"no."
Lin Yuhe's lips. His petals were a little dry, he shook his head, trying to explain.
"A friend sent me a document and asked me to help print it, but the wrong content was sent, so this was printed."
"friend?"
Lu Nan came over and asked.
"Um."
Lin Yuhe subconsciously blocked the face-up document into his arms.
He was really embarrassed to let his brother see it again.
Lu Nan walked up to him: "Geng Zhi?"
Geng Zhi is Lin Yuhe's partner, and he sent the contract that was printed together this time.
Lin Yuhe hesitated for a moment, then shook his head.
"No, it's... Miss Fang."
He didn't mean to betray Fang Zishu, but it was impossible to hide this kind of thing from Lu Nan. After all, Fang Zishu's special status involved the cooperation between Fang's family and Taiping. said.
"oh."
Lu Nan held the water glass, and there was no movement on his face.
Lin Yuhe continued to explain a little at a loss: "Miss Fang has a form to hand in this afternoon, and I printed it for her..."
As he spoke, the glass of water was lifted to his lips.
Lu Nan lifted his chin and motioned, "Drink a little."
Lin Yuhe's lips were indeed a little dry. He was still holding the document in his hand, so he couldn't spare any time, so he could only take a sip from Lu Nan's hand.
After he finished drinking, Lu Nan said, "When will the form be handed in?"
Lin Yuhe said: "I plan to go to school at one o'clock in the afternoon to give her the watch, and send a contract courier by the way."
Lu Nan took a sip from the water glass.
"I'll take you there."
The man didn't say anything more, and when he went out in the afternoon, he just saw off the people and left for the meeting.
Lin Yuhe breathed a sigh of relief quietly, as if the matter had just been exposed.
It was the weekend in a few days, and the psychiatrist that Lu couldn't find arrived in Yancheng, and Lin Yuhe also went to see him as promised.
The psychiatrist had been working abroad before, and this meeting was not in a psychiatric clinic, but in an office of a research institute.
Lin Yuhe was taken aback when he saw the psychiatrist.
The doctor wears a pair of thin-rimmed square-rimmed glasses. He is gentle and courteous. He is in his forties, but his face shows no age at all.
Lin Yuhe was surprised: "...Uncle Xie?"
The other party turned out to be the uncle he knew when he was a child, he. Mother. Colleague, Xie Mingshen.
Although I haven't seen him for nearly ten years, Xie Mingshen's appearance has hardly changed, so Lin Yuhe recognized him at a glance.
Xie Ming smiled deeply, and there were some laugh lines at the corners of his eyes, revealing the gentleness and amiability that can only be accumulated at this age.
"Ning Ning, long time no see, you've grown up so much."
He said: "When I read the information before, I thought it was the same name, but I didn't expect it was really you."
It seems that Xie Mingshen just found out about this.
Lin Yuhe's mother is a psychiatrist. When she was seven years old, Lin Yuhe and her mother left the countryside to return to the city to study, and met Uncle Xie in the same clinic. Two years later, Lin's mother passed away, and Lin Yuhe was picked up by Lin's father, who traveled all over the country for work all year round, and then broke contact with this uncle.
Later, Lin Yuhe studied psychology and saw Xie Mingshen's name when reading literature. At this time, the other party had become a visiting professor at a well-known foreign university, with quite fruitful academic achievements, and he seemed to be a leader in this field.
Lin Yuhe really didn't expect that he would meet each other again.
The two chatted a few words about the recent situation. This encounter was indeed fate, but the purpose of this time should not be forgotten. After a brief conversation, Xie Mingshen invited Lu Nan out and began to chat with Lin and He alone.
Lin Yuhe has also studied psychology, but on the one hand, a doctor cannot heal himself, and on the other hand, what he has learned is only theoretical knowledge from textbooks, and he cannot compare with professional psychologists. So this time, Xie Mingshen took the lead in the whole process.
When Lin Yuhe met Xie Mingshen when they were young, the other party was already an excellent psychiatrist. After so many years, Xie Mingshen's progress has deepened. He just sat there, as if people could trust him naturally, and wanted to confide himself to him.
The conversation between the two didn't have a clear purpose, and the atmosphere was very relaxed. It was more like chatting than treatment.
