Lin Wuyu was a little surprised that Ding Ji didn't send a message for two consecutive days.
He thought that no matter what, someone like Ding Ji, who couldn't hold back his words, would show something, but Ding Ji didn't make any movement, and didn't post in his circle of friends.
Lin Wuyu's thirst for work has now reached its peak, and only when he is immersed in work will he not be constantly thinking about Ding Ji's affairs.
After the marathon in the afternoon, they still had to supplement some materials, and when they rested and waited for the car to come, Lin Wuyu sat under the tree and looked at the phone, and Lao Xiao squatted beside him with a cigarette in his mouth.
"Have you encountered any trouble?" Lao Xiao asked.
"It's not too much trouble." Lin Wuyu said.
"I'm absent-minded today." Lao Xiao said.
"As long as there is no mistake," Lin Wuyu said, "I can use my heart to eight things."
Old Xiao laughed: "So arrogant."
"No way," Lin Wuyu also smiled, "there is capital."
"After finishing the materials, you can leave early tomorrow," Lao Xiao said. "You won't come out before school starts, right?"
"Well," Lin Wuyu said, "It must have been a lot of work at the beginning of school, and military training is required."
"Understood," Lao Xiao nodded. "After the National Day, I'll find you again if I have a job."
"Thank you Brother Xiao." Lin Wuyu said.
"You can come out and gather when you are free. Usually, these people like to gather when they have nothing to do," Lao Xiao said, "I think you have a good conversation with them, don't ignore these people because of me, there will be a lot of things in the future. It's all up to them."
"I really didn't hide from you," Lin Wuyu said, "I made it clear from the beginning, we are just friends, I'm not that hypocritical, and you're not a hooligan."
"Damn it," Lao Xiao smiled and pinched the cigarette, "I'm really a hooligan and I don't dare to look for you. Yesterday, I was afraid that you would turn Lao Diao over. He said that when he woke up in the morning, his hands were shaking and he couldn't even pee. live."
"He was so arrogant yesterday, I thought he was urinating on his hips." Lin Wuyu said.
Lao Xiao looked at him, and after a while he burst into laughter and choked. He patted Lin Wuyu on the shoulder: "Yes, you really refreshed my understanding of Xueba."
Is that right, if there is a chance for you to meet Brother Ji, that's the one who will refresh your knowledge of being a scholar.
When a phone call came in for the first time in the past few days, Lin Wuyu had just finished filling up the materials and dragged the equipment box before entering the hotel room.
When he heard the phone ringing, he didn't even bother to open the door, so he took out his phone and took a look.
It was Xu Tianbo.
Not knowing whether he was disappointed or relieved, he answered the phone and opened the door with his key card.
"How busy?" Xu Tianbo asked.
"I'm done, I just got back to the hotel," Lin Wuyu dragged the box into the room, closed the door, and didn't care if he was dirty, so he fell on the bed, "I can go back tomorrow."
"Is there any work in the next few days?" Xu Tianbo asked.
"No, I didn't pick it up before I checked in," Lin Wuyu stretched his arms, "I just waited for the report in the cat house."
"...Aren't you boring?" Xu Tianbo said, "But it may not be interesting to go out to play alone. It's still hot. It's better to play games at the cat's house."
"That's you," Lin Wuyu smiled, "and I'm not alone, Ding..."
Lin Wuyu stopped halfway through.
He didn't tell Xu Tianbo that Ding Ji came and lived with him, and he didn't even ask Xu Tianbo what happened to them when Ding Ji went to school that day.
When I said it casually at this moment, I suddenly felt a little embarrassed.
It's okay to change someone, but Xu Tianbo's words made him still a little uncomfortable.
"Did Ding Ji come to play with you?" Xu Tianbo's voice did not change, he said it naturally, "He brought you the notice that day."
This is also the reason why Lin Wuyu has always had a good relationship with him.
"Well, he's been here for a few days," Lin Wuyu smiled, "and he didn't play much."
"Are you running out of money?" Xu Tianbo asked suddenly.
"Huh? Enough." Lin Wuyu said.
"Then why do you have to take over the job at this time?" Xu Tianbo didn't understand, "Ding Ji has already passed by early, so he should play..."
