Lin Yuhe's mind went blank for a moment, and he heard his heartbeat again after a few seconds.
—Come behind me, be a little friend.
He remembered what Lu Nan had said before the wedding.
"You have to be more self-willed with me."
It was difficult for Lin Yuhe to describe his emotions at the moment. He watched the man raise his hand and stroked his hair.
"At your age, you were still a child."
Lu Nan leaned over and kissed the corner of his lips.
"Now, kids, it's time to obediently take medicine and rest."
Although he didn't have a fever, Lin Yuhe felt that his face was a little hot.
Lin Yuhe drank another dose of medicine. Although it was still difficult to swallow the pills, and the taste of the granules was also very bitter, but at least it didn't get stuck in the throat anymore.
As soon as the taste of the granule was suppressed with water, a piece of sweet candy was handed to his lips.
Lin and He paused, and then heard Lu Nan say.
"After eating, I will accompany you to brush your teeth."
The man's voice is still low and cold, like a cold steel frame, building a shelter from the wind and rain in this cold and sick night.
Lin Yuhe was silent for a few seconds, and finally opened his lips, swallowing the sweet jelly.
As soon as the sugar was in the mouth, the lips and teeth that were so bitter that they were numb finally got a little relief, and tasted a little pleasant and familiar sweetness.
Lin Yuhe narrowed his eyes, his beautiful eyes slightly curved.
Then he was kissed by the man who was pressed down.
Another kiss.
The two went to the bathroom together, Lin Yuhe brushed his teeth again, while Lu Nan stood beside him and washed his hands.
Because he was not in a hurry to leave, Lu Nan washed his hands slowly. The man's slender fingers with well-articulated joints were washed under the water flow, and his movements were not too fast or slow, but it made people imagine their strength for no reason.
Those hands obviously didn't do anything, but they somehow reminded people of their appearance when they were doing various actions.
Lin Yuhe stopped holding his toothbrush for a moment, until he noticed Lu's ugly gaze in the washing mirror in front of him, then he quickly looked away, and hurriedly brushed his teeth carefully.
After brushing, he turned sideways to get the towel, so he didn't see the man's dark eyes in the mirror.
After washing up and going to bed again, Lin Yuhe lay down obediently and put on the quilt. The headlights in the house were turned off, leaving only the warm light of the nightlight.
The man beside him stretched out his hand and put it on his forehead.
Lin Yuhe buried half of his face in the quilt and said softly, "I don't have a fever."
After Lu Nan confirmed his body temperature, he asked him again, "Is it cold?"
Lin Yuhe shook his head, the soft quilt and pillows made a soft rustling sound due to his movements.
"not cold."
The quilt is a thick goose down quilt, which is soft and light, and it is already very warm.
It's just that the man still doesn't seem to trust the quilt, or Lin Yuhe's answer. After the night light was turned off, Lu Nan stretched out his hand and dragged Lin Yuhe into his quilt.
Lin Yuhe: "...?!"
He was a little confused: "... Brother?"
When he was speaking, Lu Nan had already folded the two quilts together with the other hand, and tucked the corners of the quilt behind Lin Yuhe.
"Go to sleep." Lu Nan said, "It's warmer this way."
Not only warm, but now it is hot. Although both of them were wearing pajamas, the warmth of each other seemed to be transmitted through the soft material.
Lin Yuhe was even a little afraid to speak, fearing that if he opened his mouth, his breath would hit the person's neck directly.
"It's contagious."
The man had already hugged him, with his strong arms around his waist, encircling Lin and He in his arms.
"infect?"
Lu Nan lowered his voice, the ending was so magnetic that it made the ears tingle.
"En." Lin Yuhe was sure, trying to convince the other party.
But he didn't expect that instead of being persuaded by him, the man tightened his arms even tighter, so that there was almost no gap between the two of them.
So much so that Lu Nan's words were almost close to his ear.
"Then you don't have to go to work."
Lin Yuhe: "?!"
Who would have thought that Chairman Lu, who had been working overtime for a month and still exhausted the assistant on duty, would say such a thing
Lin Yuhe almost wanted to touch Mr. Lu's face again.
But at this time, he didn't dare to make such an active move. The man hugged him, just like putting a child to sleep, and patted his back lightly.
"Go to sleep, dear."
Lin and He couldn't fight, so they had to compromise.
When he closed his eyes, he was still thinking that Mr. Lu would pat his back so skillfully to lull people to sleep.
Lin Yuhe's body was still a little stiff at first, but then he was very tired, and when he was so sleepy, he consciously found a comfortable position in the man's arms and fell asleep.
Lu Nan went to bed later than him, and closed his eyes only after the boy's breathing became stable.
He insisted on sleeping with someone in his arms, not only because of selfishness, but also because he could know whether Lin Yuhe had a fever or not.
