It seems that after the 11th holiday, the formal study life begins, the military training is over, the days of looking forward to the holiday are over, and even the holiday is over, and the next holiday that can be expected is two and a half months away.
Ding Ji feels that the days are slowly becoming a bit hectic. Looking for classrooms, classes, rushing to classes, self-study, and the library, this kind of busyness is different from the busyness in the third year of high school. There are a lot of things to learn and to understand. , And there is no deadline. In the third year of high school, I can still have a belief. After these few months, I will be relieved and won. Now this kind of busyness is the norm.
In contrast, Lin Wuyu is more calm than him, at least he rarely sees Lin Wuyu unable to get out of bed in the morning, and he basically never sees Lin Wuyu yawning. different place.
In the morning, when Ding Ji was still holding the alarm clock ringing for the second time, he went back to sleep for ten minutes, and Lin Wuyu had already reached out and lifted his quilt.
"Hey..." Before Ding Ji's screams were all over, Lin Wuyu dragged him from the bed directly to the ground. He felt that his feet were shaking, and he held the chair before he stood firm.
When Lin Wuyu was packing things in the room to get the clothes to wear today, he kept sticking behind Lin Wuyu and followed him with his eyes closed.
"If you can't get up," Lin Wuyu opened his cabinet and took out his morning jogging clothes, "Let's change the running time to the afternoon or evening?"
"No," Ding Ji said, "How can you still have the energy to run after self-study at night, and you have to eat supper, and then go for a run with a barbecue in your arms..."
"It's not that you can't always be sleepy." Lin Wuyu turned around, put the clothes on his head, and supported his shoulders.
"I only have a few minutes, and I have this virtue when I wake up at ten o'clock," Ding Ji put on his clothes and half-opened his eyes, "Grandma always said I was too skinny. Time to wait for the soul to come back."
Lin Wuyu smiled: "So are you back now?"
"Let's see..." Ding Ji closed his eyes, suddenly stood up straight after a second, opened his eyes and stared at him, "I'm back!"
"...Morning, jerk." Lin Wuyu said.
"Morning, little fish!" Ding Ji answered loudly.
There is a running app in the school. You can punch in a card when you run every day. Ding Ji thinks that it is very interesting to punch in at the same time as Lin Wuyu every day, and finish the run at the same time.
I have to say that the school's training atmosphere is really good. There are many people running in the morning on the playground, and many of them are equipped with professional equipment. At first glance, they are experts.
Ding Ji used to run in the morning, but it wasn't every day, and it happened every now and then. Recently, he ran for a month when he was in a good mood.
Lin Wuyu is different. He has a very planned way of doing things, even running. Every day, the difference between the time between the two of them is no more than three minutes. The running time is also calculated very well.
With the regularity, Ding Ji felt that he was about to form a conditioned reflex.
"It's a little cold today." Ding Ji said as he ran.
"It's cooling down," Lin Wuyu said, "November is almost here, and your birthday is coming soon."
Ding Ji glanced at him: "I thought you didn't know?"
"How can you not know, you have to know your birthday if you don't know anything," Lin Wuyu said, "All festivals are everyone's, only the birthday is ours."
"I also remember your birthday," Ding Ji said, feeling a little depressed, "but I know that the time for your birthday has already passed."
"It's okay to have it next year," Lin Wuyu said, "my birthday doesn't matter."
"Has it never failed?" Ding Ji asked.
"Well." Lin Wuyu smiled.
"Give it to Lin Zhan or not to you?" Ding Ji asked again, a little unhappy.
"Lin Zhan is no different," Lin Wuyu said. "I don't even know when his birthday is. My mother specifically doesn't give him a birthday."
"Why?" Ding Ji was stunned.
"It was like this when I was very young. At that time, I was afraid that he would die," Lin Wuyu said. "It didn't last until then."
"I don't know my age, I feel like I haven't grown up," Ding Ji said, "Forcing Lin Zhan to become more and more estranged from her, she must know it herself, so I hope that Lin Zhan will be more obedient as she was when she was a child. Easier to control."
