When Lin Yuhe and Xie Mingshen were chatting in the living room, Lu Nan was also there.
He was just listening. Xie Mingshen told him before that the chatting in the living room after the formal consultation is also considered part of the consultation, just like the last time, the reason why Lin Yuhe didn't eat candy was said while looking at the photo album in the living room.
So it's not suitable to interrupt at this time, Lu Nan is here more as a companion, so that Lin Yuhe can relax a little bit.
Lu Nan was standing not far behind Lin Yuhe. When Lin Yuhe said those words, Xie Mingshen saw Lu Nan's expression at a glance.
The man's usual aura is already cold enough, but now his brows are even more serious and his expression is ashen.
Fortunately, he probably still remembered Xie Mingshen's previous reminder, so he didn't speak up, and didn't make the situation more difficult.
Xie Mingshen said to Lin Yuhe: "Ning Ning, these are not your faults, you don't need to take them on your shoulders, mom also wants you to be happy."
Lin Yuhe nodded, but he actually nodded following the words, without any intention of refuting.
"Mom has always been good to me."
But the more he agrees, the more Xie Mingshen understands that Lin Yuhe's thinking is completely different from his.
The better the mother is, the harder it is to part with it, and the sadder he is.
Xie Mingshen's words just now were both consolation and temptation, and now he has finally discovered that simple consolation is of no use to Lin Yuhe, just like a knot that has been entangled for many years, it will not be untied with a light pull.
The dead knot has been entangled for too long, and even the strands of twine have almost grown together.
From the perspective of others, it may be summed up by just saying "it's not your fault", but if you think about it more, you will feel that this person is overthinking and too hypocritical. But it is impossible for more than a billion people to have the same idea, and there will always be someone who has a different idea. If you are not in the situation of Lin Yuhe, it is difficult to understand his emotions.
Some thoughts are not so easy to change. Everyone can think of persuasion and comfort, and Lin Yuhe must have thought about it thousands of times.
But he still couldn't understand himself, couldn't figure it out.
Therefore, even if the psychiatrist puts the greatest effort into empathy and analyzes with the richest experience, it is still hard to imagine how many times Lin Yuhe has thought about it alone and repeatedly in the past so long. That's why he believes so firmly in such a hopeless conclusion.
A child who was loved by his mother killed his beloved mother.
Xie Mingshen didn't speak any more, they finished their tea in silence, then got up and parted.
He said to Lin Yuhe, "Go back and have a good rest."
Lin Yuhe nodded and smiled at him: "Uncle Xie too."
Xie Ming patted him on the shoulder deeply, and sighed silently after he turned around.
"Take your time" that he used to enlighten Lin Yuhe at the beginning of the diagnosis and treatment has now become true.
The crux is too difficult to solve, they can only take it slowly.
The wind outside was a bit cold, and when Lin Yuhe was about to leave, Lu Nan, who had stood silent for a long time, finally made a move.
He stepped forward and put a coat on Lin Yuhe.
Lu Nan's expression still looked very serious. Xie Mingshen didn't know how he would feel after hearing those words just now. These days, Lu Nan's concern for Lin Yuhe, even the few students who occasionally came to the research institute to help, could see it. came out, and discussed it quietly in private.
But in fact, Lu Nan didn't think too much at the moment.
He was thinking about the end of the last consultation.
On the way back from the research institute that day, Lu Nan asked Lin Yuhe: "Do you miss your mother?"
Lin Yuhe's fingertips were cold, and he began to tremble with sadness, his eyes were clearly closed, but it seemed like tears were falling like rain.
He never answered.
At that time, Lu Nan felt that Lin Yuhe didn't want to speak, and was afraid that if he did speak, he would cry aloud, but now Lu Nan found that this did not seem to be the case.
Is he afraid to miss his mother because he feels that he has made a mistake
And how much guilt should a child have to dare not even say "I miss my mother"
—
The two left the research institute together, Lin and He didn't seem to react much, much better than last time.
Although this does not mean anything good - it means that he is used to this cognition.
Fortunately, Lin Yuhe's cold didn't show signs of getting worse, and he seemed to relax a lot, and he was chatting with his friends about going to the game.