Lin Wuyu didn't say anything.
He was hesitating.
He has always been not a person who likes to talk, on the contrary, he listens to others a lot.
He himself didn't have much to say, and there was nothing that he couldn't digest, so he could keep everything in his heart for so many years.
But these days he really felt a little suffocated.
Ding Ji was originally someone he could chat with easily, but now he couldn't say a word more.
Xu Tianbo was also someone who could listen and give advice when he needed it, but it seemed inappropriate to tell Xu Tianbo what he wanted to say.
He was silent for a long time, not knowing how to continue talking on this day.
"What's wrong?" Xu Tianbo asked, "Did something happen?"
Lin Wuyu sat up from the bed, walked to the window, opened the curtains and looked out.
Outside is the hotel's open-air swimming pool, which is brightly lit at the moment and quite lively. Some people are swimming in the water, some people are chatting by the pool, and they all seem relaxed.
"Before the rooftop shouted," Lin Wuyu said, "Do you know that I'm not just a good friend to you?"
"...I feel a little bit," Xu Tianbo probably didn't expect that he would suddenly ask such a question, and answered cautiously, "But I think it may be a misunderstanding."
"Actually, you can feel it, right? Someone is beyond the scope of a good friend to you." Lin Wuyu said.
"Theoretically, this is the case," Xu Tianbo said, "but... in fact, you don't have much beyond that, so I think I may have misunderstood."
"Well." Lin Wuyu responded.
"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?" Xu Tianbo said, "Have you been in emotional trouble?"
Lin Wuyu smiled: "It's hard to say, do you want to guess?"
"What's there to guess," Xu Tianbo said, "You think someone likes you, but you can't tell if it's true, or you like someone, but you don't know if the other person knows or not."
"Almost, not quite right," Lin Wuyu said, "I don't know what to say... I just wanted the other party to react at first."
"Ah..." Xu Tianbo stretched his voice and seemed to understand, "Someone may like you without knowing it, are you afraid that the other party will be out of control when they find out?"
"You are my best friend, that's right," Lin Wuyu sighed, "I can't really explain this feeling, it's like a person who never eats coriander, but one day he suddenly found that he was happy Dumplings that have been eaten for a few months are stuffed with coriander, do you understand that feeling?"
"It's impossible to have coriander stuffing," Xu Tianbo said. "The coriander smell is so strong, you can find it in one bite."
Lin Wuyu paused, leaned against the window and laughed.
Over there, Xu Tianbo followed him and laughed for a long time, and then he stopped the joke and his tone became a little serious: "I think, let him find out that the coriander you have eaten for a long time will not make you feel that there is anything difficult. After all, you have enough emotional intelligence... It will make you feel ups and downs, probably because you later realized that you are the dumpling."
"...Xu Tianbo, what's your description?" Lin Wuyu smiled.
Although at first he felt that he should not discuss such issues with Xu Tianbo, but now he is fortunate that he has opened his mouth. Xu Tianbo's attitude has relieved his tense nerves a lot these days.
Saying it doesn't seem like a big deal.
There seems to be nothing inappropriate to say it to Xu Tianbo.
"Actually, you don't need to think so much," Xu Tianbo said, "you think so much because the people you like and the people who like you are all men. If it were me, you wouldn't need to worry about these things at all. You like it at this age. Isn't it normal that I like you, the more you think about it, the more troublesome it becomes."
"It sounds like someone who came here." Lin Wuyu said.
"I was also a person who had been in love for two months in junior high school." Xu Tianbo said.
"Thank you," Lin Wuyu smiled, "I'm much more comfortable talking to you like that."
"Don't be so polite," Xu Tianbo said. "Just remember to pick me up when you arrive. My mother has prepared a gift for each classmate in the dormitory, a bunch of stuff."
"Are you ready for me?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"It's ready," Xu Tianbo said. "A large package of snacks, I didn't look at it, and I don't know what it is. Anyway, it's not a vegetarian snack."
"Thank you auntie for me." Lin Wuyu said with a smile.
"You're welcome," Ding Ji held the phone and sent a voice to the class group, "It can be made like this, but I don't care if it tastes good or not. I bought the materials and haven't started making them yet."