"Do you want to take psychology as an elective?" Lin Wuyu said.
"Fuck off." Ding Ji laughed, "I just guess, I'm used to it when people tell fortunes."
After running around the playground twice, Ding Ji said that his throat was a little dry, so he slowed down, and Lin Wuyu also slowed down.
When the phone rang in their pockets, the two of them temporarily left the runway and stood beside them.
"Who called you this early in the morning?" Ding Ji asked.
"I don't know," Lin Wuyu took out his phone and glanced at it, his hands felt numb when he saw the number, "My dad."
"Do you accept?" Ding Ji asked.
"Yes, I haven't been in touch for a long time," Lin Wuyu said, "Just to ask about the situation."
"Well," Ding Ji nodded and pointed to the chair next to him, "I'll be waiting for you over there."
Lin Wuyu responded.
Ding Ji is a very lovely person. Usually, Ding Ji would come over to listen to all his calls, but he turned around and walked away this call.
"Dad." Lin Wuyu answered the phone.
"Still up so early." Dad's voice came.
"Morning run," Lin Wuyu said, "it's this time every day."
"How is school? Are you adapting?" Dad asked.
"It's pretty good," Lin Wuyu said, "the teachers and classmates are very good."
"That's fine, you're fine," Dad said, "leave us alone."
Lin Wuyu did not speak.
"You are very cruel, both of you brothers are very cruel, who do you want?" Dad said.
"As you two." Lin Wuyu said.
Dad sneered: "You have hard wings now, and you are very confident in your speech."
"Dad," Lin Wuyu walked slowly on the spot, "My wings have long been hardened. I didn't get hard wings when I went to college, but I got to H University because my wings were hard."
"I won't talk to you about this," Dad said. "I just want to ask you, you know where your brother is, why didn't you tell us? You don't know how much your mother suffered for him for so many years?"
Lin Wuyu was silent.
"You don't play dead, you know," Dad said. "You don't think your brain works. You're not as smart as you think."
"I haven't seen Lin Zhan," Lin Wuyu said, "I don't know where he is."
"I can understand that your brother doesn't have a deep relationship with us. It's been ten years since he left home, ten years of blankness..." Dad said.
Lin Wuyu really wanted to say that it was not ten years of blankness, but ten years of nightmares, and maybe a lifetime of nightmares.
"But you were never separated from us. We raised you," Dad said. "You don't even have a heart of gratitude for that?"
Lin Wuyu was unable to answer this question.
Thank you for taking me as Lin Zhan's medicine to be born and raised
He didn't say this, because he still had "thank you", so he couldn't say it, he would still carry the last line, his mother was ill, his father was very hard, some words he didn't say can speak.
But he couldn't be more "thankful". He felt that his parents probably didn't realize, maybe never realized that over the years, based on Lin Zhan's "payment", they didn't have any relationship with them. Build a relationship between yourself.
"Are you going home for the new year?" Dad changed the subject and asked indifferently.
"Should not return." Lin Wuyu said.
"Where have you been?" Dad asked. "Have you been with your brother?"
"I said," Lin Wuyu said, "I don't know where he is, I haven't seen him, and I haven't found him."
"You tell him, if he's still a man," Dad said, "he'll come home during Chinese New Year."
Lin Wuyu felt a little breathless. He didn't know if Lin Zhan was a person. He should not be a person. He really couldn't imagine what it would be like to go home in this state.
Those suffocating days at home kept flashing through my mind, suffocating.
"Are you finished?" Ding Ji asked in a loud voice when he came to him at some point.
"Who's next?" Dad asked.
Lin Wuyu glanced at Ding Ji: "Ding Ji."
"Your boyfriend." Dad's voice became colder.
"Yes." Lin Wuyu responded.
"Didn't I deny it before?" Dad said, "Say no."
"It is now." Lin Wuyu said.
"I don't want to care about that, I don't care what kind of life you have," Dad said. "You bring my words to your brother."
