It's not just that there are no classes on Fridays, Lin Yuhe has basically completed his second degree courses this semester, and he doesn't have to attend classes on Saturdays and Sundays.
So this time, Lin and He stayed at home for three days.
Most of the three days were spent in bed.
Because of being tortured so hard, on the last day, Lin and He fell asleep almost all day long.
In contrast, the condition of the other man was so good that it made people's teeth itch. He is even full of energy. When he is full of energy, he will come to push back the quilt to kiss his relatives, and patiently ask if he is hungry.
Not hungry, almost overflowing.
Despite this, Lin Yuhe was fed lunch and dinner on time, wrapped in a fluffy and thick soft quilt, and taken care of properly.
But unfortunately, it happened to hit a big drop in temperature next, and the menacing late spring cold made people rub their hands and tremble in padded clothes.
After all, Lin Yuhe still had a fever.
When going to class during the day, Lin Yuhe didn't have much energy. After returning home, he took his temperature again, but he still didn't retreat. He didn't have a high fever, and because he was worried about increasing drug resistance, Lu Nan didn't take anyone to get an injection, but coaxed him to drink some granules.
Lin Yuhe still refused to take the pills, his mouth was tightly squeezed, and he leaned into the person's arms in a daze.
It makes people feel distressed and itchy.
This low-grade fever lasted for about two days, and Lin Yuhe was always listless. During the day, it was fine, and there was still the sun, but at night, he was extremely cold, his forehead was hot, but his hands and feet were ice-cold.
There was also a nasal sound when he spoke, and he spoke coldly in a low voice.
He has been hugged by Lu Nan all the time, but he still feels that he is not sticky enough. He always wants to rub deeper into the arms of others. He listened to Lu Nan's heartbeat a few times before he managed to fall asleep peacefully.
Lu Nan felt guilty and had been an upright gentleman for several days in a row, sitting still and not squinting.
When Lin Yuhe really recovered, he had already enjoyed the gentleman's service for several days. Lu Nan didn't even know how to kiss on the mouth anymore, he only touched his forehead and the tip of his nose, reserved like a tolerant elder.
Lin Yuhe thought back to what happened that weekend, and felt that it was like a dream, which was unbelievable.
Then look at the man in front of him helping him cook porridge.
It's hard to imagine it's the same person.
But when Lin Yuhe finished drinking the porridge, kissed each other habitually as a thank you, and when he wanted to leave but was pushed back into his arms, he really felt it again.
Tenderness and plunder, two extreme sides.
present in one person at the same time.
It is a ferocious bird of prey that will cover him with one wing and crush him so that he cannot move. It is also a big bird brother who will stand behind him and watch him move forward step by step.
It is a giant falcon that is destined to fly high with cranes and spread its wings for a lifetime.
—
The late spring cold lasted for a long time, but Lin Yuhe had almost recovered. After recuperating, he went to Xie Mingshen's research institute again.
Do a final recheck.
The weather was good on the day I went, the sun peeked out from behind the cloudy clouds for many days, and the spacious and tidy interior was extremely bright.
Lin Yuhe and Xie Mingshen greeted each other, looked at the green plants by the window, and asked, "Is this a new potted plant?"
Xie Mingshen nodded: "Yes, I just bought it two days ago."
He looked at Lin Yuhe and said, "Your condition looks much better."
Lin Yuhe glanced out of the door subconsciously.
Across the door, Lu Nan was waiting for him.
"Because the knot in your heart has been untied." Lin Yuhe said with his gaze back.
Xie Ming smiled deeply, and said, "To be more precise, I threw away the burden."
He pointed to the lush green plants by the window, and said, "You used to suffer bitterly when you came here, but you are not in the mood to care about potted plants."
Lin Yuhe also laughed.
Indeed it is.
Coming to this familiar research institute again, except for a few more pots of green plants, there is no major change in the room.
But Lin Yuhe no longer felt bored and resisted.
It was his mentality that had changed.
The review process is easy. After finishing the tests that should be done, the two chatted casually, and the atmosphere was very pleasant.
It's not so serious, and it's not heavy anymore.
The two also chatted about some things in life. Lin Yuhe remembered something and asked.
"My mother's cemetery receives an unsigned bouquet of flowers every year. Was that bouquet sent by you?"
That bouquet of flowers has been sent for many years. Lin Yuhe had never found a sender before. This year, when he met Xie Mingshen who returned to China, he remembered to ask.
Xie Ming took a deep sip of the tea, took a sip slowly, and then nodded.
