The way home was not far, but Lin Wuyu still swept a shared bicycle.
"Your father came to school today to find me, and he asked... about the rooftop shouting."
The wind blew past Lin Wuyu's ears, with the smell of dry dust.
"Why didn't he come to me directly?"
"Maybe... I'm afraid of affecting your review. I also have this concern, but with your personality, I still think I should tell you..."
When the car got downstairs, Lin Wuyu looked up and saw that the lights in the house were on.
"I should wait for the college entrance examination to be over for fear of affecting my review. If you don't tell me, he will find Chen Mang and my other classmates... I know them too well, I know they must let me know, but they can't be They said it themselves."
"Let me talk to them first, and let them talk about it after the college entrance examination?"
Lin Wuyu walked into the corridor and pressed the elevator button.
"No, I don't have the habit of avoiding it. I can solve it immediately."
And it's not something that needs to be dealt with as a matter of fact.
"Why did you come back today?" Mom saw him entering the door and stood up from the sofa, "Didn't you study? You didn't bring back any materials..."
"Let's talk." Lin Wuyu entered the room and sat on the sofa.
"It seems that your teacher Lin still told you?" Dad didn't play stupid anymore.
"Fortunately, he told me," Lin Wuyu put his elbows on his knees and looked at him, "If you don't find someone from our dormitory again, everyone will be embarrassed."
"Is this true?" Mom looked at him.
"What's the matter?" Lin Wuyu also looked at her.
"You know it yourself!" Mom frowned.
Lin Wuyu actually never thought about what it would be like if his parents found out one day, but his mother's attitude of not even mentioning it clearly made him a little surprised.
He always thought that in addition to insisting on the attitude of "you can't, you are not as good as your brother", they will be more open than other parents, after all, in his memory, "your brother" has a flamboyant personality.
"Am I gay?" Lin Wuyu asked, looking at the momentary stiff expressions on their faces, he twitched the corners of his mouth, "It's true, is there any problem?"
"Why are you like this..." Dad didn't finish his words, he probably swallowed the word pervert.
Some of his peers used this word for him, and it is not surprising that his parents would use it.
The mother lived up to her husband's expectations and said: "This is abnormal, you know? This is perverted!"
Lin Wuyu turned his head and sighed softly.
"We don't want to talk too much. You have to take the college entrance examination, so don't affect your review," Dad said. "You didn't study well enough..."
"It won't affect it," Lin Wuyu said, "it's nothing serious or not, just say whatever you want."
"What the hell are you doing?" Mom asked, "Why? Because of your brother? Do you think we are biased and want to retaliate against us in this way?"
"If I remember correctly," Lin Wuyu looked at her, "I have lived for more than ten years, and I have never said a word that you are partial. Why do you have such thoughts?"
Mom didn't speak.
"Why?" Lin Wuyu followed her example and asked.
"Why!" Mom suddenly threw the cup in her hand to the ground. "I want to ask you! Why do you want to take revenge on us like this! Take revenge on us in such a disgusting and perverted way!"
The room freezes for a few seconds.
This was the first time that Lin Wuyu saw such a mother who lost her temper without warning, and he couldn't even regain his senses for a moment.
It has been ten years since I lost my beloved son, and my son has not left a word, not a word, and has not sent back any news.
He couldn't hear or see, and his memory became blurred day by day, and he began to forget some things. He cried, laughed, and he was angry, whether it happened or not.
What a panic.
And the rest, the extra child, she needs to face this every day, she doesn't need it and doesn't like it... No, the child who doesn't even want to take a second look, pretends to be calm, maintains superficial calm amid entanglement and anxiety .
Finally one day.
Bang!
Lin Wuyu didn't speak, he didn't know what to say.
Mom pointed at him: "Why why! Don't you feel it if you don't say it!"
"You calm down." Dad stood up and took her arm.
