Su Jinzhi looked back at Lucien, seeing how this person who was regarded as a friend and partner by the original body treated him indifferently. Su Jinzhi thought, if he is really An Luosi, he must be very sad at this moment.
The betrayal of friends, the collapse of faith, no one is willing to stand by his side and give him trust, but instead urges him to fall into the embrace of the devil.
However, no matter how much Su Jinzhi looks like, he is still not An Luosi, unable to understand all the emotions of this person—even if he has all the memories of An Luosi. He had to admit what No. 1 said, that memory is when a person looks at what the world has experienced from his own perspective, and a third person who is watching cannot empathize.
While feeling a little sad in his heart, Su Jinzhi also began to be a little curious, recalling whether he had any close friends before he died, but he thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't find any shadow traces from the already chaotic memory.
Not to mention his friends in those memories, even traces of himself are extremely difficult to find, most of them are some messy fragments.
"An Luosi, have you seen it?" Sariel put his arms around his waist and said lightly, "They are not your friends at all."
"They were just confused by you..." The young man still refused to give up.
"If they can really trick you into selling your soul to me." The demon chuckled softly, "I would really like to do that."
After Lucian finished that sentence, the air became strangely quiet. Perhaps those sky blue eyes were too clean. Lucian and the young man looked at each other for a while, then looked away, frowned slightly, turned and left.
"Dear Anlos, I want to bet you with a bouquet of flowers that he must have gone to find Mrs. Jewell." Sariel, who hugged him from behind, stretched out her head again and whispered on the side of his neck .
"There's no need to gamble." Su Jinzhi looked at his back as he left, "I will definitely lose."
"Aren't you jealous of him?" Sally closed her eyelids halfway, rubbing the bridge of her nose against his earlobe affectionately, "Mrs. Jewel used to like you."
"I'm not jealous." The exorcist lowered his eyes, "I love the world, and the world should...love me as much."
"My little cutie, you are wrong." Sariye smiled, and out of nowhere suddenly a small light blue flower appeared. The stamen of that small flower was light yellow, and the petals were soft sky blue. It is exactly the same as Su Jinzhi's eyes, "You will love all the people in the world, but not all the people in the world will love you. They love power and beauty, countless money and wealth, things that you and I can give up."
"But I'm different from them." Sariel pressed his shoulders and gently turned his body so that the young man could face him and look directly into his eyes.
Sariye put the little flower on Su Jinzhi's fingertips and asked him to hold it, but then he closed his palms to wrap his hands.
It's not night now, and Sariye can't use the moonlight to condense a moonlight bouquet, so he can only find such a small light blue flower. There is a thin layer of snow-white fluff on the calyx of the blue flower, and the petals are gently swayed by the thin flower stalk in the wind, sending a faint fragrance.
Su Jinzhi raised his head, met Sariye's deep gray eyes, and suddenly realized that he was not the only one who couldn't stand in the sun, and Sariye was also there. Unlike his body that does not accept sunlight, his heart actually yearns for light and warmth. But Sariel is a demon that only appears at night. For him, the sun is an annoying and intolerable thing, but now he stands with him under the sun and blocks the sun for him.
He was regarded as a person possessed by demons, so those people put themselves in a black iron cage and threw them here to bask in the sun, hoping to drive away the demons living on him. But the devil did not live on him, on the contrary, the devil has been by his side from the moment he was caught.
Will An Luosi really not fall
Such a question suddenly popped up in Su Jinzhi's mind.
An Luosi is an unblessed child, just as Sariel said, he believes in his god with a sincere heart, loves the world according to his profession, and tolerates every sinful soul, but The world does not love him.
Because he is a child of the moon—the one who brings bad luck.
And because of his appearance and character, he was treated with indifference and contempt. I don’t know if there will be any in the future, but at least so far, among everyone he has met, the only one who loves him is Sariel—a The demon who should have hated the exorcist.
"I'm different from them." The gray-eyed demon stared at him, "I only love you who were abandoned by them."
Before he came to this castle, he was abandoned by his family, and also by the temple he believed in; Alan and Lucian, who he thought were his friends and partners, never treated him equally from beginning to end , He thought he had everything, but in fact he never had it.
If there is no Sariel, An Luosi may never have the opportunity to leave the family that hates him and enter the temple to become an exorcist. It is precisely because of the existence of Sariel that he will get a chance to be accepted by the light .