"Um."
"Thank you." Lin Yuhe said, "After so long, it is still my mother's favorite camellia."
"I had guessed who it would be before, because Hua came here every year, but there was no signature."
Xie Ming smiled deeply, but didn't answer.
Like the previous consultation, the two chatted for nearly two hours before ending.
Before parting, Xie Mingshen called Lin Yuhe to stop.
"Ningning, you asked me a question before, does everyone have psychological pressure?"
Xie Mingshen patted Lin Yuhe's arm and said.
"Let me tell you, yes, everyone will have it, and so will I. There will be pressure, and it can even be said to have psychological problems."
"But it's not as dire as people think it is, and there's not just one solution that has to be followed."
Xie Mingshen spoke softly.
"Emotions and life are the same, there is no standard answer."
Lin Yuhe looked into Xie Mingshen's eyes, nodded, and said softly.
"I remember, thank you."
The two walked out of the office together. Through a layer of glass, Lu Nan was waiting in the living room next door.
Lin Yuhe wanted to find Brother Brother sooner rather than later, and after walking a few steps, he heard a voice behind him.
"She will be very pleased."
Lin and He turned their heads.
Xie Ming looked at him deeply and smiled: "Go."
Lin Yuhe and Lu Nan left the institute together, and on the way back to school, the two sat side by side in the back seat. Lin Yuhe thought for a while, then asked suddenly.
"Does the average person keep a colleague's entire photo album for more than twenty years?"
Lu Nan looked sideways at him.
Lin Yuhe was silent for a while, and said, "Does Uncle Xie like my mother?"
This question was raised quite suddenly, but Lu Nan's expression didn't change much.
He has always been used to taking Lin Yuhe's every word seriously.
Lu Nan said lightly: "When I opened a clinic abroad, Dr. Xie would take one day off in February every year."
Lin Yuhe let out a soft "ah".
February is the month when my mother leaves.
"When I went to ask Dr. Xie to help check my mother's medical records during pregnancy, he was still abroad at that time," Lu Nan said, "but he quickly retrieved the relevant medical records."
It's not like a temporary investigation, but it seems to have been investigated long ago.
Lin Yuhe let out another "ah".
Some seemingly inadvertent details are finally explained.
Lin Yuhe was too busy to take care of himself before, and he was too resistant, so he didn't pay too much attention. Now that his heart knot is untied, he is keenly aware of these clues.
His guess may be true.
Lu Nan said: "Dr. Xie is now the one with the best reputation in the industry. When I went to invite him, he didn't really want to go back to China. Later, when he heard that it was you, he suddenly changed his mind."
Lin Yuhe: "Because of my mother."
He remembered that when Xie Ming just left, Xie Ming said with a deep smile, "She will be very relieved."
Lu Nan said, "It's not just because of my mother."
"Later, he talked with me and said that he hadn't paid attention to domestic news since he left the country, and he didn't know about your situation. He wanted to make up for it when we met again this time."
These are the original words of Xie Mingshen.
Lin Yuhe didn't understand too much: "Compensation?"
Lu Nan reached out and gently rubbed the back of the boy's head.
"He said he was selfish and liked someone, but he didn't pay attention to her and other people's children."
Lin Yuhe finally understood.
It is human nature to have such selfishness.
Different people will have different choices, some people can accept the person they like and other people's children, and some people can't. There are reasons for this, and there is no right or wrong.
Xie Mingshen also said it just now.
Feelings and life are the same, there is no standard answer.
There are so many forms of love.
Lin Yuhe stared blankly at Lu Nan for a while, then suddenly realized and asked.
"What did you call my mother just now?"
Lu Nan: "Huh?"
Lin Yuhe: "You said to ask Uncle Xie to help find..."
Lu Nan continued, "Look for mother's medical records."
Lin Yuhe opened his eyes wide.
He heard correctly, Lu Nan really called "Mom", not Aunt Zhu.
But the man in front of him was calm and calm, without any deliberate actions, everything happened naturally.
Lu Nan said: "Ning Ning, we have been married for more than half a year."
Changes are also normal.
Lin Yuhe opened his mouth several times, but couldn't speak, and could only blink his eyes.
Blinked again.
A lot of things surged up in his chest in an instant, Lin Yuhe thought of the crane tattooed on his brother's heart, and suddenly found the beating heart under the skin of his chest.
Also branded with another person's name.
In that small mountain village in Shu, Lin Yuhe once told Lu Nan—
"I always think too much about the future and forget about the present."