"I can't bring it," Lin Wuyu said, "I don't know where he is..."
Dad hung up over there.
Lin Wuyu suppressed the urge to smash the phone, put the phone back in the sports pocket behind him, raised his head and took a deep breath, and it took a while to slowly recover from his previous emotions.
"For Lin Zhan?" Ding Ji looked at him, "Your dad knows you found Lin Zhan?"
Lin Wuyu didn't speak.
"How did he know?" Ding Ji asked again.
Lin Wuyu still didn't make a sound.
Ding Ji was silent for a while, then lowered his voice: "You didn't tell me... Okay, don't tell me if you don't tell me, I know now anyway."
Lin Wuyu smiled, raised his hand, and stroked his forearm lightly with his fingers.
"Did you tell Lin Zhan to go home?" Ding Ji asked softly, "Go home for the New Year?"
"Ding Banxian'er, you haven't shown your magical powers for a long time." Lin Wuyu said with a smile.
"Looking at your mood," Ding Ji tutted, "Did you still go home for the New Year?"
"I don't want to go back, I don't want to see them," Lin Wuyu said, "Ding Ji, do you think I'm very unfilial?"
"filial piety is based on family affection," Ding Ji said, "paying tuition fees to the stuttering person and then denying it is not family affection, and it cannot be exchanged for filial piety."
Lin Wuyu looked at him.
"You have never understood what family affection is, where does filial piety come from," Ding Ji said. "Unfilial piety is just a label that they continue to deny you. You have a bunch of labels like this, and this one is not bad."
Lin Wuyu laughed and pinched Ding Ji's chin: "You look like this..."
"Isn't it cool?" Ding Ji raised his eyebrows.
"Well, very chicken." Lin Wuyu said.
"I warn you." Ding Ji looked at him.
"Brother chicken." Lin Wuyu said.
"Warning you for the second time." Ding Ji glared at him.
"Brother chicken," Lin Wuyu scratched his head, "what if you're too cute, warn me a third time."
"Three times," Ding Ji stretched out three fingers, "you're finished with Lin Wuyu, you'll be finished soon, you know?"
"We know now," Lin Wuyu grabbed his finger, "you warned me not a thousand times but eight hundred times, I just want to know what will happen to me after the warning, especially want to know."
"You're a waste." Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu couldn't help laughing: "It scared me to death."
"Run or not!" Ding Ji shouted.
"Run." Lin Wuyu jumped and ran back to the runway. After Ding Ji followed, he turned his head and said, "When will I be abolished?"
Ding Ji ignored him.
"Abandon me soon," Lin Wuyu laughed as he ran, "Brother Ji Ji Jiji..."
Ding Ji didn't hold back, he choked with laughter, coughing as he ran.
Lin Wuyu patted him on the back: "Don't laugh while running."
"Just shut up." Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu's emotional management really makes people love and hate.
After he answered that phone call, Ding Ji had been paying attention to his emotions, but I don't know if it was because he knew he would pay attention, and Lin Wuyu quickly returned to normal.
If Ding Ji didn't have more intimate contact with him, he might really think that this person is probably all right.
But they were mushroom-picking boys after all.
Although they are both pretty wild every time they pick mushrooms.
He could still feel Lin Wuyu's change even when he was a little dazed.
Explosive.
Also bites.
With a coquettish vent.
The good thing is that it's getting cold now. Without a coat, he can't go out. There are tooth marks all over his shoulders and neck, and one is still under his ears, and the collar can't stop it. Ding Ji tried. Jiabao Sao wraps a small silk scarf around the neck Dafa and erecting the collar I am the coolest cub Dafa of H University. In the end, I went to Xiong Da with the collar erected and asked him for a muscle patch, which was attached to his neck.
"This is to prevent muscle strain," said Xiong Da, "it's not the shampoos pain reliever. You can't rely on this if you twist your neck."
"Yeah," Ding Ji replied, "I'm stiff today, it's a little more comfortable to hold on."
When he returned to the dormitory, Lin Wuyu tore off his collar and checked it, and poked his shoulder: "Is this mark biting the day before yesterday? Why is it still there?"