This seems to be a preordained trajectory in the dark. Any fork will lead to a completely different ending from the present, but none of the endings will be better than the present.
Sariel seems to make him lose everything, but let him get a twisted and abnormal love—the love of the devil.
So Su Jinzhi is really curious, will An Luosi really not fall in the face of such love
And his fall is not because he no longer believes in light, not because his heart is eroded by darkness, not because he has someone who wants to hurt and take revenge, but because he may fall in love with a demon, and has the ability to not be blessed by God. Feelings.
Su Jinzhi lowered his eyes, looked at the blue flower held by him, and slightly closed his fingers.
This night, the young exorcist did not refuse the embrace of the demon. He rested in the embrace of the demon with his eyes closed. After the last red glow of the sunset disappeared at the end of the horizon, Su Jinzhi felt his eyes light up again.
He opened his eyes and saw that Sariye was holding a bunch of moonlight flowers in front of him.
"Is this for me?" It was the first time that the young man spoke out since the revelation that Sariel was a demon.
Sariel was stunned for a moment, and then slowly raised the corners of her lips: "Of course."
"But you have already given me one during the day." Su Jinzhi stretched out his hand from his robe, holding the little blue flower that Sally Yeh gave him during the day. That blue flower was just an ordinary flower. After being picked off the branch, it had already become wilted.
"That can't stop me from sending another bouquet of flowers to my beloved." Sariye smiled and kissed Su Jinzhi's forehead, her dark gray eyes were full of doting, and her love words were as fleshy as poetry.
Su Jin subconsciously pursed her lips and was about to show a faint smile when she heard someone's footsteps coming towards her. He turned his head and saw that Miranda led several maids walking towards him with food.
"My God..." Miranda couldn't help covering her lips and exclaiming after seeing Su Jinzhi's face clearly through the small oil lamp in the maid's hand. The rest of the maids also stared wide-eyed, showing expressions of disbelief.
Su Jinzhi was confused by their expressions and had no idea what happened.
But after a while, he also felt something wrong with himself—for example, his cheeks were hot and sore as if he had applied a chili mask. Only then did Su Jinzhi remember that he was an albino patient. The skin of an albino patient is not protected by melanin, and is sensitive and fragile. It is no wonder that he was left here in the sun for an afternoon without getting sunburned. His face must be like a monkey at this moment Ass red, right
Miranda and the maids were so surprised to see him, and it was difficult for Sariel to kiss such a face affectionately.
"Oh, Lord An Luosi, your face is really..." Miranda looked at him with a complicated expression, searching for words that could be used in her mind, "...it's hard to describe."
Sally put her face against his cheek lightly, comforting him: "Don't worry about her, she will be fine tomorrow."
So Su Jinzhi repeated Sally Yeh's words: "It will be all right tomorrow."
"Really?" Miranda seemed to be more worried about the skin on his face than he was, and said after hesitating for a while before making a decision, "Lord An Luosi, I can rescue you."
save him
Su Jinzhi was a little surprised to hear what Miranda said. After all, the image Miranda gave him was still the scary girl who poked the servant's eyes with a silver fork before.
"Thank you, Miss Miranda, but there's no need." Su Jinzhi shook his head and refused, "I have to go to trial tomorrow."
"Alright then." Miranda didn't intend to force him, and turned around calmly to leave.
However, Su Jin called out to him: "Miss Miranda."
Miranda stopped, looked back at him, and asked him if he had anything else to say.
"Miss Miranda, do you think that the devil resides in me?" Su Jinzhi grabbed the railing, his sky blue eyes were full of fragility, vividly interpreting a young man whose faith was about to be completely collapsed.
Miranda raised her eyebrows and answered him with certainty: "Of course not."
The gleam in the young man's eyes brightened slightly: "So you are willing to rescue me because you believe in me?"
Miranda gave him a funny look, and didn't answer his question, but said, "You think too highly of yourself." Then she left with the maids, her skirts fluttering slightly.
"You really make me feel bad." Sariel gently pushed the messy hair on his forehead behind his ears, and gently kissed the top of his hair, "Why do you do this?"
If it was placed before, the young man would never answer the devil's question, but today he thought about it and said seriously: "I just think that there should be someone who trusts me."
The gray-eyed demon smiled indifferently: "That person must be me."