Knowing that you like a man brings more confusion and confusion than knowing that you like a man.
A vague concept and a clear goal, the impact is completely different.
The moment Lin Wuyu said these words, Ding Ji first felt a sudden sigh of relief, and then the hairs on his whole body stood up straight, and even the skin was tensed, so tight that his breathing was a little stuttering. .
said it.
yes said it...
I finally said it!
But it was Lin Wuyu who said it for you.
I've known it for a long time thanks to Lin Wuyu!
really!
Ding Ji, it was Lin Wuyu who confessed to you.
?
I rely on
Ding Ji finally found the most important one out of 10,000 points.
The first time he confessed in his life, was the other party confessing to him for him
What is this operation? Is it a pleasure to help
"Ding Ji?" Lin Wuyu called him.
Ding Ji snapped back to his senses and glanced at Lin Wuyu.
At this moment, he was dragged back to reality.
He stood here, face to face with Lin Wuyu, because his words "I like you" couldn't be said, and Lin Wuyu said it for him to help others...
"Yes." Ding Ji looked at Lin Wuyu, his fingertips tingling with tension.
No matter how this sentence is said, it doesn't matter anymore, what he needs to face is now, it's been made clear, and after Lin Wuyu knows all about it, the kind of nervousness that makes the bottom line Layer upon layer of embarrassment and confusion, and even a little bit of regret.
Lin Wuyu paused and then said, "I..."
"Don't talk." Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu stopped.
Ding Ji didn't know what to do, his mind was empty.
"Do you want to eat?" Lin Wuyu touched in his pocket, but he didn't find a lollipop, only a piece of chewing gum.
Ding Ji took the chewing gum, stuffed it into his mouth and chewed it.
I suddenly remembered that once Liu Jinpeng was going to confess to the girl, he chewed five pieces of chewing gum in one breath. The reason was that if the confession was successful, I had to keep my breath fresh...
Ding Ji immediately felt that the chewing gum in his mouth had a very unusual meaning. He was so ashamed that the tips of his ears were a little hot. He quickly glanced at Lin Wuyu.
"Ding Ji," Lin Wuyu didn't focus on the chewing gum, he cleared his throat, "I..."
Ding Ji reacted, because he was too nervous, he forgot the most important thing, and his fingertips suddenly went numb.
No matter what Lin Wuyu was going to say, he rushed ahead and said, "I'll say it first."
"Well." Lin Wuyu looked at him.
"Don't say anything," Ding Ji took a breath and calmed down, "Don't refuse, don't respond, don't say anything."
A trace of surprise flashed in Lin Wuyu's eyes, but he still nodded: "Okay."
Ding Ji turned his head to look at the reusable bag: "I'm telling you this..."
In fact, he didn't say it, it was Lin Wuyu who helped him to say it, tsk.
"I'm telling you this..." Ding Ji turned back to look at Lin Wuyu, "It's because I've been quite... uncomfortable during this time, I'm stuck, I don't dare to think, let alone say anything."
Lin Wuyu didn't speak, but his expression was serious.
"I know you're afraid that it's not good for me to drag on for a long time," Ding Ji said, "so I don't want to hide anymore. The sooner this matter is dealt with, the better. After all... we're together every day."
"Well." Lin Wuyu responded.
"But I figured out some things," Ding Ji sighed softly, "some things I don't understand, and I don't know what to do, so I'm very scared."
"I understand." Lin Wuyu said.
"I'm afraid to hear your response," Ding Ji said. "If I refuse, I'll definitely feel bad, but if I accept it, I'm not ready, I'm still... I'm still... "
Ding Ji got stuck again.
But this time Lin Wuyu didn't speak for him, just waited for him quietly.
"I don't want to fall in love yet," Ding Ji frowned, bit his lip, and said it quickly, "You should be able to understand, think clearly, think clearly, whether you can do it is another matter, I just want you to know today... I just love you very much."
"I see," Lin Wuyu smiled, "I see."
Ding Ji has to admit that he really likes watching Lin Wuyu smile, Lin Wuyu's smile is always gentle, no matter what kind of mood, his smile is like a tranquilizer, it can make people calm down and feel at ease .
Looking at Lin Wuyu's smile at this moment, he felt that his heart, which had been playing back and forth in the air like a pinball for a long time, slowly fell back to its original place.
His breathing also resumed its rhythm, and he couldn't help taking a deep breath.
When I vomited slowly, I felt my legs were a little weak.