It's like a student who just finished an exam, happily dating out with his classmates.
Lu Nan only reminded him: "Go home and watch, beware of motion sickness."
Did not say anything else.
Lin Yuhe also obediently put away his phone.
But the message notification was still ringing, Lin Yuhe touched the phone, trying to turn off the sound, but just as he stretched out his hand, a shadow fell in front of him.
Lu Nan was expressionless, but almost fierce, and kissed him hard.
Lin Yuhe's wrists were also clamped, unable to move. He was completely pressed in the back seat, and his breath was taken away, as if he was about to be rubbed into another person's flesh and blood in the next second.
It's not like they haven't kissed deeply before, but this kind of kiss is the first time.
It's not like it's for marking, it's more like confirmation.
Confirm that the person is still in his arms.
The kiss lasted for a long time, so long that Lin Yuhe's eyelashes were soaked, and when the man finally let him go, he even breathed weakly.
This time he won't get motion sickness, because he got dizzy first.
Lin Yuhe was thinking in a mess, the wet corners of his eyes were gently wiped away with the back of his hand, he opened his eyes and looked over, Lu Nan was looking at him.
The man's eyes looked very complicated, as if he was hiding too many deep emotions, but it also seemed very simple, he just wanted to kiss him.
Lin Yuhe licked his lips, and the lips were swollen and a little painful.
As if to make amends, the man lowered his head again and kissed him.
Lin Yuhe closed his eyes and leaned back on the chair, pretending to be motion sick.
But he only loaded it for a second when the phone in his pocket rang again.
Lin Yuhe: "..."
He doesn't move now, he is afraid that the phone will ring again. Lin Yuhe sighed dejectedly, and just about to open his eyes, he was kissed on the eyes.
A big hand covered his eyes, and the cell phone was taken out of his pocket.
Lu Nan whispered, "Go to sleep for a while."
Lin Yuhe didn't feel much sleepiness at first, but maybe because the car was driving too smoothly, or maybe the breath around him was so reassuring, he finally fell asleep.
After arriving home, Lin Yuhe went to read a book, while Lu Nan held a meeting in the study. When the evening was approaching, Lu Nan walked out of the study and said to Lin Yuhe, "Lu Yingshun is coming in two days and said he wanted to see you."
Lin Yuhe asked: "Then am I suitable to meet him?"
Lu Nan said, "See if you have time."
Lin Yuhe nodded: "Then I'll wait for his news."
Lu Nan said again: "Lu Yingshun's cousin, Lu Qiqi, will also be here, so there is no need to see her. If she sends a message or uses other messages to find you, just let me know."
"Okay." Lin Yuhe wrote it down.
"There is also psychological counseling. Dr. Xie called me." Lu Nan said, "He has a project to do, and the New Year is approaching, so he won't go for consultation before the year, and we will talk about it after the year."
Lin Yuhe's "good" is obviously a little more sincere this time.
Although he could guess that the doctor's call to his brother might not only talk about this, but he would feel a little more relaxed if he could not go there for a while.
Lu Nan asked him: "It's almost Chinese New Year, do you have any ideas?"
idea
Lin Yuhe shook his head: "No, let's live normally."
Lu Nan asked, "How did you celebrate the New Year before?"
"Before I went to college, I was with my dad and the others," Lin Yuhe said. "After I went to college, I went to Yancheng. During the winter vacation, I will go back to my dad's place first, and then I will go back to Shu to celebrate the New Year."
Lu Nan frowned and asked, "Go back by yourself?"
"En." Lin Yuhe nodded.
There is an old house in the land of Shu to live in, and Lin's father has to accompany his stepmother, so he can't leave. Lin Yuhe went back by himself, and Lin's father and his family of three happened to be reunited for the New Year.
Lin Yuhe said: "And soon after the year is my mother's death day, I will wait until I visit her grave before coming back."
Lu Nan was silent for a while, and asked, "Are you still going this year?"
"I bought a round-trip ticket for those two days." Lin Yuhe said, "Go once and come back, just in time for school to start."
Originally, he was going to the hospital for an internship, and he planned to finish the internship a few days earlier and go back.
Lu Nan said, "What's the date? I'll be with you."
