Lin Yuhe's eyes felt a little hot.
The accumulated emotions are surging, and no words can describe them completely. All he knew was that he wanted to be closer to that source of heat, and a little more.
Then the man leaned down and kissed his eyes.
That movement is very light, but it seems to replenish the heat, warm, making people willing to speak and express.
"I didn't intend to take the initiative to hurt myself." Lin Yuhe said softly.
Lu Nan kissed him again, like a reward, but also like he was too good to kiss him enough.
"I know." Lu Nan said, "You did a good job."
He sat closer to Lin Yuhe again, leaning against the boy, and he could wrap his arms around him as soon as he stretched out his arms.
"Psychological counseling, too."
"The doctor said it was going well, don't put too much pressure on yourself, we still have a lot of time."
Lin Yuhe nodded.
He has always been afraid of the cold, and his hands and feet have been cold all year round, but now he finds that the situation does not seem so difficult, and a hug can make him feel warm.
It seems to be the same with the depressed state of mind, and being able to be noticed by others is enough to alleviate it.
Some people never ask for anything, and feel that every little bit is too much.
Lin Yuhe has studied psychology for a long time, and this is the first time he has such a real practical experience. It turns out that a few simple words and actions can have such a big effect.
His mood improved a lot, and he was about to say thank you, but he heard Lu Nan say.
"But that kind of thing is not just hurt, it can be treated as fun."
Lin Yuhe was startled, and it took him half a beat to react.
"..."
He stared at Lu Nan's face, wondering if the other party had been impersonated suddenly, and even wanted to touch his face with his hand.
But he still underestimated the man. After saying such unscrupulous words, Lu Nan still didn't change his face, and he could still press down and kiss him until he became weak with a cold expression.
It was so soft that even the fingertips began to heat up. The exposed white skin was stained with a thin layer of red, and the whole person was provoked and turned into a beautiful pink. Unable to escape, she softened into a ball, shrunk into the man's arms, and was tightly hugged by the culprit, completely surrounding her.
Can't go anywhere.
I don't want to go anywhere.
—
Warm nights always make people sleep well, rest well, and relax a little bit.
When going for psychological counseling again, Lin Yuhe's mentality became calmer.
Although this process will still consume energy and make people feel tired.
After chatting for an hour, Lin Yuhe felt the same as he just finished a quiz.
Xu Shi could see his emotions. After the end, Xie Mingshen didn't talk to Lu Nan any more, but took Lin Yuhe to the living room instead.
The layout of the living room is more comfortable than that of the office, and someone brought a sumptuous refreshment for you to enjoy.
In fact, no matter how the decoration is, Lin Yuhe will feel a little more relaxed if he can leave that office.
"Come, eat whatever you want." Xie Mingshen greeted Lin Yuhe warmly.
He took a thin book from the shelf, walked over, and sat beside Lin Yuhe.
"I found this when I was packing my things two days ago. It happened that you were here, so I wanted to take it and have a look with you."
Xie Mingshen opened the book, and Lin Yuhe saw that it was a photo album.
The photos inside are all plastic and well preserved, but you can still tell that the photos have been there for some years.
Xie Mingshen looked at the photo, and said with nostalgia in his voice, "It's been so many years in a flash."
Lin Yuhe saw the mother in the photo at a glance.
He opened his mouth, but no sound came out.
In the photo, my mother still looks the same, she looks at the camera with a smile, with a gentle smile between her brows and eyes. The breeze blew over her cloud-like curly long hair, and even the sun seemed to favor beauties, casting the most dazzling light on her.
Those photos are preserved so well that it makes people feel as if the people in the paintings are standing in front of them again.
"Yunyao is our well-known beauty. People will come up to her on the road and ask her if she wants to be a star."
Xie Mingshen said.
"There are still many people who want to chase her. I remember that there is a flower shop next to the clinic, and that shop receives orders for sending flowers to the clinic every day. Later, Yunyao went to the boss and asked him to send flowers directly to the clinic. Kindergarten on the corner."
"It was winter when she first came to the clinic. At that time, she took you to school every day, but some people didn't want to believe that she had such a big child."
Xie Ming smiled deeply.
"Later, when the weather got warmer, you occasionally didn't wear a mask. When they saw your appearance, they had to give up."
Lin Yuhe and his mother look so much alike, with big eyes, small dimples, light hair, red lips and white teeth, like a little mixed-race angel, with a soft face that makes anyone who sees it want to kiss.
Xie Mingshen said: "You still look a lot like her when you grow up, so I haven't seen you for so many years, but I still recognized you at a glance."
Lin Yuhe smiled shallowly, pursing his lips a little tight.
The album turned a few more pages, and Lin and He when they were young appeared in the photos.
He was sitting at the big table by the window, flipping through a large textbook.
Lin Yuhe has always been very good since he was a child. Even when he was seven or eight years old, he still sat quietly at the table and did his homework seriously.
Xie Mingshen said: "I remember that you often did your homework in Yunyao's office at that time. Everyone praised you. You could finish your homework without your parents looking at you. The handwriting was so beautiful. It made the group of children in the clinic My uncles and aunts are so envious."
The corners of Lin Yuhe's lips were bent, and they pinched their fingers unconsciously.
"Thank you uncles and aunts for taking care of me."
"It can't be called hard work." Xie Mingshen said in a gentle tone, "You are obedient and sensible. During the days when you don't go every week, everyone will still miss you."
"At that time, everyone prepared toys, afraid that you would be too boring in the clinic, but you have been doing your homework and reading books, and it seems that you haven't played much."