After learning to make Jinsha chicken wings on TV, Ding Ji wrote down the production process and sent it to the circle of friends with the idea of being too boring and I want to benefit the world.
A bunch of idle people in the class immediately asked questions in the group, and several said they would show their talents at night.
After Ding Ji finished chatting with the class, he looked at his phone again.
According to the time, Lin Wuyu will be back today, but he has not received any news from Lin Wuyu.
Ding Ji didn't know why he suddenly wanted to make the Jinsha chicken wings today, as if he wanted to give Lin Wuyu the wind.
So he didn't deal with the materials after he bought them back, just piled them up in the kitchen.
The only time he went out in the past two days was to buy groceries in the supermarket opposite.
When I went out today, my eyes were flashed by the sun, and I felt a little pain.
He sat down on a chair in the living room.
Not sitting on the sofa.
The sofa was too low, and only the chair allowed him to stay half-bent down with his elbows on the paint cover, a position he could find some comfort when he was feeling restless and flustered.
Lin Wuyu didn't contact him, so he didn't know when Lin Wuyu would come back, nor when he needed to face Lin Wuyu. On the surface, it seemed that he had only been entangled with him for two days, but it was actually stuck in his heart. The kind of confusion that he forcibly ignored for a long time.
He was actually jealous.
Not just in dreams.
What made him more uneasy was not that he had to face the feelings he didn't dare to think about, but that he had to face them.
Because Lin Wuyu has already felt it.
This is what scares him the most.
He didn't even have the chance to pretend.
"Buy so much?" Lao Xiao looked at the pile of red bean cake boxes that Lin Wuyu held in the car, "Do you want to give it away?"
"Well, give four boxes to my brother," Lin Wuyu said, "I have a few more boxes for my classmates to eat."
"This maintenance period is only two or three days," Lao Xiao continued to drive forward, "If you can't finish it, it will go bad."
"If I'm not restrained, I'll be able to eat these all by myself in one night." Lin Wuyu smiled.
Lao Xiao glanced at him.
"Really." Lin Wuyu sorted out the box and took a picture of the pile of red bean cakes with his mobile phone.
When his finger landed on Ding Ji's name, he found that his finger was a little hesitant, whether it was nervous or something else, he couldn't tell.
He was in a good mood at the moment, at least he didn't feel flustered.
After all, no matter what Ding Ji's current state is, he will see Ding Ji soon.
He sent the photo of the red bean cake to Ding Ji.
- I'm in the car now, can be there at noon, guess what
mentally retarded
Ding Ji looked at the five characters written on the box, Luo Village Red Bean Cake.
- it says on the box
After a while, Lin Wuyu came back with an expression covering his face and running away.
-I did not see it…
Looking at this expression and this line of words, Ding Ji began to laugh inexplicably, holding the phone and laughing until the screen went black and couldn't stop.
After hesitating for a while, he jumped up and went into the kitchen.
fuck it.
I'm a child prodigy who grew up in a small square. What's so scary about me? Who am I afraid of
What scene I have never seen...
no.
He held the desk in his hand and looked down at his slippers.
Still getting more and more flustered.
When Lin Wuyu said his sexual orientation, he accepted it generously and didn't think it was a big deal. There are so many people in the world, and it is impossible for everyone to be the same.
But that was Lin Wuyu.
Now he has no way of convincing himself with such an attitude.
Unless you don't think about it.
He is not a fool, he had a vague feeling that something was wrong early in the morning, but he pretended not to know because of fear.
But now, as long as Lin Wuyu flashed in his mind, he would feel his muscles tense unconsciously.
Why does Lin Wuyu do this
Why do you have to let him understand
Let's all pretend to be good friends together, can't we
Why do you have to force him!
He slapped hard on the desk with a bit of depression.
Then he paused, looked up and straightened up abruptly: "Fuck!"
This slap shot was fantastic.
Slapped on the kitchen knife he was leaning on the chopping board.
When Lin Wuyu was downstairs waiting for Lin Zhan to come down to get the red bean cake, he knew very well what he was doing.
He is procrastinating.