Lin Yuhe was stunned for a moment, told the time, and asked again: "The shift should start by then, isn't brother busy?"
"I can transfer it, I'm not busy." Lu Nan said, "I also want to meet my parents."
Lin Yuhe thought of the parents of the other party he had met—the pair had been moved to the new tomb in Yancheng, and said nothing more: "Okay."
He reached out and patted Lu Nan on the shoulder.
Then the palm was held by the man, pulled it over, and kissed the fingertips.
Although Lu Nan said that he was not busy, but approaching the end of the year, his time at home was reduced a lot, and sometimes he would not come back until late at night. When Lin Yuhe received the news from Lu Yingshun that he had arrived in Yancheng, Lu Nan only sent someone to pick him up, but did not go there himself.
Lu Yingshun lived in another residence arranged by Lu Nan, and he always wanted to visit Lin Yuhe and visit Yancheng University. But Lu Qiqi came with him. According to Lu Yingshun, Lu Qiqi also wanted to come to Lin Yuhe, but she never got Lu Nan's consent.
Lu Yingshun was worried that Lu Qiqi would quarrel and follow him when he came to find someone, so he never met Lin Yuhe.
It was not until a few days later that Lu Qiqi was going back to Xiangjiang that Lu Yingshun called Lin Yuhe.
"Sister-in-law, I'm at the airport, take my cousin back." Lu Yingshun was still smiling, with the unique vitality of young people, "She goes first, I want to stay here in Yancheng for a few more days. Are you free? I want to visit you."
Lu Yingshun jokingly said: "Big brother's company is the place I go to the most these days. I can almost count the paintings in the corridor. I really don't want to go there anymore."
Lin Yuhe didn't know the purpose of Lu Yingshun and Lu Qiqi's visit, but he also guessed that it was not just a simple trip. And Lu Yingshun also said that he went to Taiping many times, maybe it was the Lu family's intention that they came here.
But these have nothing to do with Lin Yuhe, and he has no interest. Lu Nan said that Lu Yingshun could see him, and Lin Yuhe said, "Can I do it tomorrow? I have time in the afternoon."
"Okay," Lu Yingshun said with a smile, "Thank you sister-in-law."
Just as he finished speaking, a female voice suddenly interjected from the phone.
"Who are you talking to?"
The voice over there became a little blurred, it seemed that Lu Yingshun was explaining to someone, but the female voice was very sharp and could still be heard clearly.
"Sister-in-law? What's your name, sister-in-law... You all contact him behind my back, don't you?!"
Immediately there was another muffled sound of "touch", which seemed to be the sound of the phone being dropped to the ground, and the sharp female voice continued until the phone was not hung up.
She spoke vernacular and dialect, but Lin Yuhe could understand her.
"What is he?! He was just lucky enough to be with us. It's impossible for the elder brother to admit to this wife. He obviously has a sweetheart for many years. This person is a fake!"
The author has something to say: Not only have I liked it for many years, but I have also written many chapters.
There are 300 red envelopes in this chapter, and 200 in the next chapter. There will be red envelopes for every change within a month, sorry.
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The little star had just debuted, but because of openly provoking the top superstar Shi Yue, Shi Yue's fans were torn out of the sky by Shi Yue, whose combat power was over the top.
However, Lin Xi discovered that Shi Yue actually looked exactly like his arch-rival, Ji Shiyue, the eldest son of the prime minister's mansion!
Ji Shiyue is a well-known talent all over the world. In order to compete with him since childhood, Lin Xi not only practiced martial arts to the extreme, but also learned the six arts of gentlemen. He even worked hard on piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.
But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't compare to Ji Shiyue!
I didn't expect to meet him again in the first life of rebirth, and he still couldn't compare... Lin Xi was very upset and decided not to seek abuse anymore.
Can't afford to provoke him? Can't he still hide
However, after accidentally saving Shi Yue, things seemed to go off track
"Lin Xize, you fight really well!"
"You know calligraphy!"
"You play the flute really well! Can you teach me?"
"Lin Xize, is there anything else you don't know?"
Lin Xize: "..."
Who is this guy with the bright eyes blowing rainbow farts at him
His nemesis can't be this cute!