"Don't pull me!" Mom shook him off and continued to point at Lin Wuyu, almost shouting, "Yes, I am partial! I am partial! You are not as good as your brother! You are nothing like him! You will never be It's impossible to be as good as him! You are still self-righteous! Who gave you confidence? Why do you think you are worthy of the title of God of Learning! Why do you!"
Lin Wuyu looked at her.
I don't know why it suddenly went off topic.
This kind of college entrance examination composition can't get points...
but.
Suddenly there is a very comfortable feeling.
Every cell seems to open its arms, floating in the cool, fresh air.
breathe-
He stood up and took a step towards his mother.
"Wuyu." Dad stretched out his arm to stop him.
"You do it yourself." Lin Wuyu said.
Self-evaluation The voice is calm and the breath is steady like a python.
Mom and Dad were stunned.
"You guys," Lin Wuyu suddenly raised his voice and roared, "Do it yourself!"
"What did you say?" Mom looked at him in shock.
"No one was born with the permission of the person concerned," Lin Wuyu also looked at her, "You know why you gave birth to me! Why do you let me bear another person's life when I was born! Why am I born because of Lin Zhan? Why do you decide that my life is meaningless except for Lin Zhan! Why are you!"
"Lin Wuyu!" Dad shouted.
"Yes! I'm Lin Wuyu! I'm not Lin Zhan's younger brother!" Lin Wuyu said, "I didn't live to prepare to take care of anyone, you should understand the day Lin Zhan disappeared! You have no right to decide anyone. You have no right to deny me! You have no right to deny me!"
"Shut up!" Mom pointed at him, her hands shaking violently.
"Am I smart, am I good, am I a scholar, should I be confident, who am I in love with, who am I, how do I live," Lin Wuyu said word by word, "It's all, I Say it."
"Go away!" Dad stared at him, "Go away—"
The playground was very quiet. It was already two o'clock. Even the students who were reviewing on the playground had already returned to the dormitory. The flashlights of the campus police were a little perfunctory when they were patrolling.
Lin Wuyu had some expectations that the light of the flashlight would swirl past him.
But not once.
When the grass on the ground beside the stands began to make out the outline, the light of the flashlight disappeared.
In the distance, high school students who got up early began to appear, and they came to the playground to memorize their books before the cafeteria opened.
"You didn't go back to the dormitory?" Xu Tianbo asked in surprise, standing in front of him.
It's not hard to guess, he never got up in the morning before the cafeteria opened, and the only time he was sitting on the playground at this time was that he had been here since last night.
"Well." Lin Wuyu smiled.
"What's wrong?" Xu Tianbo bent down and looked at him, "The complexion is okay, but the mood doesn't seem to be very good."
"I'll tell you after I've sorted out my emotions," Lin Wuyu stood up and kicked his sore legs back and forth, "You read a book, I'll run a few laps."
"Don't run," Xu Tianbo said. "If you sit here all night, it will be uncomfortable to run suddenly at this moment. You should walk twice."
"Okay." Lin Wuyu jumped down the steps, walked slowly along the runway, and looked up at the sky.
The sky is clear and it should be a good day today.
"It's going to rain," Shi Xiangyang said, "I bet you, it's going to rain within two hours."
"What are you betting on?" Ding Ji raised his head from the pile of books.
"Bet you can't finish this set of questions before it rains." Shi Xiangyang said firmly.
Ding Ji opened his mouth, looked at him, and asked after a while, "What exactly are you betting on?"
"It's going to rain within two hours." Shi Xiangyang said.
"Then what is the bet?" Ding Wu reacted after speaking, and said before Shi Xiangyang spoke, "What is the bet?"
"Betting?" Shi Xiangyang looked at the paper in front of him.
"Betting on this set of questions?" Ding Ji asked, "Do the questions that you lose or the ones that you win?"
Shi Xiangyang didn't speak, leaned back on the chair and looked out the window, his eyes wandering.
Ding Ji quickly pushed the knife in his table bucket to the innermost while his eyes hadn't wandered back. This person was probably under a lot of review pressure recently, and the whole person was a little dazed.