After about an hour, the conversation ended, and after making an appointment for the next time, Xie Mingshen sent Lin Yuhe out.
"There is a project here. I will be in Yancheng recently. I have plenty of time. Let's take our time."
Originally, psychological counseling is also a long-term process, which cannot be accomplished overnight.
Lin Yuhe nodded and thanked each other.
When he came out, Xie Mingshen talked to Lu Nan again, and then Lu Nan left with Lin Yuhe.
The two went downstairs, and Lu Nan asked, "Do you feel okay?"
Lin Yuhe said, "It's okay."
It was just as the snow was melting, the temperature was a little low, the sky was vast and blue, and there was no blue.
Lin Yuhe rubbed his nose. There was wind outside, and the tip of his nose was freezing cold.
Lin Yuhe actually felt a little uncomfortable.
Xie Mingshen is a very powerful psychiatrist, and his professionalism is unquestionable. Lin Yuhe has studied psychology, and in addition to being familiar with him when he was young, he also has a professional yearning and respect for him.
But perhaps it is also because Lin Yuhe has studied psychology that he can't help but think about the one-hour conversation, the questioning skills and the guidance of the doctor.
Although the conversation was relaxed, Lin and He still had a feeling of being explored.
He knew very well that it was not because of the doctor, but his own problem.
It was also through this conversation that Lin Yuhe discovered that he was indeed resisting opening his heart.
Lu Nan discovered this before he himself realized it.
He also helped him find the most professional solution.
Lin and He raised their palms together and rubbed their faces.
He let out a long breath.
take it easy.
The frequency of psychological counseling is not too high, basically every time there is an interval of more than two days, on the one hand because Xie Mingshen still has work to do, and on the other hand, it is also because every conversation is a waste of time for Lin Yuhe. Rest is moderate, not too frequent.
After three consultations, Lin Yuhe received another message from Fang Zishu.
Fang Zishu said that Lu Nan sent someone to ask her about the document.
After that posting by mistake, Fang Zishu and Lin Yuhe explained the document, saying that it was one of their interests and that it was a literary material they found.
Lin Yuhe himself doesn't really have any ideas, he doesn't care much about sex and love.
But he knew that others would not see it that way, and it was difficult for anyone to be calm when facing a whole sheet of explicit words.
What Lin Yuhe was worried about was what his brother thought.
That feeling is like being caught by parents for peeking at pornographic books. Living in the same place, Lin Yuhe was well-behaved and sensible since he was a child, and he had never experienced such a thing with his parents. He never thought that it would happen in front of Lu Nan.
He could only comfort himself with the fact that the matter had passed, and tried his best to forget this embarrassing feeling as soon as possible.
But he didn't expect that Lu Nan was still asking about this document.
Fang Zishu said: "Director Lu's assistant came to me and asked me if you had any reaction related to the content of the document after receiving it, and I said yes."
Although Lin Yuhe didn't know, in fact Lu Nan had never contacted Fang Zishu directly. Before, everything was done through Fang's father. This time, because of the special content of the document, it was difficult to contact the parents, so he asked the assistant to go.
Fang Zishu felt a little guilty, after all, it was caused by her hand mistake.
She was worried that Lin Yuhe would be misunderstood, so the topic was private. It seemed too close to be discussed, so Fang Zishu decided to talk to Lin Yuhe.
"The content in that document... is bdsm, which is actually divided into two categories."
She coughed lightly and said.
"One category is written works, just like that document, it stays on paper, at most it is circulated, and it won't have much impact."
Most of these literary works are based on fantasy, which are different from reality, and the difference from reality is also obvious. Many readers know that it is impossible to realize.
"The other is real sadomasochistic behavior. Some people will really do these things and take pleasure in it... and form a separate circle, which is also real." Fang Zishu said it with a little difficulty.
What she was most worried about was that Lin Yuhe would be misunderstood as such.
"I explained it to Director Lu's assistant, and they said nothing." Fang Zishu scratched his hair, "But I'm afraid that Director Lu might misunderstand..."
People like Lu Nan don't look like they know how to read pornographic novels, maybe they just misunderstood the latter.
She didn't speak very directly, but Lin Yuhe understood.
Fang Zishu apologized: "Otherwise, I'll explain it to his assistant..."