In the middle of the night, Lin Yuhe really caught fire, and Lu Nan woke him up to take his temperature, which was 37°5.
Lu Nan went to find a bag of antipyretics for Lin Yuhe to drink. The body temperature was not too serious, and Lin Yuhe didn't react at all, but was so sleepy that he rubbed his eyes all the time. After drinking the medicine, he lay down and fell asleep again.
Lu Nan waited for a while to make sure the other person's body temperature did not rise again before going to sleep.
Fortunately, the antipyretics really worked. When Lu Nan woke up early in the morning, he took another person's body temperature, and the temperature had dropped below 37°.
Doctor Zhou came to check on Lin Yuhe and brought new medicine.
Lu Nan always speaks very seriously. When he talks about children, he treats people as children, and the pills are replaced with children's standard size.
Although the fever subsided, Lin Yuhe's consciousness was still a little drowsy. After being called out, he just sat there blankly, and he would only move when Lu Nan said a word.
After Dr. Zhou left, Lin Yuhe, who was lying back in the soft quilt, was still awake, and frowned when he saw Lu Nan brought new cold medicine.
Lu Nan got a little closer, and saw Lin Yuhe tucked himself into the quilt.
"Be careful." Lu Nan said.
A ball of quilt on the bed moved, opened a crack at the top, and then stopped moving again.
Seeing that Lu Nan really wanted to strip him out of the quilt, he also stripped him directly out of his pajamas.
However, Lu Nan still had a calm expression on his face, and said, "It's fine if you don't take it now, I'll put the medicine by the bed, remember to take it at noon."
The medicine is taken twice a day, and it’s okay if you don’t take it in the morning.
The quilt ball didn't move, as if pretending not to hear.
Lu Nan put down the medicine and said, "I still have to go to the laboratory to find Dr. Xie this morning."
The quilt moved this time, but it shrunk itself even tighter, and even pressed back the seam that was opened just now.
The meaning of resistance is quite obvious.
If you don't want to go, you don't want to go, and Lu Nan doesn't intend to let Lin Yuhe go out. If you have a cold, you should take a good rest.
He said: "Then cancel it first, you have a good rest at home, and I will come back after I finish my work."
Lu Nan turned around and changed his coat. He was still worried when he came back, fearing that Lin Yuhe would bore him, so he glanced at the bed again.
When he took a look, he realized that the boy on the bed had stuck out of the quilt at some point and was staring at his movements.
Seeing Lu Nan looking over, Lin Yuhe didn't look away.
He opened his mouth, with the lipstick that Lu Nan had just helped to apply on his lips, his voice was a little hoarse.
"elder brother."
Lu Nan walked over, thinking that something was wrong with him: "I'm here."
"What's wrong?"
The boy looked at him intently with those beautiful deer-like eyes, and asked softly.
"Can you come back sooner?"
Lu Nan paused.
But the boy didn't notice it, and felt that it wasn't the same, so he added another sentence.
"I miss you."
The most provocative and unaware, who can withstand a straight ball.
Lu Nan almost failed to go out.
In the end, he had to help Lin Yuhe reapply the lip balm again.
After going out, Lu Nan didn't go directly to the company, but went to Xie Mingshen first.
He said in advance that Lin Yuhe didn't come, so Xie Mingshen received him directly.
The two chatted briefly.
Xie Mingshen said: "Currently, what is certain is that Ningning has no organic or physical lesions, nor physical trauma. His usual mental state is relatively stable, and he has studied psychology and is proficient in taking test scales. sds and sas scores are within the normal range."
SDS measures depression and SAS measures anxiety.
Lu Nan frowned and said, "He has learned these things, will he intentionally answer in the direction of normal results?"
Honestly, this question is pretty dangerous.
"There are not many problems that can be seen from the scale. This is just a basic test. But Ningning does have a tendency to close himself." Xie Mingshen said, "He didn't deliberately refuse to cooperate, but he was still protecting himself subconsciously."
"Although he has studied psychology and was exposed to some professional fields with his parents when he was a child, it is difficult for even a professional doctor to deal with his illness. Ningning's current situation may be able to make self-judgment, but he It's hard to coach yourself and take steps to change."
"Besides, it is difficult to make a complete judgment even now. Ningning's psychological trauma is hidden relatively deeply."
Xie Mingshen said: "What I have learned now is that he had a relatively cheerful personality when he was young, and he was willing to communicate with others."
From a professional point of view, it is generally not recommended that psychological counselors consult and treat acquaintances. However, the two haven't seen each other for nearly ten years, and they only got along for two years before, so their familiarity is not too high now. Xie Mingshen understands some of Lin Yuhe's situation back then, but more understanding comes from now.
"But now he has begun to close himself, and his feelings are weak. The reasons for this change in him still need to be explored."
Lu Nan paused and said, "Is it because of the behavior of his father and stepmother?"