"Ask me?" Ding Ji said, "Why don't you ask your teeth as fast as a blade?"
Lin Wuyu laughed, lowered his head and kissed him on the shoulder: "I'll wear a mask next time."
"You wear a bit." Ding Ji said.
"Okay." Lin Wuyu rubbed his hands on his waist, "Listen to you, or you will bite back."
"I'm not that crazy." Ding Ji glanced at him.
"If you're not feeling well..." Lin Wuyu thought for a while, "I'll be more careful."
Comfortable or uncomfortable, Ding Ji quickly thought about this question.
"No need..." He cleared his throat, "too careful."
"That's okay?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"Well," Ding Ji leaned forward and took a light bite on his lips, "It's still quite..."
"I think so too." Lin Wuyu whispered.
They were still sticking together when the door was knocked.
Ding Ji turned his head abruptly and saw Li Ruichen, who was a little embarrassed outside the crack of the door, and bounced away from Lin Wuyu as if he had been electrocuted.
"... It didn't close," Li Ruichen quickly looked at both sides and said quickly in a low voice, "I'm sorry, it wasn't intentional."
Then gently closed the door.
"Damn it," Ding Ji looked at Lin Wuyu, "Fortunately, this is Li Xiangxiang, I really don't know what it would be like to change someone."
"You didn't close the door?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"Didn't you come in later?" Ding Ji said.
"Ah?" Lin Wuyu was a little confused, "Maybe I'm too excited to see you."
"Fuck you!" Ding Ji said.
Lin Wuyu smiled and said nothing.
"Be careful when you enter the house next time," Ding Ji whispered, "Although I don't like Li Xiangxiang, it was thanks to him who knocked on the door just now..."
"Understood," Lin Wuyu patted his arm, "I will pay attention, don't worry."
Ding Ji looked at him.
Suddenly I felt that I had said something wrong.
Or it should not be specially explained at this time.
He felt that he actually didn't mind being known by anyone other than his family. Although he wouldn't shout everywhere, if anyone really found out, he felt that he should have nothing to be nervous about.
It was just too sudden, even if he hugged a girl like this, it would be embarrassing to be bumped into by someone.
But when Lin Wuyu said these words, it seemed that he had misunderstood what he meant.
He didn't want Lin Wuyu to feel that he was still afraid of "liking" itself.
I don't want Lin Wuyu to feel uneasy and insecure as the New Year is getting closer and closer.
In this second, Ding Ji didn't know how many thoughts flashed in his mind. In short, it was a mess, but it couldn't be beat, and it was all mixed together.
He stretched out his arms and hugged Lin Wuyu.
"Don't go to self-study tomorrow night," he said.
"Well." Lin Wuyu was stunned for a while, and hugged him, "What's wrong?"
"If you don't go to self-study, you can say if you can." Ding Ji said.
"Okay, don't go," Lin Wuyu agreed first before asking again, "what's the matter?"
"Go back to the rental house." Ding Ji said.
When Lin Wuyu heard this, he was stunned again. He pushed Ding Ji away a little and looked at him: "Go back to the rental house? What should I do?"
"You can watch it if you want." The expression on Ding Ji's face was calm, but in his eyes there was an aura of "I'm stretched up, I'm going to go out, no one will pull my valve core".
Lin Wuyu instantly understood what it meant to go back to the rental house.
Suddenly a little dry mouth.
But he didn't agree right away. Ding Ji didn't seem to have any abnormality during this time, and Lin Wuyu couldn't find the opportunity for him to suddenly make such an exciting request.
"Tomorrow?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"Well." Ding Ji nodded.
"It's almost your birthday," Lin Wuyu said, "Would you like to wait for your birthday..."
"Don't always wait for your birthday like other couples," Ding Ji said. "Are you waiting for your adulthood? You were 18 last year."
"Fuck," Lin Wuyu looked at him, "you said, tomorrow."
"Well." Ding Ji put his mobile phone in his hand.