"...No need." Lin Yuhe squeezed the space between his brows, "Let me talk to him."
"Mr. Lu has been busy at work recently, so he may have forgotten about it."
Fang Zishu said yes, but felt in his heart that it was unlikely that Lu Nan would forget about Lin and He.
The two exchanged a few more words before hanging up the phone.
Lin Yuhe pinched the phone, and suddenly felt that he was one head and two big.
His mood was not as calm as when he was talking to Fang Zishu. In fact, when Fang Zishu said that someone really did this, he was already very uneasy.
quiet. After sitting for a while, Lin Yuhe opened the browser and searched the circle Fang Zishu mentioned.
The pictures and videos on the external network are quite explicit, with almost no cover-up. Lin Yuhe turned them off after reading a lot.
This circle does exist, and it is bigger, deeper, and full of tricks than he imagined.
The more Lin Yuhe thought about it, the more frightened he became.
He has no inclinations in this regard, but the real situation is actually difficult to explain to people. Moreover, the document sent by Fang Zishu also involved the feeling of pain. Lin Yuhe recalled what Lu Nan said on the night of the holiday—
"Milk may also help sleep, so do it. What about love?"
"Do it. Love is to use someone else's hand to punish yourself openly, isn't it?"
The expression and tone of the man when he said these words, Lin Yuhe still gets shivers down his spine when he thinks about it now.
But the contents of the document coincided with these words.
Lin Yuhe couldn't sit still.
He felt that he really should explain to Lu Nan.
What made Lin Yuhe even more uneasy was the matter of going to psychological counseling.
After the second day's consultation, Lin Yuhe walked out of Xie Mingshen's office and went down to have tea under the guidance of his students. Before leaving, he saw Xie Mingshen talking with Lu Nan again.
This has been the case these few times. Whenever the conversation with him is over, Xie Mingshen will go to chat with Lu Nan.
Lin Yuhe knew not to think too much, maybe they were talking about other things.
But this feeling is really too much like the doctor and family members talking about the condition without telling the patient.
After going back that night, after careful consideration, Lin Yuhe finally stopped Lu Nan in the bedroom before going to bed.
"Brother," he pursed his lips, "...I want to talk to you."
Lu Nan was about to take away the finished pear soup bowl, when he heard this, he asked, "What's wrong?"
Lin Yuhe is not suitable for drinking milk, but he likes Sydney. The weather in winter is dry, and his throat and trachea are a little sensitive. Drinking some pear soup before going to bed can just moisten it.
The pears are sweet, and Lin Yuhe has already rinsed his mouth after drinking, and there is still a little sweetness between his lips and teeth.
But at the moment, he has no time to think about Sydney at all.
"... It's about the wrong file from before."
Lin Yuhe took a shallow breath.
"That was just a pure misunderstanding."
He had thought about it for a long time, but he still found it difficult to explain it.
"I had no related interests, I didn't do that... and I didn't seek solace in it."
The sound insulation of the bedroom is very good. After Lin Yuhe finished speaking, no other movement could be heard in the room.
After a while, there was a light "ding".
Lu Nan put the bowl on the side table and walked over.
He walked to the side of the bed, sat down, and propped himself on the bed with one hand, his eyes were at the same level as Lin and He's.
"Fang Zishu is looking for you?"
The man guessed the reason as soon as he opened his mouth.
Lin Yuhe let out a "huh".
Lu Nan said, "I did do some research, and I apologize if I disturbed you."
Lin Yuhe was startled, then shook his head: "It's okay, I just want to explain that I didn't..."
"Well, I see." Lu Nan looked at him.
"Ningning, I will investigate, not because I don't want you to do that."
He raised his hand and straightened his slightly messy forehead hair.
"I just want to get to know you."
The man's hand was so warm that one couldn't help but want to stick it on.
"If it's an accident, take it as an episode."
"If it's a hobby, I'll accompany you."
The three words "I'll accompany you" were said so lightly that it took Lin Yuhe two seconds to realize its true meaning.
In the field of emotion, Lin Yuhe started from zero, maybe it was still a negative number before, but from Lu Nan, he personally felt it time and time again, and liked these two words.
It turns out that someone would consider this for another person.
Lu Nan told him.
"I'm here, at least I won't hurt you."
The author has something to say: Obviously your size will hurt people
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