Lin Zhan sighed when he saw a pile of things beside him when he went downstairs: "Are you considering finding an assistant? How do you get so many things?"
"There was a car to take me back," Lin Wuyu smiled and handed him the red bean cake, "Have you ever eaten it? This red bean cake."
"Luocun's," Lin Zhan said. "Have you heard of it? Is it delicious?"
"It's delicious," Lin Wuyu said, "you... Is it okay to eat red bean cake?"
"It's alright, I don't need to avoid it," Lin Zhan opened the box, took out a red bean cake and took a bite, "It's still hot... It's delicious."
"I just made it when I went to buy it." Lin Wuyu said.
"Go back quickly," Lin Zhan rushed to the rental building and raised his chin, "Let Ding Ji taste it while it's hot, I feel like it won't be so delicious when it's cold."
"Well." Lin Wuyu nodded.
"The cake that I brought back so deliberately," Lin Zhan said as he turned and walked into the building, "Maybe he won't be angry if he eats one."
"...I hope." Lin Wuyu whispered, dragging the box and walking forward slowly.
Ding Ji stood behind the curtains and looked at Lin Wuyu who was walking slowly downstairs with a box with one eye.
When Lin Wuyu disappeared from his sight and walked into the corridor, he quickly turned around and looked at the door.
Hands were a little numb.
Lin Wuyu only had one set of keys, which he left to him when he went out.
So when the doorbell rang, Ding Ji could only walk over slowly and open the door.
The moment he saw Lin Wuyu, the indescribable familiarity and kindness wrapped in a faint scent rushed to his face, Ding Ji suddenly wanted to go and hug Lin Wuyu.
But reason forcefully stood in front of him.
"It's pretty quick," he said grimly. "I thought it would be past two."
"It would have been earlier if the road was not blocked," Lin Wuyu took a step forward and stopped, standing in the door frame, "Have you eaten yet?"
Only then did Ding Ji realize that he had blocked Lin Wuyu's way into the house, he quickly turned around, and walked towards the living room, saying, "Not yet... I ate early today so... "
Before he could finish speaking, Lin Wuyu grabbed his hand.
He turned his head in horror.
"What's wrong with the hand?" Lin Wuyu looked at the gauze wrapped around his hand in surprise.
"Just... I was not careful..." Ding Ji was incoherent, not knowing what Lin Wuyu was thinking now or what would happen in a while, but also embarrassed to say that he slapped the knife.
"You can't be?" Lin Wuyu grabbed his wrist and dragged him in front of him, "You're not..."
"Damn it?" Ding Ji finally came back to his senses, "I didn't!"
Lin Wuyu looked at him.
"Who the hell committed suicide and cut off the palm?" Ding Ji said.
"Then how can you be sure?" Lin Wuyu said, "You are a child prodigy after all, and your behavior is different from ordinary people."
"Go away." Ding Ji couldn't help laughing.
"Tell me," Lin Wuyu still grabbed his hand, "how did you do it?"
Ding Ji held it back for a while, and finally sighed, and answered in a low voice, "I slapped the knife with my palm."
"What are you doing with the knife?" Lin Wuyu was shocked.
"I..." Ding Ji opened his mouth and couldn't speak anymore.
Yeah, what am I doing with the knife.
What do you have to force me to do
Once the idea came back to his mind, Ding Ji panicked again.
The mood is completely different now than before.
Lin Wuyu is standing in front of him now, he can see, hear, touch, and feel his breath.
All the previous emotions suddenly became solid, and those thoughts that had been vague for the past two days suddenly became clear and real.
Let him be overwhelmed.
The little prodigy can solve all the problems, he can fight, carry, hide, escape, and he can take down the third flower.
But just now, right now.
He didn't know what to do.
He was at a loss, and he didn't even know where to look.
"Ding Ji?" Lin Wuyu called his name softly.
Ding Ji suddenly felt wronged and twitched his eyebrows.
"You... don't cry," Lin Wuyu let go of his hand, a little anxious, "don't cry first."
am i crying
roll! You just cried!
Ding Ji stared at Lin Wuyu.
After several seconds, he heard his crying voice: "Damn, what should I do..."