Lin Wuyu let go of the reusable bag that he had been holding, but what was inside didn't move.
His heart suddenly sank, didn't he? Caught to death the puppy that Ding Ji just picked up
He hurried over and opened the bag and looked inside. What should he do? He slept soundly, and he breathed a sigh of relief: "I thought I was pinched to death."
"Too confident." Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu laughed and glanced at him.
Ding Ji quickly turned his face away, and continued to walk forward pretending that nothing happened.
Lin Wuyu pushed the box and followed him.
Lin Wuyu had already guessed 99% of what Ding Ji was going to say today. Without this dog's interruption, he was basically 100% sure, although occasionally he would suddenly doubt his judgment.
What he didn't expect was that Ding Ji didn't dare to listen to his response, whether it was rejection or acceptance.
But... the accident is an accident, he can understand it, Ding Ji has never liked anyone, maybe in his more than ten years of life, he has never thought about liking a person at all.
Rare late-ripening variety.
Actually let him meet...
Today I can talk about this step entirely because Ding Ji understands what he means. This answer is for him, so that he can feel at ease and let him know what he thinks.
As for the next step, it should still be in Ding Ji's category of "I don't know what to do, and I don't know what to do".
There may be grandparents, aunts, maybe parents.
Or something else, an intimate relationship with another man itself is something that is not easy to accept, even Lin Wuyu himself didn't think much about it.
It's just... Chicken, some hurdles can't be bypassed, so you can only carry it hard.
"Have you eaten yet?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"No," Ding Ji said, "Have you eaten?"
"No." Lin Wuyu said.
"Didn't you invite Xu Tianbo to dinner?" Ding Ji glanced at him.
"He didn't let him," Lin Wuyu said, "he said that he would invite us to dinner when we reported to him tomorrow."
"Oh," Ding Ji responded, "are you going to report tomorrow?"
"Where have your days gone?" Lin Wuyu stretched out his hand and shook it in front of him.
Ding Ji glanced at his hand: "Okay?"
"Yeah." Lin Wuyu nodded, "Your hands are almost healed, can I just heat them a couple of times?"
"Did you peek at me?" Ding Ji stared at him immediately.
"Do you use a peek? You change your medicine at the coffee table every day." Lin Wuyu said.
"That's still a peek," Ding Ji said, "you weren't in the living room when I changed the dressing."
"I can hear," Lin Wuyu sighed, "When the dressing was changed two days ago, you would mutter 'Ouch yo yo yo...', probably because the wound hurts, but after that it stopped yo yo, tinkling. It's very fast, I guess it should be much better."
"Are your ears good?" Ding Ji said.
"No matter how loud you are, you can hear it next door." Lin Wuyu said.
Ding Ji clicked his tongue.
What should I do? I woke up again, kept twisting in the bag, and hummed. Lin Wuyu took it out of the eco-bag and put it on the ground: "Go by yourself."
Then he pushed Ding Ji: "Go, go back, I want to eat after putting something."
"What if it doesn't follow." Ding Ji was a little worried.
"You've already fed it," Lin Wuyu said. "It's strange if you don't follow him. Stray dogs are very smart in this regard."
Ding Ji tried to take a few steps forward, but what to do he followed up.
He happily led the dog forward.
After walking a few steps, he looked at Lin Wuyu hesitantly: "What about it?"
"Do you want to raise it?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"... a little bit." Ding Ji bent over and scratched his head, "I had a dog when I was a child, and when I went to school, it would take me to the intersection and go back on its own, very good..."
"Let's keep it." Lin Wuyu said.
"Huh?" Ding Ji raised his head quickly, "Really? Where to keep?"
"Here, can you still live in the dormitory?" Lin Wuyu said.
"Your house is not going back?" Ding Ji stood up abruptly.
"I don't want to go back. I have a bunch of equipment, and I can't get all of them to the dormitory. It takes up too much space." Lin Wuyu said.
"I'll share the rent with you, half per person." Ding Ji said immediately.
"Two-thirds of you." Lin Wuyu walked forward.
"Why? I have a dog, you put the equipment, half of one person." Ding Ji stared at him.
"My device doesn't run anywhere, and my device doesn't poop or pee." Lin Wuyu has reason and reason.
"Can you still count?" Ding Ji was shocked.
"I didn't expect it." Lin Wuyu smiled.
The chicken wings in the refrigerator had been frozen to a stone, so Ding Ji took it out and put it in the microwave to thaw it.