Xie Mingshen recalled, and said: "I remember that at that time, you didn't want anything, and you could sit obediently for a long time with a share of snacks. A customer sent two boxes of handmade pastries, because they were too sweet, everyone only shared one box and didn't buy any more. As a result, the next day, the remaining cakes in the refrigerator disappeared, and someone was curious about where they went, so I heard you say that you asked your mother if you could eat them, so you ate them yourself."
At that time, Xiao Lin and He acted timidly thinking that they had made a mistake, but it made everyone feel bad, and hurriedly coaxed him to say that it was okay, just eat whatever they wanted.
After that, someone in the clinic will prepare sweets and snacks every day, and keep them for Lin Yuhe.
"Back then you really liked sweets."
Xie Mingshen said that he looked at the refreshments in front of Lin Yuhe and asked.
"Don't you like it too much now? I don't think you have moved much with these desserts."
Lin Yuhe tightened his fingers and paused for a moment before speaking.
"Well, tastes change when you grow up."
"Is that so?" Xie Mingshen said, "I remember you carried candy with you when you were young, and Yun Yao also said that the sweeter you are, the more you like it, and you always add sugar to your porridge."
"Everyone said that they have never seen a child who likes sweets so much. I thought you would like it now, so I specially prepared these."
Lin Yuhe pursed his lips: "Thank you."
"No, no, no," Xie Mingshen waved his hands, with a look of pity: "Is it true that you don't eat sweets now?"
"Yeah." Lin and He crossed their fingers, pinched their palms unconsciously, and said, "I don't want to eat, I'm afraid of tooth decay."
"Tooth decay?" Xie Mingshen asked, "Have you ever had a toothache? I looked at your medical records, but I didn't seem to see any information about past dental visits."
He said: "I remember you ate a lot of sugar at that time, and everyone in the clinic was worried that it would be bad for your teeth. Yunyao also told you to be careful of tooth decay, but you proudly said no, you have good teeth every day." brush teeth."
Lin Yuhe fell silent.
"Did it hurt later?" Xie Mingshen asked, "Why are you worried about tooth decay now?"
"… No."
Lin Yuhe's voice was dry, and his forehead was throbbing, as if speaking would consume a lot of energy.
"Mom... Before my mother left, she told me to be careful of tooth decay."
The mother in the photo has a gentle complexion and gentle eyes. Lin Yuhe has not recalled such a mother for a long time, so that she felt a little strange when she saw her today.
What he remembers more deeply is the mother who was lying on the hospital bed with a breathing tube inserted, so thin that even her joints were clearly protruding. Mother's face was pale, her eyes were still gentle, her cold and thin hand held his hand, her voice was intermittent, her body was so weak that she couldn't even speak coherently.
"Take care of yourself, don't be picky eaters, remember to brush your teeth after eating candy, be careful of tooth decay, and ask Dad if you have anything to do."
"Mom needs to rest for a while, dear Ningning, you want to grow up well..."
Lin Yuhe memorized every sentence carefully.
The growth of a happy child will wait until adulthood, until encountering things that need to be undertaken alone.
Others develop overnight.
Lin Yuhe grew up overnight in that long night, and the sun rose in the morning as usual, but her mother could not wait until the doctor said that "it should get better after this day".
The last memory left to Lin Yuhe is that night, which made him miss repeatedly in the days without his mother.
After that, it seems that there is no sweetness anymore.
—
On the way home from the research institute, Lin Yuhe was a little more tired than every time he came here.
He closed his eyes and leaned against the back of the seat. The vehicle was running smoothly, but he was a little dizzy. His tense nerves were exhausted to the extreme, but he still couldn't stop playing back the conversation just now over and over again.
In fact, Lin Yuhe could sense some clues. He also studied psychology, so he could understand why Xie Mingshen was so persistent in asking questions.
The psychiatrist cannot let go of any detail, and the most inconspicuous change may be the source of great trauma.
So Lin Yuhe still gave an answer.
Although this answer made him a little uncomfortable.
It's getting more and more uncomfortable.
Lin Yuhe felt that he should be blamed for being too unprofessional. He had learned so many theories, and had been exposed to treatment examples in his mother's psychological clinic since he was a child.
He felt that he was a failure. He obviously liked psychology so much, but he couldn't even convince himself.
The cold wind kept blowing, and the heater was turned on in the car, but it was not cold. But the warm wind made Lin Yuhe feel that his breathing was not smooth, and his head began to throb, as if motion sickness, nausea from his heart.
The strength in his body seemed to be taken away, and he didn't move for a long time.
Lin Yuhe's sitting posture has always been very obedient, even though it is very uncomfortable now, he is sitting upright without any crookedness.
Until there was a sudden gentle force from his side, he was pulled to the side and leaned into his broad and powerful chest.
The man gently took him into his arms.
Lu Nan's work is very busy, even though he doesn't have to go to the company, he still has a lot to deal with. On the way to pick up and drop off Lin Yuhe, he has been processing documents.
Now he deliberately relaxed his movements, as if he thought that Lin Yuhe had fallen asleep and wanted to make people sleep more comfortably.
Lin Yuhe wanted to say that he was not asleep, but he was too tired to speak. The warm embrace is so comfortable that people sleep in it with peace of mind and don't want to leave.
The light scent of heavy wood also gradually overwhelmed the smell of the air conditioner in the car, making Lin Yuhe's breathing a little easier.
He was buried in Lu Nan's arms, recovering slowly without moving.
The man didn't move, and he didn't seem to even look at the documents.
The car was quiet for a long time.
Until someone suddenly spoke.
"Ning Ning."
Lu Nan asked in a low voice.
"Do you miss your mother?"
It's just a simple sentence, but it makes people's eye sockets swell, the tip of their noses are sore, and the defense line that has been built with difficulty is easily broken.
Lin Yuhe's heart suddenly felt a pain, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't help but began to shiver.
It hurts and it hurts.
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