I also always think too much about love.
Forgot to look at you.
There are so many ways to love, Lin Yuhe has denied it for so long, and now he finally understands.
He was just waiting for someone who would go the same way as him.
Lu Nan noticed Lin Yuhe's gaze, raised his hand to pinch his chin, and asked, "What's wrong?"
Lin Yuhe finally said, "It's okay."
In the next second, he leaned over.
Played another use of the mouth.
Lin Yuhe finally understood what his brother said before.
It turns out that I really can't kiss enough.
Lips and petals touched, and the voice became a little blurred.
But every word was heard very clearly.
"I just want to kiss... kiss you."
"like you."
There is no need to muster up courage for kissing and confession. Frankness and initiative come from unstoppable love.
Lin Yuhe sucked the tip of his nose and whispered.
"So long ago... so little was said."
"I think I should tell you more times."
"like."
"I like you very much."
The back of the slender neck was covered by warm palms, and the fingers were slightly squeezed to comfort him gently.
The movement on the lips became fierce, and he couldn't restrain it, like biting.
Lin Yuhe vaguely heard the man's sigh, but when he listened carefully, he couldn't hear any other voices.
There is only one sound left, uttered with lips and teeth, heartbeat, and whole body—
Love you.
I love you for a hundred years.
—
The next day was Friday again. After class in the morning, Lin Yuhe went to put his backpack back home.
After putting it away, he went out again. There was no class in the afternoon, and Lu Nan was not busy today. They planned to go out for dinner together.
Lu Nan happened to be having a meeting nearby, and the location of the restaurant was not far away, so Lin Yuhe walked over without taking a car.
The weather finally cleared up completely, and the warm sunshine shrouded the earth, sweeping away the cold and gloomy days before.
The weather is getting warmer at first, and the temperature is rising. The pedestrians coming and going on the street are all dressed in bright spring clothes, which makes people feel much brighter.
Lin Yuhe got out of class early, halfway through the journey, and Lu Nan's meeting had just finished. The two made an appointment to meet in front of a cafe next to the conference hotel. When Lin Yuhe walked there, he happened to see a man waiting for him under a tree.
The tall Chinese locust tree has grown new leaves, and the tender green is irritating. Lin Yuhe was in a daze, and the pagoda tree in sight overlapped with the blooming acacia tree in the campus.
The four seasons change, the flowers bloom and the leaves flourish, and all things circulate.
Waiting for him under the tree is still the same person.
Lin Yuhe walked quickly towards the man, the sky was bright and the air was clear, and the wind blowing on his face became much gentler, wrapped in a hard-to-hidden feeling of spring.
As he got closer, he seemed to be walking in a hurry, and his heart began to beat loudly again.
thump.
thump.
In the first 2.10 years of his life, Lin Yuhe learned a lot of emotional theories and witnessed many love stories. He watched other people's love from the sidelines, and his vivid impression of love was vigorous. There must be a special day, a grand commemoration, a loud announcement, and the whole world will cheer and bless it.
Arouse everyone's yearning for affection.
Grand, but also troublesome.
Lin and He always keep a respectful distance.
He never thought that one day, his own concept would completely change.
The real love between Lin and He was actually on a very ordinary day, he ran towards a man briskly and happily on the side of the street with people coming and going.
And the man looked at him silently and tenderly, and reached out to him.
Fingers interlocked with him.
The moment of feeling love is so plain.
And yet so profound.
I like it every second.
The warmth between the fingers was like the light of the sun, like the warm sun, and Lin Yuhe held another sun.
Before the heartbeat in his chest calmed down, Lin Yuhe took a breath and said suddenly.
"Brother, you said, the last step must be taken by myself."
he asks.
"Am I done now?"
Lu Nan stretched out his hand, and helped someone wrap the scattered forehead hair.
He lowered his head again, and placed a light kiss on the forehead.
The man has a low voice and gentle eyes.
"You're already running towards me."
He took Lin and He's hands and walked forward together.
In the future, there will be another one hundred steps, ten thousand steps, and there will be a long, long way.
to go together.
The oncoming spring breeze is warm, wrapped in a faint fragrance of flowers.
The cold spring has passed, and the flowers and trees beside the road have changed their appearance. The trunks that were bare yesterday are suddenly full of gorgeous double petals, completely releasing the energy accumulated in the cold.
In just one day, it bloomed vigorously and completely.
The long winter is finally over.
spring is coming.
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