"Eat this?" Lin Wuyu was taking out the snacks from the suitcase, "I no longer have the confidence to do this."
"I think you fixed the pot." Ding Ji said.
"Well, it's so boring," Lin Wuyu glanced at him, "Where have you been these days?"
Ding Ji hesitated for a moment: "Lin Zhan's family."
"What?" Lin Wuyu was stunned, "You went to his house? Every day?"
"Every day." Ding Ji nodded.
Lin Zhan is a kind person who looks gentle but in fact speaks and does things upright. The style of his home decoration looks like he is used to being alone. Lin Wuyu has never considered putting the equipment in Lin Zhan's house. He can't. Imagine that Lin Zhan will let Ding Ji stay at home for so many days.
"He didn't drive you away?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"Will you not let me in at all on the first day," Ding Ji said, "It's terribly cold."
"Then how did you get in?" Lin Wuyu was very curious.
"Have I been fooling around for so many years in a small square?" Ding Ji was very disdainful.
Lin Wuyu looked at him and said nothing.
"Hey, okay, I'm thick-skinned," Ding Ji waved his hand, "I'll go in with a thick-skinned plea, and my grandma and I are always coquettish..."
"Are you coquettish with Lin Zhan?" Lin Wuyu couldn't hold the snacks in his hand, "Why are you coquettish? Brother Lin Zhan let me in?"
"Brother Zhan," Ding Ji corrected him, "Brother Lin Zhan is so nauseous."
"Is it numb? You still call me brother Wuyu." Lin Wuyu said.
"Isn't that you!" Ding Ji raised his voice.
Before Lin Wuyu could speak again, he had already rushed into the kitchen with the thawed chicken wings.
Lin Wuyu squatted beside the coffee table with a bag of snacks, and didn't taste what he was feeling for a long time.
Ding Ji didn't know when to buy the salted egg yolk, and it was broken salted egg yolk, which saved two processes at once. Lin Wuyu stood at the door of the kitchen with mixed feelings.
"Be careful not to burn your hands," he confessed when he saw the egg yolks in the pot start to bubble.
"Don't worry, I won't turn the tables." Ding Ji said.
"Do you want me to help?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"No," Ding Ji glanced at him, "don't look at me here, I'm a little embarrassed."
"Then I'll wait for dinner in the living room?" Lin Wuyu backed away.
"Well." Ding Ji nodded.
Lin Wuyu honestly returned to the living room and sat on the sofa.
When Ding Ji made a big pot of chicken wings and brought it out, he had already eaten up four bags of snacks, small green beans, beef jerky, small dried fish, and a bag of vegetarian meat.
What to do because he was too aggressive in begging and had nothing to feed, so he had already locked him in the bathroom.
"Eat." Ding Ji put the basin on the table.
I don't know how the chicken wings taste, but the appearance and flavor are amazing.
"You can." Lin Wuyu gave a shocked praise.
Ding Ji took the bowls and chopsticks out and put them on the table: "Don't boast too early, I just stole one in the kitchen."
"How is it?" Lin Wuyu immediately took a chicken wing.
"The salted egg yolk and green onions are still edible," Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu held the chicken wings and was stunned for a long time: "Where is the problem?"
"The problem is that it's been marinated for too long," Ding Ji said with a half-smile, "It's killing me, it's too salty, I even added soy sauce..."
"I'll try it." Lin Wuyu bit the chicken wing into his mouth.
… It is indeed salty, too salty.
But it's bearable, after all, it's chicken wings, which Ding Ji made by himself.
"Do you have rice?" Lin Wuyu sat down and said while nibbling on the chicken wings, "It's good to eat this with rice."
"There is no rice cooker." Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu paused, and continued to nibble on the chicken wings: "Okay."
"There's nothing, just this pot of chicken wings." Ding Ji sat down, feeling a little embarrassed, knowing that it was so miserable, Lin Wuyu ordered takeout.
"Almost." Lin Wuyu nodded.
"Almost what?" Ding Ji asked.
"It's almost enough for me." Lin Wuyu said.
Ding Ji took a small piece of salted egg yolk and put it in his mouth: "Do you want me to eat some salted egg yolk?"
"And chopped green onion." Lin Wuyu smiled.
Sure enough, there is no place to confess! I can't even eat meat!
Ding Ji sandwiched a small piece of salted egg yolk again. If you can't eat it, you can't eat it, and it's not too appetizing.