"There should be this part of the reason." Xie Mingshen said, "However, I'm still thinking about another part."
He explained: "In the energy hierarchy of negative emotions, anger and disappointment are at the bottom, which are relatively easy to adjust. The strongest and most harmful negative emotions are actually shame and guilt."
"In the case of Ningning, I want to find out if there is any influence of the latter."
Lu Nan frowned: "Okay."
"Take your time. Psychotherapy is a long-term process. You can't rush it." Xie Mingshen said, "Some people are good at venting and self-regulation, but there are still some people who may walk with injuries all their lives."
Lu Nan was silent for a moment before saying, "Is there anything I can do to help him?"
"You can talk to him more, talk more," Xie Mingshen said, "chat in daily life is also very useful, as long as you don't be too aggressive and don't quarrel."
"It's always a good thing to let him talk more."
Although Lin Yuhe didn't come, Lu Nan stayed at the institute for nearly an hour before leaving.
It was already evening when he finished his work and went back.
Lin Yuhe woke up early, and went to the restaurant to watch his auntie cook. When the man arrived home, the auntie had just left, and it happened to be ready for dinner.
As soon as Lu Nan saw someone, he reached out to check his temperature: "Is the fever gone?"
"I quit a long time ago." Lin Yuhe said, "I quit when I woke up. I took my temperature again when I sent you a message at noon. It has been fine."
Lu Nan asked, "What about the headache?"
"It's all right, I feel much better," Lin Yuhe said proactively, "I also took the two medicines before meals."
He smiled and said, "I'm studying medicine by myself, and nothing will happen."
Lu Nan frowned: "You still had a fever last night."
Lin Yuhe said: "It's easier to get fever repeatedly at night. I also did this when I caught a cold before. If it's not serious, just get enough rest."
Lu Nan frowned even tighter.
Before he knew it, Ning Ning experienced more pain.
Lin Yuhe didn't notice it, and he was still worried about whether Lu Nan was infected by himself: "Where's brother? Did you feel dizzy today?"
After Lu Nan finished talking about everything, the two began to eat.
When it was time to rest at night, Lu Nan stared at the people and drank more water, and also prepared a copy of the antipyretics he had used last night.
As he expected, Lin Yuhe was in good condition when he fell asleep, but in the middle of the night, the fever flared up again.
Lu Nan skillfully helped people take medicine and drink water. Lin Yuhe, who was drowsy when he had a fever, didn't like to take medicine, and frowned when he tasted bitterness. Moreover, he slept a lot during the day today, and he has some energy. He is not as obedient as he was when he was sleepy last night. In the end, Lu couldn't feed him with his hands, so he had to feed him with his mouth.
After feeding, Lin Yuhe became even more dizzy, and didn't respond when Lu Nan circled him back into his arms. He even took the initiative to lean his little leg against the man's body to keep warm.
It took a lot of effort for Lu Nan to suppress the anger.
But he wanted Lin Yuhe to rest more, but the other party didn't fall asleep for a long time. Maybe it was because he slept a lot during the day, and Lin Yuhe would take the initiative to rub against his arms after the lights were turned off for a long time.
Remembering what Xie Mingshen said during the day, Lu Nan simply asked Lin Yuhe.
"Is it cold? Didn't I hold it tight?"
"Warm..." the boy mumbled, his voice somewhat vague, "I want to be closer..."
Lu Nan suddenly discovered that this kind of communication is difficult not only for Ningning to tell the truth, but also for himself.
He closed his eyes, suppressed his emotions, and asked in a low voice, "I just like being hugged by my brother so much, huh?"
Lin Yuhe hummed softly: "I like..."
Lu Nan kissed him rewardingly.
"Why do you like it?" After kissing him comfortably, Lu Nan continued to talk to him: "Is it because you like brother?"
After asking too much, Lin Yuhe refused to speak, and just rubbed into his arms.
Lu Nan hugged him and waited for a while. Seeing that he was still asleep, he started asking him this question again.
After asking several times, Lin Yuhe finally gave him an answer.
"Scared brother..."
The boy's voice was too soft and nasal, and he seemed to be acting like a baby when he said he was afraid.
Lu Nan asked patiently, "Why are you afraid?"
Lin Yuhe was so confused that he was asked for a long time before he could say a word.
"Legs... uncomfortable... ass, butt, too..."
Lu Nan didn't expect the boy to say this.
He stretched out his hand to rub it, but he didn't dare to rub it too much.
The other party still had a fever.
"Does it hurt? Next time, don't let Ning Ning hurt, okay?"
Lu Nan coaxed people to say.
"Make you comfortable."
The boy still refused.
"don't want… "
His nasal voice became heavier, obviously his voice was extremely soft, but it was hard on people.
"It's just too comfortable...so uncomfortable."
"Too much… "
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