"Sometimes I suddenly have a feeling," Shi Xiangyang said, "Just give up and forget it."
"It's all over now," Ding Ji said, "Is it a little late to give up?"
"Huh?" Shi Xiangyang turned to look at him.
"Give up as soon as possible," Ding Ji said. "It's more cost-effective to give up at the beginning, and now I'll take the test. There's not enough time left to play a game to reach the full level. It's not worth it."
Shi Xiangyang continued to look at him thoughtfully.
"Look at me," Ding Ji pointed to himself, "I don't know how to live every day, and I rely on copying for exams. I'm far worse than you, I haven't given up yet. Don't you panic if you give up?"
"Did you copy it all?" Shi Xiangyang asked.
"Well," Ding Ji nodded very sincerely, "but I don't dare to copy in the college entrance examination, I have to review it, I'm reviewing, you give up?"
"Can't give up." Shi Xiangyang said.
"Hey! That's right," Ding Ji patted him, "Come on, Xueba, give me a question."
When Shi Xiangyang began to speak, Ding Ji breathed a sigh of relief.
To be honest, Shi Xiangyang is quite stupid, but he works hard. The most stressful thing is to call people. There are students in the class like Lin Wuyu, and there are people who squat in the back row and cook instant noodles and spicy strips with alcohol lamps. There is so much pressure, or they are under a lot of pressure, but the pressure mainly comes from how your parents deal with your survival challenges after the exam.
As for myself...
The pressure is also quite high, the young and strong do not work hard, and the boss is sad.
Ding Ji listened carefully to Shi Xiangyang's use of a process that was several times more complicated than his.
I feel a lot less stress.
Today was the day when Lin Wuyu had an appointment to return the book to him. It happened to be the weekend, and Ding Ji left school early, so that he could pick up the book and go home at the usual time, which was conducive to family unity.
When I ran downstairs, I ran into Shi Xiangyang who came back from the toilet with this exercise set.
"Where to?" Shi Xiangyang looked righteous.
"... go home." Ding Ji said.
"Are you reviewing without some study materials?" Shi Xiangyang was very distressed.
"At home." Ding Ji continued to want to run downstairs.
"Here," Shi Xiangyang put the exercise set in his hand to him, "I won't read this for the past two days, you take it, I have done all the questions above, you can..."
"Thank you." Ding Ji took the exercise set and ran downstairs.
When Lin Wuyu hurried out of the school gate, Ding Ji was taking out his mobile phone to call him. When he saw him coming out, he quickly blocked it: "Hey, Xue Shen."
"Why are you here?" Lin Wuyu was a little surprised to see him.
"How fresh," Ding Ji said, "in three days, I'll get my precious book."
Lin Wuyu still looked at him, and after a while he said embarrassedly: "I forgot about this, or..."
"Huh?" Ding Ji looked at him.
Lin Wuyu looked back at the school gate, turned around as if determined, and walked back: "Wait for me, I'll go back to the dormitory and bring it to you."
"No, wait," Ding Ji grabbed his clothes, "Are you in a hurry?"
"... Hmm." Lin Wuyu responded.
"Then go first, give me the book if you have time," Ding Ji said, "It's alright."
Lin Wuyu should be a person who speaks his mind with all his words, and he is obviously very tangled at the moment.
"I don't need the book in a hurry, I said three days to tease you." Ding Ji said.
"Okay," Lin Wuyu walked over to the sidewalk, "I'll bring it to you at night... Come on."
Ding Ji glanced at it, and the last shared bicycle on the side of the road was pushed away.
Lin Wuyu was indeed a little anxious. He didn't know the time limit for his mother's ultimatum, and he didn't know what would happen to the things in his room after this time limit.
He didn't care that Ding Ji was still beside him, so he ran to the house.
"Hey!" Ding Ji followed behind him, "Hey!"
"Don't tell me I'll give it to you at night?" Lin Wuyu looked back at him in shock, "Can I still eat your book?"
"I have a car!" Ding Ji shouted.
Lin Wuyu stopped: "What car?"