Although eating with Lin Zhan was a bit too bland these days, he really wanted to eat some meat or something, but he really wasn't in the mood to eat it at the moment.
He and Lin Wuyu were able to sit and eat here so calmly and easily, all because of Lin Wuyu's attitude.
The attitude that was completely the same as before, what should be said, what should be done, did not change, did not deliberately take care of his mood, and did not deliberately avoid any topic.
Ding Ji held his chin and looked at Lin Wuyu.
That's right he likes this guy.
Fortunately, this person is Lin Wuyu.
Lin Wuyu is a master at hiding emotions, and Ding Ji is constantly updating his experience.
After dinner, the two of them took a rest, went to the supermarket, and bought all the cooking utensils... Although they will report tomorrow, and usually don't have the opportunity to cook here, they still bought them all, and they also bought a dog kennel and bowl for what to do. , a bag of dog food and a pile of toys.
The next step is to organize the luggage, the luggage to take to the school tomorrow, all kinds of documents and notices.
"Xu Tianbo asked the head of the dormitory," Lin Wuyu said, "We are in the same dormitory."
"Really?" Ding Ji felt relieved.
He has always been worried that he and Lin Wuyu will be separated into different dormitories. Although it is not a big deal, it is because of this feeling of anxiety when he thinks of separation that he has made sure step by step that he really likes Lin Wuyu. .
"Well, it should be divided because we belong to the same place," Lin Wuyu said, "but Xu Tianbo just sent me a photo, I see that the house is a large room with two small rooms, and the small room Two beds…”
"Then do we have a small room?" Ding Ji asked immediately.
After asking, I felt too eager, and turned my head a little embarrassedly.
"I don't know, but it's okay," Lin Wuyu stuffed his clothes into the box, "It's really not in a small room, so I'll change it with someone."
"Oh." Ding Ji responded.
Lin Wuyu's words made him feel soft.
But he couldn't tell whether it was Lin Wuyu's accustomed gentleness, or something else.
For so many days, he has not been able to understand this.
This is also the reason why he is afraid of Lin Wuyu's response.
very anxious.
The more afraid, the more uncertain, the more you will ponder.
In the evening, the two of them went out for a meal, and it was ten o'clock when they came back to take a bath and cleaned up. Ding Ji didn't seem to be in the mood to watch TV again, plus they had to report tomorrow, they were going to sleep.
Ding Ji took the lead into the bedroom.
When Lin Wuyu entered, he had already changed into his pajamas and lay down on the upper bunk, facing the wall sideways.
Still embarrassing.
Lin Wuyu took off his clothes, hesitated for a moment, and put them back on again. He didn't take off his big pants, he lay down on the bottom bunk and quickly turned off the light.
Darkness is the best emotional cover.
"Good night." Ding Ji said.
"Good night." Lin Wuyu yawned.
For half an hour after saying good night, Ding Ji's breathing never slowed down. Although he didn't move, he definitely didn't fall asleep, and he scratched the itch from time to time.
Lin Wuyu counted the time silently in his heart, about fifty minutes later, Ding Ji began to turn over.
Turn over and turn over, tickling.
Just when Lin Wuyu wanted to get up and put the electric mosquito coil in, Ding Ji suddenly opened his mouth on the top: "Lin Wuyu, are you asleep?"
"No." Lin Wuyu replied.
"I guess not." Ding Ji said.
"It's a guess?" Lin Wuyu sighed.
"I can't sleep." Ding Ji said softly.
Lin Wuyu didn't know if he was a little sensitive, but he could hear a little grievance in Ding Ji's voice.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"I actually decided not to ask," Ding Ji turned over again, his face should be facing the plank, and his voice sounded a little dull, "But it's really... I really thought I didn't need to know."
"Huh?" Lin Wuyu looked at Ding Ji's hand on the edge of the upper bunk.
"I'm very confused," Ding Ji's voice suddenly had a nasal tone, "I'm so old, really, I've never been so messy, although I don't like to be called a prodigy by others, but I know I'm fucking smart, more than a lot of people. Everyone is smart."
"Yes." Lin Wuyu said.
"I don't know how I got into such a mess?" Ding Ji sniffed.
"It's not a trivial matter," Lin Wuyu said. "Everyone will be messed up. Others are messier than you."
"Lin Wuyu," Ding Ji said in a lower voice, "Can you guess?"
"Guess what?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"Guess what I want to ask you." Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and said softly, "I like you."