up, has already noticed something is wrong.
who
He raised his head in a hurry, but suddenly bumped into something hard.
"Well… !"
The lower body that was affected by the action also began to ache, and Lin Yuhe's eye sockets were a little wet from the pain.
Then he heard a man's magnetic voice very close to his ear.
"careful."
The place where the top of the head hit was covered with warmth, and the man stretched out his hand to protect him, allowing him to slowly raise his head.
After seeing the surrounding situation clearly, Lin Yuhe finally realized that what he bumped into was actually Lu Nan's chin.
"Brother? Sorry..."
He hastily apologized, but what embarrassed Lin Yuhe the most was not this matter, but his current situation—he was actually nestling in Lu Nan's arms, with his arms around Lu Nan's waist, like hugging her. As tightly as a hot water bag, I didn't let go.
Lin Yuhe's brains were numb.
So what he soaked in was not a hot spring at all, but Mr. Lu...
"I'm sorry..." Lin Yuhe could only repeat his feeble apology, stumbling a bit, "What time is it now? Did I oversleep?"
In contrast, Lu Nan's expression was very calm. He didn't have any special reaction after being used as a tool man for so long. He just said indifferently: "It's okay, it's still early."
He also reminded: "When you wake up, get up and eat something."
Lin Yuhe asked, "Are we going out?"
He still remembered why he spent so much time last night: "It's not that I might have to meet people from the Lu family today..."
While talking, Lin Yuhe bit the bullet and let go of the man's hand. Enduring the pain under his body, he tried his best to move back a little.
In fact, the pain is not really painful, but those parts are too secretive, and the shame is more than the pain.
Lu Nan looked down at the boy who was carefully withdrawing from his arms.
As soon as he woke up, he tried to back away.
The house is very warm, but there will still be cool wind pouring in, making the empty embrace even colder.
Seeing Lin Yuhe who hurriedly wanted to get up regardless of the wound on his body, Lu Nan stretched out his hand and pushed him back.
"Not for now, the Lu family is busy."
"Some accidents happened temporarily, they are dealing with them, and they have no time to come."
Lu Nan's tone was very calm. In order to prevent Lin Yuhe from hurting him, he got up and got out of bed, and took the lead to distance himself.
"It's still early, we'll go out later."
Although he didn't turn his head, Lu Nan still felt the boy behind him breathe a sigh of relief.
Lin Yuhe pulled up her pajamas: "Okay."
He saw Mr. Lu leave the bedroom, not knowing what to do. Taking advantage of this time, he hastily checked himself, and found that there were fingerprints and... tooth marks all over his body that were so bright that they couldn't fade away for a while.
Even on fingertips and insteps.
gosh.
Lin Yuhe covered his forehead, thinking to himself.
What did he do last night
Lin Yuhe still remembered that he offered to help, but that didn't mean he didn't mind, on the contrary, he felt more and more ashamed, wishing he could just dig out the memory of that night from his mind.
Mrs…
Lin Yuhe couldn't even think of words to describe it.
His only thought now is to end all this as soon as possible and turn this page as soon as possible.
For this agreement, he has done too many things that he had never imagined before.
Lin Yuhe took a long breath, feeling pain everywhere in his body, but before he could finish his breath, he was interrupted by the pain from his lips.
Lin Yuhe frowned and raised his hand to touch it.
There was a little blood on his fingertips.
When did his mouth break
Although he didn't want to recall, Lin Yuhe still had memories of the wounds all over his body, except for the wounds on his lips, he didn't remember at all when he got them.
When doing it last night, Mr. Lu told him from the very beginning not to bite his lip. Lin Yuhe unconsciously wanted to bite several times, but Lu Nan pinched his chin to stop it.
Later, the man even stretched his fingers in, cooperating with the movements below him, and taught Lin Yuhe a profound lesson.
So much so that Lin Yuhe would rather bite the back of his own hand than his lip in the future.
So he probably didn't break his mouth last night.
Lin Yuhe was wondering when he saw Lu Nan walking over.
"Don't touch it with your hands."
The man frowned, put the tray on the bedside, and picked up a tube of ointment.
Lin Yuhe took the ointment on his own initiative: "I'll do it myself."
"I remember that my mouth didn't dry out for many days before. I don't know why it broke again today." He squeezed out some ointment and applied it. After thinking about it, he asked, "Brother, have I ever woken up?"
"You don't remember?" Lu Nan said.
Lin Yuhe was stunned, so he really woke up
But he has no memory of what happened after he fell asleep.
Lin Yuhe could only bite the bullet and asked, "I don't remember, did anything happen in between?"
He carefully observed the man's expression, but Lu Nan's expression was as usual, and there was no clue at all.
Lu Nan's tone was also very flat: "It's okay, you got up and drank some water, and knocked your mouth."
After hearing this, Lin Yuhe still felt uneasy.
He knew that he would be lethargic when he was sick, and once he really fell asleep, he would not know anything.
I don't know if last night's situation is considered an injury or illness, but he seems to have slept for a long time.
In fact, Lin Yuhe has also experienced this kind of situation of hugging things and not letting go after falling asleep. When he was very young, he always had to be with his parents to fall asleep. Later, his family trained him to be independent and let him sleep alone, which made Lin Yuhe unable to sleep well for a long time.
In order to help him, grandpa made Lin Yuhe a pillow, which he could hug and sleep on, with the word "crane" embroidered on it with grandpa's own handwriting.
That pillow accompanied Lin Yuhe for a long time, until Lin Yuhe fell seriously ill when he was seven or eight years old, and he never saw it again.
But that was all when he was a child. Lin Yuhe never expected that he would sleep so deeply in his arms with Mr. Lu, and he didn't even have any memory of what happened in the middle.
Lin Yuhe felt that this was not good.
He didn't know what he did when he woke up halfway. He only vaguely remembered that when he fell asleep last night, he was really uncomfortable and cold, but for some reason, it became much warmer later, so comfortable that he didn't want to wake up at all. Come.
Lin Yuhe didn't care about the discomfort when he just fell asleep. He was used to the cold and didn't feel anything. It's normal for him to feel uncomfortable after doing those things with Mr. Lu last night.
What he really cared about was the comfort afterwards— Lin Yuhe felt a little restless at the thought of the warmth that might come from hugging Mr. Lu.
He doesn't want to, and shouldn't.
Even if children have to learn to be independent, adults should get rid of the attachment psychology that should not have been born.
Moreover, the itinerary for meeting the Lu family seems to have changed today, that is to say, the preparations made last night should not be needed.
Although this is a good thing for Lin Yuhe, at the same time he is not sure whether he needs to do this kind of task again in the future.
Lin Yuhe looked at Lu Nan who was sitting by the bed with a porridge bowl, hesitated for a moment, and said again.
"Brother, if you don't go to see the Lu family today," Lin Yuhe restrained himself from pursing his lips with the bitter ointment on his lips, "Then last night's mission... before I meet them later, do I have to do it again?"
Lu Nan, who was gently stirring the porridge with a spoon to dissipate heat, paused and looked up.
Lu Nan's gaze has always been oppressive, and Lin Yuhe couldn't help feeling a little chilly on the back of his neck.
But the words had already been spoken, so he had no choice but to continue.
"I just want to ask when our agreement will end."
Lin Yuhe's voice was a little tense.
"We divorced after the agreement ended, right?"
As soon as the word "divorce" came out, Lu Nan, who had been expressionless, finally bent the silver spoon in his hand expressionlessly.
The author has something to say: Crane who turns his face and denies his brother as soon as he gets out of bed (.
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