"A battery car, what other car," Ding Ji said as he ran to the parking spot next to him, "are you still expecting a Lamborghini at this time..."
Lin Wuyu laughed, Ding Ji's casual remark made him relax a lot.
Ding Ji's battery car is quite big. At first glance, it is illegal and outrageous. It looks like a Transformer.
"Isn't this car caught by the police?" Lin Wuyu stepped into the back seat, "It's been checked by the traffic police recently."
"Are you in a hurry?" Ding Ji glanced at him, "Where are you going?"
"Turn right ahead." Lin Wuyu said.
As soon as Ding Ji twisted the handlebar, the battery car rushed down the sidewalk and merged into the traffic flow: "Then what?"
"It's over." Lin Wuyu said.
"Then what?" Ding Ji asked again.
"It's here." Lin Wuyu cleared his throat.
"... Is it too late for you to go down and run now?" Ding Ji was a little speechless.
"Thank you." Lin Wuyu said.
"You're welcome, it's not even the starting price." Ding Ji said.
The car quickly arrived at the place. It is a good community with a quiet environment.
"What happened to your house?" Ding Ji got out of the car, "Do you want to help?"
No thanks.
Theoretically, this should be the answer.
"If you have time," Lin Wuyu didn't know why he said that, "Can you help me with the luggage?"
It was as if there was a thrill of tearing open a wound that would never grow well.
"Family Ugly" prefers to exaggerate the pleasure.
Mom said, are you taking revenge
do not know.
I've always had this idea.
I used to be a kid too.
"Is there a lot of stuff?" Ding Ji stood in the elevator and looked at him, "You look at a person who has a plan, why aren't you ready to take a bag?"
"You can guess." Lin Wuyu smiled.
"Do you still have to guess," Ding Ji said, "Is it a quarrel with the family, and then I plan to leave the house with my luggage, or... It's also possible to be kicked out of the house."
Lin Wuyu looked at him.
"Although it's a little naive, I can understand." Ding Ji said.
"You don't have a good relationship with your parents, do you?" Lin Wuyu asked.
"Let's not fight wits and courage for now." Ding Ji turned his head.
Ding Ji felt that he was a very polite person. When Lin Wuyu opened the door, he put a smile on his face first. Lin Wuyu quarreled with his parents, so he still wanted to say hello.
Uncle, aunt, and so on.
But when the door opened, no one was at home.
At this time, he found out that Lin Wuyu was also a very polite person. When the house was empty and he was in a hurry to move things, he had not forgotten to say a series of words: "You don't need to change your shoes and come in. It's my living room, over there is the kitchen, the bedroom, this is another bedroom, this is my bedroom... I won't show you around, come here quickly... "
Ding Ji followed him quickly into the bedroom.
"This box contains books," Lin Wuyu took out a huge suitcase from under the bed and threw it to him, "Thank you."
"...You shouldn't take such a comprehensive package when you run away from home, right?" Ding Ji looked at his bookshelf full of books, and the books on the bedside desk. He didn't know if he should be shocked and even took the books Still shocked that Lin Wuyu started with the step of packing his luggage, "This box can't hold it."
Lin Wuyu looked at him and seemed to be thinking.
"You still remember it?" Ding Ji added to persuade.
"Then put those, just put what can fit in," Lin Wuyu pointed to another cabinet, "I have a list of books, you can buy more."
"Drone?" Ding Ji opened the cabinet and was stunned.
"Well." Lin Wuyu began to grab clothes from the closet.
"You can't play with a drone of this size, right?" Ding Ji said.
"I have a driver's license." Lin Wuyu said.
"...Oh." Ding Ji nodded, and carefully took out a remote control, "I think you need to bring some clothes. These things...you should bring them when you escape."
"I'm afraid my mother will burn if I don't take it away." Lin Wuyu said.
Ding Ji was stunned: "As for what? What kind of hatred?"
"No hatred," Lin Wuyu casually stuffed his clothes into the box, "It's just extra people."